Red Mansion: He Doesn't Want to Bend

Lin Hai looked at him quietly, without anger, nor did he try to persuade him in a hurry.He got up and stood by the window, and stretched out his hand to push the window open.It snowed all night outside, and a thick layer was accumulated on the ground. From time to time, the sound of a boy sweeping the snow, with a swish and a hiss, seemed to be sweeping in the heart, causing a dull pain.

Lin Jue turned his head to look, his father was a literati, his back was not as generous as that of a military commander, but he also held up the sky.Gein has a spine.

"Father..." He was always able to speak eloquently, but this time he was speechless and unable to speak.

Lin Hai said slowly: "There have been some rumors outside recently, I thought it was groundless. I met the Supreme Emperor yesterday, and the Supreme Emperor mentioned a few words, but it shocked me. Your mother and I only kept you alone in the early years. Son, I only thought that my children were unmarried and had high expectations for you. You have been smart since you were young, and you have changed the world early. You don’t have to worry about everything from being able to read and write, to studying and taking exams. Zijing, you have always reassured your parents..."

Lin Jue sat up straight and turned her head back.Lin Hai's voice resounded behind him, piercing his heart like thousands of needles. "My son has let my father and mother down. This is my fault. If possible, my son would like to reassure his parents. He will gain fame, marry a wife and have children, and honor his ancestors..." There seemed to be something choked in his throat, and he spoke like that difficult. "It's really a beautiful life. Before I met him, my son wanted to live like this. It's just that that person is the evil star of fate. Now that I have met him, I can't avoid it anymore."

"You are for... that..." After all, you are the respect of the prince, even if you are not allowed to speak out your name.He said vaguely, and then said: "For that person, I have to abandon your parents, abandon your sister and younger brother, and go to the border for thousands of miles, how can I bear it?"

Lin Jue's lips trembled, and he opened his mouth, as if unable to speak.He raised his head and inhaled deeply, making a rough panting sound.After a while, Fang was able to say: "Only when the son is ungrateful, cruel and heartless... The son thought about forgetting him, tried once, but he couldn't after all. He treats his son with deep love and righteousness, and would rather give up the respect of this prince." I have to guard my child. He has done his best to me. I broke his heart earlier, but later I realized how difficult it is to be sincere. Maybe if I miss it, I will never meet again in this life. Parents, younger siblings and him cannot coexist, so the son will go to the border far away. If the father feels ashamed, he should just pretend that he has never raised my son. The son always remembers the Lin family in his heart. Come back...just tell my son to give up the old age, absolutely not!"

Lin Hai was silent for a long time.The snow in the capital is not as heavy as in the south of the Yangtze River. Even if the snow falls, it is lingering sleet.The first fall is small, but the further you go, the more the snow looks like goose feathers, blown by the wind, sweeping endlessly in the air.Just like pear blossoms flying all over the sky, there is a sense of charming eyes.Lin Hai considers himself a good father, and he is also open-minded. He always refuses to ask his children to do things he doesn't want to do.The eldest daughter Daiyu is well-behaved and quick-witted, but she also has small thoughts and is prone to awkwardness and tears.The eldest son, Lin Jue, is the most filial and obedient. If there is anything that needs to be done, Lin Hai does not need to tell him, he will do it by himself.Over the years, when Fan Linhai spoke, he never heard him say whether he was happy or not, and he did it quietly.

It is said that rigidity is easy to break, but Lin Hai's eldest son actually looked like a person without emotions in the early years.There is no persistence and joy, the books are well studied, and the exams are as expected, all of them are in the top three.Be filial to your parents and elders, and love your sister.I haven't heard what he wants or doesn't want.Since leaving Yangzhou and entering Beijing, he seemed to be a different person when he met that prince.When Lin Hai and Jia Min talked at night, they also felt that Lin Jue had changed.That day Jia Min rewarded the two maids, according to Lin Jue's usual temperament, they mostly accepted it on the face, and it was just his room's business.Even if something happened to Yingluo, it would probably not alarm others, at most, it would be secretly beaten, so as not to embarrass mother.

A person who never said he wanted, after all these years, suddenly opened his heart to Lin Hai and said that the only thing he wanted was the prince.

He had high hopes for Lin Jue, and upon hearing this, it was as if the sky had fallen.It's just that the dizziness passed, the anger gradually receded, and when Lin Jue said every word after his mind cleared up, it made him feel strange.

He turned around and saw that Lin Jue was sitting on the armchair with his back straight.One hand is holding the armrest tightly, presumably with great strength, the joints are faintly pale.

Lin Hai was in a daze.Lin Jue has not been fat since he was a child, and he is like bean sprouts. No matter how much he feeds, he will be like a muddy cow.I have seen countless famous doctors, and I have taken two dozen prescriptions.In the end, I only got a congenital deficiency, which I couldn't take care of, so I had to take care of it carefully.

He raised his foot and walked over, reached out and touched the top of Lin Jue's head.Sensing the shaking of the head under his hand, Lin Hai smiled wryly: "When you were five or six years old, you became seriously ill, and a monk with a swollen head came to our house. I didn't hear what he said in a daze. I just remember him He said, "You shouldn't be my son. Our Lin family is afraid that we won't be able to keep you. If we force you to keep you, you will be gone until you are fifteen or sixteen years old. Back then, your mother and I only regarded him as nonsense. Ask him to go out. Still love you like a treasure..."

Lin Jue's eyes were hot and humid, and tears welled up.He blinked and said, "Father, it's the son who made father sad."

"Stupid son..." Lin Hai sighed, and took a soft handkerchief from his bosom to wipe away his tears.The demeanor is soft and gentle, just like when Lin Jue was sick when he was young, and Lin Haishou took care of him by the bed and wiped his sweat. "It's not the fault of a man who likes you. It's not the one who is sad for the father. It's the father who is worried about your future... Such an unattainable family was killed on the battlefield. You are a frail scholar. If one day he treats you You are not well, so what should you do? The most changeable thing in the world is the heart, if he changes his heart in the future, marrying a wife and taking concubines, how can Zijing deal with himself?"

The honor of a prince is to marry a wife, take a concubine and raise a husband.But if one day, his love is gone, what about Zijing, his son?

"The most changeable thing in this world is the human heart. How do you know that the most steadfast is not the human heart? Father, because I am in love with him, I want to be with him for the rest of my life. I am a man, even if the one who is happy is a man, I am also a man If he changes his mind in the future, I should be different from him, why bother? These years... my son has never asked for anything..."

At that time, he came over from the 21st century and occupied the shell of Lin Hai and Jia Min's eldest son.Consciously stealing other people's life and owe it to others.Therefore, abandoning joy and dislike, I am determined to be a filial and sensible son.If he had never met Murong Zhizhi, his life would have gone on like this.How did you know there would be such an accident?

With tears on his face, Lin Jue choked up and said: "The son knows he has let down his parents, and he is extremely selfish. It's just a father, falling in love and getting married is a selfish thing. If there is no Murong, I only want to marry a good wife and raise children You must reassure your parents. It’s just that there are always accidents in the world. Since I met him, I never thought about marrying someone else, and I never thought about having an heir. Seriously, what do I want my heir to do? I……"

Lin Haidao: "You have made up your mind."

He closed his eyes and said in a deep voice: "Yes, my son is determined to do so and will never change."

Falling in love is a selfish and xenophobic thing. Parents, brothers, and family glory all have to give way and take second place.Gein is the only person who can accompany you through this life, not someone else.Even the children are just passers-by, unable to accompany them to grow old.

Lin Hai handed over the soft handkerchief in his hand to Lin Jue, and withdrew his hand, walked slowly to the table, and sat down on the armchair. "In the past, your mother was disliked by your grandmother and raised you by herself. Because you were weak, your grandmother chose good concubines and two concubines for me and brought them into the mansion. Your mother and I have always loved each other, and we have never given away concubines. Put it in your eyes. After it was brought in, it was put away. There is no shortage of rations in the Lin family. The Lin family is proud and loyal to their wives. Therefore, the Lin family's descendants are weak, and they have been passed down for several generations. In my generation, it took untold hardships I kept you and your sister. It is already a gift to get Xunyu and go to the son again. I don't want others to force me, and naturally I will not force my son."

Lin Hai's words clearly told Lin Jue that although he did not agree with Lin Jue, he still respected his decision.Lin Jue only thought it would be a stormy sea if it was revealed, but she never expected it to be so easy.I only said one word, there is no need to be difficult and dangerous, Lin Hai already has the intention of fulfillment.

There is no fluctuation in the heart, it is all false.With a father like this, how can you be indifferent?Lin Jue held the soft handkerchief in his hand, stood up, knelt down on the ground with a puff, and knocked his head three times.When he looked up again, his face was hot and humid, and the bruise on his forehead was already visible.He said with a strong nasal voice: "Thank you father for fulfilling my infatuation."

"Speaking of which, who doesn't have this kind of infatuation, it's all about meeting or not meeting." Lin Hai stood up and bent over to help Lin Jue up.Holding his slightly thin shoulders, Lin Hai couldn't help saying: "You have to go on your own in the future, son. After the palace examination, I will ask you to go to the border. If you live well from now on, you will be happy for a long time." Stay there. Come back if you are not doing well, even if your parents are gone, there will always be your brother."

"Father……"

Lin Hai also felt his nose sore, but he still held back and patted Lin Jue's head with a forced smile. "The customs of the border customs are aggressive, and no one will make irresponsible remarks to you. Although the Lin family is not afraid of rumors, it is better to avoid them. I will talk about your mother. She loves you all the time and will not embarrass you. .”

Lin Jue's eyes were swollen, and he lowered his head and said in a muffled voice, "My son owes his parents a lot, and I'm afraid he won't be able to repay it in this life. They say that his parents are not traveling far away, but I want to go all the way to the border." Although he was reluctant, he It is impossible not to go.Only by staying far away can Murong Yongkuan's thoughts be eliminated.

"Children's debts, how can I explain Daoming clearly." Lin Haiwu sighed to himself: "In two days, invite that 'Mu girl' to come to my house for a sit-down. These things should have been decided by the elders, but the status of that person...that's all... "

If the son wants to go with that person, even if the parents are unwilling to let go, they will eventually let go.You should see him before you leave, so you can rest assured.