Cannon fodder "attack" development system

After he finished all this, he panted heavily, and his eye sockets showed signs of redness again.

Song Guan tightened his grip on the protagonist Shou in his arms, and without saying a word, he just looked back calmly and looked at Pu Dongyi.

The two confronted each other silently, and the atmosphere felt tense. The leader of the forbidden army on the side lowered his head, not daring to breathe, just pretending that he didn't exist.

After a long time, Pu Dongyi stepped forward with a ferocious expression and snatched the Shangguanyan from Song Guan's arms. Song Guan was startled, but before he could move, Pu Dongyi raised his face and sneered: "Didn't you want me to look after him for you? Why? Are you afraid that I won’t succeed if I eat him? Did you say “trust me” just casually? Don’t worry, I haven’t acted like that. Since I promised to take good care of him for you, I won’t break my promise. The palace wants you In the past, you wanted to get lost, what do you want to do if you are still standing here talking nonsense?"

Song Guan was silent, looked at him carefully for a while, and left a sentence before leaving: "Then I'm leaving, you... take good care of him."

Pu Dongyi hugged Shangguan Yan, and all of a sudden, he felt that the blood in his whole body was boiling and clamoring. If there is really a hole in his chest, then someone is tearing his heart out bit by bit. Leave.If this person is sure, he will definitely fulfill his wish, and if he is sure, he is just like this.Song Guan, oh Song Guan, your prime minister all these years has really not been in vain, you are cold-hearted and cold-blooded, and I, Pu Dongyi, are convinced that I lost.But why... He looked almost resentfully at his arms, which was the Shangguan banquet in his arms, with such delicate features, he was indeed born with a good skin.The hostility in Pu Dongyi's heart was almost uncontrollable. In fact, even if he killed Shangguan Yan now, no one dared to say anything.But he won't do it.Yes, even if he is so cheap for such a heartless thing, he still has his own bottom line.

There was a bloody taste in his mouth, probably from a broken lower lip.Pu Xiaogong stuck out his tongue and licked it. It was a salty taste, and it really broke the skin.He looked at Song Guan's leaving figure, and remembered some things when he saw Song Guan for the first time—maybe it wasn't the first time he saw him or not.But in his memory, there is really no impression of Song Guan's earlier time.At that time, he was just entering the school. At that time, Song Er's family had not experienced all kinds of changes after that. Song Er's father and father were all there, and elder brother was a concubine who was specially favored by the palace. The Holy One took care of their family everywhere. It's amazing.

I still remember it was the first day, when all the classes were over, he packed his things and was going home, Song Er, who didn't want to be like a child, stopped him in the aisle.It was already evening at that time, and the setting sun in the sky dyed the clouds into garnet red. The red round sun gave off a cold burning feeling, a bright red that lacked warmth.Song Er wanted to look at him with a smile, so he stopped him like this, looked him up and down unhurriedly, and said with a bit of sarcasm: "I don't know who it is, isn't this Is it our little child prodigy, Mr. Pu?"

He didn't speak, just stood still, watching Song silently.

Song Er looked at him for a while, and there was annoyance in his expression. He held a fan that he didn't know where he got in his hand, and he probably spread it consciously: "I thought the child prodigy was so powerful. Awesome, I don’t think it’s just that. Didn’t you say that you can remember everything you’ve heard once? Today, the master obviously read that section of the book twice, but you didn’t memorize it all.”

The corner of Song Er's lips curled into a smile, and Song Er's eyebrows leaked a piercing sarcasm. He had a serious face, but he didn't pretend to be complete, and he didn't even maintain the appearance. Perhaps this made people even more angry.Song Er sighed pretentiously, and said, "Sure enough, your grandfather was quite prescient. I don't quite remember what that sentence said. After all, I'm just an ordinary person, not a child prodigy, and I don't have such a good memory. How can you remember everything after listening to it once, so you still have to think about some things, young master Pu, don’t you think so?” Pu Dongyi looked at the way he was speaking with the previous person, and he had already expected it, and he really heard the other person He smiled and said, "I remember, your grandfather said that you are 'you are young, so you may not be good'. This horoscope, tsk tsk, is really good."

This was Pu Dongyi's first confrontation with Song Guan in his memory.He used to feel that he always couldn't understand Song Er. He thought it was only after he got older, but he didn't expect that when he thought about it now, he suddenly realized that he had never understood Song Er from the earliest time.When Song Er met him for the first time, he was very hostile towards him for no reason at all, and he has never understood the reason until today.

At that time, he was filled with malice, and he didn't know how to deal with it. Before that, he had always lived a well-behaved life. At a young age, he only sought a "gentleman's style". Before that, he was indeed different.Song Guan said that about him at that time, with a kind of innocence unique to children, unscrupulously exposing scars, and even maliciously scratching twice with sharp nails, but even though he was scratched at the sore spot, it was indeed painful. It's great, but it's just a word to the other party: I'm going home.

Pu Dongyi was known as a child prodigy when she was young, because she never forgets her ears and eyes.At that time, my father was very proud, he took him to show off in front of people, led him to joke with others, and asked him to recite books for others to listen to. His father was also very proud, but his grandfather was always indifferent to this.When he was six years old, on his father's birthday, his father drank too much wine, and for a moment he was so proud that he forgot to show off. At that time, the grandfather who was present put down the tea cup and said only one sentence: "It's too young, it may not be good to be older."

After the banquet that day, my father went back to the room and smashed many things. He sat on the bed and did not dare to say a word. My father smashed the room until there was nothing to smash, and then turned around. On the bed, his face was in a trance for a moment.There were only the two of them in the room. When Dad lost his temper, those servants would not dare to stay in the room. He was a little scared and a little dazed, and then Dad just looked at him like this, his eyes brightened up little by little, It was so bright that it was a little frightening.The room was full of broken porcelain, and my dad came over stepping on the pieces. The tiles cut his feet and ooze blood, but Dad seemed to be fine, with blood stains on his bare feet. After walking all the way, there was a trace of red plums on the ground. .

He didn't remember whether he smelled blood, maybe the incense in the room was too heavy, and all traces of blood were covered up under the fragrance.Father sat on the bed, hugged him, and let out a long sigh, which made the apex of his heart tremble.Dad said quietly: "Dong Yi, you will never disappoint Dad, will you?"

It's a pity that he was only seven years old under the halo of that child prodigy.When he was seven years old, he contracted an illness, and a wind-cold almost killed him. Pu Dongyi had a high fever all the time and was so delirious, but although he was rescued later, his brain was burnt out.

The child prodigy of the past is no longer a child prodigy, and there is only one dull mortal left in the world.During that serious illness, he woke up from a coma several times, and saw Father's face, which was so sad that it almost broke his heart.So he thought, I can't die, I can't just die like this.He breathed a sigh of relief. At that time, his condition was so dangerous that even the doctor said that if Pu Xiaogongzi hadn't had too strong a sense of survival, the disease would have been difficult to treat.He just struggled back from the Hades Palace step by step. After his condition stabilized, he saw his father crying with joy, and then he thought that all the sufferings he had encountered before were worthwhile, but he didn't want to go through the rest of the recovery period. , He unexpectedly found that he could no longer be like in the past, "never forget the ear, never forget the photograph".

He didn't dare to tell Dad in panic, he just pretended that everything was still the same as before, but it was different after all, and soon Dad also discovered this, and then the initial amiable look was replaced by him while waiting for him to recover. Exhausted, he can no longer remember as in the past, so Dad beat him.At the very beginning, there would be hugs and whispered apologies after the fight. Father hugged him and said softly: "Dongyi, I don't want to hit you. Do you know that you are bestowed on me by God?" baby."

This lasted for a whole year, until he was accidentally bumped into by an attendant beside his grandfather. At that time, his ear was almost cut off by his father by accident. Since then, he has been exchanged and raised by his grandfather.The grandfather held the teacup and asked him: "Your father treated you like this, why didn't you tell me?" He didn't answer, just kept silent.Afterwards, Father was transferred to other provinces with his father, and the two never saw each other again. He stayed with his grandfather in the capital, and the old child prodigy was gone, only Pu Dongyi, who lost his name as a child prodigy, remained.

His grandfather arranged for him to go to the school, and he didn't know if the teacher in the class was trying to make things difficult for him at first. When he was asked by his teacher to pick out a book to read but he couldn't understand it, the whole room laughed sparsely. Voice.When the gentleman flipped through the title of the book, he didn't know if he was really surprised, but he was quite surprised on the surface, saying: "Why did this book get mixed in, but this book is indeed a bit difficult for you, look at it. It’s normal not to know.”

In fact, he didn't care what happened, and he didn't care that the second son of the Song family in the school tried to provoke him everywhere for no reason.He only cared about the letters he wrote to Father after Father left the capital, but Father never replied to any of them.Later, he continued to write letters to his father, until his grandfather said to him: "What are you doing writing this for?" The grandfather said in a calm tone, "Truffle said that your father never read your letters, you wrote so many If you send the envelope over, your father will lose it all, no matter how much you write, it will be useless, what are you still writing about?"

He was stunned for a while, the letter in his hand slipped down half an inch, and he held it tight again, he only pursed his mouth and said nothing.The next day Song Er came to provoke again, this time he didn't hold back anymore, fought with Song Er, and even grabbed a lock of hair.

Song Er was bald with a small piece of scalp. Seeing the handful of hair he was holding in his hand, he almost fainted from anger, and scolded him: "There is a madman who was born by his father but not raised by his father." One piece, Song Guan's face was scratched three bloodstains by him, and when he was discovered, Song Er was already beaten miserably by him.This incident made a lot of noise, his grandfather put him in confinement, without water and food, he curled up in the corner, remembering that his father once hugged him and said to him: "Dongyi, you are the treasure bestowed on me by God."

After the confinement, he followed his grandfather to apologize to Song Er, because Song Er was beaten so miserably that he almost turned into a pig's head, and he didn't bother to explain the cause of the whole incident, so he followed what Song Er said, with one more word Don't even bother to explain.What he didn't expect was that after seven days passed, his grandfather asked him to go to the room to talk, and told him that his father was very angry because of this incident.He didn't want to ask why, because he knew that Dad was so angry probably because the matter was too big and it was a shameful thing.

So he seemed to have discovered a way to attract Dad's attention. He changed his previous silent appearance and caused many troubles in the school, but he still asked him to do those things without leaving any traces. Let people know that Pu Dongyi was the one who rectified these things, and there is no evidence to come to ask for an explanation. Everyone didn't expect that Pu Dongyi did it all by himself, and they all thought it was his father who loved him too much. For the sake of the children, even if they are far away from the capital, they stretch out their hands to protect their shortcomings.

Grandfather watched him messing around like this, but he didn't say anything, just watched, with an expression that seemed to know everything.Because the reputation of being naughty in the back is too prominent, overshadowing the reputation of the child prodigy when he was young, others would shake their heads when mentioning Dongyi, the young son of the Pu family.And his father did not go to Beijing, but the more he messed around, the more his father's attendant had to say to him by the way when he went to Beijing occasionally, until one day the attendant said to him hesitantly, His father has stopped asking about his affairs.When Pu Dongyi heard this, the smile on his lips froze for a moment, but after a while, he smiled again, but the smile didn't reach his eyes, and he said, "Say it again?"

The attendant knelt down: "The first time it was true, but then it was all made up. The master was afraid that the young master would be sad, so he told me not to mention it, so he just covered up the young master's thoughts, but recently the young master has also been messing around. There is no limit, the Patriarch can't see it, so..."

The following words were meaningless anymore, he laughed abruptly, and threw a cup on the ground casually, scaring the attendant who was kneeling on the ground to jump.He opened his mouth lazily, not even bothering to pretend to be his usual nasty voice, he just said, "Get out soon."

After chasing people away, he sat in the gazebo all afternoon.The shadow moved with the day, and he lay down with his legs bent, and spread a book to cover his face. In the breath of book ink in his heart, he felt a resentment towards his grandfather, but it was not obvious. It's just a little thinner, and it's a bit irritating.He thought sarcastically that the benefits of those in power are probably like this. If they want to live, they will live, and if they want to die, they will die, and they can even hold other people's happiness, anger, sorrow and joy in their hands.Then while he was sneering, he suddenly thought of Father's side face for some reason.At dusk, he was still crowned with the title of child prodigy at that time. Sometimes he would study till dusk, and he could see his dad sitting by the window, a profile silhouette under the setting sun. His eyebrows and eyes were as warm as jade, but it was just an appearance. In fact, this person's heart is like a rock, and he probably only has that person in his heart.

Yes, only myself.Many thoughts seem to be broken easily. When analyzing a person, you can be clear and logical, and every word is cold and bloody, but it is not the case when you actually operate it.He was born by his father, and he is connected by blood, and among all the people he came into contact with when he was young, only his father was the one who occupied most of his entire world.All the independent parts of his personality are at an immature stage, whether it is the cognition of life or the cognition of the whole world, so his oblique thoughts that only revolve around Father seem to be It can be explained clearly because of this - if he is not good enough, Dad will not like him. If Dad doesn't like him, he thought quietly, then what's the point of his life?

After that, he was still the naughty little overlord Pu Xiaogongzi, and the nonsense continued in an inertial manner, but it lost the original meaning, so the more he messed around, the more boring he felt, and life seemed to be getting more and more boring , He didn't know when he started to look for some exciting things, dangerous or not, as if he could feel that he was still alive from those stimuli.

Song Er still loves to make trouble for him, he sees tricks, and sometimes he thinks Song Er is a bit interesting, his literary talent is obscene, and his mind is full of nasty tricks that others can't think of, he can't learn one or two, In this regard, I have to say "admiration".Later, Song Er's family suffered a big change, and Song Er came back from the prison, and he was fine, but usually Song Er always troubled him, so he just improvised, and went to Song Er to insult Song Er and ridicule him. Say something bad.

In the past, the other party always acted like a vice-junior, because he couldn't beat him.He said a few words that day, but Song Er just looked neither salty nor dull, which made him very annoyed, and then the two had a fight, or it was Song Er's unilateral attack on all the others who were even with him. A beating by those inside.This is something he hadn't thought of at all.In his impression, Song Er was always a soft guy who couldn't straighten his fists. He couldn't help but wonder, could it be possible that one time in prison and one death of his parents can make people change so much?Immediately afterwards, an unknown thought came to his mind—wondering whether after the death of his father and father, he would also experience great changes, for example... For example, he regained the memory that he had never forgotten before. and the ability to remember.

——If, they, died.

This thought was so vicious that Pu Dongyi himself was so frightened by the sudden thought that his expression changed.At a loss, he thought angrily that all this was Song Guan's fault.If it wasn't for Song Guan, he wouldn't have such an idea.

Anyway, two people are born on the wrong path. When they meet, they are enemies. If there is more or less resentment, it is the same as resentment. He is more and more anxious to find trouble with Song Er, but he can't beat Song Er even once.But he felt that he should beat Song Er, because beating Song Er proved that he had defeated his vicious thoughts.This is an unreasonable idea, and he knows it himself.But if he doesn't say it, no one will know.So just let him continue to make trouble for no reason, no one will know anyway.

Later, one day in the riding class, he was assigned to a group with Song Guan. This is a two-person cooperation project. During a certain period of riding together, Song Guan sat behind him and hugged him with his arms quite naturally. His waist happened to be on top of the bruises that Song Er had beaten up the day before yesterday that hadn't subsided yet.He almost wanted to whip Song Er's face with a whip: "What are you doing so close, are you going to die?"

Song Er was not happy anymore: "You think I'm thinking, I'll fall if I don't sit closer, change your seat with me if you have the ability."

He snorted and hit his elbow back, Song Er calmly dismissed him, the two of them tossed all the way, and then heard the teacher in class say that for the next month, the two of them would work together like this In addition, there will be a whole group inspection competition at the end, and the bottom group will be punished accordingly.

Does this have to drive people crazy?

At that time, both of them had already dismounted, and he turned his head to look at Song Er, and when he saw Song Er also glanced at him, their eyes met, Song Er pulled back his gaze and turned his head to tease the horse with a carrot. Like an idiot, he also snorted and turned his head, without looking at the other party.

After this day, in the riding class, the two of them kept stumbling together, and on the fifth day, they fell off the horse directly.Song Er protected him, and the two of them rolled several times on the grass, their bodies covered in grass clippings, and finally Song Er was pressing on him.He noticed that Song Er's face was stained with pagoda tree petals, and it was a little white.Song Er angrily raised his hand and punched him: "What happened is crazy."

This punch woke him up, he had looked at the other person's lips brightly, and he probably fell stupid, but for some reason he wanted to lean up and take a bite, this punch brought him back to his senses, Pu Dongyi snapped Pushing Song Er away, he got up and turned his head to leave, but after walking a few steps, he couldn't help turning back, and then found that Song Er sprained his foot.

He paused for a while, and finally turned around and walked towards Song Er.He helped the man up and walked a few steps, Song Er spoke, he could feel that Song Er said these words out of patience, Song Er said: "The gentleman in the riding class is so optimistic about you, you won't Disappointing Mr., right?"

They were obviously completely different words, only one-sidedly similar, but also a completely different scene, but they reminded him of a sentence that his father said many years ago when he held him in his arms.At that time, the moonlight was like frost and snow on the ground, Dad said to him, Dong Yi, you will never disappoint Dad, will you?

He tripped over a stone in a daze, and the two of them fell to the ground together.The green shade is like a cover, and there are clusters of white pagoda trees in the green branches and leaves of the pagoda tree beside it, which are heavily adorned with the branches, like dense brocade petals, which bend the large branches, and the air is full of flowers. It's a sweet and greasy taste.

That was when the cicada made a sound many years ago, and the branches were full of Sophora japonica.

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A full moon hung high in the sky like a silver mirror, after Song Guan entrusted Pu Dongyi with the Shangguan Banquet, he hurried into the palace.The palace lantern was lit all the way, like bright eyes in the night, hanging in the air, watching people walk past it indifferently.When he saw the Empress Dowager, he stood still in front of the Empress Dowager, bent his knees, then knelt straight down, with his forehead on the ground, and he didn't get up for a long time, but said: "The minister is guilty."

The queen mother let him kneel for a while, and after a long time, she said: "Get up for me."

Song Guan heard the words, still kneeling, but straightened his upper body, but his waist was not straightened, and he was slapped heavily on the face.

The Queen Mother sternly said: "Song Guan, look at what you have done!"