let me go

In the past two years, Yu Wanyang never set foot in the city where she lived for 26 years.

Even though she would think of the past there every day and night, even if she thought of the day when she left countless times, Shu Huaizhen, who had never cried before, had tears in her eyes.Even though her heart ached every time she thought about it, she never went back willfully.

Every time of patience is like a blunt knife repeatedly cutting her heart, she can't resist, she can only insist on walking this road.Going back in embarrassment was never in her consideration.

Yu Zifan felt her hesitation, so he sent her to the community where Song Lanying lived, and told her before she got off the car: "Sister, I will send your luggage to the company for you, and take it home after you go." Bar."

Yu Wanyang looked at the familiar building outside the window, without obvious emotion, just nodded slightly, "Okay, thank you for your hard work."

Neither her eyes nor her expression showed much thought, she just held the phone in her left hand, and tapped her knee lightly with the index finger of her right hand.Now she has been able to not show her emotions to the outside. At work, even if she is hesitant, irritable, and tired, she can hide them well and not be detected by others.

Suddenly, her eyelashes trembled slightly, and her lips were pursed tightly.

She saw Song Lanying walk into the community, carrying a bag of fruit, greeted a few people on the way, and then continued to walk to her unit.Yu Wanyang couldn't sit still any longer, opened the car door and walked quickly.

As usual, Song Lanying got out of the elevator and walked towards her home.Before I was about to take out the keys, I was still thinking about whether to invite Li Jingmin and Shu Huaizhen to come over for dinner tonight. After asking Shu Huaizhen to bring back the small cake two days ago, Li Jingmin called and said it was delicious. The two chatted for a long time.

She was immersed in her own thoughts, and she didn't notice that a person came out of the elevator next to her. When she was about to open the door, a low voice came from behind: "Mom..."

At that moment, Song Lanying froze there as if struck by lightning, and it took her a long time to turn around.A few steps away, Yu Wanyang's eyes were as deep as an ancient pool, and the corners of her lips were faintly smiling, as if she was out in the world looking at the vicissitudes of the world, but her smile was as warm as ever.

"Wanyang!" Song Lanying almost dropped the bag in her hand, and hurriedly walked a few steps to hug her.

"Mom, don't worry, I'm here." Yu Wanyang firmly held Song Lanying's hand holding the bag, and was hugged by her in the next second. The smell on her body aroused Yu Wanyang's old memories, and she instantly became red eye sockets.

Song Lanying hugged her daughter tightly, remembering that it was inconvenient to talk here, she let go of her hand and went back to open the door, holding Yu Wanyang with the other hand, and said in a hoarse voice: "Come into the house, come in..."

The home that has not been stepped into for two years, the furnishings are as old as before.Yu Wanyang smiled and allowed Song Lanying to see her feet from head to toe, standing quietly, allowing Song Lanying to raise her hand and look at her much calmer face.

Song Lanying took Yu Wanyang to the sofa and sat down, holding Yu Wanyang's hand with both hands, with a look of joy and blame on her face: "You child, don't say a word when you leave, and don't say a word when you come back, you want to torment your mother How many times to be satisfied?"

There is more love and surprise in her eyes, and the little bit of blame is washed away by Yu Wanyang's obedient smile without saying a word, leaving only her trembling hands and voice: "Wanyang, you have been here for so long. Are you taking good care of yourself outside? Are they treating you well? Why doesn’t mom always answer your calls? If you don’t come back, at least let mom listen to your voice and know how you are doing..."

Song Lanying had never been so excited when she left Yu's house, because Yu Boyuan had shown signs of double-mindedness many times in her life, and she had already turned her disappointment into desperate despair.But Yu Wanyang was different, this was her daughter who depended on her for life, and this was the only relative who was by her side when she was sick and tired.

Yu Wanyang's brows and eyes were gentle, and she put her other hand on Song Lanying's, and said with relief: "Mom, I'm fine, don't worry, don't you think I'm back well?" Hiding some disappointment, he said again: "And how dare I answer the phone? I'm afraid that if I answer, I will put down everything and run back regardless. Mom, I only need to admit defeat once, and I will lose completely."

Her fragile appearance finally broke free from the invincible appearance just now, and all that can be seen now are her hesitation and sadness when she was struggling.

Song Lanying also thought about it countless times, changing to an unfamiliar number and then calling Yu Wanyang, or even going there to retrieve her daughter, but she stopped at the end.If this is really done, this longing and worry can be fulfilled, but the members of the Shu family really regard Yu Wanyang as only relying on Shu Huaizhen to survive.

Shu Huaizhen considered all these earlier than her.It's not that they don't want to, but they can't think about it.

Song Lanying nodded silently, she didn't know where to start the words she had prepared for a long time, she just touched Yu Wanyang's temples distressedly, and said leisurely: "It's good to be back, it's good to be back, don't do this again in the future, mom won't do it again Forgive you..." Then her eyes sank, and there was some fear in her words.

"Okay, I promise mom." Yu Wanyang smiled, took Song Lanying's hand off her face and held it in the palm of her hand, then suppressed her smile, and said cautiously: "Mom, Aunt Xu and him both let me and you Say sorry. Aunt Xu is not mean, she and Zifan have treated me very well, and she is not married to that person."

Song Lanying was taken aback, looking at Yu Wanyang's worried face, her heart was bitter, she concealed the soreness of her nose, and smiled slightly, "This has nothing to do with me, I don't want to know. As long as you live well, then I will be satisfied , I don't want anything, if you weren't there, I wouldn't even think about it."

At the end of her speech, a little bit of crying had overflowed her throat, Yu Wanyang stretched out her arms and hugged her, feeling extremely guilty, "Mom, I'm sorry for making you worry."

Song Lanying's calm over the years was not in vain. After a moment of agitation, she quickly adjusted her calm, shook her head gently, raised her eyes to look at Yu Wanyang, and said hesitantly, "Wanyang, have you seen Huaizhen?"

Shu Huaizhen's name was mentioned without warning, Yu Wanyang's hands froze for a moment, she shook her head, "No, I don't know how to face her." Seeing Song Lanying's gentle expression, she bit her lip, and said He lowered his head and realized his mistake: "Mom, I'm sorry, I've been hiding things from you, me and her, I'm afraid you will be sad for me..."

Song Lanying smiled kindly, stretched out her index finger and tapped her forehead, and said angrily, "Is your mother so stupid that I can't see anything? When something happened to you and you lived with her, I guessed It's here, and when Huai Zhen came to me to explain why her ex-husband went to you, I explained it to her.

I have known about you for a long time, and I have been waiting for you to speak to me. I think Huaizhen didn't tell you, but I also want to hear you speak in person.You, you solve the troubles you caused by yourself, and how much you have experienced outside, I think it has evaporated in front of Huai Zhen. "

Song Lanying only spoke a few words, hastily skipping over her views on the relationship between the two of them.

"Mom, I..." Yu Wanyang blushed in embarrassment, Song Lanying actually knew about their relationship so early, so she tried to cover it up so many times later, in Song Lanying's eyes, it was simply a joke...

Looking at Yu Wanyang's expression, Song Lanying knew that no matter how calm she was now, she was calm before the collapse of Mount Tai, and she might have to put away all her aura obediently and be punished honestly in front of Shu Huaizhen.

Song Lanying saw that Yu Wanyang's mood became even more depressed after Shu Huaizhen was mentioned. She softened for a moment and didn't say any more. She just reminded her a little: "Huizhen often comes to see me, eat with me, and take a walk with me. Sometimes she will stay overnight Come down and stay in your room, I haven't cleaned up for you after so long, it was all done by her."

Yu Wanyang was taken aback for a moment when he heard the words, and was ready to move under Song Lanying's eyes full of deep meaning, his face showed a slight blush, he retracted his hands and rubbed them repeatedly on his knees, and after a long time he replied: "I see, I will tonight Go find her..."

Song Lanying nodded in satisfaction, and then left her to eat at home, but she did not agree to stay overnight anyway.The meaning is too obvious, that is, let her go to Shu Huaizhen, if Shu Huaizhen can't forgive her, then find a place to live by herself.

As soon as the sky darkened, Yu Wanyang left Song Lanying's house.

Relying on her intuition, Yu Wanyang drove the car to Guanghua Garden, and the security guards were still the same as before.Fortunately, although Yu Wanyang was not enthusiastic in the past, she was not arrogant, and would sometimes talk to them when she went in and out, so this time she did not need to ask Shu Huaizhen, and entered Guanghua Garden smoothly.

She parked the car near Shu Huaizhen's villa, got out of the car and walked for a walk.This place is the same as before, with almost no changes, even the building slowly reflected in her eyes is the same as what she saw after walking with Shu Huaizhen before, but now there is more nostalgia and eagerness.

Yu Wanyang stood in the distance, quietly looking at the lighted window, only felt that her legs suddenly became heavy, and she couldn't take a step.She pursed her lips tightly and stared at the window, her hands clenched into fists by her sides.

It was getting late, Shu Huaizhen sent Shu Yuankai downstairs, the latter turned around and politely refused after walking outside the door: "Huaizhen, just send it here, I will pick up the car by myself, you go up."

Shu Huaizhen didn't insist either, and said with a smile, "Okay, then I won't see you off, be careful on your way." Her eyes were very gentle under the warm yellow door lamp, she greeted the tall man with a smile, and watched him go away .

She turned around to enter the door, and she had already held the doorknob with her hand. The moment she took a step, she heard the sound of high heels coming from the side and back, gently and steadily, she frowned, and squeezed the doorknob tightly with her fingertips.

Vaguely, Shu Huaizhen heard a word full of longing and affection.This gentle tone repeated in her dreams, often reminding her of the day of separation, and every so often, the pillow towel was wet with tears in just a moment.

"Huaizhen, I'm back."

Joy, surprise, pain, longing, too many emotions flooded Shu Huaizhen's heart like a tide.

She stood there for a long time without looking back.The fingertips of her holding the doorknob turned white in the shadows, she raised her head to look at the corner of the ceiling, the corners of her lips raised unconsciously, but her eyes were swollen with pain, tears were rolling, because she looked up Didn't slide off.

Yu Wanyang stretched out her trembling hand to grab Shu Huaizhen's other hand, but as soon as she touched it, Shu Huaizhen clenched her fist very quickly to prevent Yu Wanyang's fingers from passing through her palm.

"Huaizhen..." She froze there for a moment, and her soft smile made Shu Huaizhen's heart ache, "Huaizhen, turn around and see me, okay? I'm back, and I won't leave again. You beat me and scold me I'm fine too, look back at me, okay?" She could hardly hold back the choking in her throat, her body trembling slightly approaching Shu Huaizhen.

But at the very second when Yu Wanyang was about to hug Shu Huaizhen, Shu Huaizhen took a step back while turning around, making Yu Wanyang's outstretched arms fall into the air.Yu Wanyang was stunned, her hands were weakly propped by the door, her nose felt sore.

With the breeze blowing, Shu Huaizhen's long black hair fluttered slightly with the wind, and those extremely beautiful peach blossom eyes were clear and clear, as if there was still a little bit of moisture, but there were no ripples.She stood quietly, with a tall figure and a very clear demeanor.

After a long time, the corners of her lips curled up, and her voice sounded coldly: "Mr. Yu, this is not the place for you, please respect yourself."

The heavy door was slowly closed, Yu Wanyang covered her lips, and tried to open her moist eyes to look at the French windows with light, only feeling that Shu Huaizhen's words pierced her heart like a cold arrow.

Shu Huaizhen's indifferent expression and eyes seemed to be frozen in front of her eyes, no longer the affectionate and gentle impression in her impression.She had prepared herself mentally before she came. This is what she should have suffered. She made Shu Huaizhen sad, but why is she still feeling so uncomfortable even though she has fully prepared?

The author has something to say: Let's see how proud Boss Shu can be for a few days