let me go

Under Yu Wanyang's hard work, Shu Huaizhen was pushed out of the house to go to work.She sighed helplessly, thinking of coming back earlier at noon, bringing Yu Wanyang's favorite meal, and having lunch at home together.

But the house, which was no different from the past, seemed to be a little more lonely.At least, this seems to be the case for Yu Wanyang now.

She carefully hung up Shu Huaizhen's usual clothes, one by one, and smoothed them out carefully.She arranged the pillows and quilts on the bed neatly, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, but tears overflowed from her eyes, dripping on the quilt, and she wiped it off in a second in a panic, for fear of leaving traces.

Her luggage has been packed, except for some clothes.Also, it was the Shu Huaizhen dress that she brought back when Shu Huaizhen was on a business trip.

Yu Wanyang dragged the suitcase, and her fingertips slowly passed over the bed. This was the bed where they slept together hugging each other last night.She heard it, and Shu Huaizhen said, I love you.

She sniffed, suppressed the soreness in her heart, smiled, and looked at the sofa.Sometimes Shu Huaizhen likes to work with a laptop on the sofa. She used to always be in the study. After being coquettishly asked to come to the sofa to accompany her, Shu Huaizhen developed this habit.

She suddenly remembered how cold and aloof Shu Huaizhen used to be, how serious and serious he was, a few words were enough to make people puzzled, and even awed.

The slow and nostalgic footsteps echoed in the corridor on the third floor, as well as the sound of the suitcase being dragged, long and far-reaching, as if also nostalgic and unwilling to leave.

Yu Wanyang stood at the entrance of the corridor, looking at the opposite room, and almost walked over.Shu Huaizhen's passionate confession on the day of her birthday suddenly appeared in her mind again. The hot tears in her eyes finally burst out, and she couldn't bear it anymore, and hurried downstairs, until she left, she didn't even look back.

Shu Huaizhen has been feeling very uncomfortable today, and her heart is tense, or she has already felt this way since yesterday.Just being with Yu Wanyang all the time, she didn't have time to think about it, now that she calmed down by herself, she suddenly felt extremely uncomfortable.

It wasn't until the assistant came in and told her that Yu Wanyang was here that she smiled and went to the office door to greet her.

Yu Wanyang walked into the office with a smile, Shu Huaizhen scolded the assistant and went out, held her hand, and said with a slight smile, "Wanyang, why are you here? I'm planning to go buy lunch and go home soon after get off work."

"What? Don't you allow me to come?" Yu Wanyang twitched her lips, looking at Shu Huaizhen's smile, her heart seemed to be tightly pricked by tiny needles.

"I didn't say that." Shu Huaizhen denied, with gentle eyes, and sighed: "Although the test of parents has not passed yet, you don't need to be careful when you come to me like before. Parents already know , you have also quit the entertainment industry, and you don't need to be so timid about many things."

Seeing the stretching of Shu Huaizhen's eyebrows, Yu Wanyang's heart suddenly felt a pain, which made her subconsciously pull back the hand held by Shu Huaizhen, but before she had time to react, Shu Huaizhen frowned. They all held her hand and said with concern: "Wan Yang, what's wrong with you? Is there something uncomfortable?"

Yu Wanyang shook her head with a smile, "I'm fine, and I don't know why I shrank suddenly." She sniffed a little, moved closer and hugged Shu Huaizhen's waist, and smiled softly: "Huaizhen, shall we go out together? There is a place I want to take you to."

Shu Huaizhen asked curiously, "Where is it?"

"Why do you ask so many questions? You'll know when you come with me. It's not far from here, and you'll be there in a while." Yu Wanyang said involuntarily, although her tone was soft, she was very persistent.

"Okay." Shu Huaizhen had no choice but to nod in agreement. It's almost time to get off work, so it doesn't matter if it's a little earlier.

The place Yu Wanyang took her to was indeed not far from Shengguang, but even Shu Huaizhen didn't know that there was an antique shop in the alleys of the streets near the company.Above the shop is a quaint wooden signboard, on which is engraved a restrained yet grandiose "Yi" character.

"Wanyang, what is this place?" Shu Huaizhen turned to ask her.

"Come with me." Yu Wanyang smiled and led Shu Huaizhen into the shop.

The size of the shop is small, but the furnishings are full of antiquity. Just looking at it like this makes Shu Huaizhen feel peaceful.It is clear that a few dozen steps away is the city full of traffic, but these hustle and bustle seem not to have penetrated into this small shop.

"Isn't this Wanyang? It's been a long time." A middle-aged male voice came out, and the middle-aged man walked out of the room in a few steps, greeting Yu Wanyang cheerfully.

"Uncle Xu, long time no see." Yu Wanyang smiled back, and then looked at the neatly placed glass cabinet on the other side.

The man called Uncle Xu nodded to Shu Huaizhen as a greeting, then carefully picked out one of the keys hanging by the counter and handed it back, smiling at Yu Wanyang: "Hey, your key."

"Thank you." Yu Wanyang thanked, then pulled Shu Huaizhen, who was waiting quietly, inside.

Shu Huaizhen noticed that although there were many glass cabinets here, there were not many of them that actually contained things.But with only a few of them, the appearance was quite different, but she couldn't tell what it was, only knew it was wood.

Yu Wanyang led her straight to his glass cabinet, the small key successfully opened the glass cabinet door, Yu Wanyang took out the semi-finished products and tools inside, and closed the cabinet door again.

Sitting on the chair, Shu Huaizhen looked at the lump of wood in Yu Wanyang's hand, it seemed a bit familiar, she hesitated and asked: "Is this carved, a person?"

"Well, it's almost finished, wait for me for a while." Yu Wanyang held the palm-sized wood carving, raised her head and smiled at Shu Huaizhen, then picked out a strange short knife in the tool bag and started the final repairing and carving.

Shu Huaizhen looked around, and remembered the boss's attitude towards Yu Wanyang just now, this should be the place where Yu Wanyang often comes to.Thinking of this, she sat on the side with peace of mind, set her eyes on the wood carving in Yu Wanyang's hand, and stared quietly.

Concentration is important during the carving process, and there must be no noise affecting the carving, which is why this shop is in such a quiet alley.

Yu Wanyang smiled faintly, and said leisurely without raising her head: "This store has been open for a long time, and I used to come here often when I was a child. There is a backyard here, where the owner, Uncle Xu, puts all the wood, which is dry enough It will be specially divided, and guests can choose the wood they need for carving."

Because they were acquainted, Uncle Xu greeted her and returned to the backyard, leaving only the two of them in the front hall.

Shu Huaizhen's eyes were gentle, staring at Yu Wanyang, and said softly: "Then how did you fall in love with sculpture? I don't think I've heard you mention it before." If you know that Yu Wanyang likes it, you can still come here in your free time.

Yu Wanyang stopped the carving knife, brushed her fingertips lightly over the repaired area, and blew lightly to let the sawdust fall off, then raised her eyes, her eyes were full of tenderness, "At that time, my mother just took me away from Yu's house, and after school There is also a lot of time to play on weekends and weekends. I don’t need to go home after school, and I don’t need to be forced to learn something I don’t like.

Then one day, I found this shop, I just wanted to try it, but in the end I started to enjoy this long and delicate process.From then on, I would come here whenever I had time, and I carved many things, but the students liked them, so they gave them away one by one. "

Her eyes dimmed suddenly, and then she smiled again, her brows curved: "Huaizhen, look, isn't it interesting to carve a piece of wood from its most primitive shape into the shape you want?"

Her eye sockets were still a little red and swollen from crying, but she was smiling sincerely at the moment, so naturally she couldn't see the slightest bit of sadness from yesterday.Shu Huaizhen smiled and nodded slightly, "Well, it seems quite interesting. When I find some time, you can teach me too."

Yu Wanyang's hand trembled almost imperceptibly, then recovered quickly, gave a soft "hmm", and then continued to carefully carve repeatedly with the carving knife in her hand.

After a long time, she was about to say the words that had been brewing in her throat for a long time: "I once carved a human figure wood carving, and that was given to my mother. When I officially signed a contract and stepped into the entertainment industry."

After finishing speaking, she smiled, put down the carving knife to blow away the last sawdust, looked up at Shu Huaizhen, and said: "I thought at the time, I must not be with her often in the future, she will worry about me and miss me, But she can't see me. So, let this woodcarving be with her instead of me."

Her voice was a little hoarse, and her eye sockets seemed to be moistened. Only at this time did Shu Huaizhen feel a strong sense of uneasiness.There are many inexplicable emotions crowded in her heart, Yu Wanyang's actions are too suspicious, this is unusual.

"Wanyang, what's wrong with Auntie? Let's go and see her, let's go now." Shu Huaizhen raised a smile, grabbed Yu Wanyang's wrist, stood up and was about to leave.

But even though Yu Wanyang stood up, she didn't move, her eyes turned red instantly, she looked straight at Shu Huaizhen, tears flowed down her eyes.

"Wanyang, let's go, what are you doing standing there?" Shu Huaizhen grasped Yu Wanyang's hand firmly for the first time, panic and uneasiness finally defeated the others, and filled her heart.

With tears streaming down Yu Wanyang's face, she forced herself to smile, put the wood carving in Shu Huaizhen's other palm, and said with a hoarse laugh: "Very childish, right? But Huaizhen, this one is for you of……"

Her tears flowed violently, she tried her best to break away from Shu Huaizhen's hand, and firmly stuffed the wooden sculpture into Shu Huaizhen's palm, her crying occupied her original steady voice: "Huaizhen, I can't go on like this anymore, I can't Hiding behind you and letting you bear everything alone, I can't put our future on you alone. I said, you are not a god, you are my lover, how can you make me bear..."

Shu Huaizhen suppressed herself to prevent her crying from rushing out of her throat, but her eyes turned red and her voice was hoarse: "I like this, and I am willing to be like this for the rest of my life. What's wrong? I feel very happy, I am willing... ..."

"But I don't want to!" Yu Wanyang interrupted in a cold voice, shedding tears, and gritted her teeth, "Why do you bear it by yourself? What do you think of me? A pet? If not, then why don't you Let me bear it with you? If I am so useless, then what qualifications do I have for you to love!"

Her brain was buzzing because of these harsh words, so she had to grab Shu Huaizhen's arm with both hands, trying to support her unsteady body.She saw that Shu Huaizhen's usual calm face was in agony, and the soft eyes in the past were filled with tears, so fragile that it made her feel distressed, and she couldn't bear to take another look.

"My dad said something, right?" Shu Huaizhen's face was cold, her voice was low, and every word and every word was clear to her ears, "I said, as long as we are together, nothing else matters. What does it matter who pays? Being together is enough, I don't want anything."

Yu Wanyang gave a low laugh, shook her head, raised her hand to wipe her tears, and said with a wry smile: "How can it be so simple? Do you think we are still children? Back then, your divorce wasn't just about you alone, so why are we together?" Can it be so easy? Your top, and your father.

We both know he won't be completely hard on you.But Huai Zhen, if he withdraws you and suppresses me to the end, do you think our life can still be so easy?Yes, our relationship will not be affected, but do you think I can just watch you become like this for me like this?Can you watch me being attacked by public opinion?Should we just let him control the applause like this? "

She raised her other hand to wipe the tears from her eyes, then smiled, hugged Shu Huaizhen, tears fell on Shu Huaizhen's shoulders, and she said: "Huaizhen, it doesn't matter if you say I'm selfish or whatever, this time I'm leaving you behind again. But this time is the last time, and I must go."

A long time ago, she was afraid that Shu Huaizhen would hate her after Zhong Yiming came back, so she walked away in front of Shu Huaizhen many times, this time, let her go for the last time.

Shu Huaizhen shook her head, hugged Yu Wanyang tightly, and whispered in Yu Wanyang's ear in a hoarse voice: "Wanyang, come home with me, no matter what you are going to do, I am here, I can help you... "She said "Follow me home" over and over again, the cry she suppressed was like a sharp knife piercing Yu Wanyang's heart at this moment.

Holding the wooden carving tightly, Yu Wanyang opened her hands little by little. She smiled and said with tears: "Huaizhen, it's getting colder, remember to wear more clothes. Also, don't use your fingers when thinking about things." Knock on the armrest of the sofa so that others will know what you're thinking. By the way, go back to the study and work when I'm away, it's too noisy to turn on the TV in the living room..."

Yu Wanyang's eyes were blurred with tears, and relying only on the blurred outline, she pressed her lips against Shu Huaizhen's lips, and the bitter tears stained the corners of their lips, which was so bitter that it made one's heart ache.

"Huaizhen, I'm leaving, don't look back at me. I won't be going back from tonight, you have to reassure me so that I can come back soon..." Yu Wanyang wiped the tears on her lips, watching her full of tears. His pleading eyes were so distressed that he almost died.

Yu Wanyang's tearful kiss was printed on Shu Huaizhen's forehead, and finally, she made up her mind, let go of her hand and walked out the door without looking back.

She didn't know that when she covered her mouth and walked away quickly because she was afraid of crying, the person behind her turned back with her precarious body, and watched her go away with tears in her eyes until she could no longer see her.

The author has something to say: In fact, it is not far from the end