[SD] Logic of Wild Dogs

On Saturday afternoon, Qihai House received a home visit from Teacher Beicun.Of course, Qi Haixue is the only one in the family.

Beicun looks around, the room is clean and tidy, the decoration is elegant and warm, and it looks pretty good.

"Teacher Beicun, please sit down first. I'll make tea." Qihai bowed slightly after introducing Beicun into the living room.

Kitamura sat down with a smile, "Oh, sorry for the trouble."

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Before this home visit, Beicun also did a lot of preparatory work.For example, Qihaixue’s father works in a multinational company and often flies around the world. For example, Qihai’s mother used to be the head nurse of a private hospital, and she is currently taking care of a sick young son in a hospital in the United States. Another example is Qihai’s younger brother. Sudden serious illness years ago, Qi Haixue has been living alone since then.

However, knowing these superficial things is still of no help to Beicun's home visit.Qi Haixue who can let her parents stay in the country with peace of mind, live independently for two years, and has excellent grades and good conduct-the real problem is not here.

She is not the kind of person who gives up on herself because of family problems, withdraws from herself, or goes on an extreme path.On the contrary, compared to children of the same age, this guy is too sensible.

Because I am strong enough, I can solve everything on my own. I have never had the idea of ​​relying on others, and even have a resistance to other people's initiative to show kindness, and I am not used to receiving kindness and care.I don’t chase stars, I don’t follow fashion, I don’t watch boring TV shows, I don’t go to dance halls and other places, I just live my life on my own, and I take every step seriously, going forward...

Good enough but not good at interacting with people?Such a top student can easily give people an impression of aloofness.I heard that when she was in Takeshi Junior High, she was excluded by girls in her class... Kitamura frowned slightly.

The Japanese society is like this. It is best for everyone to obey the surrounding environment, paint various protective colors on themselves, and find a place to live and work in a group with a high degree of uniformity.Guys like Qi Haixue seem to be well-behaved enough on the surface, but in fact they seem to be maverick.

Excellent, competent, firm, independent, simple yet powerful... Even if Nanami Xue has never provoked her, her mere existence will make those who have no power in their hearts look cowardly and superficial like cowards.Especially those immature little ghosts in the country, isolating a person is like a popular game, there is no need for any reason...

Kitamura sighed secretly.

Although Qihai has been paying attention to him since the beginning of school because of the special reasons of Qihai's family, he is always excluded by Qihai intentionally or unintentionally, and cannot get close.With great difficulty, the arrangement of the summer tuition and the cultural festival made that guy cheerful, but...in the class, it seems that she has no real friends.

Moreover, there are signs that the little guy has encountered troubles in love recently, and the other party is actually a delinquent senior boy or something...

It's really... so nerve-wracking...

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Seeing Qihai walking over with a tea tray, Beicun's temples immediately began to ache secretly—what should I do for this home visit...

"There is only barley tea at home, please don't dislike it, Mr. Beicun." Qi Hai made the tea expressionlessly, "You drink it first, and I will prepare some snacks."

"Ah, thank you, don't bother." After taking the barley tea, Beicun warmed his hands and said, "Qihai, sit down. Let's talk."

Qi Haixue sat down as she said, put her hands on her knees neatly together, and lowered her eyes without saying a word.

"Hmm...you don't have to keep a straight face! Ahaha..." Beicun laughed dryly with a headache, "Well, you did well in this exam. The teachers of all subjects are praising you!"

"Where, it's all the teachers who teach well." Qi Hai bowed slightly, still expressionless.

"...Ah, that's right! Speaking of which, Nanami, you have such good grades, you must choose to go to higher education in the future, right? How is it? Have you considered which university to go to?"

"I haven't thought about it yet."

"Uh, that's it..." The conversation couldn't go on at all!

"...Besides, whether to go to school or work, it can't be decided now." Unexpectedly, Qihai continued to talk.

"Oh? Could it be that classmate Qi Hai has such excellent grades, yet she is ready to work after graduation? It is a pity that she is so eager to work when she can enter a very good university." Kitamura tentatively asked.

"There's nothing to be sorry about." Qihai said calmly, "The reason why my grades are good is not because of my outstanding talents. On the contrary, I know that my talents are mediocre, and I am not smart. I just have to work harder than others. .”

Filling up barley tea for Beicun and herself, Qihai continued to talk: "I don't have any dreams that I want to realize, and I don't have any outstanding talents in other fields, and I don't even have a favorite subject. A good university should choose a major that is easy to get a job, right?"

"Not necessarily so." Beicun couldn't help but said, "How old are you? Why do you speak like an old man? Hobbies or talents, what major do you like, what job do you want in the future...whether it's a dream or a goal, these are all You can slowly explore and try, and think carefully. You have just started, don't look down on yourself too much!"

Qihai smiled gratefully: "Thank you, Teacher Beicun..."

"Hmm, you're welcome." Beicun was a little embarrassed to be thanked so frankly, "Besides, your family is not difficult, so why are you in such a hurry to work?"

"..."

"What? Is there really any difficulty?" Kitamura asked suspiciously.

No, look at this single-family house, look at the latest expensive air conditioner, and a double-door refrigerator... It doesn't look like a family with financial difficulties.

"No matter what problem you have, you can talk to the teacher. If you don't say something about some problems, you can't solve them by yourself." Kitamura leaned slightly, looking straight into Qihai's eyes sincerely, "Try to rely on the adults Come on, Nanami."

Touched, Qihai looked up at Beicun, but still didn't speak.

"In the end...what are you worried about?"

As if she had made up her mind, Qi Hai put down the teacup in her hand and said hesitantly, "...I have a younger brother who is sick and has been receiving treatment abroad for the past two years."

"Well, I know. That's why your mother quit her job to take care of him abroad."

"Yes." Qihai nodded slightly, "In the first six months, my mother resigned, and my father had to take a long vacation to help at home... Once in order to make up for medical expenses, our family's life was very embarrassing. Once in order to make up for our country For the school trip expenses, my mother sold all the TV sets without telling me."

Wushi Junior High School is a well-known private school in the county, and various fees are expensive.Beicun only sighed when he heard the words.

Qihai was fascinated to look at the position of the TV cabinet, and now there was a row of potted plants on it——since that incident happened, Qihai stubbornly refused to participate in group projects that required activity funds.Even after the situation at home improved, she refused to buy another TV, so the top of the TV cabinet was always empty, Qihai regarded it as a sign of self-reminder, and dared not forget it.

"Shunhoku is a public high school, and the burden is much easier. However, universities are different. Even if you can apply for scholarships for many subjects, the expenses are still very high. Although the family's situation has improved a lot, and my brother's condition has stabilized, but people like this I don’t know when I will be able to fully recover from my stubborn illness... No matter what, I want to share some with my family..."

The thin figure of his father that he saw during the summer vacation appeared in Qihai's mind... In addition, he also had a heart problem recently. Although the doctor said that there is no serious problem for the time being, but with his younger brother's previous record of suddenly falling ill, Qihai couldn't help it. cast a shadow.

"...Because of this, I am still not sure whether it is for further education or employment."

Qihai finished speaking in a low voice, thought for a while and added: "Besides, even if you graduate from high school and come out to work, you can't stop studying. If, if I find the dream I want to realize later, through It doesn’t matter whether it’s an adult exam or a part-time job to earn tuition, I will work hard to achieve it! In short...no matter which path I choose in the future, I will always work hard in my studies and will not let up. Please rest assured, Mr. Kitamura.”

After stumbling and finishing what she had been holding back in her heart, Qi Haixue let out a long breath, blushing with embarrassment and lowering her head.

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Ahh... this child... is really too caring.

Beicun's eyes couldn't help softening, he stretched out his hand and rubbed Qihai's hair: "You child..." Why don't you think more about your own affairs... Being too sensible is also a problem...

"Teacher Beicun?" Qihai asked doubtfully with her rumpled hair.

"Don't think about it so much." Beicun paused, and said in a deep voice, "These things are not something you should think about as a 15-year-old child."

"Teacher Kitamura...?"

"Please trust your family." Beicun put his hand on Qihai's shoulder, "You also said that the family situation is much better now, and my brother's condition has stabilized, right?"

"Huh? Yes."

"Yeah." Kitamura nodded, "Do you know what this means?"

"Explain... what?"

"The improvement of the family economy shows that your father is working hard, making a lot of money to support the family to pay for medical expenses, and try his best to compensate you materially. I hope you live comfortably." Beicun pointed to the newly added air conditioner and refrigerator Said, "Your brother's condition is stable, which means that your mother is trying her best to take good care of your brother, and your brother himself is also desperately trying to get himself back to health as soon as possible - each of them is doing his duty in his own field. Work hard—you, too, have your own responsibilities.”

"my responsibility……?"

"That's right! Your responsibility is not to think too much, take good care of yourself, live seriously, and——enjoy your life." Beicun said seriously, "I think you've actually done a good job in the previous points. Well, this has relieved a lot of burden for your parents. But you will worry your family if you are not happy, so try to make yourself happy! Enjoy your life in high school!"

Beicun took a deep breath, and slightly slowed down his tone: "Qihai, don't take the responsibility of adults on yourself prematurely. You are just a child, try to trust and rely on adults..." No need Stuck with everything in his heart, Beicun patted her on the shoulder distressedly.

"Are you dependent...?"

"Kids, just do what kids should do! What you need to worry about now is that the homework is so difficult, you don't want to review your friend's quarrel, and whether he likes me or not, and other girlish issues!" Kitamura couldn't help it. He roared angrily, "Just be a normal kid for me!"

"Pfft..." Qihai laughed, "Ms. Kitamura... It seems that the problems of these girls... are not something I would consider."

"Huh? Then what are you thinking about? Let me think about it... [The homework is too easy and easy, and the exam is so boring. Do you want to summon up the courage to ask your friends to go shopping together today? Boys are so strange, they don't understand at all!] --so?"

"Ahaha..." Qihai was amused by Beicun's funny look, "I don't have one!"

You obviously have it... Especially the [Boys are so weird and don't understand at all], it's a true portrayal of you!Kitamura silently slandered.God knows how an innocent and pure girl like you was brought up... Recalling Qihai's question "what's going on in the minds of boys of this age" asked by Qihai in the office, Beicun is almost the same as the head.

"Anyway, don't be too hard on yourself. Whether it's your parents or your younger brother, what they want most is that you can be happy. So why not be selfish? Try to enjoy high school life! Pay some hardcore Going to sing, go shopping, watch movies, and fall in love! Participate in various club activities, and work hard to find your interests and talents!"

"Yes."

"If you have anything, just ask the teacher to help you. You...try to rely on adults and friends." Kitamura stretched out his hand to comb Qihai's hair clumsily, and finally concluded his statement, "Okay, today's home visit will be That's it. Nanami-san, do you have any questions?"

"No, not anymore." Nanami smiled and shook her head, "Thank you... Teacher Kitamura."

"You're welcome~! This is what I should do!" Kitamura grinned happily.