My Old Gong Has Amnesia

What is a partner?

This Ye Shanshan said that he knew it. He had memorized the dictionary seriously before, "A partner is someone who lives, works or travels together." After speaking, she looked at Director Zhang with a look of "I'm right?" expression.

"..."

Looking at Ye Shanshan's expression, Director Zhang suddenly felt that what the other party said was completely fine, and he was speechless.At this moment, he felt that he finally understood why Ye Xingshan's fans said that Ye Xingshan was poisonous.

However, he thinks that he can teach and enlighten the elm bumps in filming, so he makes persistent efforts,

"The partner here is just a reference, and the 'deer' is an anthropomorphic character. He lost his partner, that is, his lover, his beloved object, and his family, so he will be at dawn, Walking aimlessly in the wilderness alone."

Looking at Ye Xingshan's still ignorant expression, Director Zhang swallowed back the words "I understand you now".

Director Zhang said that this is the male protagonist with the worst comprehension he has ever managed!

To reassure myself that people with high IQs who are engaged in physics may have lower EQs. You must understand that Director Zhang struggled for a while and decided to change his mind.

"Let's discuss and discuss. In real life, who is the most important person you can't lose when you live, work, and travel with you?"

"Gong Yue." Ye Shanshan gave the answer without hesitation.

Director Zhang was a little surprised by this answer, but when he thought of the last time at the door of the hotel room, Ye Shanshan opened the door instantly after hearing Gong Yue approaching, and then threw himself on him, so he didn't think it was surprising.

At least the person in power in the Gong family looked at Ye Xingshan, and even a senior man like him felt disgusted.

Pulling back the train of thought, "There is a concept in acting called 'empathy', which allows you to put your real feelings into the role you play." Director Zhang continued,

"So Shining, for 'Lu', his partner means to him what Gong Yue means to you. It is a partner and a lover, so for him, it cannot be lost. Once lost, it will be painful Heart, I say this, can you understand?"

After breaking it apart and talking carefully, Director Zhang suddenly found that something was wrong with Ye Xingshan.

Ye Shanshan, who was sitting on the plastic stool, seemed to be in a daze for a while, and suddenly let go of his hand, and the water glass he was holding fell to the ground, making a dull "dong" sound.

The originally straight back also bent down bit by bit. Like a dying fish, Ye Shanshan breathed heavily in the morning air, her right hand grasped the clothes on her chest, and her five fingers tightened until they reached the phalanx They were all white, the nails sank into the flesh, and the blood soon flowed down the forearm.

Things happened so fast, when Director Zhang saw the blood, he reacted abruptly, feeling flustered for a while.

He quickly recalled that Zheng Dong had indeed said that Ye Shanshan had no sudden illness.Remembering the situation when Ye Shanshan was too involved in the movie when he was filming, Director Zhang calmed himself down.

He squatted in front of Ye Shanshan, stretched out his hand and patted her on the shoulder, "Xinshan, let go!" The down jacket had already slipped halfway down, and the thin white material was quickly soaked with blood, like the heart flowing out Blood.

At this time, Ye Shanshan couldn't hear the outside world at all.

He opened his eyes, staring at the withered grass on the ground, and suddenly remembered that the night he left the laboratory, when he was giving him a name, Gong Yue pointed to the green plant growing in the cracks in the rocks on the ground, and said, it is called Ye Shine it.

In his dream again, Gong Yue fell to the ground covered in blood, no matter how much he shouted, there was no response.

His thinking seems to have stagnated, countless voices and countless pictures appear alternately, all related to Gong Yue.

"Winky, don't be afraid."

"Shining, let's go home together."

"Xingxi, you will live with me from now on, just tell me what you want, and I will take care of you."

"Xinxi, I promise you, I won't leave you alone."

The blood from the palm of the hand fell drop by drop to the dry grass stems, and then disappeared in the soil, leaving dark traces.The muscles at the corners of Ye Shanshan's mouth moved and he opened his mouth, but he couldn't make a sound.

Director Zhang regretted it for the first time, but now it is useless even if he regrets it. He thought for a while, put both hands on Ye Shanshan's shoulders, met his eyes, "Xinxie, what do you want to say?"

Ye Shanshan's lips were trembling, and his Adam's apple swallowed up and down several times before he made a intermittent sound, "Gong———"

The moment the name was uttered, as if some kind of restriction and barrier had been broken, Ye Shanshan's tears suddenly filled her eyes, and then flowed down her pale and bloodless face like strings of beads.

His voice was choked with sobs, he didn't know how to deal with his almost unbearable emotions, he only knew to call "Gong Yue", "Gong Yue" over and over again, his hands were still tightly clutching the clothes around his heart, as if that was the only way, Only a little pain in the heart can be relieved.

Feeling that this is not going to work, Director Zhang supported Ye Shanshan's shoulder with one hand, took out the phone with his right hand, and quickly found Zheng Dong's phone number, and when he connected, "Old Zheng, do you have Gong Yue's phone number?"

Zheng Dong quickly realized, "What happened to Shining?"

"Now we are filming commercials in the northern suburbs, Shining - my fault, he is a bit emotional now, and he keeps calling Gong Yue's name,"

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Zheng Dong, "I'll call right away, you stay with him." He also reminded, "Take care of him and talk to him, he must be fine." After speaking, he hung up the phone directly.

Putting the phone aside, Director Zhang looked at Ye Shanshan, and felt that he was crying so much that he felt sad.

After wiping his face, Director Zhang carefully helped Ye Shanshan remove the antlers, and then pulled up the slipped down jacket. Originally, he wanted to help wipe the vines painted on the corners of Ye Shanxian's eyes, but he remembered that the makeup artist wanted to make a better effect. It uses a special waterproof pigment, which can only be removed with a matching makeup remover.

After being silent for a while, he gestured to tell the assistants not to come over, and Director Zhang sat next to Ye Shanshan.

"Winning, seeing your tears made me feel sad. I feel very regretful now. I shouldn't have told you about the scene like this. You were clearly in a bad mood when you were filming the last scene last time. Why did I say that?" How stupid?"

Director Zhang sighed and rambled, "You are a very talented actor, the only shortcoming is the interpretation of emotions, so I want to help you, so I asked you to accept this advertisement, thinking, breaking through this Bottleneck, you will definitely be more dazzling..."

He couldn't continue talking, he remembered that when his daughter was crying when she was a child, he would tell stories to comfort her.So Director Zhang looked at Ye Shanshan who was curling up, and began to tell fairy tales.

"A long time ago, in a castle, there lived a princess..."

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In less than half an hour, the sound of a car engine came from a distance, and after a while, a black car stopped nearby with a sudden brake.

Gong Yue opened the door of the back seat and got out of the car, striding towards Ye Shanshan's direction, his face seemed to be covered with frost.

Kneeling halfway in front of Ye Shanshan, with the corner of his coat hanging on the ground, Gong Yue looked at Ye Shanshan's whole body lost his spirit, tears kept streaming down drop by drop, and he didn't know how long he had been crying.The hand was still holding on to the clothes, and the blood in the palm had already solidified.

Gong Yue tilted his head to look at Director Zhang, "Hello, what is the specific situation?"

Director Zhang didn't talk nonsense, "Xin Shan's character today is a deer who has lost his partner. But it has not been able to achieve the effect. In order to let him enter the play, I asked him who is the most important person who cannot be lost, and he replied that it is you. Later, he should have replaced you in the role as his lost partner, so he was a little emotionally broken."

Looking at Ye Shanshan's state, Director Zhang also regretted it, "At the beginning, I was so sad that I couldn't cry, and then I finally called out your name, and then the tears came out, but he didn't care about my voice. There's no reaction."

Knowing the cause and effect, Gong Yue didn't know what it was like in his heart, he just felt the continuous pain and soreness, which he couldn't restrain at all.

He stretched out his hand to cover the back of Ye Shanshan's right hand, and said in a gentle voice, "Xinxing, be obedient, let go of your hand." After repeating it twice in a row, Ye Shanshan had a little reaction.

Following Gong Yue's strength, he let go of his hand.The fabric of the clothes was stuck together with the blood that flowed out, and the blood would overflow as soon as he tried hard, Gong Yue was very careful before slowly separating them.

Putting Ye Shanshan's hands together in his own, Gong Yue looked into the other's eyes, feeling that every drop of tears had soaked into his heart.

"Xinxi, look, I'm right in front of you, I'm not dead, and I haven't left you alone." As he said that, he put his uninjured hand on his neck, and the arteries were beating under the hands of the two of them, " Look, I'm really fine, look at me, Winky."

Ye Xing stared closely at Gong Yue's mouth shape, and half a minute later, the hand on the artery moved slightly, he blinked, his eyelashes were wet with tears, and his voice was hoarse, "Gong Yue."

"Well, I'm here."

With trembling hands, he touched Gong Yue's eyes, nose, eyebrows, and lips inch by inch. Ye Shanshan suddenly cried out with a "wow".He hung himself on Gong Yue's body, as if drowning, tightly wrapped around the other's neck, speaking incoherently,

"You're gone... You still left me alone... You agreed to take me away with you, and you promised I wouldn't leave me alone..."

Gong Yue hugged him tightly, kissed his hair and ears, suppressed the bitterness in his heart, and comforted him in a low voice, "Well, I didn't leave, I won't leave you alone." Repeatedly After saying these few words for countless times, Ye Shanshan slowed down a bit, lying on Gong Yue's shoulder, sobbing softly.

The down jacket had already fallen to the ground, Gong Yue wrapped him in his own coat, and looked at Director Zhang who did not walk away, "I will take him to the car to rest for a while, Shining is very serious about every role he plays, please forgive me .”

Director Zhang nodded, "Speaking of which, I was also at fault. You take him to rest."

Gong Yue told Qin Xuan, who was standing by the side all the time, "Look at what the crew needs, it can be regarded as compensation for the delay of everyone's time."

Qin Xuan nodded, "Okay."

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Carrying Ye Shanshan all the way to the parking place, the driver opened the door for him, and then walked away.

Gong Yue was about to put the person in the back seat before going in, but Ye Shanshan subconsciously held on to Gong Yue's clothes tightly and did not let go.Therefore, Gong Yue didn't let him let go, and sat in with him in an awkward posture.

Wiped the tears on Ye Xingshan's face, and kissed his eyelids again, "Hey, don't be afraid, it's okay."

Ye Shanshan stared at Gong Yue for a long time before her mind cleared up, "Gong Yue?"

"Well, it's me, I'm here." Gently stroked Ye Xingshan's hair drenched in cold sweat, Gong Yue nodded.

Ye Shanshan thought for a while, then suddenly asked, "Did I cry for a long time just now?"

"Well, a long time."

Sniffing her nose and hiccupping twice, Ye Shanshan's thoughts jumped quickly and her tone was a little nervous, "Do you think I'm crying?"

Gong Yue shook his head, "No, I'm very distressed." He said and took Ye Shanshan's right hand, "The injury on the fingertips is good."

Shrinking her hands, Ye Shanshan heard Gong Yue ask, "Why are you crying?"

"The relationship is not in place, Director Zhang specially told me about the play, and later he said that the partner of 'Deer' died," Ye Shanshan tightly grasped Gong Yue's finger,

"At that time, it was as if something broke in my heart. Many images of you appeared in front of my eyes, and many voices of yours spoke in my ears. Then I saw you dead, just like that time in the dream. The situation here..."

While listening carefully, he patted Ye Shining on the back soothingly.Gong Yue has always known that Ye Shanshan's emotions actually have certain flaws, and his emotions are different from ordinary people.

From childhood to now, in the whole process of growing up, Ye Shanshan has never experienced the process of "rebuilding the psychological barrier", and no one has ever taught him how to manage his emotions.

Therefore, when faced with many shadows that others cannot overcome, Ye Shanshan didn't feel at all, not because he was too big to ignore them, but because he didn't care about them at all, so they wouldn't affect him at all.

However, whether it is the psychological shadow left by Gong Youli's death on Ye Shanshan, or the deepest fear in Ye Shanshan's heart - Gong Yue's death, leaving him alone, Ye Shanshan can't bear it at all.

Therefore, this time, he put Gong Yue into the role setting of "lost his partner and wandered alone in this world", and he collapsed directly.

Ye Shanshan finished speaking, looked at Gong Yue, and asked a little nervously, "Brother, are we partners?"

His eyes were a little red and swollen from crying, and his pupils were like glass washed with water.Before Gong Yue answered, Ye Shanshan continued to say,

"Director Zhang said that a partner is one's lover, one's beloved object, one's family, and is the most important person in life that cannot be lost. Once lost, it will hurt deeply."

He looked at Gongyue stubbornly, "So, are you my partner?"

Gong Yue looked at Ye Shanshan, twirled his negative words a few times, but couldn't say it out.

There is a voice in his heart that keeps telling him that the truth of everything has not yet been found out. If you completely let go of the restraint on yourself, then one day in the future you die, and that shining life will be dark.

"Are we?" Seeing that Gong Yue didn't answer, Ye Shanshan asked again, looking for an answer.

so what?

Putting aside all hesitation, Gong Yue gently kissed Ye Shanshan's forehead, and gave his own answer,

"Yes, we are partners, lovers, and family members. We are the most important existence for each other."

Hesitating is meaningless, because what happened today told him that even if Ye Shanshan didn't have a clear understanding of love, even if Ye Shanshan didn't understand this feeling all his life, even if he held the last relationship between the two of them. The line does not go further, if one day he dies

——His Shining will never live alone.

It's better to give Ye Shanshan everything he wants in the most limited life.

After listening to Gong Yue's words, Ye Shanshan realized that she was so nervous that she almost forgot to breathe.

He took a deep breath, and smiled involuntarily. The feelings that had grown up in his heart began to grow wildly like vines with the affirmation of the other party.

Ye Shanshan laughed foolishly twice, stared at Gong Yue, not wanting to look away at all, "I think so too." After speaking, he emphasized, "I think so too."

"Yeah." Gong Yue hugged him onto his lap, facing each other, "Are you still crying?"

"Stop crying." Ye Xing smiled a little embarrassedly, glanced at Gong Yue's lips, hesitated for a while, and asked,

"Today is not World Kissing Day, then, can you kiss?" His gaze was fixed on Gongyue's lips, as if he was greedy, and he even stuck out his tongue to lick the corner of his own lips.

Gong Yue's fingertips caressed the place he had just licked, and it was stained with water, and asked Ye Shanshan in a low voice, "Think about it?"

"Well, I want to, I want to kiss."

Facing Ye Shanshan like this, Gong Yue never had the strength to resist at all, he exerted a little force on his fingertips, "Okay, don't cry for a while."

This time, Ye Shanshan felt that Gong Yue pressed him on the back of the seat, kissing him so hard that he even had the feeling that he would be swallowed by the other party.The hand was also held tightly by Gong Yue, unable to move, and the tip of the tongue was sucked and licked fiercely, which made Ye Shanshan feel as if her soul would be sucked away.

After a while, Gong Yue parted his lips a little, suppressed heavy breathing and asked him, "Do you like it?"

Ye Shanshan is very honest, whether it is the gentle one before, or the one that makes him feel dangerous now, "I like them all."

Gong Yue looked at the person in his arms, and suddenly thought,

——Even if I can't tell why I fell in love with you, I know that you are the only reason why I don't love others, and the only reason why I am no longer alone.

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Ye Shanshan tidied up his somewhat messy clothes, asked Gong Yue to help him straighten his messy hair, and looked in the mirror, "Brother, my lips are so red, it's your fault."

Gong Yue had no objection to this question, "Well, blame me."

When the two got out of the car, the crew was eating hot pot.

After Gong Yue hugged Ye Shan and returned to the car, Qin Xuan followed Gong Yue's wishes, first apologized to Director Zhang, then contacted Gong's kitchen, and delivered five tables of hot pot as quickly as possible, which was regarded as a compliment to Mr. The staff of the crew expressed their apologies.

The staff of the crew have basically worked together in "The Examiner". Knowing that Ye Shanshan is not a big-player, they can understand it. After the hot pot is delivered, they will not say anything.

After all, in the shivering suburbs, a pot of sweaty hot pot that can be eaten is more useful than a hundred sentences of sorry.

Qin Xuan sat together with Director Zhang and Zheng Dong who hurried over, all paying attention to the car parked far away.The three of them are very good at communicating, and it's not embarrassing for you to talk to me.

Ye Xingshan walked to the table, almost drooling from the spicy aroma.But the tip of his tongue and lips were bitten by Gong Yue, so he had no choice but to endure it, and drank a cup of hot peanut milk.

"Director Zhang, I'm sorry for always causing you trouble." In the beginning, she asked for leave. It was the last scene last time, and it was the same in this scene. Ye Shanshan felt very sorry.

"It's because I don't know what to do. Seeing how you're crying—oh, let's not talk about it." Director Zhang waved his hand, "Do you think you're still filming today?"

Ye Shanshan nodded, "Shoot."

After everyone in the production team finished eating, Director Zhang took out the small portable speaker again, "That's enough, let's go to work when we're full! We must be worthy of this hot pot, and try to call it a day after filming is over!"

Ye Shining changed into the spare clothes. The vines painted under the eyes were waterproof, so there was no flower at all, so there was no need to repaint them, just cover the red eye sockets.

Putting on the simulated antlers, Ye Shanshan took off Gong Yue's cashmere coat and put it aside, and took another look at Gong Yue who was standing far away looking at her, then stood under the camera and closed her eyes.

When he opened it again, he became the 'deer' who had lost his partner, walked aimlessly, and waited hopelessly in the wilderness alone.