as if poisoned

every beginning of life

may be the end of another

life don't know what will happen

may be unpredictable

or corrupt

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Shengjia and I have been dating for half a year, and we will be in our third year of high school in half a year. Our relationship...is it considered stable?

He occasionally comes to the bookstore to chat with me, and occasionally goes to the flower shop to help me, but Sister Qin doesn't like him very much, reason [-] is that she thinks that Shengjia beats me regardless of right and wrong.Reason [-]: I think Shengjia is too frivolous to be a 'friend'.

"Sister Qin, is the boss so frivolous?"

"...Your boss and I have been together for a long time. It looks frivolous, but it's actually okay."

"Sister Qin, you said that you can't judge people by their appearance, so in my opinion, Shengjia is not frivolous."

"...But you haven't been with him for a long time." Sister Qin still wanted to refute me.

"Let me figure it out. It's been a few years, right? It's just that we didn't know each other very well when we were in junior high school." I think we should know each other when we answer the phone.

"...It's fine if you think it's good." Sister Qin had already given up on me.That's right, I'm already an adult, and I don't need any more restraint.

What is best for me, I know, that's what I thought at the time. (Note)

There are sensors installed in the flower shop, and it will automatically ring when someone comes.I looked up and saw Shengjia came again.I turned to look at Sister Qin. Sister Qin's face changed slightly, but she didn't say anything.

She nodded to Shengjia, and Shengjia also exchanged a gift with a smile.

"Is there anything I can help you with?"

I smiled at Sheng Jia, "Help me move that pot of sunflowers aside!"

Shengjia smiled and said to me, "Well, I understand."

Free coolies are not in vain.

He just moved the flowers there, as if he suddenly thought of something, he asked me: "Go to the bookstore today?"

I thought about it, Brother Hao and Brother Gu are here today, so I probably don't need me, it was settled yesterday.Then he said, "No, I'll go home directly today."

He smiled and said, "Then shall we have dinner today?"

I thought again, the boss will come back with stock at eight o'clock in the evening, and Sister Qin is also there, so I nodded again and said, "Okay, eight o'clock."

He paused, "Okay, eight o'clock."

So we continued to work without talking. I accidentally saw Sister Qin's face of disapproval. I smiled at Sister Qin and didn't care.

Everyone will know who is better than who. Since a person has been identified, then it is this person, and no matter who wants to change it, it will be futile.I think that probably everyone has such obsessive thoughts from time to time.

At 07:30, the boss came back, so I told him to leave early, and the boss didn't see anything wrong, and he wished I could go with sister Qin when I left.

But in fact, I can see that the boss really likes Sheng Jia, after all, who doesn't love free coolies?

After we had walked for a while, Sheng Jia started talking to me, "Xiao Yan, does sister Qin not like me?"

"Huh? Why do you think so?"

Sheng Jia shrugged, "Feeling."

Well, probably because he is used to being hated by others, so he has a particularly keen sense of this kind of thing.

"Maybe it was you who slapped me when we first met? So at that time, Sister Qin thought you were not a good person."

"Uh... sorry."

"Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!"

He looked at me who laughed inexplicably, but I really thought it was funny, after all, he rarely showed that cowardly face.

"……why are you laughing?"

"Suddenly think you are cute."

He stopped suddenly, and I froze while smiling, looking at him suspiciously.

He whispered softly in my ear, "Wait till I know who is cuter than the other."

It suddenly occurred to me that one day he took his own laptop and watched a pornographic movie with me in my room (yes, that’s called G/V), or the kind of two boys.At that time, he was looking and touching, and accidentally he touched me somewhere, which made me suddenly scream.

I covered my mouth to prevent him from seeing anything, but he had already stopped playing the video and looked at me meaningfully.

Thinking of this, I trembled. Although he stopped at that time, I still felt a little bit about it. "...Sorry, I just said the wrong thing."

"Huh? You are right, I will let you know who is cuter."

My face was hot, but fortunately it was getting late at this time, and he couldn't see, "It's okay, I was talking nonsense just now."

"Huh? It seems that you are not confused yet..."

This man...why can't I always be right with him?

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Wait, there is another chapter, everyone Happy New Year's Day 2017.In the high school chapter, even if everyone is very mature, they will still be very childish, so the tone in it will also be very arrogant. My friend once told me that Yu Yan’s personality is too soft, and his thinking is very extreme and arrogant.I wrote it according to my own feelings and ideas, so even if I want to change it, I really don't know where to start...

I want to say, yes, after all, he is immature, what good idea do you have for a teenager, I have said it before, maybe not very clear, but I said, he is actually very fragile , not as Qin Nuo and Yu Zhi saw.

So if I talk about the things that broke out later, it's tantamount to spoilers.By the way, wait a minute, this is written from the perspective of others, probably has nothing to do with the text, uh...probably