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Heidelberg is a completely different city from Beijing. She is elegant, quiet and livable. It is a city of "stealing hearts" loved by many masters.On the other hand, Beijing seems to have opened up the accelerator, leaving the humanities and classics behind, and everything is going too fast.

His life in Heidelberg was only so-so.The homework is too heavy, so he has no leisure time to entertain.At Heidelberg, even graduate school can be a bit overwhelming.The courses and examinations of medical schools are also very unfriendly to non-native-speaking international students.German universities are known all over the world for being easy to enter but difficult to graduate.If you don't want to repeat a grade, or delay your graduation, the library is best to be the place that occupies the largest proportion of your life in these years.Gu Luming has a sleeping bag for sleeping in the library overnight.

When he is not so nervous about studying, he will get up early in the morning and run in the morning.The school has no walls and is integrated with the entire city street.The air in Heidelberg is much better than that in Beijing.

The relationship between him and his classmates can't be said to be very good, but there are no conflicts.Because he seldom participates in private student parties, and as an Asian, he is not too friendly with other Chinese in the school.However, he joined the school's ski club, and when he has time, he will go skiing in France and Switzerland with his skaters.

He rides his bike at school, more unkempt than in Beijing.There are girls who pursue him boldly and passionately, but he is also indifferent.

In the first year he came to Heidelberg, he didn't miss Song Yi that much, but occasionally thought of Song Yi because of some things, and then he realized that he had left Beijing for a long time.

In the second year, he didn't go home during the Chinese New Year, and only communicated with his parents and grandpa through video.Seeing the bustling scene over there, and then looking at myself, in a quiet and indifferent library, there are only piles of documents and books piled high in front of you, as well as instant coffee that has been taken apart one by one.As miserable as it could be.The mother was crying in the video, and even the eyes of the father who was always serious were red.He was very upset, angry, wronged, and sad.

He remembered that he spent the last Spring Festival with Song Yi when he left Beijing, although Song Yi only ate wildly there, and then fell asleep, leaving him to perform a one-man show alone.

Therefore, he leaned on a chair in the library and squeezed out a little time to miss.

With this thought, it was out of control.

In the third year, Gu Luming took out the camera that was pressed at the bottom of the suitcase, not to keep his monotonous days at school.

He has learned to smoke, and the long-term ingestion of drugs has made him resistant to it. He is no longer a young man who can stay up all night in a hard chair in the library with a few cups of espresso. Forced to find new refreshments.

Nicotine is addictive, and the moment you spit out the smoke ring, it will make people think that all the troubles will also be sent out and dissipated.

It was a very difficult year for Gu Luming.Difficult topics, Dr. med papers, obscure literature, unkind tutors, and the cold winter in Heidelberg.

He didn't have anyone to confide in, and he didn't even make one phone call a month to return home.Most of the time, the feeling of anxiety like a trapped animal makes him prefer to be left alone.Smoking would make him feel better.

Two months before the national exam, this anxiety and irritability became even worse.For a while, he realized that he might have overestimated himself.He had absolutely no gift for learning, nor genuine love for medicine and languages.He probably won't be able to finish this degree.

He fell into a kind of confused self-denial, his enthusiasm was greatly affected, and his health was not ideal.He got the flu in winter and was afraid of the severe cold. His head and eyes seemed to be roasted on the fire. He had a headache and couldn't sleep all night.In this way, he couldn't read any sentence in the book into his head.

Gu Luming had never felt that he was such a fragile person before.He didn't know if he could hold on.

The mentor talks to him.This is a strict German man. Gu Luming studied under him for three years, and he hardly ever smiled.Maybe he has, but obviously not reserved for students.

The mentor expressed his meaning somewhat cryptically, Gu Luming is not such an insensitive person.The supervisor feels that his current research situation is not ideal. If he wants to continue studying Dr.met.net.d after graduation, he hopes to find another supervisor.

Gu Luming's memory of that day and that conversation is already a little fuzzy, and he doesn't remember what he said to his mentor.He only remembered that moment, the first thought was neither anger nor despair, he just suddenly missed Beijing, home, and a certain man.

He returned to the dormitory in a daze, and found the camera from the suitcase.He sat by the window, lit a cigarette, operated the camera with one hand, and dug out the photos inside.

When Song Yi fell asleep, he was as quiet as a big cat, his smiling eyes were closed, and his mouth that made people love and hate also stopped.

Song Yi didn't recognize the bed at all, as if he could fall asleep anywhere.A place with a strong smell of disinfectant in the corridor of the operating room can also be a bed warmer.

The camera took almost all photos of Song Yi sleeping.He only dared to expose this shameful voyeuristic behavior when Song Yi was unconscious.

He played the photos one by one in turn, feeling that Song Yi really seemed to be lying quietly beside him, and then woke up in a daze, scratching his hair and saying hello to him.

He put out the cigarette, tears streaming down his face suddenly, his throat choked.There seemed to be a heavy weight on his back, and he couldn't help but bend down, resting his forehead on the camera.

Brother...

A week after that, his cold gradually receded, and he became much more relaxed and refreshed.He writes papers by hand, travels between the training hospital where he practiced and the school, and has less time to be sad.

He developed a few photos from the camera and put them in the notebook beside the bed.He likes to look at Song Yi's photos while smoking, which makes him feel that he has not gone far.

During that period of time, he was like a blessing in his heart, possessed by Hippocrates, and he figured out many things, and he wrote papers and mock test papers very comfortably and smoothly.Even when I met a patient with a bad temper in the hospital, I was not as full of resentment as before.

He started skiing again, and the speed of skiing was more addictive than smoking.

The ski resort closest to the school often comes to an Asian man, and Gu Luming can tell at a glance that he is Chinese.Gu Luming would notice that it was all due to an accident. The two of them collided while skiing, breaking two of Gu Luming's ribs and leaving him in the hospital for two weeks.

The man sent him to the hospital with great apologies, and not only paid for the medical expenses, but also visited him frequently while he was staying in the hospital for observation.I found out later that they were not only fellow villagers, but also alumni.

The men are those who came to study abroad very early and stayed in Germany after graduation.He married a girl who had been dating for many years in China and had children, and his wife also moved to Germany to live together.He loves skiing, and his skills are very good. That collision with Gu Luming was really a very rare loss of control.

The man's attitude is very good, and he is also a Chinese, so Gu Luming didn't care too much about it.Fortunately, after the accidental injury in the national exam, he also had a reason to take a break with peace of mind.

The couple were very hospitable and did not break up with him after he was discharged from the hospital.To be honest, the status of an alumni is more acceptable than a fellow.

He was invited to have dinner at their home. The hostess was from Shandong, and she cooked delicious dishes, which moved Gu Luming, whose taste buds were poisoned by fried food.

They have one child, a five-year-old boy.Not very beautiful, but healthy and lovely.I like to fight with LEGO robots, whining and screaming.

An elite studying abroad, loves sports, has a warm and comfortable house, an elegant wife and a lively and lovely son.This is probably the most impeccable middle class.

For no reason, it reminded Gu Luming of Song Yilai.

Are Song Yi and Fang Yuan married?Although Song Yi didn't say anything last time, it must be just a teasing rhetoric.He was going to get married sooner or later, if it wasn't Fang Yuan, it would be another woman, so it might as well be Fang Yuan.At least Gu Luming was familiar with Fang Yuan, and Fang Yuan really liked Song Yi.Those silent gazes are not deceiving.

Strange to say, Gu Luming hardly thought about the possibility of Song Yi not getting married.When he decided to go abroad, he had already prepared for the situation that Song Yi had become a husband, or even a father, after returning to China.

Isn't this a matter of course, senior brother will get married and have children.

Oh, by the way, Song Yi also likes children very much, how could he not want a child.

Zhou Ping, the man's Chinese name is Zhou Ping.His appearance can be said to be handsome, but he has nothing in common with Song Yi.But every time Gu Luming glanced casually, he could always see Song Yi's shadow from him.

Gu Luming felt that he was going crazy.

Song Yi at this age may also live a life that only envies mandarin ducks but not immortals.

Brother, how are you doing now, are you happy?