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In the evening, Song Yi called Gu Luming and asked him to come out for a drink.That food stall seems to have become a place where they meet by convention. There is no need to explain it specifically. If they want to drink, they will go there.The roof was built with a small shed, and with a little wind and rain, the dining environment became very harsh.

Gu Luming came earlier than him, and waited for him at the old place, ordered a bottle of white wine, with two small cups beside it, a plate of peanuts in the middle of the cups, and two chopsticks leaning against the edge of the plate containing peanuts.

Song Yi called Xiao Gu, and Gu Luming turned to look at him.After he sat down, he poured himself a glass of white wine and poured it down with his head raised.Pour another glass and dry it off.Gu Luming asked him to drink less, and the owner of the food stall called him, and ordered cold seaweed shreds and hot and sour radish sticks.

Song Yi shouted to the boss who was about to leave, and said that he didn't want shredded kelp and spicy radish, and replaced it with jelly grass, and added more sugar.At the end, I turned around and gave Gu Luming a strange look, you can't eat spicy food, why do you still order those.

Gu Luming said, aren't you pretty good at eating, last time you ate three plates by yourself.I thought you'd get some this time too.

Song Yi suddenly said, the last time we drank together was in spring.

Gu Luming nodded and said yes, and asked Song Yi how he mentioned this.Song Yi smiled and said back to him, it just feels like time flies.I always thought it was the summer we just met.Gu Luming took a sip of wine silently, and when he got busy, he had no sense of time at all.Song Yi chuckled, saying that at that time he never thought about getting married, nor did he think that his son would be born so soon.It was as if everything happened in an instant.

Gu Luming said, it's nothing. When many people get married, the woman's pregnancy is already obvious.

Song put down the chopsticks with a peanut in his hand, sat up straight, and asked Gu Luming seriously, do you think the two of them got married because of love?After he finished speaking, he focused all his attention on Gu Luming's face. Gu Luming frowned slightly, and instead of looking at himself, he looked at the corner of the table.

Gu Luming said that the marriage of two people does not necessarily mean that they are in love, but if they are two people who love each other, they will desire to get married.

Song Yi is still full of confusion in his heart, so is marriage love or not?

At this time, the boss brought up two bowls of jelly jelly.Song pushed the bowl of white fairy grass jelly to Gu Luming, and ate the black bowl by himself.

Song Yi took a sip of wine, a sip of jelly jelly, and got himself drunk before he knew it.He probably drank two bottles of white, and lying on the table, he felt a pantothenic acid liquid regurgitated back into his esophagus, making him want to vomit.The brain seemed to be soaked in a pile of turbid and viscous liquid, and the stimuli from the outside world were weakened by most of the signals in this pile of liquid, so that Song Yi was not only unresponsive to warmth and pain, but even his vision was extremely blurred.

In the chaos of his mind, he felt that someone was moving his body, his head was turned to one side, he didn't know whether it was to the left or the right, and whether he was pointing at the person.He called Xiao Gu with interrogative sentences?Then I seemed to hear the other party reply, it was me.Then he was relieved to be completely unconscious.

That night, Song Yi had a dream.

It was a very bright room with snow-white walls and dazzling red numbers displayed on the white heart monitor.People in green sterile surgical gowns shuttled back and forth in front of him, he lowered his head, the light reflected from the scalpel almost hurt his eyes.He saw the blue mask on his face from the mirror image of the smooth cross-section of the small lancet, and a splash of blood was splashed on the surface of the mask.His hands trembled uncontrollably, and his head felt a dull pain, like a giant hammer being struck.He heard a baby crying, weakly, coming from under his hands.In the surgical field exposed by the sterile cloth, a dissected abdomen and uterus were dripping with blood.Bloody hands in sterile gloves lifted the bruised baby from the incision in the womb.He couldn't help but look at the face of the patient lying on the operating table, it was Liu Yan's face!In an instant, it turned into another face that made him tremble!There was a harsh beeping sound from the monitor, and the people in the operating room became more and more blurred in his eyes.The shadows overlapped, and the soldiers were in chaos.He held out his right hand and yelled, Give me the hemostat!No one paid him any attention.After an unknown period of time, his sore hand was finally stuffed with the handle of the hemostat, and the green figures in the operating room became clear again in his eyes, with people coming and going and a clear division of labor.He raised his head, and a male doctor stood in the blank first assistant position.The man looked at him with a pair of clear black and white eyes, clear and energetic.

Gu Luming's eyes.

Song Yi woke up suddenly.And those eyes, that look are still echoing in my mind, and won't go away for a long time.

He felt a throbbing throbbing in his temple, a pain like a catapult.And the body is so heavy that it seems to be wearing a whole lead suit.He slowly sat up from the bed, looked around, dumbfounded.

This seems to be Gu Luming's bedroom.

Song Yi had been here once or twice before.

Soon, Gu Luming, who was wearing home clothes, came in.Seeing him sitting on the bed, he said, are you awake?You were so drunk yesterday that I had to bring you back here.

Song Yi said thank you.The voice that came out was so hoarse, he touched his throat subconsciously.

Gu Luming handed the cup in his hand to Song Yi, sober up, you can drink it now.

Song Yi didn't want to talk, so he gestured thank you, took the cup, took a big gulp, his face wrinkled in bitterness.

Gu Luming smiled and asked him to drink it up.

As soon as Song finished drinking, he sat on the bed and took a rest, then got up to wash.He was wearing pajamas, which probably belonged to Gu Luming.He went to the bathroom outside, and there was indeed a new set of toiletries.Song Yi brushed his teeth listlessly.

Song Yi was very tired and lazy today. After washing up, he ate the breakfast that Gu Luming left before going to work, and he didn't leave immediately.He made excuses for himself and waited until the clothes he had hung on the balcony were dry before leaving.He was lying on the sofa in the living room watching TV, holding the remote control, changing the TV channels one by one from the beginning to the end, and then rewinding from the end.Silly and boring.

Song Yi got up, took the mop that was lying on the anti-theft window of the balcony, and mopped the floor of Gu Luming's house, and wiped all the tables and cabinets in his house with a rag.He also shoveled the frost that had formed in his refrigerator freezer.

After doing this, Song Yi was sweating all over, and the clothes on the balcony were also dry.He changed his clothes, washed and dried the pajamas he had taken off.

He lay on the sofa, casually took out a magazine from the coffee table, opened it, covered his face, and fell asleep again to the sound of the TV series on the TV.

This time, I slept comfortably, without dreaming.

When he was woken up, Gu Luming had just returned, saw him sleeping on the sofa, and shook him awake.Gu Luming was carrying a bag containing vegetables and meat. The bag was a shopping bag from the supermarket outside the community.

Song Yi immediately stood up refreshed and asked him what to cook today.Gu Luming looked at him with speechless eyes, and said the names of a few dishes.Song Yi said happily, well, well, all I want to eat.Gu Luming turned his back to him and said, why don't you want to eat.Song Yi walked over, stood on tiptoe, looked over Gu Luming's shoulder, and said, I want to eat anything you cook.Gu Luming drove him to wash rice and cook rice, and Song Yi went to turn over the rice jar.

Food is the most important thing for the people, and food can indeed enliven the mood to some extent.At least as soon as Song finished the meal, the gloom all morning disappeared.When he left Gu Luming's house, he was still reluctant to part with him. His expression was so obvious that Gu Luming said that if he wanted to eat in the future, he would bring his own ingredients.Song Yi couldn't help but turned around and hugged Gu Luming, and said, Xiao Gu, how can I live without you.

Gu Luming didn't speak. When the two separated, Song Yi seemed to hear his sigh, which was inaudible.

Song Yi did the math, and it was only a few days before Liu Yan was discharged from the hospital. Song Yu had basically completed all the checks that should be done, and everything was normal.For Liu Yan to go home and live with him after being discharged from the hospital, he felt a strong sense of discomfort.But he was embarrassed to tell his father-in-law and mother-in-law that Liu Yan should continue to live in her natal family.Liu Yan's mental condition is so bad now, if she is sent back to her natal home, her condition will only continue to deteriorate.Song Yi still couldn't bear Liu Yan's change from the lady of the family at the beginning to what she is now.

He cleaned up the house, especially the nursery.I also contacted the previous nanny and made an appointment when she would come back to work.

He was in the second class that day, when he suddenly received a call from the hospital, saying that his son was doing first aid in the pediatrics department and asked him to come to the hospital immediately.Song Yi was shocked, and immediately went back to the office to find a teacher he knew, and asked someone to substitute for this half of the class.

On the way to the hospital, Song Yi couldn't imagine what happened to Song Yu and the hospital would call him instead of notifying Liu Yan immediately.His phone is left on emergency contacts!

He parked his car in the parking space of the People's Hospital, didn't even want to wait for the elevator, took three steps from the safety staircase, and rushed into the pediatric ward.

As soon as he entered the pediatric ward, he saw Liu Yan and his mother-in-law standing outside the door of a certain ward.Song Yi pushed them away and walked into the house.A male doctor was carefully performing cardiopulmonary resuscitation on Song Yu, but Song Yu was too young and the force was too difficult to master, and the male doctor's face was covered in sweat.A circle of people in white coats surrounded the hospital bed.In the end, the male doctor doing CPR let go of his hand exhaustedly, shook his head, and went directly to the ventilator.Some doctors said that the cervical spine may also be injured, so it is better to have a chest X-ray.

Song Yi walked forward anxiously, and saw the little Song Yu lying on the hospital bed with her eyes tightly closed.There was a purple pinch mark on the slender and tender neck.

Song Yi felt as if his heart was being tightly grasped. He found Liu Yan's attending doctor among the doctors and asked what happened.The female doctor in charge looked out of the door, and led Song Yi to the corner farthest from the door with a serious face, and asked Song Yi in a low voice, is there any mental problem with your wife.After saying this, the female doctor felt that she might be a little offended, so she immediately said, I don't mean anything else, but she might be psychologically...

Song kicked a cold air and said, did she do something?The female doctor thought about her words and said, the nurse went in to change the dressing and found out when she was taking the child's temperature. She was pinching the child's neck... The nurse hurried over to loosen her hand, and she slapped her a few times.Fortunately, the child did not stop breathing when he was rescued.However, there is no guarantee that this kind of thing will happen in the future... You should pay more attention at ordinary times.

Song Yi nodded with difficulty, facing the slightly suspicious tone of the female doctor, he was angry and ashamed.A fishy and sweet air welled up in his throat, and his eyes became dry and sore.

He followed the doctor out of the ward, his mother-in-law nervously guarded Liu Yan behind him, Song Yi sneered, turned around and chased after Song Yu's stretcher bed, and left without even looking at Liu Yan.