as if poisoned

if you care about someone

you care what he likes

will watch his every move

be as happy as a psycho

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Sitting in the hard seat, brother Ye and I have nothing to say, I don't know why he suddenly proposed to go back with me, probably out of kindness?I don't quite understand either.

But the only thing that is certain is that Brother Ye is a good person.

I read it with a book in my hand, because as long as my heart is calm, I will think of many things I don't want to think about.Even so, it is still very painful. After all, for a person who can multitask with one mind, concentration is a painful thing.

"Yu Yan, don't look at it. It hurts your eyes." Brother Ye said disapprovingly.See, he is such a caring person.

I smiled at him and said, "It's okay, I won't read it until the car drives."

He didn't care about me anymore, nodded, pulled off the blindfold and closed his eyes to rest.It's time to drive, and the train starts slowly. I also put down the book in my hand. After all, reading while driving is tiring.

"Why did Brother Ye want to go to my house?" I didn't know what to do, so I had to ask if Brother Ye was really sleeping, although my intuition told me that he was not sleeping.

"Well, because of curiosity. Why aren't you welcome?" The blindfold was not pulled down, and he was still talking.

"...No, I just feel..." I couldn't think of how to describe the next words, so I didn't say anything.

"What do you think? You don't think I know you very well?"

"...um" was said like that, it seemed?

"I feel like you are like my younger brother. You have to choose to be strong even though your heart is very fragile. Every time I see you, I have this feeling."

I don’t talk, it’s 08:30 in the evening, it’s midnight when I get there, I still have to sleep, but the pain of insomnia is so hard...

Suddenly, Brother Ye took off his blindfold and asked me, "Can't you sleep?"

I felt baffled, but I still replied: "Well, I can't sleep."

"Then let's talk." Brother Ye took off his blindfold, there were dark circles under his eyes, and he was a little tired. It seems that everyone has their own tiredness, why should he feel sorry for himself?

I shook my head, "No, it looks like you're tired, so forget it. I'm fine."

Brother Ye smiled and patted my head, "Didn't I say that, I treat you well because you are like my younger brother, so you don't have to worry about it."

I nodded, thinking, who knows what your brother looks like...

Brother Ye continued: "Actually, it's not about their appearance, but about their temperament and feeling."

I nodded again and didn't speak.Instead, Brother Ye smiled and patted my head, "You kid, you haven't seen him, you keep nodding your head like you did."

I also smiled, but did not speak.

Brother Ye probably felt bored, and told me about other miscellaneous things, but didn't bring it back to the original topic.

As I said, I gradually fell asleep, and I really have to sigh that Brother Ye is so powerful that he can make me relax. If he is my real brother, it would be great, and there is someone who can talk to me, It's not so uncomfortable to hold back everything.

It was Brother Ye who woke me up when I went back. I picked up my things and walked out. Brother Ye followed me and said, "Your family didn't come to pick you up?"

"No, I didn't tell my mom what time I'll be there, so I was afraid he would pick me up." I said casually with my luggage, my head still not clear.

"Where's your father?" Brother Ye asked puzzled.

I paused, because I seldom tell others about me. First, I don’t want sympathy, and second, I don’t need special treatment. “My dad passed away long ago.”

"Oh" probably annoyed myself for asking such a question, Brother Ye didn't speak anymore, and we walked all the way outside the station.

"Let's take the bus to my house." He was still in a daze and spoke softly, but Brother Ye misunderstood, "Sorry, I didn't mean to ask you this kind of question."

I turned to look at him, did he ask any questions?Suddenly remembering what he just asked, I smiled, "It's nothing, anyway, you don't know, I just woke up and my mind is rather confused, don't take it for granted."

Brother Ye nodded, showing his signature smile.

The two of us sat in the station, the wind in the early morning was always very cold and cold, the bus might still be a long time away, but I was already woken up.

I think since Brother Ye said so much, I can't be cold to others, right?

"My father passed away a long time ago, and my mother gave me up until the first day of junior high school. I transferred to the city where I live now. I was afraid that my mother would feel sorry for me when she saw me. So I came here by myself. Don't get in touch with him."

Brother Ye looked at me, "You are really strong."

I smiled, "Actually, I didn't. At that time, I was actually rebellious. I cried when I started my own life. I also wanted to go back. I didn't expect that I could change step by step later."

Since I had friends, my life path seems to be changing step by step, and I never thought that my orientation is different from others.

"You're great."

The tears had the urge to slide down again, but I forcibly endured it. The phrase "you are great" hit my heart, and I felt that my hard work was recognized.

The bus is here, it's time to go home.

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I'm sorry that I have been busy with the driver's license test these days, and I have been dragged out to do things, and I am even more sorry for not having time.There is also an announcement that the qq group number is correct, the group name is ultimate, and the group owner is not me. I only posted this group number after staying there for a long time. It is guaranteed that I can change my menstruation.