let me go

Shen Muyan was indeed presumptuous and willful in the past, and he treated those short-lived relationships in the past too well.But the feeling of worrying about gains and losses, wanting to get more, and mastering everything, she only experienced in Gu Qinfeng.

If those things in the past could be called liking, then the feeling for Gu Qinfeng now is enough to be called love.It's just that there are too many unstable factors in this love, even Shen Muyan knows that what Gu Qinfeng is worried about is the restlessness in her blood.

Seeing Shen Muyan lying on the rocking chair frowning, Shen Jianbai was curious, and sat aside and asked, "Mu Yan, what's the matter with your sad face? Who bullied you?"

Shen Muyan opened his eyes slightly, and lazily said: "No one bullies me, I'm annoying myself."

"Hey, come and talk to Dad, Dad will give you advice." Shen Jianbai patted her leg, his face was full of curiosity and doubts, how could he not be curious when his daughter also had troubles?

Shen Muyan was a little dazed, and suddenly sat up with legs crossed, and said with an unprecedented seriousness: "Dad, I don't want to play anymore, I have someone I like, not a man. I know you always want to break it back for me." , but I just like her, I can't change it, those people in the past can't even compare with her little finger, I just want to be with her..."

The more she spoke, the more aggrieved she became, and there was a faint look of being coquettish, which made Shen Jianbai's eyes widen and he almost sat on the ground in fright.

My daughter had been with some people before, both men and women. Shen Jianbai got angry and then tried to introduce her to a boyfriend, but it didn't work.In the end, he resigned to his fate, and only hoped that she could find someone with at least a better character, both men and women, and it would be best if she could settle down.

"Is it the daughter of the Gu family who has an affair with you?" Shen Jianbai asked.

"Yes, it's her." When Shen Muyan mentioned Gu Qinfeng, his eyes seemed to glow again, but they became sluggish after a while.

"Haven't I been with you for a long time? The kissing photos are all on the entertainment news, what are you still doing?" Shen Jianbai said unhappily, rolled up the newspaper in his hand and knocked her on the head, "Did you do something to hurt again? What happened to the family?"

The "no" that Shen Muyan wanted to blurt out immediately was swallowed back abruptly. She was not willing to hurt Gu Qinfeng, but her past was a knot between the two of them, which made Gu Qinfeng Qin Feng always hesitates, always avoids.

"No, it's just that she hasn't told me clearly about our relationship. We've always been just friends. I promised her again, and I will never press her again..." She gave a wry smile, lowered her head and stared at her toes in a daze, It looks very lonely.

Shen Jianbai really wanted to wake her up with a stick. He didn't have a stick at hand, so he simply pinched Shen Muyan's ear, and when she was screaming, he said, "Gu Qinfeng is a good girl, whoever tells you if she doesn't like you?" The gossip has been going on for so long? Do you think about the difference between how you treat your cronies and her? Is love just talk? Did you do something substantive to let her know that she is different from others? No, right? You don’t have any sense of security, how can you make people trust you?”

He said a lot in one breath, Shen Muyan covered his ears and cried out that it hurts, but she really listened to Shen Jianbai's words.

Because she remembered that when Yu Wanyang had just left, she had asked Shu Huaizhen why Shu Huaizhen, who had experienced a marriage, would trust Yu Wanyang so easily, and Yu Wanyang would also trust the wife of the man who harassed her so easily.

She remembered very clearly that Shu Huaizhen, who had a calm expression at that time, had a touch of longing hidden in his eyes, and looked towards the distance outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, and said lightly: "Because of the sense of security. We all have a feeling that can make each other feel at ease. This feeling is not Affected by identity, it makes us unable to control our rationality, and just want to follow the truest feelings in our hearts."

The sense of security, perhaps she owes Gu Qinfeng, seems difficult to achieve, but it is not something incomprehensible...

Shen Muyan was thinking about life, while Shu Huaizhen was about to leave at Song Lanying's house at this time.

She looked at the watch and stood up from the sofa, smiled at Song Lanying, and said, "It's getting late, I should go back, auntie doesn't need to send it, I can just go out by myself."

"Okay, then Huaizhen, pay attention to your safety on the road." Song Lanying didn't refuse, she stood up and was about to watch her leave when she suddenly remembered something, and hurriedly said: "Hey, look at me, I almost forgot to bake some small cakes today Huaizhen, wait a little longer, I'll get you some, you can take it back and give it to your parents..."

She smiled as she walked towards the kitchen: "This cake is not very sweet. Your mother should like it. She told me last time that she doesn't like too sweet. This time, I made it specially for her taste..." She He opened the carton he had bought earlier, carefully put the cakes in one by one, and packed them before taking them out to Shu Huaizhen who was waiting in the living room.

Shu Huaizhen did not refuse. She took the bag and held it in her hand. She smiled slightly and said, "Thank you, Auntie. My mother has always praised Auntie for her craftsmanship at home. This time it seems that she is lucky again."

After Yu Wanyang left, Li Jingmin visited many times.

From being confused about her daughter's feelings at the beginning, to talking happily with Song Lanying later, feeling pity for her marriage, and listening to many Song Lanying's stories about the relationship between Shu Huaizhen and Yu Wanyang that she had seen before, and finally subtly Accept this relationship with your daughter.In the end, he still couldn't escape his love for his daughter.

Song Lanying smiled, patted Shu Huaizhen's hand and said, "Jing Min is flattering me. If she cooks, the food she cooks is much better than mine." After speaking, she suddenly thought of something, He said casually: "If Wan Yang is here, she will definitely like your mother's cooking. She always likes to study cooking with me the most..."

Her smiling face and the smile on Shu Huaizhen's lips seemed to be frozen because of this sentence, and she remained silent for a long time.

Shu Huaizhen squeezed the bag in her hand, and after a while she said softly: "She will come back, she promised me that she will come back soon."

Song Lanying touched Shu Huaizhen's head distressedly, and repeated in a low voice: "Yes, she will come back, she will come back, it's just a matter of time. It's been two years, I don't know how she has lived through so many Day and night..."

When Yu Wanyang left, she only saw Shu Huaizhen, and even her mother only got a text message of apology with a heavy tone.

She knows that if she sees too much, she can't bear too much.But even though she was so scared and reluctant, Yu Wanyang still went to see Shu Huaizhen before leaving.

Shu Huaizhen smiled faintly, his eyes were sore for a moment, he raised his head slightly to cover it up, sniffed lightly, and said, "When she comes back, I will definitely punish her, and then Auntie, don't defend yourself."

Song Lanying smiled happily and said, "Of course not, you are my daughter now. Besides, I have to protect my shortcomings, and of course I must protect you first. After all, even I want to give her a good lesson."

Suppressing the hoarseness in her throat that might overflow with the words, Shu Huaizhen stared at Song Lanying, and when she was about to say goodbye again, Song Lanying suddenly said: "Huaizhen, if you recognize Wanyang, then follow her and call me Mom. I love my daughter. I see everything you do for her. Except for you, I can never think of anyone else who loves her like this, and who is more suitable than you to get along with her until she grows old. ..."

When Yu Wanyang had just left, Shu Huaizhen came to see Song Lanying. Although she looked the same as usual, Song Lanying could tell that Shu Huaizhen was holding back her emotions.There are certain things that Shu Huaizhen will not show too much in front of others, this is her temperament, and it is also the strength she is holding on to.

Shu Huaizhen was stunned for a while, the surprise in her eyes settled little by little, and she smiled sincerely, "Actually, no one blames her more than me now, all I have to do is wait for her to come back, and then punish her well." She paused , with a smile in his eyes, he asked softly: "Do you think so, Mom..."

After coming out of Song Lanying, Shu Huaizhen drove back to Shu's house.

In the days when Yu Wanyang was away, she still went back to her parents' house most of the time, but more often she accompanied Li Jingmin to talk about the family affairs, and rarely Shu Hetai would take the initiative to call her, and after Yu Wanyang left, father and daughter There is always less intimacy between them.

She handed the cake she brought back from Song Lanying to Aunt Li, and told Li Jingmin to eat it tomorrow, then went upstairs to the study to get some documents back to her room, but when she opened the door, she saw Shu Hetai inside.

She originally planned to close the door silently and leave, but the sound from the laptop in front of Shu Hetai made her stand there in a daze.

"Xingxuan, if I wasn't a powerless actor, and you weren't the rich and powerful Miss Zhuo Mansion, wouldn't our relationship be so difficult..."

This gentle female voice is full of melancholy, as if she had already foreseen that the future will eventually end badly because of the different identities.

Shu Hetai lightly raised his hand and pressed the space bar to pause the video. He looked up at Shu Huaizhen who was standing quietly at the door. With a rare kindness in his eyes, he said slowly, "Her acting skills are superb, and her emotions can be retracted." Ziru, I have watched several films and TV series she has starred in, and I especially like the movie "Old Words."

As he spoke, he stood up slowly, reached for the cup on the table, and kept his gaze on Shu Huaizhen.

Shu Huaizhen smiled lightly, and said: "She has always been excellent, whether she was in the show business circle or in the business world now."

Shu Hetai was noncommittal, thinking of the news these days, some relief welled up in his eyes, and a slight sigh sounded, and he said: "Huaizhen, you are my daughter, I can plan for you to make me grow old, but who can guard against it?" Are you turning white? It's her, not us.

No matter how much I indulge you, no matter how much I love you, I can't help thinking about your future.A family needs protection. If one day I lose that ability, at least your mother will be there.

But when our two old people are gone, how long can you support your future with her alone?There is always a contingency in everything, she doesn't have the slightest ability to protect herself, sooner or later she will become your weakness. "

His face looked a little tired, he frowned and looked at Shu Huaizhen, who also frowned and remained silent.After a while, he breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Fortunately, the child Wanyang didn't disappoint me. She did a good job, she didn't bow to you, and she didn't ask for any help from you. Compared with her efforts when she just took over Sheng Guang You are more than that."

Shu Huaizhen stared at him, and it took a while to smile again, her words were full of pride from Yu Wanyang's affirmation, "I have always believed that she can do it, even without me."

This is my lover, this is the hundreds of people I miss day and night, the moment Shu Hetai affirmed Yu Wanyang, Shu Huaizhen missed her terribly.

Shu Hetai smiled and said to her: "When she comes back, bring her home for dinner often, so that this child won't cast a shadow over me."

"Dad, what did you say..." Shu Huaizhen's eyes widened immediately, joy and shock filled her eyes, and many emotions flooded into her heart for a while, but the strongest joy still had the upper hand after all.She clenched the doorknob tightly, and tried hard to look at Shu Hetai's expression behind the desk, as if to confirm that what she heard was not illusion.

And as if to confirm Shu Huaizhen's disbelief, Shu Hetai said again: "Huaizhen, what I want is never to tear you apart, I just hope that your future will not be affected by some completely unnecessary things. "

Shu Huaizhen blinked, and the smile on his lips became warmer. Seeing this, Shu Hetai sat back with a smile, pressed the space bar, and the video continued to play.

In the film's mild and gentle interlude, Shu Hetai heard Shu Huaizhen say softly and seriously for the first time since Yu Wanyang left: "Thank you, Dad, good night."

When the study door was completely closed, Shu Hetai looked at himself two years ago as if through the screen.

After he heard about Shu Huaizhen and Yu Wanyang, he tossed and turned, was shocked, angry, and almost impulsive.But in just a few days, he seemed to have gone through a reincarnation and tasted all the violent emotions in the world.

He had made many plans with the goal of separating Shu Huaizhen and Yu Wanyang, but all the plans were defeated by the few words Shu Huaizhen once said:

"Whether it's the beginning of this marriage or the complete end today, I don't regret it. When it started, I really wanted it to last forever. When it ended, I really didn't want to continue. "

All Shu and Tai's plans withered overnight, and he surrendered.

Even if Shu Huaizhen, who has never regretted wasting a few years on the wrong person, how could he be willing to let her spend an unpredictable amount of time fighting for the lover who was separated because of him?

She doesn't regret it, but as her father, he is not willing.

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