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A red candle flickered on and off, bringing some dim light to the dark room.

Gu Jingyue sat on the chair, staring blankly at Bai Mulan who was sitting awkwardly on the small platform in front of him, with his head lowered like a child who had done something wrong.

After a long time, neither of them spoke.

Huanyan heard that she had found the person she was looking for. After congratulating her, she went back with the people from Yunzhong Pavilion. There was some noise outside the house. It should be that Muzi and others were worried about them, and they dared not come in, but they also refused to leave.

After a long time, the sound outside the house also stopped, and Gu Jingyue finally couldn't bear it any longer. She flicked the flickering candle with her hand, and said as calmly as possible: "Mulan, why don't you speak?"

The body of the person on the bunk moved slightly, but he couldn't raise his head. A quiet and strange atmosphere spread between the two of them.

After five years, have they finally become awkward?Gu Jingyue sighed softly, straightened up, walked to Bai Mulan's side, squatted down, put his arms on her lap, and asked softly: "What's the matter, Mulan, but I'm tired, do you want to go to rest first?" one time?"

There was still no response, Gu Jingyue waited for a while, then sighed softly, feeling a lot of powerlessness in her heart.

What should I say?What to ask?The words that had been lingering in her heart for countless times were inexplicably unable to be said at this moment. Gu Jingyue considered and hesitated again and again, but held back all the words. She looked down at her white and slender fingers for a long time, and finally raised her head, forcing herself With a smile, "Mulan, you can rest here, okay? I'll..."

A drop of cold teardrop fell on her face and smashed apart with a "click".

Gu Jingyue's heart was seized suddenly, and the words behind her stopped. She stretched out her hand, and gently brushed away Bai Mulan's hanging hair that covered her face. When she saw it, she was shocked. , but clear tears had already flowed down her face, separated by this layer of tears, Bai Mulan gently closed her eyelids, and was about to raise her head, not wanting to be seen by Gu Jingyue when she was crying.

However, Gu Jingyue was one step ahead of her, holding her neck firmly with his hand, refusing to let her raise her head, and touched it with the other hand, wiping her tear stains, going up little by little until she touched her eyes, He stopped there, put his fingers on her eyes, and the warm touch made her feel hot.

"Why are you crying?" Gu Jingyue said, her voice was soft and gentle, "But you were wronged by others?"

Bai Mulan was silent for a while, then shook his head slightly.

"Ah, if it's not someone else, then... I made you feel wronged?"

how?Bai Mulan almost spoke immediately. She was about to reach out and take away Gu Jingyue's hand that was placed in front of her. She looked into her eyes and shook her head to retort, but she felt the person next to her stand up suddenly, and gently pulled her hands, making her She leaned into a warm and soft embrace.

"It was I who wronged you and made you wait for me to come to you for so long, but Mulan, I didn't mean it. In the past five years, there have been too many things that have tied me down. If it weren't for this, I I wish I could catch up with you the moment you disappeared, how could you delay..."

"That's not the case!" Bai Mulan roared in a low voice, put his finger on her waist, gently pulled her clothes, and said in a voice as thin as a mosquito: "That's not the case..."

Gu Jingyue didn't respond, she gently patted Bai Mulan's back with her hand, quietly waiting for her next words.

"...I'm sorry, Jingyue, I'm sorry for you..." Bai Mulan only said this sentence, but was choked up so that she couldn't make a sound.

But this sentence is enough, Gu Jingyue lowered her head and smiled, and the many sorrows in her heart finally dissipated. It turned out that it wasn't that they were unfamiliar with each other, but that there were too many debts and bitterness in their hearts. I don't want to talk to her either, what should she do in the future.

Gu Jingyue hugged Bai Mulan quietly like this, and when she cried silently until she lost her strength, she gently let her go, squatted down again, and faced Bai Mulan face to face, and covered her with tears with her hands. The broken hair on her face was wiped away bit by bit.

"I haven't seen you in five years. How did Mu Lan become a crybaby? You don't cry easily when you are happy. As a mother, if you let her know about this, she will definitely make fun of you."

"... You have worked hard, Jingyue. In the past five years, you have given birth to Fenghuan, raised her to such an age, and she is so sensible, but I... have not been able to help you with anything, but have caused you to worry more. ..."

"It's hard work." Gu Jingyue nodded earnestly, looking into her eyes, "Fenghuan has Mrs. Meng, Siqian, and Bai Ling helping me take care of me. It's not really tiring, but...everytime I think of you, I think you don't know Where is it, I don’t know if I’m living well or if I’m suffering, I’m the only one suffering from this anxious feeling, it’s extremely depressing.”

"It's my fault..." Bai Mulan closed his eyes, feeling extremely bitter in his heart.

"Don't blame yourself anymore. If it wasn't for some delay, I think you will come back to us as soon as possible, won't you? So don't apologize, our family is finally reunited, that's enough." Gu Jingyue lightly He hugged her lightly, and his tone gradually became softer, "I'm also very tired... I haven't been able to sleep peacefully for a long time, is Mulan sleepy?"

"I'm fine," Bai Mulan replied softly, gently stroking her hair with her fingers, watching her lying on his lap, her eyes were gentle and focused, "I want to see Fenghuan, okay?"

Qingcheng opened the door to let them in, and went to another house to rest. It was not easy for their family to get together, so Qingcheng didn't want to disturb them.

A little light was lit in her hand, which was reflected on Feng Huan's face. She was sleeping soundly, lying sideways, with her arms in front of her face, her small nostrils flapping.

Gu Jingyue pulled Bai Mulan forward, asked her to get closer to her daughter, and carefully looked at her daughter's sleeping face. Bai Mulan stretched out her hand, and gently scraped Fenghuan's face through the air, but she didn't dare to do it again. Is there any other action.

"I saw Fenghuan a few days ago, but I didn't realize that she was my daughter. At that time, she was curled up small, hiding behind a white doll, looking at me secretly, and her voice was very small. Yes, I was thinking at the time, if our daughter is by my side, she should be only this big, and she is also so small, so cute." Bai Mulan withdrew her hand, feeling her eyes were sore, she raised her body, no longer Looking at Feng Huan again, he turned around and hugged Gu Jingyue, buried his head in her neck, and said softly.

"Feng Huan is still young, if you can stay by her side from now on, she will definitely be close to you, don't worry." Gu Jingyue hugged her back.

"...Yes." If God really gave her enough time, she would seize every opportunity to be with her lover and daughter, absolutely...

"Just sleep with Fenghuan tonight, okay?" Gu Jingyue asked her.

"Of course." Bai Mulan nodded vigorously, "Then you... stay with me too, can you?"

"Of course I'll be with you."

As night fell and the sky was getting cooler, Gu Jingyue and Bai Mulan surrounded Fenghuan, put their arms around her, and slowly fell asleep.

It was only dawn, and Bai Mulan suddenly woke up from the dream. There seemed to be a small thing lying on her body, and while grabbing her shoulders, he shook and shook, while shouting, "Mother, mother, get up soon, get up!" Already!"

"Bai Fenghuan, don't mess around, mother is still sleeping." Gu Jingyue stepped forward to catch Fenghuan, picked her up, and said sternly.

"But today, Qingcheng and Grandma Muzi want to take Fenghuan out to play, and Fenghuan wants mother to go too." Fenghuan was carried away by her, a little aggrieved, and struggled to get down.

"Today, you go out to play with other uncles and aunts first, and mother and mother will not accompany you." Gu Jingyue carried her out and handed her into Qingcheng's hands, "Mulan seems to have a fever, please take care of this little girl, don't be too Get used to her."

"Mother!" Feng Huan curled her lips, extremely wronged, "Feng Huan has always been good."

"Yeah, be good, be better today. My mother is sick, so don't torment her." Gu Jingyue patted her head with a smile, "Okay, let's go play with your aunt Qingcheng and the others."

"Qingcheng is not Fenghuan's aunt..." Fenghuan pouted to refute something, but was stopped by Qingcheng covering her mouth, she nodded seriously to Gu Jingyue, and said, "Don't worry, I will take good care of her. "Just leave quickly.

After seeing them off, Gu Jingyue breathed a sigh of relief, only she and Mu Lan were left in the yard, and it was finally quite clean.

When she went back to the room, Bai Mulan was already awake, half leaning on the edge of the bed and looking up at her, her face was flushed from burning, her eyes were foggy, her eyelids were still a little swollen from crying yesterday, looking at her With a little pitiful feeling.

"Why did you get up?" Gu Jingyue stepped forward to support her, ready to let her lie down and rest.

Bai Mulan took her hand, which was terribly warm, coughed, and said, "Jingyue, my drink is delicious..."

Stretching out his hand to touch her forehead, Gu Jingyue frowned, first went to bring her a cup of warm water, fed her, and muttered: "I still need to ask a doctor, I don't know how to see a doctor, what are you doing?" What's wrong?"

"Don't go." Hearing this, Bai Mulan pushed away the water glass and hugged her, and said in a low voice, "I'm still sleepy, you can lie down with me, just lie down."

"Be good, I'll go get the doctor, and I won't sleep until the doctor comes to show you, okay?" Gu Jingyue comforted her softly, wanting to get out.

"No." Bai Mulan hugged her even tighter, looked up at her, her voice softened several degrees, "You stay with me, don't go..."

How can you bear to go like this... Gu Jingyue's heart softened, she sat on the edge of the bed, helped her to lie down, and lay on her side, stretching out her hand to pat her on the back, "Go to sleep, it won't be uncomfortable when you wake up."

"You are not allowed to go..."

"Don't go, I'll be with you all the time." Gu Jingyue replied softly, patting her, and she also became sleepy, so she fell asleep with Bai Mulan.