[Comprehensive fear] Borrow your life

"Yezi, do you know about cultural control?" Yan Ye looked at her deskmate with big ignorant eyes, and asked herself expectantly as she lay on the desk she shared with her like a dog.

"I know. It is the policy adopted by the state to restrict the production and dissemination of bad culture, which was implemented the year we were born."

"Wow! That's great, I like Ye Zi the most in the encyclopedia. You even figured out the year." The tablemate looked at Ye Zi adoringly like countless times before.

What a pity, I hate your ignorance the most.This poor tablemate doesn't know at all what kind of noble and glamorous heart Ye Zi has.Still, the latter compliment served her well.Although even primary school students know about this policy in this day and age, Yan Ye is probably the only first-grade student who knows the starting year.

The reason is simple, this is the news that Yan Ye "heard" before she was born.

At that time, she was basically formed, but she didn't have such a thing as hearing.

But everything in the outside world seems to be detected by something, and converted into information and stored in her brain, which is called a computer.This metaphor is not an exaggeration, given enough time, she can even repeat all the words her mother said during pregnancy, as well as conversations with others.

Since before she was born, she has been automatically collecting all the information around her, but her little head unexpectedly didn't produce any load.Through the acquisition of knowledge and information in the later period, she knew that this was abnormal, and if she said it, she would be regarded as a freak.

"I have paid attention to this aspect." So, she just perfunctory her deskmate like this.

But this matter has been shrouded in her heart, until her mother came to pick her up in a car, she showed a smile in cooperation, so that she continued to look like an ordinary happy and reassuring child.

A child who worries his mother is not a good child.Little she understood this prematurely.So much so that the mother was so worried that she wondered if she was too careless about her children, and started driving to pick them up in person a few months ago.

Finally the performance was over, she sat on the co-pilot next to her and continued to think about the question that had troubled her for a long time.

Cultural regulation is there for a reason, and it's vaguely about itself.

This is not arrogance, but her brain, which is usually only responsible for collecting information, gave her such a feeling.For her powerful brain, she has always trusted blindly for no reason.She has been thinking about the connection between the two since she was young.

Speaking of which, she wasn't able to receive information as soon as she took shape.When she was able to receive information at first, that is, when she had her own consciousness, she first understood her own situation: it has been a long time since the basic formation.

A few weeks after this, all kinds of news about murder and murder were frequently broadcast on TV. It seemed that they were depressed because they watched such-and-such TV, such-and-such movies, or certain-and-such novels, or got corresponding murderous thoughts. type.At that time, people in the society were in panic, so the government introduced a policy, which was cultural control: all cultural products involving murder were not allowed to be created and disseminated.

Ye Zi didn't know much about these political things, and then she took advantage of the teacher's convenience to read some commentary articles before she got a general idea.

Many people commented that this cultural control was immature, hasty, and should be criticized and abolished.But more people think it is a conspiracy.

Because investigating the data at that time will reveal that it was not the outbreak of homicide cases that year, but the media reported a large number of such news, and some even did not hesitate to mislead and fabricate it.The state knew about these things but did not stop them, but took great pains to carry out cultural control. This is enough to show that this kind of media guidance is the meaning of the top.This is even a worldwide conspiracy, because other countries have implemented cultural control before or after, and of course the policies are different.

Some good people even listed the control categories of various countries, and came to an astonishing conclusion that Ye Zi only understood: Horror films are banned all over the world.

Except for other cultural products other than horror films, there are always countries that have less stringent control.Only horror films are destroyed in any country and their distribution and creation are absolutely prohibited.A large number of horror film lovers are unable to find even a single disc, nor can they find any related film sources on the Internet.They can only satisfy their greed through text communication on the Internet.Some people even wanted to take pictures themselves, but those people were caught and put in prison, so no one dared to take pictures of such extremely taboo things anymore.

After this conclusion was drawn, it didn't get much recognition. Everyone couldn't believe that the whole world would go to war for such a small horror movie.It can be said that this worldwide film ban action can almost move the world by being elected.Never before has a policy been implemented so uniformly, so quickly, efficiently, thoroughly, or even worldwide, as this time.

If it is really just to ban horror films, then this world is really too absurd.

Ye Zi didn't understand this, she just caught the three words "horror film" in front of her.

Horror movies related to yourself?Her brain doesn't seem to object to that conclusion.

She temporarily kept this important conclusion in her head, and then chatted with her mother with a smile, "excitedly" talking about what she had seen and heard during the day, so that her mother would not mistake her for a taciturn child.Knowing that being silent can cause a lot of trouble is the result of her brain analyzing what happens to the children around her.

Such a pretense did not tire her.She will do whatever is necessary.

She gently took out the small handkerchief her mother bought for herself, and wiped the sweat from her forehead after a day of exhaustion, and successfully saw her mother's gratified expression.

She was very happy to see such a mother, and felt that this feeling was very good, and this feeling was the only thing worth looking forward to in her daily information-based life.She expects more of this feeling, and she expects her mother to be happier, so that she will be happier too.

According to the statistical data of their own class and several neighboring classes, about 80.00% of those parents hope that their children will do well in the exam and have a good future, about 5.00% hope that their children will make friends at school, and the rest It doesn't matter, as long as the child is happy.These data are obtained through the complaints of the children and the nagging of the parents. I dare not say whether it is correct or not, and Ye Zi doesn't want to think too much about it.

In Ye Zi’s view, these three expectations do not conflict.

Ye Zi passed the exam = people with poor grades in the class will ask her = can make friends = meet 90.00% of mother’s expectations = mother will be happy basically = Ye Zi is also happy = the child is happy, satisfy the last 5.00% = mother is [-]% happy = Leaf will definitely be happier.

Ye Zi smiled and listed these formulas in her head, and came to a conclusion that only she knew:

Be a prodigy if you have to.

Such an arrogant conclusion, only Ye Zi can draw and practice it without any pressure.

The strange thing is that when setting this goal, Ye Zi actually had that wonderful feeling of enjoyment again, which is different from being happy, maybe it should be regarded as anticipation?

This feeling of anticipation lasted until the next day.

She went to school by car with her mother, because she had to catch up with her mother to go to work, so both of them got up earlier, before dawn.

"Yezi, when you get to school, obey the teacher obediently and don't be naughty." This is not because of how naughty Yezi is, but a habitual worry of the parents.When saying this, Ye Zi's mother just turned her head slightly, and did not take her eyes off the road.

"You say it as if I'm naughty..." Ye Zi felt a little helpless towards such words, and felt the urge to cover her ears every time she heard it.

Hearing the childish words, the adults were suddenly amused and laughed, but at this moment, tragedy happened.

There was a dull crashing sound in the car, and a pool of blood was splashed on the front window—the mother hit someone.

Mom didn't act right away, she seemed to be hesitating.But Ye Zi couldn't see this kind of hesitation, nor could she read the complexity in the adults' eyes and their inner considerations.

She just took the initiative to play the role of her good child: "Mom, the teacher taught us to call the police if we hit someone."

She herself thought so too.This was advocated by teachers and the society, and the traffic law information that was accidentally loaded into her brain told her so.She also thinks that people should not be left alone.So when she said this sentence, she was so truthful, innocent, and expectant.

She expects her mother to save people between life and death like a big hero on TV.

Any mother would not refuse such a child's request and expectation, right?So Ye Zi's mother nodded, opened the car door, and told her not to get down, so as not to cause psychological shadows on the child seeing the tragic situation outside.

Ye Zi stayed in the car silently like this, and waited until the ambulance came and the person was sent away, and the terrible morning ended after all kinds of noise outside.

Ye Zi's mood this day was disturbed by the car accident.

She subconsciously did not realize the seriousness of the car accident.But the TV she usually watched made her somewhat worried about the person who was hit, but not so worried about her mother.

Mom did the right thing, didn't break the law, didn't make any mistakes, so there won't be any problems.She simply believed that no matter how powerful and complex her brain was, she was just a simple child.

She had no idea that the impact of the car accident would be so great.

The person who was hit was an old man who was exercising in the morning.

Because he insisted on exercising, his body was still strong, and he survived such a blow, but lay half dead on the hospital bed.

All kinds of medical expenses are naturally paid by Ye Zi's mother.The two sides did not get too entangled on this point, and reached a consensus very readily.

But no one expected that the medical expenses would be continuous, and even the family members of the patient could not have imagined that the old man had never been able to stay away from the hospital bed.

Ye Zi's life suddenly became difficult, and later it was even difficult...