as if poisoned

everyone has the right to like

but was also rejected

Blades on both sides can hurt people

how to choose

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The dull sound of applause resounded throughout the living room, I looked at Shengjia, and Shengjia didn't intend to speak, and I only had one thing to say at this moment.

"sorry"

Qin Nuo's voice was very cold, "It's okay, I just realized that you are someone who can comfort me and be with the person I like again, hahahahaha, back then, I still regarded you as a pillar.

Now that I think about it, I'm really stupid. I didn't expect that the person with the most malicious intentions is you. It was probably your trick to get me to give up Shengjia, right?I really didn't expect that you could be so scary. Everyone really treats you like a little sheep. It's too unwarranted for you. I'm so stupid to be played like this by you. "

Her tears fell as she spoke, but he quickly wiped them away by himself.Then, he saw the books on the table, picked them up and left.

Shengjia is still there, but what he said made me feel even more chilled, "Oh, Ding Yuzhen, so you used this method to be with me. Damn it makes me want to vomit when I see you."

vomit?This word haunted me for an unknown period of time. When I looked up, the person was no longer there.

So in the end, I can only be described by this one word?The person I like said that, Ding Yuzhen, you are really good, you have nothing, and you were said by this word in the end.

The tears seemed to be free of money, and they fell as soon as they were said.No matter how many times I yelled that I wanted to stop the tears, they still kept falling, there was no possibility of stopping them.

Drop off, wipe off, drop off, wipe off.Just repeating these actions, like repeating.

Brother Ye came back and saw me sitting there with such movements, came over and asked me, "What's the matter? Are you stressed?"

Even a friend who is not very familiar with me can ask me this way, why can someone who has been with me for so long hurt others like this?

Language is really the most hurtful weapon.

I flashed a thought, "Brother Ye, I want to go home"

"Don't you have an exam tomorrow? I'll take you back after the exam. Don't cry."

Even if I was told not to cry, I couldn't hold back my tears.I'm really not a person who loves to cry, but today I know what it means to cry with joy, and what it means to be a man who doesn't flick it lightly, but it doesn't reach the point of sadness.

"Go to bed first."

I nodded, went to wash my face and brush my teeth, and then lay on the bed.Thinking about today and many, many times before.Is it that I shouldn't like a boy from the beginning, I shouldn't agree to him, I shouldn't be more and more.

Looking at the wooden ring in his hand, the person who helped him put it on said that he wanted to vomit when he saw it.Is it true that I am so unpopular?

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I saw Brother Ye in the living room in the morning and didn't intend to go out, so I asked, "Is Brother Ye not in class today?"

He saw me, "I agreed to take you back today."

I laughed and said, "No, it's too much trouble for you."

"Don't be polite to me. I haven't seen you cry after living with you for almost two years. Yesterday was too scary, and I just want to be lazy."

I laughed again, "Then thank you Brother Ye."

He looked at me as if he wanted to say something, but he still didn't say anything, and turned to leave, but he said, "Stop laughing, it's uglier than crying."

It's uglier than crying... Maybe it's the portrayal of me now.

I nodded behind his back, I don't know if he saw it, but I heard his sigh.

I couldn't help but start thinking that even a friend could be so considerate of me.What is the definition of a friend?What should be used to measure?

After all, isn't it me who destroyed all of this?What you destroy, you really deserve it.Is it because I haven't been in pain for so long that I want to masochistically want to make myself hurt again and again, so that I can feel better.

When I walked out the door, I had the urge to shed tears, but I forcibly endured them back.Is it because I didn't sleep yesterday, so my head is still not clear?

I rode my car to school and locked the car.Walking into the teaching building, my floor is on the fourth floor. I walked slowly up the stairs. I never thought that the stairs were so long and so far away.Let yourself climb very tired, so sleepy.

Unexpectedly, as soon as this idea came out, I accidentally stepped on the air, and I could go up to the next level.As a result, he stepped on the air and let himself fall down.

pong!With a sound, I rolled down with my schoolbag, every part of my body was screaming, no one reached out to help me, and I was just a marginal person, so why should someone help me.

I slowly turned over and stood up, my feet were trembling uncontrollably, and I held my hands on the handrail of the stairs. When I stood still, Huang Shengjia was standing in front of me, his eyes were looking at me , and then left without a glance.

The heart was stabbed by something again. Is it so easy to say that you don’t love and don’t love, and say you don’t like it?

I went back to my seat and every part of my body hurt, the joints hurt, the bones hurt, everything hurt, but no one cared anymore.

"Ding Yuzhen, I heard that you rolled down the stairs just now, are you injured?"

I was wondering who said it, but I saw so many people just now, I can't tell who said it to the teacher, "I shook my head, it's okay, I can do it."

The teacher nodded, "Then you can leave after the exam." I nodded again without speaking.

The exam is very tormented, and the brain is not clear at all, so I can only rely on the accumulated experience in answering questions to answer.I didn't check the papers after I finished writing them, so I just lay down on the table and fell asleep.

The teacher didn't care about me, probably let me sleep because he thought I couldn't stand such torture, anyway, it's good if I can sleep.

Didn't I come here like this before? I just went back to the origin.