[Comprehensive fear] Borrow your life

Compared to Alice, Will was more angry at the fact that his daughter was being watched.

In order to appease Will's anger and continue the cooperation between the two parties, CCG readily handed over all the videos to Will, and promised not to let such a thing happen again.Of course, the two sides have been arguing for a long time, and it will be nine days after the video tape is in hand.

Naturally, Will didn't have time to watch it, and this involved Alice's sex, so he shouldn't invite people to watch it with great fanfare.So Alice took these records over.

"Then let's watch it together, the three of us. Remember to find the kind of person who can't remember the face at a glance. If you find it, cut it off." Alice divided several volumes of records evenly among those who were idle. Li Lian and Kaneki Ken.

The three already knew each other's secrets and stood on the united front.But Li Lian still couldn't help pouting and complaining: "I still wanted to go out on vacation and have fun, but I suddenly became your free labor. Although I know that sister, you are very beautiful, I will feel tired after watching too much."

"Well, I'm fine, just leave these to me." Kaneki Ken took the initiative to ask for work shyly.

Eventually, the three-person action turned into two.

"Lilian, he seems to like his peers very much." After watching the video boredly until noon, Kaneki Ken suddenly broke the silent environment, "I sometimes go to his school and find that he really plays with those people. So happy. It’s like it’s all a precious gift.”

Lillian never seemed impatient, never offended by occasional malice from his peers, as if it was something he should cherish dearly.Lilian cared for the friendship of her peers like a treasure.

Ken Kaneki thinks of his friend, who is also of the same age, and also likes to play, study and do things with him very much.But all this faded away after he became a ghoul.He almost ate the shadow of his friend, and the fact that he was already a ghoul made him realize that he should keep a distance from this friend, even though he didn't want to see this situation.

"Yeah, he hadn't been able to play with his peers before because of his poor health. So I let him go straight away, but you have to work hard for it." Alice looked at the stereotyped street scenes and stretched out boredly. Slack, I admire the patience of the people who took these pictures, "I suddenly worried about whether there are any parts that should not be photographed."

"Eh?" Kaneki Ken was startled when he heard this, turned his head suddenly, and looked suspiciously at Alice who was sitting on the sofa beside him watching "TV".But immediately, as if he had realized something, Kaneki Ken blushed suddenly, "That, that—shouldn't be there. I'm very sorry, but I still don't want to watch it."

Ken Kaneki frantically paused the picture on his side, lowered his head in embarrassment, and couldn't see Alice's half-smile expression at all.

"Then, go find your friends, or go to the antique coffee shop where you used to stay." Alice already knew about the antique coffee shop.

But it wasn't Kaneki Ken who leaked it, but she herself discovered that those people with particularly high numbers of lives were ghouls.This is of course, no matter how stupid she is, she will never fail to realize that the ghoul that was killed back then also had a very high number of lives, just like Kaneki Ken.

She has a new understanding of fate.Perhaps for human beings, the number of fate represents whether the person can bear to die, and only when the number of fate reaches one can he experience death, which was all accidents before.As for the ghouls, this number represents his endurance, and he will lose a life every time he is injured.As long as the blow reaches the point of killing, no matter how many lives there are, they will die directly.This is not a definite conclusion, it can only be regarded as her expectation.

And now, it is also her expectation that Kaneki Ken can enjoy a special day.

Kaneki Ken couldn't shirk it, and couldn't stay here to help, so he had to follow Alice's suggestion and leave the company.For him, this is Alice's kindness and a rare opportunity for him to relax: the research team of the original protection-umbrella company that Will took over is very strong, and they have actually developed a method that allows Ken Kaneki to eat like a human for a short time. It is said that the medicine is only effective for the first time, and today happened to be the first trial.

After many days, he can finally have a meal with his friends as a person, and he can finally taste the taste of human food.Although after today, he will return to the state of ghouls again.

He didn't know, Alice was more emotional than him.She is not a ghoul, and cannot understand Jin Muken's pain, but she will feel sorry for him for no reason, and is sincerely happy that he can be a person at this moment, just like a long-cherished wish.This strange feeling has no source, but it doesn't make her feel disgusted.

Such a wonderful time, such a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity should not be wasted here watching such boring scenes, but should be left for him to do what he wants to do most.As for what she wanted to do most, she had no interest.

It's just that suddenly there was only one person left, and the room was too quiet.

Alice turned up the volume of the video, watched it alone, and continued to capture the picture, trying to find the figure of death.

Her eyes were always so calm, and her whole body was as quiet as a sculpture.She was engrossed in watching the video, where she was always like that, alone.

Even with the bell tone or bodyguards following her, she still looks like a person.She can be modest and polite, can talk to people gently, and can look like an ordinary girl.But she has no friends, and she has been consciously or unconsciously keeping a psychological distance from others.From the very beginning, she had no friends.

She has always been such a person, has lived safely until now, and has always regarded the people around her as a storehouse of fate in order to continue to live.She never wanted to be friends with these people, and she maintained a status of "knowing" everyone except her family.

At first, it was because of her unlucky physique that the people around her were alienated and disgusted with her.At that time, she had just recovered from the car accident, and it was the time to build her own character. The alienation of other people made her realize the distance between people prematurely.

Later, it just became a habit. She was used to keeping a distance, and she was used to hiding in her own safe range and not approaching other people.

Too bad she never found that to be morbid.Until today, when she chanced to examine her life from the perspective of a bystander, she realized that she was such a lonely person.

He would never find other people to accompany him on the street, and even Lingyin followed him obstinately.Going to school is just to say hello to other people, I have never had a deep relationship, even the time I went to the antique coffee shop was just to hand over the set of books to Yue Shanxi...

For the first time, she clearly realized that she was lonely, especially now that she was alone.This fact made her a little surprised and a little disappointed, but that was all.And finding out you're alone isn't such a bad thing.

Since you are lonely, since you have no friends, let's find friends.There is no need to worry about it at all, no need to think about it.It's really unnecessary to worry about the past that you can't do anything about.

She won't worry about an unnecessary thing for too long, the most important thing she should do now is to find out the god of death lurking beside her.

In the end, she found a total of 31 people who had no fate and forgot their faces after seeing them.

This is really a shocking number, and what is even more shocking is that there are men and women among them. This makes Alice, who has always thought that Reaper is a man, but can change her image a little bit unacceptable.

Added to this is an amazing shot in which a couple walk side by side behind Alice.And these two people have no fate, they are both gods of death who are forgotten after seeing them!

This completely broke Alice's previous speculation and imagination about death.

She couldn't help doubting herself, could it be that these people are actually another kind of creature that she doesn't know, rather than the god of death?Otherwise, it doesn't make sense for two gods of death to appear as husband and wife and walk down the street together.

The more she thought about it, the more headache she gave Will to investigate the photos of these 31 people.Today's task was finally completed, and she spent a day fast-forwarding to watch her life for a few days.

Not surprisingly, these people should be the same as last time, they are all dead people who died a long time ago.It may also have died not long ago, such as the man who gave the ghouls directions.If this is the case, it would be terrible, all the dead will become gods of death... How can the living live with peace of mind?

What is even more frightening is that the god of death has been following her by changing his identity every day.It's no wonder Shinigami is so aware of the situation between himself and Kaneki Ken.

"Why didn't you show up? Is there any special reason?" Alice pursed her lips, lost in thought.

When her thinking was fruitless and she finally gave up, she found that it was already dark outside the window, and she had been stuck here for too long.

The day passed.She suddenly and intuitively realized this, without sadness or joy.

Tomorrow, let's have dinner together with my classmates.

When she fell asleep on the sofa arranged by the company, she was thinking silently.

Vaguely, she seemed to feel that something warm was added to her body, enveloping her like a hot spring, making her feel warm from the bottom of her heart.She slowly opened her eyes, only to find that someone was taking something out.

"What's wrong?" Alice saw at a glance that it was Kaneki Ken.

"I made something to eat myself, but I saw you were sleeping." Kaneki Ken was taken aback, turned around and sat back beside Alice, and put the things in his hand on the table.

Alice unceremoniously opened the well-packed round box and found that it was a handmade cake, evidenced by the distorted cream flowers.

"That—it's also one of the reasons why it wasn't done well." Ken Kaneki scratched his head in embarrassment, "Although this is the first time I did it. Ying also said he would do it, but it turned out like this."

"Why did you think of making a cake for me?" Alice didn't allow Kaneki Ken to answer and added a few more questions, "How long did it take you to go out from here? How long did it take you and your friend named Ying to make cakes? When you came back How long did it take? Do you really still have a way to enjoy your long-lost time as a human being?"

Here again, this distressed feeling.Alice found that she was really unusual for Kaneki Ken, always easy to be moved by him, and always easy to feel sorry for him in this regard.Thinking that this might be the only day he would ever be able to return to being a human, she felt that it was not worth it for him to waste this day and not enjoy this rare day with her friends at all.She hoped that Kaneki Ken could forget everything and do what she wanted to do most instead of doing anything for her.

"I just want to thank you, Alice." Kaneki Ken no longer dodged this time, looked straight at Alice, and answered her question sincerely, "Thank you is my heart as a human being, to do this Cake, Ying and I are happy too. I feel like I've been enjoying the time."

"Before today, before I met you, I never thought that I would taste the taste of human food again. It's just been so long that I have forgotten that cake is sweet and curry is spicy... …So I am very touched that I can have the opportunity to recall the taste of these humans again. So I will make this while I have not lost my ability to taste cakes." Kaneki Ken's gaze has been so soft, in the dizzy light After dyeing it, his whole body seemed to be exuding brilliance, "Although I am a bit self-righteous, for me, Alice is also an irreplaceable friend."

When she heard the last sentence, Alice almost thought she was hallucinating.

Golden wood cherub?Alice suddenly thought of this word, and burst out laughing.She couldn't figure out where the word came from, and why she called Jin Muyan that way.But these are not important anymore, she doesn't want to think about these strange and unreasonable things.

For her, Jin Muyan has only one identity - a friend who makes her feel warm from the bottom of her heart.

"I'm going to Tokyo tomorrow, Lilian is going to buy Nagato Yuki's figure, then I can also go with him to buy a lot of "Tokyo Ghoul" comics and a big Kaneki little angel doll La! Just write it down, never forget it!"

——Written on a certain page of note paper that has disappeared with the distortion of the world.

Even though Kaneki Ken is already a friend, Alice's dinner plan is still not cancelled.

It was too abrupt to invite a large group of people to a dinner party all of a sudden, so Alice invited a girl next to her to play table tennis—the only kind of ball that both of them knew.

It is said that this is Alice's hometown - China's national football. In major sports events, Chinese players have an absolute advantage in this sport.

As a Chinese, Alice also seems to have inherited this point. From childhood to adulthood, apart from the shooting that has been taught by a special person and practiced hard, only table tennis is unmatched by anyone.But today, the competition between her and this classmate can't be done like this. Today is to let the classmate vent.

Although she has no friends, she can read people's faces and pay attention to her surroundings.Recently, this friend's gloomy face was as conspicuous as the dark clouds in the sky, making it difficult for Alice not to notice.And recently there are bad rumors about her circulating in the class.

Sure enough, as soon as he made a move, the classmate dealt an extremely sharp blow.

In the beginning, she couldn't have an absolute advantage, otherwise the other party would find it boring.Alice analyzed rationally, caught the ball perfectly, and returned the same sharp blow.The students who had been weak all this time got a little bit of interest and began to fight seriously.

At the end of the fight, the two of them were really moving. Under the adjustment of the movement, the classmate who had vented finally showed a sincere smile.

The two of them slumped on the table tennis seats together, panting desperately, as if they would suffocate immediately if they didn't.

"I said, Alice," said the classmate, gasping for breath, "we—seem—forgot—an important thing."

"I know." Alice said with some difficulty, "I forgot to keep score."

"Hahahaha!" The two laughed together, which resulted in a good cough.

Finally, they managed to adjust their breath, but the two of them didn't say anything else, they just sat on the chairs and watched other people's games.

Alice hopes to make friends with this classmate, but asking her to play is really just to help her vent.So Alice didn't take this opportunity to say anything more to the other party.

She vented and achieved her goal, so don't do anything that makes this matter no longer pure.It was as if I had deliberately aimed at the psychological weakness of this classmate to achieve my impure purpose.The other party must also not want any impure things to exist in the relationship between the two of them just like her.

But sometimes, there are some most intimate things that people can't tell their parents, and they can't tell their friends and girlfriends, but they can talk about them in front of unfamiliar people.

Alice obviously ran into this situation.The students didn't stay quiet for long before falling into the mode of revealing their thoughts.

"I fell in love with a senior from the Toyo University near our school." She still seemed a little uneasy, and after she finished speaking, she looked at Alice uneasily, as if asking Alice for her opinion.

"Hmm..." Alice said that she was listening and could not comment for the time being.

"Anyway, I knocked out a child..."

Hey, this span is a bit big!Alice was taken aback.

"And it's all because of that vixen! It's been almost two months since I aborted the child, but that senior has been fooling around with that girl and never cared about me at all. I——don't know what to do." The classmate was talking and crying in pain, "You can laugh at me to your heart's content, anyway, I don't care about anything anymore."

Alice finally understood where the bad rumors about this classmate started during this period of time.And that vixen, if the rumors are correct, should be Tomie Kawakami.

The author has something to say: By the way, tomorrow is September [-]st... the general public is going to start school, so am I! 【Success!

So from tomorrow onwards, please forgive me if there are occasional interruptions!

Regarding this chapter, I personally finished writing it with a kind of back-and-forth *: I wanted to write something more detailed, but it still didn’t feel like those delicate texts, so I knelt down.

Tomie Kawakami, who appeared at the end, struggled for a while and decided to add it, but he will not write "Tomie" immediately, and it still belongs to the ghoul volume for the time being.