Xueshen forces me to wear women's clothes every day

The night was very cold, Shen Xin was wearing Gu Tingpei's sportswear, standing at the gate of the school district to take a taxi.

"I'll see you off." Gu Tingpei said.

"No, it's too late, you have to attend morning self-study tomorrow, unlike me, I can be late, Fang Fang can scold me at most."

Shen Xin looked at the map of the taxi app, which showed that the driver was almost at the pick-up point.

"Can you do it alone?"

"Of course. I'm in tracksuit now, so safe."

Gu Tingpei frowned: "The bad guys don't care what you wear."

"Are you underestimating me, I can hit ten of them."

Gu Tingpei showed suspicion.

Seeing the car arrived, Shen Xin opened the back seat and sat in, waved to Gu Tingpei from the car window, "Go home quickly."

The driver asked routinely: "It's the passenger with tail number 8537, is the destination Lucuo right?"

"Yes."

Shen Xin rolled up the window, the driver started the car, the door was suddenly opened, and Gu Tingpei sat up.

"I'd better send you off."

Shen Xin who was pushed aside: "..."

I always feel like I'm being treated like a child...

When he got home, Shen Xin took out the key to open the door and went in, only to find that grandma was sleeping in the rocking chair in the yard, covered with a thin blanket.

Shen Xin was taken aback: "Why are you sleeping here!" He walked over quickly, shook grandma's shoulder, and said, "Grandma, wake up, don't sleep here, you'll catch a cold."

Grandma opened her eyes in a daze and saw who was coming: "How did you get in?"

Shen Xin was a little puzzled: "I opened the door with a key and came in."

Grandma said again: "Are you colleagues of Ah Hong?"

Shen Xin paused suddenly, his fingers froze, and he stared at grandma in disbelief. After a long time, he hesitated and said, "Grandma, you...are you sleepy?"

Grandma rubbed her eyes and glanced at the clock on the wall: "Xiao Xin is sick, Ah Hong took him to the hospital, and he won't be back by this time..."

Shen Xin's pupils trembled for a moment, and he stared at grandma intently. After an unknown amount of time, the whole quilt seemed to be crushed by something suddenly, presenting a slumped arc.

Gu Tingpei stepped forward and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

"Ah Hong, it's my mother's name." Shen Xin took a deep breath, and then slowly exhaled, "When I was five years old, I had a serious illness. My mother took me to the hospital, and grandma waited for me in the yard. night."

After Gu Tingpei heard it, his face became serious, but he soon returned to normal. He bent down and said softly to his grandma, "You don't know us?"

Grandma shook her head.

Gu Tingpei looked back at Shen Xin, then turned around again: "We are Ah Hong's colleagues, Xiao Xin is fine, but the doctor still ordered us to stay in the hospital for observation, Ah Hong asked us to tell you to sleep first, Don't wait any longer."

"Oh..." Grandma said in a daze, "Xiao Xin is fine, as long as he is fine. I dare not sleep, for fear that Ah Hong might not have enough money and the hospital will not treat her."

Only then did they realize that grandma was clutching an old cloth tightly in her hand, wrapped with a few crumpled change.

Shen Xin only felt that a hand was strangling his chest, and even his breathing became difficult.

He stood there blankly, the blood all over his body was cold, and his mind seemed to freeze for a moment.

Gu Tingpei calmly helped grandma stand up and walked into the bedroom slowly.

After a while, he came out of grandma's room and saw Shen Xin still maintaining the same posture just now, squatting beside the rocking chair, motionless.

Gu Tingpei stepped forward and knelt down opposite him.

"Grandmother... must have been sleepy... How could she not recognize me? It will be better tomorrow morning, right?"

Shen Xin lowered her hands to the ground, unconsciously pulling out the weeds in the crevices of the stone.

Gu Tingpei stretched out his hand without saying a word, and hooked his fingers around the opponent's fingers. Feeling the coldness of the opponent's fingers, he opened his palm slightly, and then wrapped the opponent's hand completely.

"This weekend, let's take grandma to see it." His voice was calm and powerful, with the effect of some kind of sedative, "It may be Alzheimer's disease, it's okay, I will accompany you."

"No need." Shen Xin said shortly.

It is the words of refusal.

He spoke quickly, and he didn't dare to utter a trace of breath, because he was afraid that if he said one more word, he would reveal how scared he was.

Gu Tingpei looked at his watch, it was 12:30, he said: "Take a hot bath, then go to bed, don't think about anything, be obedient."

"You go." Shen Xin said quickly, "I'm fine."

He kept his head down all the time, bangs covered his face, Gu Tingpei couldn't see his expression, so he had to give up: "Then I'll go back."

"Well, be careful on the road."

Shen Xin felt the temperature of his fingers recede, and the person in front of him stood up and walked towards the door.

He opened his mouth and breathed heavily, he had to be strong, he wanted to take care of grandma, grandma only had him, and he had only grandma.

It doesn't matter if it is really Alzheimer's disease, he will be with grandma, it doesn't matter if grandma really forgets him, he can take care of grandma in another capacity.

I just hope that day will come a little slower, and a little slower...

He thought he was mentally prepared, but he wasn't.

At this moment, he hated himself for being cowardly and for not being strong enough.

Suddenly, footsteps sounded behind him, and he was pulled up by a force and fell into a warm embrace.

"Xiao Xin, are you afraid?"

Gu Tingpei didn't leave, he kept watching him from behind.

Shen Xin grabbed his clothes and broke down, "Scared! I'm scared! I'm not strong at all! I can't do it... I don't want anything to happen to grandma... I'm just a useless coward... My life It's a puddle of mud, I can't climb out..."

Gu Tingpei felt the wetness in his chest, put his big hand on the back of his head, and hugged him tightly: "Xiao Xin, your life is a puddle of mud, you can't crawl out, why don't you try to give me your hand, I will pull you out , let's go up together, shall we?"

Shen Xin panted heavily, his mind was buzzing, he whimpered, raised his head, and looked at Gu Tingpei blankly: "Go up..."

"You said that if grandma had an accident, you would have no expectations for your life." Gu Tingpei held his face and gently wiped it with his thumb, "Then can I be your new expectation in life?"