let me go

"Huaizhen, I can't go on like this anymore. I can't hide behind you and let you bear everything alone. I can't put our future on you alone. As I said, you are not God, you are me Lover, how can you make me bear..."

With the opening of the zipper, the pictures of the past appeared in front of Yu Wanyang's eyes. Her eyes were gentle, but her eyes were red.

It still looks the same as it did back then, except that some of the sharp edges and corners carved by her have become smooth, without the slightest bit of stickiness, without any nascent touch.She didn't know how many times Shu Huaizhen had touched this wood carving before he could turn its lines into such a shape, but at least he was able to put it in his bag, it must have never left him.

"What are you doing?"

A faint voice came, Yu Wanyang hurriedly turned around, and was so flustered that she forgot what to say.She was still holding the wood carving in her hand, she frowned when she saw Shu Huaizhen.

"I'm sorry Huaizhen, I didn't do it on purpose..." Yu Wanyang could only look down at the wood carving, and whispered: "I wanted to hang up your bag for you just now, and then I saw it..." She stopped talking halfway. I can't go on, seeing it is one thing, but she did take it out without Shu Huaizhen's consent.

This wood carving is not just a handicraft, it represents Yu Wanyang's determination and Shu Huaizhen's persuasion, being displayed brightly like this is equivalent to reviewing the situation that day again.

Shu Huaizhen only felt that her heart was in pain, her hands clenched into fists behind her back, and her brows were frowned like a knot.Seeing Yu Wanyang's reddened eyes, she almost rushed over to grab Yu Wanyang's wrist, let her look at her, and asked her word by word, do you know how I spent the 700+ days and nights? ?

I looked at the clothes you left behind, at the toothbrush and towels you used, lying on the bed where we slept together.I love you so much, but now I hold you in my arms, only emptiness and silence.

Shu Huaizhen's thoughts were spinning a thousand times, making her blood boil like a sudden eruption of magma, but the resentment accumulated for hundreds of days and nights was completely swallowed up by love the moment she saw Yu Wanyang's tearful eyes .

In the end, she just walked over slowly, and said in a hoarse voice: "I don't blame you, give it to me, and you continue to rest." She said, reaching for the wood carving, her fingertips habitually careful Brushing over the wood carving, he gently put it into the bag, then without saying a word, hung up the bag and left the lounge.

Shu Huaizhen didn't go far, she leaned against the door, raised her head and closed her eyes, standing quietly.When she walked in again by mistake, what she saw was that Yu Wanyang was already hugging her quilt, curled up on the bed and fell asleep. She was very familiar with this sleeping position, and Yu Wanyang was the same as her. There had never been a single day in the past two years. Take it easy.

She walked lightly to the side of the bed, quietly pulled a chair, and sat beside Yu Wanyang, staring at Yu Wanyang's sleeping face for a long time, her eyes were sore, and tears were about to flow down.If Yu Wanyang was awake at this time, she would definitely see the bloodshot eyes that were so calm and peaceful just now.

Shu Huaizhen leaned forward, and the moment she stretched out her hand to grab Yu Wanyang's wrist, a vague "Huaizhen" shattered her remaining persistence.All the thoughts and plans that were entangled in my heart and couldn't be cleared up were melted into powder by this sound, and they were no longer important.

She held Yu Wanyang's hand to her lips, and kissed Yu Wanyang's knuckles delicately, she felt her heart hurt more than the day Yu Wanyang left.

She caressed Yu Wanyang's face, suppressed her trembling voice, and said in a low voice: "Wanyang, I don't blame you anymore. I was wrong, I was too selfish, who is easy between you and me?" ? Why should I add pain to you with my own hands? I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Shu Huaizhen once thought that as long as she could protect Yu Wanyang, she could protect her love. She also thought that as long as the two of them loved each other as before, what did others say?

But when she tried to experience Yu Wanyang in front of Shu Hetai at that time, she was powerless to blame Yu Wanyang.

Yu Wanyang must want to tell Shu Hetai confidently that she can give Shu Huaizhen a carefree future, she is not a lover who can only rely on.But at that time, she couldn't refute half a sentence, she could only watch Shu Hetai and listen to those heart-piercing words.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and the living room was extremely quiet.Shu Huaizhen maintained that position for an unknown period of time, her eyes never moved away from Yu Wanyang's face, until the finger she put on her lips moved slightly.

Yu Wanyang felt that there was a gray area in front of her, only vaguely familiar outlines were in front of her eyes, and she couldn't see clearly.The person in front of her was also silent, watching her quietly, waiting for her to wake up completely.

When she dreamed back at midnight, how many times she dreamed that Shu Huaizhen was by her side, accompanying her to face all the difficulties and bear all the pressures.But the dream is just a dream after all, she can no longer rely on Shu Huaizhen to lay the future for her, after waking up from the dream, she is only alone after all.

"Huaizhen, I miss you so much..." Yu Wanyang tried hard to open her eyes to see clearly, struggling to get out of the residual sleepiness.She wanted to touch the person in front of her with her hand, but when she moved her hand, she felt that her hand was clenched tightly and she couldn't move.

When Shu Huaizhen heard those hoarse words, his heart softened for an instant, and he bent over and gently pressed his lips against Yu Wanyang's eyes.She felt that the body of the person under her was frozen, and she let her kiss lightly in a daze. Even at that moment, she tasted the bitterness of tears in her mouth.

"I'm here, feel for it." Shu Huaizhen gently kissed Yu Wanyang's eyes, pulled her hand to the back of her neck, and coaxed her softly: "Wanyang, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, sorry……"

Shu Huaizhen's lips were trembling, too much yearning melted into her kiss, she couldn't care about reason, restraint, and even the slightest bit of self-willedness in her heart.All she wanted was to tell Yu Wanyang that she was wrong, really wrong.

Yu Wanyang's eyes finally became clear. She saw Shu Huaizhen's red ears hidden in her hair, and felt Shu Huaizhen's hands holding her tightly tightly, as if trying to strangle her in her arms, and hugged her tighter and tighter.

"Huaizhen, you are finally willing to call me by my name. I thought you would be angry for a long time." Yu Wanyang held Shu Huaizhen's face, and slowly rubbed her fingertips under her red eye sockets distressedly, and smiled softly, " But it doesn't matter, we still have such a long time. I can wait for you to calm down. You can punish me however you want. Anyway, I have a lot of time. I haven't pursued you before, so this time I can fulfill my wish. "

She knew Shu Huaizhen too well, and Shu Huaizhen would never be cruel to her.

Just like what Shen Muyan said, Shu Huaizhen never persecuted or hurt her even if he didn't know each other before. This person's heart is much softer and kinder than anyone she has ever met.

Shu Huaizhen was amused by Yu Wanyang's pretended relaxed tone, and said: "If you think it's not enough, you can continue, I won't stop you, anyway, it's not me who suffers."

Yu Wanyang pressed her hand on the corner of Shu Huaizhen's upturned lips, the nostalgia in her eyes was so strong that it almost wanted to wrap Shu Huaizhen's whole body.She stared at Shu Huaizhen, gentle and focused, and stroked Shu Huaizhen's eyebrows, slowly and gently.

Under Shu Huaizhen's gentle eyes looking back at her, her voice was tender and soft: "Huaizhen, I love you. Every day we are apart, I think, if I can see you the next day, then it should be How nice, even if you want to be angry with me and quarrel with me, I will admit it."

Yu Wanyang looked as if she had accumulated all the love stories of the past two years, as if she was afraid that she would not have time to say them, and wanted to tell Shu Huaizhen all of them.

Although Shu Huaizhen hadn't seen such tenderness for a long time, she fell into Yu Wanyang's tenderness easily. She raised her hand to pinch Yu Wanyang's nose, and her tone pretended to blame: "Am I this kind of person? Still quarreling? I used to treat you like this your?"

"Of course not, you are the best." Yu Wanyang held Shu Huaizhen's hand in her own, blinked her beautiful eyes, and refuted what she said just now.

Under Shu Huaizhen's tearful gaze, Yu Wanyang smiled and repeated earnestly: "Huaizhen, I'm back."

The corners of Shu Huaizhen's lips raised slightly again, and the familiar warmth engraved in Yu Wanyang's heart was finally dyed in his smile, which was warm and moving.

It's time to get off work, this is the second time Yu Wanyang stepped into Shengguang after returning, this time she was finally able to leave side by side with Shu Huaizhen.

Shu Huaizhen had already asked Shu Yuankai to have dinner together, and after getting Shu Yuankai's temporary understanding, she brought Yu Wanyang along.

Looking at the younger sister with soft brows and eyes in front of him, while Shu Yuankai was surprised that the two reconciled so quickly, he also had to be sure that his younger sister really had a deep affection for Yu Wanyang.Some changes may not be obvious, but if you look carefully, it is not difficult to see that Shu Huaizhen's mood is obviously softer when Yu Wanyang is around.

"Miss Yu, it's nice to see you again." Shu Yuankai reached out to shake hands with Yu Wanyang, and greeted with a smile.

"Mr. Shu, hello. Last time I didn't have time to talk more, I'm sorry." Yu Wanyang maintained a decent smile, and after withdrawing her hand, she sat beside Shu Huaizhen under Shu Yuankai's signal.

At this time, the waiters brought the dishes to the table one after another. Shu Yuankai smiled heartily and said, "Miss Yu, don't you know? Huaizhen must have taken some time off just now, and sent me a text message to order in advance. It seems that it should be There is something you like to eat."

Shu Huaizhen didn't expect Shu Yuankai to talk too much suddenly, although this was not unusual between her and Yu Wanyang, but she felt a little unnatural when he said it so suddenly.

She had no choice but to purse her lips and clear her throat, and said softly: "I don't think there is any need to waste the time on the road. It will take too long to order food when we come here. Isn't it just right now?"

Yu Wanyang pursed her lips and smiled, then turned her head and asked: "Oh? Is that so? It seems that I was being sentimental, and I almost followed Mr. Shu's words to be self-righteous, but there really is my favorite dish, what a coincidence."

Shu Huaizhen paused for a moment with the hand that was about to hold the chopsticks, shook his head, the smile on his lips widened, and put the chopsticks in front of her, with a very obvious connivance in his words, and said: "Okay, I admit it. Are you satisfied? ?”

Yu Wanyang's expression suddenly changed from joking to bewildered, and she looked at Shu Huaizhen with wide eyes.Shu Huaizhen patted her leg lightly, and said softly, "My brother is still here, let's eat first."

Shu Yuankai laughed, got up and reached out to take the red wine on the side to open the bottle cap, and poured it into the goblets in front of Shu Huaizhen and Yu Wanyang, and then it was his turn, and after sitting down, he said to them: "Do whatever you want, Don't worry about me. It's rare to see Huai Zhen so happy, you can do whatever you want."

Since he was a child, he felt that Shu Huaizhen was too stable and restrained compared to his peers, and it was rare to see her very happy.The tenderness from the inside out like now is much more real than when she was with Zhong Yiming back then, it can be seen that she is completely devoted to Yu Wanyang emotionally.

"Since Mr. Shu is Huaizhen's elder brother, then I will call her along with her, and Mr. Shu will also call me by my name along with Huaizhen. I don't know what Mr. Shu wants?" Yu Wanyang smiled lightly. He raised his glass to Shu Yuankai.

"Of course, then my brother-in-law is officially back. Well, well, then I will congratulate you in advance. After all, I have to leave in two days, and I may not be able to catch up with the dinner party between your two families."

Shu Yuankai and Yu Wanyang lightly clinked glasses, took a sip of the wine in the glass, and sighed.

Yu Wanyang didn't understand what it meant, she turned her head and glanced at Shu Huaizhen.Shu Huaizhen smiled, raised his hand and took a sip from the wine glass, and said meaningfully: "Brother, don't pretend, you can't wait to go back right away, think about how many times you have talked about leaving your future sister-in-law abroad alone? The wedding is coming soon, you don't want to stay here for a day, do you?"

Having said this, Yu Wanyang roughly understood that Shu Yuankai was about to get married, so she couldn't help smiling.

Shu Yuankai even dismissed Shu Huaizhen with a smile on his face: "Hey, Huaizhen, you have to save me some face in front of Wanyang, don't expose my wife's strict management, and you two can say whatever you want when I get home No way..."

The three of them came and went, eating and chatting, Yu Wanyang looked sideways at Shu Huaizhen who stretched his brows and eyes from time to time.During the two years of separation, Shu Huaizhen, who had been seen on the show, always seemed to be covered with a cloud, but now Shu Huaizhen seemed to have returned to the appearance in memory.

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