let me go

"Shu Huaizhen..." Yu Wanyang screamed, seeing that Shu Huaizhen had no expression on his face, could it be that she was angry?Realizing this, she walked over a few steps, bowed her head and admitted her mistake: "I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't keep it from you, but I really want to see you..."

Her heart was sour and swollen, filled with bitter liquid, Yu Wanyang didn't dare to raise her head.Until a pair of slender hands gently held her face, warm lips slowly kissed her forehead, her eyes, her face, and finally sucked her lips, as gentle as raindrops hitting her lips.

"I'm not blaming you, why are you in such a hurry to admit your mistakes? It's because I thought too much, I should have thought of meeting like this a long time ago." Shu Huaizhen said with a smile, watching Yu Wanyang's raised eyes light up little by little.

Yu Wanyang hugged her waist tightly, rubbed her face in her palm, and finally smiled, "Are we going to spend here tonight?" There was anticipation in her heart, and she was also a little bit ashamed.Because they are already together and both are women, there is no need to separate rooms.

"Well, since Mu Yan arranged it like this, it must be foolproof." Shu Huaizhen obviously didn't think of the same point as Yu Wanyang, and the focus of his answer was only on the surface.

The two who had just expressed their intentions wanted to stick together almost all the time, Yu Wanyang buried her head into Shu Huaizhen's neck, letting her breath slowly pour into her nostrils, lingering in her heart bit by bit.

I don't know how long this silence lasted until the doorbell rang.Shu Huaizhen looked at his watch, it was the meal delivery time that Shen Muyan said, and the two separated.

Soon after the meal, the sky gradually darkened, and the water in the swimming pool outside the villa shimmered under the moonlight.Shu Huaizhen brought Yu Wanyang into the room where she always lived when she came here, changed her slippers, opened the closet and gave her a set of white nightgowns.

"Put on my clothes to sleep tonight. Mu Yan made up his mind suddenly. I definitely didn't ask you to prepare anything." Shu Huaizhen took another set of the same color as hers, turned around and saw her staring at him.

"You...you have clothes everywhere?" Yu Wanyang said in a daze holding her nightgown, Shu Huaizhen couldn't help laughing, put her arms around her shoulders and whispered: "Yeah, there may be one more place in a few days My clothes are gone."

"Ah?" Yu Wanyang was at a loss.Before she could understand it, Shu Huaizhen asked, "Will you wash first or me first?"

"You first! I'll wait later..." Yu Wanyang reacted quickly this time, she was not ready to share the bed with Shu Huaizhen, of course she had to prepare it.

Shu Huaizhen smiled, and instead of exposing her, took the clothes into the bathroom.

Yu Wanyang quickly patted her face, and what she touched was slightly hot, she couldn't help feeling even more shy.She rolled her eyes, thought of something, and rubbed her fingers behind her back with one hand.

She took the phone and clicked on the browser. After entering the words "women and women", several options appeared below:

"How do women and women do that"

"How Women Have Sex With Women"

"How do women and women feel comfortable"

What are these things?Yu Wanyang's face turned even redder, coupled with the faint sound of water coming from the bathroom, she felt unprecedentedly ashamed.She moved her finger down casually and clicked on the first one.

When Shu Huaizhen came out, Yu Wanyang sat on the edge of the bed with her head down, not knowing what she was thinking.She walked over to sit down while loosening her hair, while the bed sank slightly, Yu Wanyang's body seemed to stiffen.

"Wanyang, it's your turn." Shu Huaizhen sat closer, pinched her face lightly, the skin felt slightly hot with her fingertips, "Go, I've adjusted the water temperature."

After taking a bath, the faint scent of shower gel wafted over her body, and Yu Wanyang raised her eyes.I saw Shu Huaizhen wearing a nightgown, the belt around his waist seemed loose or tight, and his light-colored lips were slightly hooked, which reduced his usual aura of aloofness, and his already beautiful appearance was now even more intriguing.

Yu Wanyang suddenly remembered what she saw on the webpage just now, she shook her head and smiled back: "Well, I'll go right away."

After all, it is the person I love. When I met Shu Huaizhen, Yu Wanyang always wanted to get closer, to know her better, and to cherish her.

With distracting thoughts in mind, Yu Wanyang washed faster than usual. She stepped out of the bathroom lightly. The person in front of her was Shu Huaizhen leaning on the bed and typing on the keyboard of her laptop. Her thin fingers were bouncing on the keyboard. The desire to hold it in my arms.

Yu Wanyang thought so, so naturally she did so.They are lovers, she wants to hug her, why not?

Feeling herself being embraced in a soft embrace, Shu Huaizhen bent the corners of her lips, "So fast? Did you wash it off?"

"Of course, I don't believe you heard it?" Yu Wanyang lowered her head, her eyes were covered with mist, and she could clearly see her longing in the haze. When Shu Huaizhen moved the computer to the bedside table, she stuck it to it and kissed it accurately. Live in Shu Huaizhen.

If a hug can give a person the most down-to-earth feeling, then a kiss is the most moving word, which can convey the most tangible emotions in a person's heart.

Yu Wanyang kissed Shu Huaizhen's ear, and said her name affectionately: "Huaizhen..."

Shu Huaizhen chuckled, hugged her waist and turned around suddenly, the original positions of the two were reversed.Due to the sudden movement, she had to hug Shu Huaizhen's neck tightly, and she lay on the bed in a moment. Above was Shu Huaizhen's smiling face.

"You don't look at the computer anymore? If you still have work, you can do it first." Yu Wanyang slowly stroked the back of her neck with her hand, asking questions that contradicted her thoughts.

"It was just to pass the time, it's not as attractive as you." Shu Huaizhen's hand caressed Yu Wanyang's face, and the skin that could be broken by blows showed the most perfect appearance under the palm, which made her linger.Not satisfied with this, she pinched Yu Wanyang's chin with her thumb and kissed it gently.

The feeling of intimacy sprinkled on Yu Wanyang like drizzle, there was no eager request, no fierce collision, only the gentleness that belonged to Shu Huaizhen, which was only presented in front of Yu Wanyang alone.

When her breathing became heavier and she was almost out of breath, Shu Huaizhen separated her lips and tongue in time.At some point, her cheeks were flushed with blush, and her chest was heaving up and down.

"Should we do something..." Yu Wanyang rubbed her face against Shu Huaizhen's, panting and whispering in Shu Huaizhen's ear.

"What to do?" Shu Huaizhen's first reaction was to ask back, it's so late, what else can he do?

"That's right, something a little more in-depth. It can also be done between women..." Yu Wanyang suppressed the shame in her heart, and slowly moved her hands on Shu Huaizhen's waist, cooperating with cryptic words to give her hints.

Shu Huaizhen was stunned for a moment, and when she realized it, she felt that her ears were extremely hot.She whispered, "Will you?"

Yu Wanyang stopped her hands, and her voice became even softer: "I won't..." How could she?When she was in a relationship with Xia Hongye before, she seldom kissed, but this is when she is facing someone she likes, and all her actions will be driven by instinct.

"Even if you know how, you can't do it now." Shu Huaizhen's voice was a little softer, but still gentle.

She lay down next to Yu Wanyang, holding Yu Wanyang into her arms with one hand, her peach-like eyes were shining brightly: "Although I filed for divorce, it has not been resolved completely, and I am still Zhong Yiming's wife legally. Wanyang, I want to be with you cleanly and give you a complete me without any fetters."

Firm and tender, Yu Wanyang has no reason to object, nor any dissatisfaction.Shu Huaizhen always gave her the feeling that she was so rational and safe, and she would not be too rigid or overly polite.

"I was negligent, I'll wait for you." Yu Wanyang moved closer and kissed her lips with a smile, "Is it okay to kiss?"

Shu Huaizhen smiled but said nothing, Yu Wanyang held her right hand, the ring originally worn on her ring finger was gone.Yu Wanyang stroked her ring finger back and forth with two fingers, something was about to come out from the bottom of her heart, but she couldn't get it out all at once.

"Actually, I can directly file for divorce very decisively, but you know, he will not let go easily. My original intention was not to break up with the entire Zhong family, so I tried to make him aware of my estrangement and let him know that I have There is already all the evidence of his cheating. If he can let it go and cooperate with me to get a divorce, this matter will come to an end. "

Shu Huaizhen explained to her the events of these days word by word, and seeing Yu Wanyang listened, she continued: "That's why it took me so much time, but he probably took my kindness as a sign that I was in love with you." If I wanted to refuse, I still welcomed it. I don't want to be an enemy of the entire Zhong family, but he insists on procrastinating, so I can't blame me."

Yu Wanyang nodded, similar to what Shen Muyan said.Zhong Yiming stepped into the pit, and Shu Huaizhen laid out a net underneath and waited. If he was more decisive, he could still please him. If he continued to waste like this, he would be the only one to suffer.

"It's no wonder he doesn't want to let go. You are so good, why are you willing to let go after you get it?" Yu Wanyang put her arms around her waist, and the two of them pressed tightly together, in order to show the authenticity of what she just said.

"Spoof." Shu Huaizhen scolded softly, turned around slightly, and turned off the chandelier in the room. Just as she was about to turn off the bedside lamp, Yu Wanyang took her hand, with imperceptible panic in her voice: "Huaizhen, don't Turn off the lights!"

A bedside lamp was only lit with warm yellow light, which only illuminated a small area, adding a warm atmosphere to the dark room.

"What's wrong? Afraid of the dark?" Shu Huaizhen turned around and asked, the resistance on Yu Wanyang's face was still visible even in the dim light.She nodded, then shook her head, Shu Huaizhen said softly: "What is that? Can you tell me?"

Yu Wanyang raised her head, but Shu Huaizhen didn't rush her, just quietly waiting to listen.Shu Huaizhen's gentle gaze is different from Song Lanying's. Song Lanying's care is based on family affection, while Shu Huaizhen's is heart-warming tenderness.

"I'm afraid of dreaming." Yu Wanyang said, her expression became sluggish all of a sudden, and the contrast with the high-spirited look just now was very sharp.Like a blooming flower withering instantly, there is no sign of life anymore.

"What kind of dream?" Shu Huaizhen asked immediately, and added: "Having this dream often means you care about it. Let me share what you are afraid of. With me here, don't be afraid."

The corners of Yu Wanyang's mouth curled up, because the warmth in her heart at this moment forced a tear from the corner of her eye to seep into the pillow cover.

She leaned in Shu Huaizhen's arms, holding Shu Huaizhen's clothes tightly, her voice was light and sad: "I always dream about the day my parents divorce, my mother holding back tears and telling him about the divorce, dreaming that I beg him, Let's not separate. I also dreamed that he said that he wanted to bring my brother back, I don't want my brother, I don't want to make my mother sad, I just want our family to be together."

"Father doesn't want to hug me anymore. He would rather let my mother leave, and he would rather not see us again, but he must come back." She remembered that Yu Boyuan no longer opened his arms to pick her up, but just patted her head, hoping that she could persuade Song Lanying Let the younger brother live in the house, hoping that their mother and daughter can accept another pair of mother and son.

"Wanyang, don't cry. Let's not talk about this..." Shu Huaizhen pressed Yu Wanyang's head into her arms, and when she saw Yu Wanyang opened her eyes hard and refused to compromise to let the tears flow, she felt her heart beating An unprecedented suffocation.

She has investigated Yu Wanyang's background, and she knows all these things superficially.Knowing that Yu Wanyang was brought up by Song Lanying, knowing that after they left, Yu Boyuan brought the mother and son back to Yu's house, but she never knew how Yu Wanyang spent before that.

"I know that if we are wronged and agree, then nothing will happen. My mother is still Mrs. Yu, but she can't get all, so what's the point of only sharing the half? My father is not only my father, but also Not just my mom's husband..."

The sharp pain spread from the bottom of her heart, and it lasted forever, Yu Wanyang opened her mouth and wanted to call Shu Huaizhen's name again.

This name is like a good cure for the pain, so that she can be comforted in the silent night, and when she is alone, thinking of it will dispel the haze in her heart, but the choked sobs made her unable to speak a word, sobbing softly Bursts came from Shu Huaizhen's chest.

"Wanyang, don't be afraid, don't cry." Shu Huaizhen held her in his arms, his hoarse voice seemed to be enduring emotions, and whispered in her ear as if dreaming: "I will give you everything. Don't be afraid, trust me .”

All the resentment seemed to stop after this sentence, Yu Wanyang didn't need to look up to feel that Shu Huaizhen's eyes must be full of tenderness and beauty never seen by outsiders.Because the breath surrounding him is so warm, hot and strong.

"Huaizhen..."

The strength of grasping the clothes around her waist gradually weakened, Shu Huaizhen turned around quietly and turned off the light, and protected her in her arms again.Slowly stroking her back, Shu Huaizhen kissed her on the side, "Sleep well, I'll be with you. When you're afraid in the future, just think, I'm here..."

Xu Shi received too gentle pampering, sleepiness invaded Yu Wanyang bit by bit.Before she fell into a deep sleep, she only vaguely remembered that this was the first time in 17 years that she fell asleep in a completely dark environment.

Because of Shu Huaizhen.

The author has something to say: In fact, I don't think it's a pity that nothing happened, because this is in line with Shu Huaizhen's temperament.She is someone who will not stay with Xiao Yu immediately after she proposes a divorce. Just like Xiao Yu said, she will not be too rigid, nor will she be too polite