Cannon fodder "attack" development system

【He gave him darkness, but at the same time gave him light.But in the end there was nothing left, only a handful of ashes. 】

Zhang You has been thinking this way since he was seven years old, that one day he will kill that person.

Undoubtedly, this is a secret thought that cannot be shared with others. It is the cold color that emerges from the gap in the heart, entangled like thorns.

That man was the whole nightmare that had run through his childhood, a gloomy ashes.The obscure cannot be mentioned.Zhang You thought coldly that one day he would kill him.He hid this thought very deeply, and everything was buried under a calm expression.But the person on the other side who was so missed by him didn't notice it, took a bite of watermelon, and when he saw him looking over, he subconsciously smiled at him, looking innocent.Zhang You lowered his eyes, and dug out a large spoonful of watermelon flesh with a spoon, assuming that it was that person's head, and if the spoonful went down, his brains would splatter everywhere.

In the schoolbag is the homework assigned by the teacher, and I am required to write an essay titled "My Dad".During the day, the teacher said on the stage: "Recall the details of how you and your father got along..." At that time, he was really young and couldn't hide his thoughts, so the teacher stopped halfway through his words, and his eyes widened. He looked at Zhang You, and asked softly, "Zhang You, what's wrong with you? Your face is ugly, are you feeling unwell?"

How do you recall?

those things.

The suffocating feeling of being submerged in cold water with someone holding his head down, the pain of whip after whip being whipped on his body, the burning sensation of wax oil dripping on his body...absurd and shameful, and then he was finally in all these Learn to cover up your emotions, pretend that you are a dead thing, and even do some disgusting things to cater to that person in the end, pretending to be obedient and docile, such as the person smearing white dirt on his face after venting He could still stick out his tongue and lick the man's fingers clean while he was on it.

Only the hatred in his heart increased little by little, like thin vines, enveloping his whole heart step by step, airtight, like a chrysalis.

Zhang You hated that person, and felt that he would continue to do so.

But in the meandering time, it seems that something has changed unknowingly and uncontrollably.

Like many times, many nights, he was doing his homework in the room, and that person was watching TV in the living room.When he went out to fetch water halfway, he found that the man was asleep on the sofa, the TV was on, and the noise was loud, and the man was sleeping soundly amidst the low noise, with a blanket covering his body, because of his dishonest sleeping position. Slide down a bit, revealing half of the body.He held the water glass and looked at it for a while, and finally walked over lightly to help the man tuck the blanket.

Then every time Zhang You looked at Song Guan's sleeping face on the sofa after doing all this, he would tell himself in his heart that he did this only to lower the other party's vigilance, and one day, he would kill this person.

——The purpose of doing this is just to lower the vigilance of the other party. One day, he will kill the person in front of him.

I don't know when, this sentence appeared more and more frequently in his heart.

The water glass in the man's hand was cold, and he went to replace it with a glass of warm water in silence. At this time, he would repeat this sentence in his heart.That person worked overtime on the weekend and it rained, so he spontaneously went to deliver an umbrella to that person. Similarly, at this time, he would repeat this sentence in his heart...

In fact, the killing scheme against Song Guan was set up a long time ago. A big family like the Li family always has one or two mortal enemies.The man who hooked up with Zhang You was surnamed Chen, and the man surnamed Chen said, "I just want to make Li Duanyun feel bad."

And Zhang You just wanted to make Song Guan feel bad.

He cast the net carefully and carefully. Of course, the power of the man surnamed Chen could not bring down the Li family. He couldn't bring it down when it was in its heyday. It's people's business.