let me go

Yu Wanyang shook her head, trying to get the image of Shu Huaizhen out of her mind.

"What's the matter with you?" Seeing her shaking her head suddenly, Gu Qinfeng couldn't help asking.

"It's nothing, I'm just thinking... If I want to like women, it has to be like you." Yu Wanyang stepped forward, stretched out her hand to slightly lift Gu Qinfeng's chin, and praised: "Beautiful, with a gentle personality, Polite, educated, a good woman who can't be found with a lantern."

What she said was true, if she really wanted to like a woman, it would have to be someone like Gu Qinfeng. Gu Qinfeng was also exactly the same as the definition of a perfect woman in her heart.

But why was Shu Huaizhen the first person that appeared in her mind?Probably because I just met him recently and sighed Zhong Yiming's unfairness to Shu Huaizhen in my heart, that's why I thought of her.

Gu Qinfeng let out a "tss" and slapped her hand off, with a smile in his eyes, "You're talking nonsense."

"I'm not talking nonsense, Tang Junhao, but it's a great deal." Yu Wanyang helped her shoulders and led her to turn around, and continued walking.

Mentioning Tang Junhao, Gu Qinfeng's face froze a bit and then quickly recovered. She hadn't contacted Tang Junhao for many days.Since Tang Junhao left without saying goodbye that day, the two of them rarely even called each other, and Tang Junhao explained that the departure that day was something the company had to deal with.

"Don't mention him, you can go back quickly." Gu Qinfeng said with a relieved smile, she hardly had any excessive emotions towards Tang Junhao.

"Tell me before you come back next time. I'll try to come back as soon as possible." Yu Wanyang felt a little sorry for making her mother wait with her for so long. Fortunately, Gu Qinfeng was here, otherwise Song Lanying would definitely wait until she came back. Have a meal.

"Okay, then I'm leaving, let's go up quickly." Gu Qinfeng urged Yu Wanyang to go back. Aunt Song had been waiting for her all afternoon, and it must have been a while since she hadn't seen her.

After saying goodbye, Yu Wanyang hurried back, only to see Song Lanying sitting on the sofa peeling pears with a peaceful expression.

Song Lanying is middle-aged, but because her facial features were good when she was young, she is well maintained now and does not look old.What's more, to be able to give birth to such a beautiful daughter as Yu Wanyang, her own conditions are not bad.

"mom."

Song Lanying raised her head when she heard the words, probably because Yu Wanyang came back, her eyebrows were tinged with a smile, "Have you sent Qin Feng away?"

"En." Yu Wanyang sat beside Song Lanying and sighed, "Mom, Qin Feng is getting engaged, did she tell you?"

The last time she came back to visit Song Lanying, Gu Qinfeng hadn't told her that the Gu family and the Tang family planned to get engaged, but this time it was almost a foregone conclusion.

"No, but Qinfeng has her own ideas, and I believe she will find her own way." Song Lanying had already noticed that Gu Qinfeng's mood was a little hazy. Although she was still as gentle as before, she felt that Gu Qinfeng Qin Feng fell silent a lot.

She treats Gu Qinfeng as if she was her own child, and this child is actually very similar to her own daughter. She has something on her mind and doesn't like to talk about it.

Yu Wanyang watched the peel of the fruit in Song Lanying's hand being peeled away from the flesh one by one, and remained silent.

Song Lanying put the peeled pears in Yu Wanyang's hands and said, "Go take a shower after eating, and go to bed early."

She remembered that at this time of year, Yu Wanyang would always stay a few days longer than usual, and this year should be no exception.That being the case, it is better to rest earlier.

"Mom, I've finished this drama now, so I'm fine. I'll be living here for the time being. It's your birthday in a few days."

All the scenes in "Yisheng" ended today, just in time to spend Song Lanying's birthday with ease.

Song Lanying wiped the fruit knife and put it back, turned around and showed a satisfied and kind smile: "I remember, I have tidied up the room, and I can stay for a few days."

Yu Wanyang smiled, and narrowed her slender eyes slightly, "Thank you, Mom."

Song Lanying went back to the room to rest, and Yu Wanyang returned to the room Song Lanying specially reserved for herself after eating the pears.Because of her job nature, she had to live separately from Song Lanying, in order to avoid accidents caused by herself, which would affect Song Lanying's life.

She moved out of Yu's house with Song Lanying when she was eight years old, and the money Song Lanying got was enough for them to live a life of carefree life.She also doesn't need to work at all, so she can live a comfortable life, but no matter how much Song Lanying loves her, she insists on taking out part of the salary after her debut, and making it back one after another.

The night was silent, making people think a lot, Yu Wanyang didn't fall asleep until nearly twelve o'clock at midnight.In the dream, she returned to Yu's house 17 years ago.

After school that day, she happily ran to Yu's study to tell her parents that Saturday was her birthday, and her classmates all asked her how she planned to spend it.She didn't pay attention to class all afternoon, and rushed out of the school gate as soon as the school bell rang, and accurately found the car sent by her family to pick her up.

She thought that when she pushed open the door of the study, she would see her father squatting down as tall as before, with his arms open and smiling, waiting for her to rush over, and then he stood up holding her.

But, before she knocked on the door, the door of the study room was not closed tightly, and she opened a crack with a slight push with her index finger.She was still thinking, why is Dad so anxious today?The door was not closed properly.

"Lan Ying, I know I'm sorry for you, but she already has my child, Xiaofan is five years old... five years old, and I don't know who his father is..."

Yu Boyuan's voice was heavy and mournful, with some strong pleas, which made Yu Wanyang wonder, who is Xiaofan?

"Five years old, Wanyang is eight years old, hehe..." Song Lanying's voice was still so gentle, just like she usually spoke to Yu Wanyang, but Yu Wanyang could hear the emotions in it. Her mother was very sad, she had never seen it before. Song Lanying looked sad.

This mournful voice pierced eight-year-old Yu Wanyang's heart like a bow and arrow, who is Xiaofan?Why is Mom so sad to hear Dad say that?Who is that "she" in the father's mouth?

After a long silence in the study, Song Lanying's trembling voice completely broke Yu Wanyang's immature heart: "Let's get a divorce."

divorce.

Yu Wanyang heard from her mother that the relationship between her and her father is a husband and wife relationship, a marriage relationship, and she is the crystallization of her and her father.So divorce means not continuing this relationship anymore, right?

Mom and Dad are no longer husband and wife, so what about yourself?Whose child should it be?Is she about to become an orphan?

Yu Wanyang pushed open the door and ran over to hug Yu Boyuan, the little girl stretched her arms around Yu Boyuan's waist, crying, "Dad! Don't you want me and mom anymore!"

How can you do this?Dad said that he would always be with him, and he would celebrate his mother's birthday with him every year. Who is that Xiaofan?And who is that "she"?Why did my father treat me and my mother like this?

Yu Boyuan and Song Lanying were silent because of Yu Wanyang's questioning, Song Lanying had a glimmer of hope hidden in her eyes, hoping that Yu Boyuan could tell the child that they will never be separated, and will never be separated.

However, although Yu Boyuan seemed to be enduring great pain, he still squatted down. Instead of hugging Yu Wanyang, he stroked her head and wiped away her tears.

"Wan Yang, it's not that Dad doesn't want you and Mom anymore. Dad just wants to bring a younger brother back. He's very cute. Tell Mom to let the younger brother come back, okay?"

"Not good! I don't want my brother!" Yu Wanyang cried and knocked off Yu Boyuan's hand, and stepped back towards Song Lanying.

"Lan Ying..." Yu Boyuan pleaded again.

Song Lanying bent down and took Yu Wanyang's hand, if it wasn't for the tears welling up in her eyes, Yu Wanyang would almost have thought that she had never been sad because of this incident.

It was only later that she realized that Song Lanying was not sad, but that the accumulation of long-term disappointment turned into despair, and her heart died.

Song Lanying took Yu Wanyang and left Yu's house without looking back. From then on, Yu Wanyang never saw Yu Boyuan again.She only remembered that on the first day she left Yu's house, Song Lanying told her: "Wanyang, remember, if you don't get everything from the person you treat with sincerity in the future, then you don't want half of it."

If you can't get all, then don't want half of it.

After waking up from the dream, Yu Wanyang looked at the white ceiling in bewilderment, her forehead was covered with sweat, her eye sockets were sore, and the pillow towel was a little wet.Those words pierced Yu Wanyang's heart like a barbed steel knife, which made her still painful and never forget it.

It's not that I don't want to forget, but I can't forget it no matter what.Maybe just hearing a slightly related word in a certain period of time, these memories that have passed through time but are still engraved in her heart like a knife will pop out of her mind without warning.

She sat up and leaned against the bed, when the wind blew up outside the window, she only closed half the window before going to bed and drew the curtains, at this moment the curtains were blown up by the howling wind.

Her throat was so uncomfortable, Yu Wanyang got out of bed and wanted to go out to the living room to drink water, but the figure sitting by the coffee table made her stunned for a while.

"mom?"

"Wanyang, why are you up in the middle of the night?" Song Lanying's voice was very clear, as if she had been sitting here for a long time.

"Mom, I had that dream again." Yu Wanyang stood there quietly, looking at Song Lanying's gentle face through the moonlight coming in from the window.

It was a long time after she left Yu's house that she realized what Song Lanying said. Those words were not aimed at all emotions, but only at the relationship between Yu Boyuan and Song Lanying.

lover relationship.

Song Lanying's hand holding the cup tightened, feeling even more guilty in her heart.She walked up to Yu Wanyang, and stuffed the warm water cup into Yu Wanyang's hand, the heat instantly dissipated Yu Wanyang's chaotic thoughts.

"Everyone has their own ideas about things and what they think they should do. We have no way to assimilate everyone." Song Lanying tried to explain Yu Wanyang, she knew that from that time, Yu Wanyang bought a defense in her heart seed.

Ever since Xia Hongye betrayed her, this emotion has become even more serious.

"But the people I know, they've been let down."

Shu Huaizhen is one, Gu Qinfeng is one, her mother Song Lanying is one, and so is she herself.

"But you still have expectations, don't you?" Song Lanying paused for a moment, her eyes in the dark were warm and kind, "If you really believe in this point of view, you won't wake up because of this dream again, and you will look at it as usual. look at it the same way as things.”

Because of these words, Yu Wanyang's heart burst into a faint flame, "Really?"

"Just let nature take its course, don't restrain yourself, and don't disappoint the people who treat you well."

Seeing that she was silent, Song Lanying patted her head and left the living room. There are some things that she needs to understand by herself, otherwise what others say won't work.

Yu Wanyang took a sip of hot water from the cup, and the hot water flowed down her parched throat like sweet rain.She repeatedly thought about Song Lanying's words: don't restrain yourself, and don't let down those who treat you well.

But what if you meet someone unkind?Do you want to experience that pain again?

Don't let it go, so be it.Yu Wanyang put down the cup and wanted to go back to the room, but the words echoed in her ears again.

"That's my private number, not my secretary assistant's, and it's not fake."

How unfair would it be to those who have never harbored ill intentions to meet someone who thinks of themselves, who is full of defense?At that time, will they think that they will never experience such pain again, and then lock their hearts just like her.

Everyone is born in this world, even if the position is different, but compared to nature, everyone is an insignificant existence.Just because everyone is equal, you will not get special treatment in life just because you are richer or poorer.

So why is she treating people so unfairly?She is not qualified for this.

Slowly returning to the room, Yu Wanyang leaned against the bed and turned on the bedside lamp, touched the phone, opened the address book, and swipe through the pages one by one. When the scroll came to Shu Huaizhen's name, she accidentally clicked in.

The thumb swayed left and right on the screen, and finally clicked on the text message option and sent a text message:

Thank you.