Cannon fodder "attack" development system

[Fate is tied to life, and the red line is life. 】

During the few years when he was treated as a kitten and survived as a "rat left", Baihu often felt very painful.After all, almost all of his spiritual power was swallowed up in the dragon egg, leaving only a remnant body in the end.At the beginning, it was okay to say, but as I got older, I felt more and more powerless to act, but I still had to pretend that nothing happened.Of course sometimes he doesn't hurt that much.However, often when he doesn't feel the pain, the pain will come again as promised, like a recurring tide.Sometimes the pain was so severe that he would rest his face on his paws and count silently in his heart.

One, two, three, four, five...

This kind of counting, every time you stop at the end of the count, the number you get is different.When the pain was not very severe, he could count every number clearly. When the pain was too severe, he himself couldn't remember whether he counted correctly before.It is possible that the counting was wrong, and many numbers were missed, or it may be reversed, and the number that had been read once was mentioned again and again.

Whenever this time, he likes to cling to that person very much.

Walk around to the person's feet, deliberately turning around to attract the other person's attention.In order to avoid stepping on him, the other party will pick him up and put him in a place that is relatively far away and not easy for him to climb out.But it can't stop him, he will crawl back to this person in the end.

He is nostalgic for the temperature on the other person's body.When it hurts, I just want the other person to touch me more.Even though the comfort brought by the touch is so thin that it has almost no weight compared to the pain radiating from the bone.But to him, it was like a firefly floating in the dark night.In the dark, the little light is the hope that can be seen.People always have to have a little expectation to live, right? When the pain is severe, he probably doesn't want to live. If he wants to live, he must have support.

Obviously two people hatched from the same egg have different fates.When he didn't remember the past, he was jealous of the fat dragon born from the same egg.Why hatch together, the other side's conditions are unique?Jealousy is such a subtle emotion, with a little envy and unwillingness.Perhaps when people are in poor health, they will be sensitive and think a lot.Or maybe it's all an excuse and he might just be jealous by nature.

Jealousy has many facets.Jealousy that the other person is healthier than yourself, jealous that the other person's activities can get more attention from that person.Jealous of the other party's ability to change form.Yes, he was born with insufficient skills, even incarnate.He watched the man carry the fat dragon in human form to the bed, but left his prototype in the basket.Do you like dolls that much?The past and the past are unclear.In his ignorance, there was only a red thread with a scorching color extending from his hand, connecting that person with all the unknowns.

Of course I like that person very much.I like it with an inexplicable anxiety.The more time we get along, the more we like it.It seems that unfinished regrets have been made up.Clumsily learning how to be coquettish to pester that person, it was a cheeky move that I felt a little embarrassed when I thought about it afterwards.

But no matter how coquettish he is, that person still seems to like Panglong more.

The grievances accumulated on weekdays erupted in an instant when Panglong took shape.He left home in anger, but in fact he was angry at the very beginning. He was walking in the dark night with a bright moon in the sky. After calming down, he began to be afraid again, not afraid of anything else, but just afraid that he would come out like this. What can the person do if he can't find himself.However, things in the world often happen when the house leaks and it rains continuously. When he was anxious to go back, he accidentally fell, rolled down the steep slope, and became limped. suffer.

Finally the man came to take him home, he looked at the man's brows soaked in the warm moonlight, and gave him a little indifference that made him feel very strange.Panicked, he wanted to take a closer look, but didn't dare to.After being wiped off his limbs, he heard the man say that if he ran out in the future, he would never look for you again.

He knew what he said was true.

He leaned forward apologetically, coquettishly acting cautiously.

It was night, and my body started to ache again.Because of the broken leg, and because he was in so much pain that he was so weak that he couldn't do anything else, and couldn't crawl out, so he could only curl himself up into a small ball in the bamboo basket without moving.No matter how much it hurts, he won't cry.No reason.No one would like to hear the out-of-control howling. Just thinking about that scene is terrible. He doesn't want that person to see such a miserable side of himself.

It would be great if I could change form, and I also want to sleep with that person instead of sleeping alone in a bamboo basket.

Finally one day, Lord Ya Jiu, who looked like a white cat, came up to him with a bit of malice, and looked him up and down: "It's so miserable, and I can't even transform into a shape. Hey, kid, I have a way to help you, do you want to listen?" mine?"

Unable to resist the temptation, he still used Ya Jiujun's method.And after the incident, when the person questioned him, he even lied, saying that he was quite innocent, anyway, the fault was all on Ya Jiujun.

How should I put it, this was the first time he lied, so he was trembling, but the person in front of him didn't seem to pay much attention to this matter, so he easily accepted this lie without any further investigation.

In fact, for him, transformation is very painful.An almost unforgettable pain hit the river and the sea.He didn't know if that person had noticed his subtle but strange tremor when he was in so much pain that he threw himself on the opponent.In fact, maintaining the human form is also very painful, or in fact it is painful no matter what, and the burden is the lightest in the prototype.But he thought that that person would like it, so even though it hurt, he felt that it didn't hurt that much anymore.

However, he obviously changed into a human form and completed the appearance he had been pursuing all along, but when facing that person, he didn't dare to get too close, and he didn't dare to act like a baby like he did when he was a child.Because I don't know when I will dream of sporadic strange pictures.Although he didn't want to believe it, he knew that all of this was true, and it was a past called the real past that had happened before.

When he was a "rat leftover", he was worried about gain and loss, but in front of the identity of "White Tiger Emperor", everything seems to be worthless.

He didn't know why Song Guan split into two forms, and he didn't want to know the reason.If you can live a lifetime with just three people like this in a daze, you will be content.But things don't always go as expected.What was he thinking when he was taken away by Ya Jiujun?Or nothing at all.The karma of karma, the red line is fatal.He remembered the 3000 years he had once forgotten. Three thousand years is not a long time, and compared with his lifetime, it is only a fleeting moment.

After being taken away by Ya Jiujun, he didn't make any noise, but just quietly guarded his own space.All memories are slowly coming back, both wanted and unwanted.In fact, he has no hatred towards Suzaku, and feels that to him, everything that happened is just happened.He quietly looked down at the red thread in his hand.When he was still in the cabin, he and Panglong were playing around, it was all a joke.He stepped on that person's feet to learn how to meow and act like a baby. In fact, at first he couldn't meow, he could only grunt and chirp, and there was a soft cry of "ah". Later, everyone thought he was a cat, so he thought he was It's a cat, so I learned to meow, I just hope that the person will look at me more when he hears it.

Throughout his life, in this long, stagnant life like stagnant water in an ancient well, the two meet each other overnight, only when he is with this person, he is not the White Tiger Emperor, but a concrete existence.Whether it's Jiuyi Mountain or the cabins here.The time around this person is pure.

Naturally, later, he heard about the appearance of Shenjun from Yajiujun, heard that Xiaolong was taken away, and saw Yajiujun sneaking out with a ganoderma in his mouth, and knew that this ganoderma was what Yajiujun wanted to give to Song Guan. of.Is Song Guan injured?Too.He should be very worried about Little Fat Dragon.Although he had never met him before, he believed that the god who came was Suzaku without a doubt.Suzaku took Panglong away, presumably Song Guan was unwilling.After that dispute, was Song Guan injured?

He had always behaved well before, so even though Ya Jiujun was angry with Song Guan, he didn't show very strict precautions against him, but locked him in the cave.When escaping, the magic circle at the entrance of the cave still spent a lot of spiritual power on the little white tiger.This consumption is really too much for his current body.

He changed back to his original form, hiding and hiding all the way, running and stopping.The bones of the body couldn't take it anymore and began to ache again, and the red thread wrapped around the little finger was so bright that it seemed to bleed.It was summer, and at night, there were fireflies flickering on and off.Bits and pieces.He was walking among the grass, and one of them drew a graceful arc in the air, and then stopped at the tip of his nose.The dark green light illuminates the face of his little tiger that looks like a cat.

He looked at the firefly on the tip of his nose, and thought that when he looked closely, the light was much brighter than he thought.Then he raised his paw gently, but before touching the body of the firefly, the firefly flew away.

He squatted in the grass, thinking that the man was somewhat similar to these fireflies.And soon, these fireflies left the grass field, and it was unknown where they would eventually fly to.It was getting brighter, and he wasn't worried that he would get lost.He always knows where that person is, because the red line between the two guides him all the way.

Then, he noticed that Song Guan was walking in the direction of the River of Sighs.

Why and where?Is it because of Panglong, Yajiujun, or Suzaku?He thought about it for a while, then stopped thinking about it.When he was a "rat left", he was always jealous of Little Fat Dragon.But sometimes I feel that Xiao Panglong is stupid, so why should I take him as an opponent.But most of the time, he still thinks jealously, why Song Guan always likes Panglong more.What about this red line that no one else can see?Aren't you the most special?

But now, those worries about gains and losses that have troubled him for many years are no longer important.

It doesn't matter if it's a white tiger or a rat left; it's a fairy or a little demon.It doesn't matter what that person wants to do or why things turned into the current situation, all of this is not important anymore.

He just wanted to see the man again at this point in time when it was all being remembered.After that, it doesn't even matter whether you live or die.

This obsession with picking up one's life halfway through the journey, the reason why he was treated as a human sacrifice but escaped from death, the reason why he was still reluctant to die after being tortured by physical illness every day, from the beginning to the end, it was nothing more than wanting more Just looking at you.

【End of the show】