Spy Queen Flower

Zi Yu was in a hurry to go to work again in the early morning, but she received a call just as she was leaving the house. She looked at the strange caller, and answered the call with some doubts. Then, a gentle voice came from the other end of the phone and said: "Zi Yu, I'm in Nanjing now, I want to meet you and your grandfather, do you have time?"

It was Mei Ziling's voice. Zi Yu was a little surprised and said, "Auntie? When did you come here? Why did you think of meeting my grandfather?" Mei Ziling said, "Xiao Li told me about you, and she said you Grandpa is very opposed to you being together, so I want to talk to him, what do you mean? If you want to be with Xiaoli, arrange a time for me to meet your grandpa."

Zi Yu hesitated for a while, and then Mei Ziling said, "Do you love her? Do you want to fight for your relationship with her?" Zi Yu thought for a while and said, "Yes." Mei Ziling said, "Then Let me talk to him, I think I can convince him." Zi Yu hesitated and said, "But what if Grandpa doesn't want to talk about it?"

Mei Ziling said, "As long as you let me see him."

Zi Yu thought for a while and said, "This is fine, but my grandfather has high blood pressure, you..."

Before she finished speaking, Mei Ziling interrupted her, and said, "Don't worry, your grandfather's tolerance is not that bad, he can save you from prison one after another, so he can't bear it at all." Zi Yu heard the words , sighed, and said, "Okay, do you know my home address? Let's have dinner at home tonight."

In the evening, Mei Ziling came as scheduled. Ziyu bought vegetables specially, spent a long time in the kitchen, and cooked a sumptuous dinner. Her grandfather looked at the ribs on the table, tenderloin and other dishes, and there were few dishes suitable for the elderly. I was already confused about the food, but when I asked Zi Yu, Zi Yu didn't say anything until the dinner was almost ready. Zi Yu was in the kitchen, and when she heard the doorbell ring, she hurried to open the door. Grandpa Zi Yu became even more confused. When Zi Yu opened the door, she saw a woman in her thirties and 40s standing outside, that was Mei Li's mother.

Grandpa Ziyu frowned, and said, "Why is she here?"

Zi Yu hurriedly said, "Auntie is traveling in Nanjing, so let's take a look around here."

Zi Yu's grandfather had a gloomy face, and he didn't say a word, but Mei Ziling came over calmly, sat at the dining table, looked at the dishes on the table, and said, "The craftsmanship is not bad, I'll try it first, so many dishes are specially given to you." I made it? It's not suitable for the old man." Zi Yu hurriedly said, "I cooked eggs for grandpa."

Grandpa Zi Yu snorted resentfully, Mei Ziling rolled her eyes, and said, "Just one stewed egg, that's enough to eat." His attitude determines what attitude he has towards him. Generally speaking, if Grandpa Ziyu is really determined, he should just open his mouth to drive him away. If he didn't, it means that he also wants to talk, so Mei Ziling said, "Old man, let's talk."

Zi Yu's grandfather didn't say a word, Zi Yu hurried over and pulled the old man over, pulled him to sit at the dining table, opened the red wine she had prepared, poured a glass for each of them, put it silently by the hands of the two, and then began to serve the two of them again. Bucai, it was only after I found out that there were really no different dishes that old people could eat, and I couldn't help being embarrassed. Seeing her embarrassment, Grandpa Ziyu became more angry and his face became more gloomy.

Mei Ziling looked at it, laughed, and said, "Look at it, your granddaughter's intentions are already clear, and you still insist on forcing her, are you trying to force her to go to Liangshan?" Grandpa Ziyu sighed In a calm tone, he said: "As long as I am alive, I will not see her with that little girl!"

Mei Ziling immediately said, "Then who else do you think your granddaughter will be with?"

The old man who asked this sentence was furious. He slapped his chopsticks and said, "What's wrong with my granddaughter? She is good-looking and capable. She can choose anyone she wants!" Mei Ziling said calmly: "I I didn't say your granddaughter is bad, but even if a company of men chased her, who do you think can accept her history? Is she going to hide a lifetime of secrets and live?"

Zi Yu's grandfather said coldly: "Yes, as long as she doesn't tell, no one will know, her life can still go on." Mei Ziling immediately said: "Then she will wear a hypocritical mask for the rest of her life, and close her own heart. Mind, no one can get close to her heart. I have tried to keep a secret for a long time. The secret will become a wall in your heart, separating you from the world. You dare not have in-depth communication with anyone, because you I don’t know that person’s words will pierce your heart and expose your secret, so you will lose your freedom from now on. You can only envy others when you look at other people’s happiness and wantonness from a distance, so this makes your personality start to become indifferent You don't fit in, and you start to misunderstand others, and you can't explain it, so you can only close yourself in your own psychological space forever, lonely and helpless......"

Before Mei Ziling could finish speaking, tears welled up in the eyes of Zi Yu who was next to her. Mei Ziling's words seemed to release her emotions all of a sudden. Her tears flowed out uncontrollably. Time sprinkled all over her cheeks.Mei Ziling spoke recklessly at the beginning, but she didn't expect Zi Yu to cry because of these words, she immediately understood, seeing Zi Yu's tears, she felt a little distressed, reached out to fetch a tissue and said to Zi Yu: "You've been lonely and helpless, I know that."

Grandpa Ziyu's face became even more ugly, and he said coldly, "Are you here to give a speech?" Mei Ziling sighed, and said, "I just hope you can really think about your granddaughter, see What exactly does she need, you want her to get married and have children, don't you? But are these your wishes or her own wishes. "

Grandpa Ziyu said in a deep voice: "I hope she is happy, can have a family, have a child, and share family happiness with me like ordinary people. a child."

Mei Ziling interrupted her and said: "But she is no longer an ordinary person. If you insist on demanding her according to ordinary people's standards, this is cutting her feet to fit her shoes. Look at your granddaughter, she is covered with scars, not just physically. Scars, scars are all over her heart, can ordinary people take care of her pain? Ordinary people don’t have those feelings, they can’t understand, they will even interpret this girl with weirdness, and use ignorance to expose her scars, you can’t bear to look at her Are you hurt?"

Grandpa Ziyu was silent for a while when asked this question, Mei Ziling stopped talking, and the three of them didn't speak for a long time, Ziyu wiped away her tears, got up and went to the kitchen, and made a cup of tea for each of them , keep it handy.Zi Yu's grandfather suddenly sighed, his sigh was heavy, he spit it out from the deepest part of his chest, and then gathered a heavy breath in his throat, he didn't know how many years of resentment he had carried on this sigh.

Mei Ziling picked up the red wine in hand, took a sip, swung the glass, and said, "Look at this child, has she lived her own life? At the age of 14, she carried a bloody feud, and the rest of her life is devoted to hatred." She is alive, she lived in hatred for all her youth, but she still has to live for your wishes for the rest of her life. Now that the revenge has been avenged and you have regained your freedom, why can't you let her live for herself? You are Her grandfather, and her life, what have you given her?"

Grandpa Ziyu fell into silence once again upon hearing this. Mei Ziling knew that she was thinking, so she didn't say anything more, and waited silently. Gave her hatred." Zi Yu's grandfather became excited, and said, "I gave this to her? Those crazy villains gave it to her, and they ruined her life." He gasped for breath as he spoke, and Zi Yu Yu was taken aback, and hurriedly got up to support his grandpa, rubbed his chest, and said, "Grandpa, don't be angry, I will still listen to you in the end."

Mei Ziling was still very calm, and said: "No, they brought the hatred, and you threw all the hatred to the 14-year-old child. I'm not saying that she wouldn't hate those people herself, she would definitely. So she forced herself to become today's killer, but what did you do? Instead of comforting her wounded heart, you have been strengthening her spiritual wounds. Every time you force her, her wounds will get deeper. In the end, the wound was so deep that it could not heal for a lifetime."

Ziyu's grandfather became more and more angry and said: "Then what do you think I should do? If I can avenge my son and his wife, I will not force him, but I am old, and after that injury, I have trouble walking , what do you want me to do?" Mei Ziling raised her eyes, looked directly at Zi Yu's grandfather, and said, "You could have made her wound heal, but I think a stubborn and rigid character like you will only force you to She's getting more and more depressed."

When Mei Ziling said this, Zi Yu couldn't help but burst into tears. She bit the corner of her mouth, as if she was trying her best to hold back the tears, but the tears still burst out of her eyes, so she raised her head to let the tears stay On his face, not wanting to let the tears fall, Zi Yu's grandfather became more and more emotional, and suddenly pushed Zi Yu away, patted the table and said, "What qualifications do you have to say this, you are not the one who has gone through all this! I When a person loses his son and wife in his old age, my hair turns white overnight, do you know the pain?"

Mei Ziling held the wine glass in one hand, stared at the glass without moving her eyes, because there were already tears in her own eyes, but she endured it stubbornly, not letting the tears come out, and then said word by word At the time: "Do you know why I understand Zi Yu's psychology so well? Because I was almost wiped out by my enemies."

When Zi Yu's grandfather said this, there was a look of shock in his eyes, but he didn't say anything. Mei Ziling continued, saying: "I caught the enemy later, but I didn't kill her, I just imprisoned her Because she is Xiao Li's mother, and I have raised Xiao Li until he was seven years old at that time. I, I couldn't do it because I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to face Xiaoli in the future. Later, I went to see my enemy, and I told her that I would let her live to see how the hatred ended. Actually, I understand, What I said was just to make an excuse for my unwilling self. It is valuable to deceive myself not to kill her. I said that, and I knew how unwilling I was, but seeing Xiaoli grow up now, he is so smart and capable. , kind, caring and considerate of me, I found that my original choice was indeed valuable, I did what I said, let the hatred stop here, there is one less child who is twisted and full of hatred in this world , I have one more sunny and kind child, and I have the happiness of a family again. Think about what Xiaoli would have been like if I had fired a gun back then? Father, only by being brave enough to break through can you rebuild your life. Why can’t you let go? Open your hands and give the child a way out?"

Zi Yu's grandfather looked at Zi Yu who was crying on his back, sat down slumped, and let out a long sigh of relief. Amidst his sigh, Mei Ziling said again: "I know how deep the pain of annihilation is. I know how sad this hurdle is. You can't let her live with hatred for the rest of her life. She needs someone to heal her wounds, but Xiaoli can do it. Look how good the child is. If she wants to live, she will definitely not be happy, but she is still willing to sacrifice herself, you have the heart to let the child force you like this." Grandpa Zi Yu seemed to be a little better, calmed down, and asked Zi Yu: "You really don't want to get married?"

Zi Yu shook her head, Mei Ziling closed her mouth and said nothing more.

The old man remained silent the whole time, the old man stretched out his hand to hold Zi Yu's hand, looking at the calluses on Zi Yu's hand, and Zi Yu's fingers with thick knuckles, he clenched it in his hand and burst into tears.Mei Ziling couldn't help but wanted to cry again. She was a little annoyed that she couldn't control her emotions, so she reached for a tissue, angrily wiped away her tears, and then threw the tissue on the ground angrily.After a long silence, Grandpa Ziyu raised his hand and said, "Yu'er, go, see her off."

Mei Ziling nodded, got up and walked towards the door, Ziyu followed, silently sent her away, walked downstairs, Mei Ziling said, "You don't need to see her off, I'll take a taxi to the airport."

Ziyu hesitated for a moment, and said, "But..." Mei Ziling knew what she was going to say, patted her on the shoulder, and said, "I think your grandfather listened to what I said today, you Don't worry, Xiaoli is in Vietnam now, come back and let her come to see you, but..."

Ziyu hurriedly said, "But what?" Mei Ziling said, "I'm actually not worried about you being with Xiaoli. No one knows what kind of shadow that kind of growth experience will leave in your heart, and these things It will make you fierce and paranoid, if you don't have enough love for Xiao Li, you will hurt her, do you understand my worry?"

"I..." Zi Yu didn't deny Mei Ziling's words, there was anxiety in her eyes, and Mei Ziling said again: "My wife has always had some mental problems, so I have studied psychology by ear over the years, I have experienced many psychological problems myself, and I understand how harmful these details are, but when I say this, I hope you can consciously correct her, in short, I welcome you to be a member of my family."

Zi Yu nodded and said, "I will think about it carefully. There may be many problems that I have not discovered by myself." Mei Ziling smiled and said, "Okay, I'm leaving."

Mei Ziling took a taxi and left, but Zi Yu's cell phone rang again, and a child's voice came from Zi Yu's connection, writing: "Sister, when are you coming? Don't you train today? Today's headquarters There's a call over there, asking you to contact them." Zi Yu sighed, and said, "I'll go there right away."

She hung up the phone and went to the hotel where the two children were staying. On the way, she kept thinking, should she tell Mei Li what she is doing now?