let me go

It was the late autumn of another year, and it was at this time two years ago that Yu Wanyang decided to leave temporarily, at the expense of not being with Shu Huaizhen for a short time, and returned to the place she never wanted to step into in her lifetime.Because the man who stayed there abandoned her and her mother when she was eight years old.

Two years ago, when she left just before winter, she spent the whole spring and summer with Shu Huaizhen, and they spent a season of growth with each other, but in winter, the season that needs warmth the most is about to come. Before coming, Yu Wanyang chose to leave.

Coincidentally, it was Shu Huaizhen's 31st birthday not long after she left, and now she came back by coincidence, Shu Huaizhen's 33rd birthday is approaching step by step.

After returning from Shu's house yesterday, the lingering scene lasted until almost midnight. They both like to kiss each other intimately, and enjoy the fascinating thrill of each other's skin-to-skin contact. What they long for is not in the usual sense. Possession, but such a gentle touch.

It wasn't until the sun was high that Yu Wanyang woke up in a daze.She frowned slightly and struggled with sleepiness, and when she opened her eyes, she saw the gentle and peaceful face in front of her. Shu Huaizhen's sleeping face had faded away from the alienated appearance she made in front of others, and she looked particularly pure and innocent at this moment.

Yu Wanyang always thought that she would no longer be attracted to Shu Huaizhen, they had already gotten to know each other to this point, so naturally there would be no novelty.But at this moment, when she was facing Shu Huaizhen, she felt that the most fascinating part of love is this. It is clear that they have met and loved each other, and they are no longer unfamiliar, but they are still easily attracted to each other.

Shu Huaizhen's brows suddenly frowned, and her long eyelashes trembled slightly, like young leaves blown by the breeze. Yu Wanyang silently smiled, watching quietly, waiting for Shu Huaizhen to wake up.

When Shu Huaizhen completely opened his eyes and met Yu Wanyang's eyes, Yu Wanyang felt a familiar thing overflowing in his heart.This is the life she always wanted, simple and happy, to be able to wake up like this every morning.

Yu Wanyang waited for the sleepiness in Shu Huaizhen's eyes to lighten up, then lightly stroked Shu Huaizhen's back, and asked her softly: "Did I wake you up because of my movements?"

Just now when Yu Wanyang woke up, she inadvertently moved a few times, and Shu Huaizhen woke up not long after, no wonder she thought so.

Shu Huaizhen shook her head, approached Yu Wanyang's neck, closed her eyes again, curled up her lips and sighed leisurely: "I'm so tired."

She felt that she had to exercise some restraint in the future, otherwise, if she always indulged like this, it would be extremely difficult to go to work the next day.No wonder in ancient times people always attributed the emperor's waste of political affairs to women. Although this statement is always biased, it is true that this love/thing should not be too indulged, and it is easy to make mistakes.

Yu Wanyang couldn't help chuckling when she heard the words, she pressed her fingers lightly on Shu Huaizhen's lower back, and said in an ambiguous tone: "Huaizhen, you took the initiative last night, and now you are the one who said you were tired."

Shu Huaizhen opened her eyes to look, because she buried her face in Yu Wanyang's neck, the position was only half of Yu Wanyang's head lower, what she saw was the mess on Yu Wanyang's neck and chest.It was caused by her being too reckless last night, and now it seems to be reminding her how desperately she wanted Yu Wanyang last night.

She sighed again, let go of the hand around Yu Wanyang, raised it to touch the red mark on Yu Wanyang's chest, and said: "I still have to restrain myself from now on. Last night I didn't think about going to work today. That's how presumptuous it is."

Yu Wanyang suppressed her smile, reached out to pull up Shu Huaizhen's slipped quilt, and carefully covered the exposed shoulders of the two, then touched Shu Huaizhen's long black hair casually scattered behind her, her eyes narrowed, He smiled and asked: "Why do you have to restrain yourself? Last night was just a moment of joy, so I got carried away. And I was the one who wanted you last time. This time you should come back. We are not like this every time. The mood last night That's all."

There are always so many times in life that are out of control, why bother too much?What's more, this is an indispensable behavior between lovers. After being with Shu Huaizhen, Yu Wanyang felt that as long as they were in love, they could be casual.

Shu Huaizhen was blocked by Yu Wanyang's reason and couldn't refute it. Indeed, this was the first time she was so indulgent, so she stopped thinking about it now. She touched Yu Wanyang's face, and said with a joking smile: "That's because of the 'temporary pleasure' last night. ', the two of us can only miss work today, don't blame me."

Yu Wanyang saw that Shu Huaizhen had lost the exclamation just now, and was teasing herself according to her own words, so she couldn't help being a little shy, narrowing her slightly raised fox eyes, and said softly: "Huaizhen, if you want to say that you are tired, That should be me too, the bed is not convenient to get off, but you have to stay here with me, why is that?"

She was clearly asking the question knowingly, Shu Huaizhen moved his hand a little, raised his index finger and tapped her forehead, and said with a helpless smile: "I want to be lazy, are you satisfied?"

Yu Wanyang took advantage of the situation and replied: "Satisfied, I should have confessed like this long ago." After she finished speaking, she turned her eyes away to the gap in the curtain behind Shu Huaizhen, and a trace of light came in. It can be seen that today's sun is not bright, but it can be regarded as sunny.

Seeing her looking from a distance, Shu Huaizhen also turned over and looked out the window, with his back to Yu Wanyang and snuggled into her arms.

Such a relaxed morning reminded Yu Wanyang of her life in Yu's house during the past two years, and she couldn't help feeling: "It's hard to relax for a few days, I haven't been so slack for a long time, and I'll be back on track in two days."

Her voice was very close to Shu Huaizhen, and she whispered in Shu Huaizhen's ear, she sighed a little, but she didn't mean to miss it.

After all these days, Shu Huaizhen never asked about Yu Wanyang's life in those two years, because after all, there was Yu Boyuan, the father who abandoned her.But now hearing her talk, Shu Huaizhen felt pity in his heart, put his hand on Yu Wanyang's hand that was clasped around her waist, and asked with a bit of worry: "Did you seldom rest when you were there?"

Yu Wanyang rested her chin on Shu Huaizhen's shoulder, loosened the hand clasped around Shu Huaizhen's waist, and held her hand tightly, with a shallow sigh between her lips and teeth, she replied with a smile: "It's time to rest, but it won't be like now Relax in this way, because every day I am lazy, I will come back one day later. In this case, it is better to get what I want earlier, and then come back to see you soon."

As she spoke, her chin slid down a little, and she buried her face in Shu Huaizhen's long black hair, her voice was muffled, as if she had fallen into an unforgettable past: "At that time, my dad once told me, let me find you Help, but I can't. If I find you, in Shu Dong's eyes, I will always be the incompetent person who can only rely on you. Me, what I want is to have a carefree future with you..."

She will always remember the state when she just accepted her prime, like a literati who is full of knowledge but can't write a line of poetry, but has a false name but can't use her fists.She refused Yu Boyuan's private help, and stayed up late in the study every day.

Yu Wanyang remembered that Yu Boyuan came to the study several times at that time, although she never took the initiative to pay attention to it, but when Yu Boyuan said "Wanyang, you can go to Huaizhen to help you, Dad will not stop", she quickly So he rejected Yu Boyuan.

During the silence, Shu Huaizhen turned her head back and lay down on the back. Looking at Yu Wanyang's head buried deep in her neck, she gently rubbed Yu Wanyang's hair, and asked in a hoarse voice: "Then how did you answer that time?" his?"

Yu Wanyang's breath was suffocated, and the words were stuck in her throat. Jiujiu bit Shu Huaizhen's collarbone first, and then laughed softly: "I said, I would rather admit defeat than win like this." She raised her head and lightly touched Shu Huaizhen's cheek. He took a bite, and his eyes sparkled, "I know that if I speak, you will definitely help me, but I must never speak. Once I speak, some things will be settled."

She never thought of seeking Shu Huaizhen's help, and Shu Huaizhen knew that Yu Wanyang would never speak, so she found a roundabout way to convey what Yu Wanyang needed through the TV screen.Shu Huaizhen knew that Yu Wanyang would not miss anything about herself.

"Wanyang, you really killed me." Shu Huaizhen chuckled, and while looking down at Yu Wanyang, the hand that was rubbing her hair slipped down and pinched her chin, and sighed, "It's a good thing you didn't completely You don’t even watch my show, otherwise I really don’t know how to help you.”

Yu Wanyang pursed her lips, then licked her own lips and smiled back.

Shu Huaizhen stared at her bright smile like before. In the past two years, her resentment, her thoughts, and her hatred were all melted and swallowed by love. Youqing, telling Yu Wanyang with the most gentle appearance: "It's all over, Wanyang, it's all over..."

It's all over, we've always been together, always will be together.Just like the wish we made on Qixi Festival that year, the king's heart is my heart.

She stayed in bed almost until noon before Yu Wanyang was woken up by Shu Huaizhen. Although she decided that she didn't need to go to work today, she couldn't stay in bed all the time.

Both of them were too lazy to cook, so Shu Huaizhen went out to buy food after washing up, while Yu Wanyang stayed at home to pack some trivial things in her suitcase, and then took a shower.

Yu Wanyang opened the curtains in the room, and the light instantly filled the whole room.She stood by the bed and looked far away, and the residential buildings in the distance came into view, and the scene of the past emerged in her mind.

"Wanyang, I'm back."

Shu Huaizhen's voice came from behind, Yu Wanyang looked back, and saw Shu Huaizhen carrying two lunch boxes on the coffee table, and then slowly approached.

"Come back so soon?" Yu Wanyang smiled with her hands folded across her chest. She was only wearing a silk nightgown, and the close-fitting material outlined her slender figure. In the eyes of Shu Huaizhen who came back from outside, he naturally looked like he was going to catch a cold soon.

"Well, I didn't go too far." Shu Huaizhen said as he took off his windbreaker and put it on Yu Wanyang's body. Remembering the scene when he entered the door just now, Shu Huaizhen raised his eyes and asked, "What were you looking at so engrossed just now?"

Yu Wanyang smiled, held her hand and signaled her to look into the distance together, a tone full of nostalgia rang in her ears: "Huaizhen, do you remember the residential building over there? We went there together before."

Shu Huaizhen looked away, but only glanced at the distance and then turned her eyes back to Yu Wanyang's face. Seen from the side, Yu Wanyang's complexion appeared fairer and more delicate, and the faint smile on the corner of her lips seemed to be blooming in the snow. Lovely as a flower.

"I remember." Shu Huaizhen said lightly, paused, she held Yu Wanyang's hand tightly, and said in a calm tone: "That aunt has passed away for more than a year."

Yu Wanyang's smile froze at the corner of her mouth, her hand trembled slightly in Shu Huaizhen's palm, and her eyes full of memories dimmed instantly.It took her a long time to feel relieved as the images flashed across her mind one after another.After a sigh, she turned sideways to look at Shu Huaizhen, stretched out her palms, and interlocked with Shu Huaizhen's fingers.

Shu Huaizhen hugged Yu Wanyang with the other hand, and her warm breath rang in Yu Wanyang's ears regularly. She gently stroked Yu Wanyang's long hair, and said softly and firmly: "Wanyang, we can spend more time together. There are decades, it seems like a long time, but you know it's just a blink of an eye. So in this blink of an eye, let's not be apart again."

The clothes Yu Wanyang was wearing still had Shu Huaizhen's body temperature, and at this moment she was hugged by Shu Huaizhen again, bursts of warmth invaded her body from her whole body, and the corners of her eyes were a little moist because of the emotion in her heart.

She gently broke away from Shu Huaizhen's hand, wrapped her arms around Shu Huaizhen's waist, and said in a serious and gentle tone: "Okay, don't separate again. From your 33 years old, to 43 years old, 53 years old, and then to the years after that Year after year, never leave."

I missed your 31st birthday, 32nd birthday, from this year on, I swear, I will never miss it again.

The author has something to say: Happy Chinese Valentine's Day everyone!Is there any baby who exudes the fragrance of a single dog like me!

Tomorrow is the last chapter, we are going to say goodbye to Boss Shu, Xiao Yu, Mr. Gu and Miss Shen