as if poisoned

Once again the majestic sea is coming

And you quietly left

The traces were also swept away by the big waves

I can't see you

time is the most demanding man

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In December, we were about to be divided into classes. In fact, I was very entangled. If Qin Nuo chose the same class because of Sheng Jia, what should I do?Maybe I think too much, and I'm not a woman, but my intuition tells me that Qin Nuo has always liked Sheng Jia.

Suddenly someone patted me on the shoulder from behind, I looked over and it turned out to be Qin Nuo.

"Hey, what are you thinking about?"

"I was wondering whether you would choose liberal arts or science."

"Eh? Why me? Yu Yan, this is the first time you worry about me~" After speaking, she still rubbed my face.

I waved his hand away, "I have always cared about you."

Her eyes were a little lonely, as if she was a little confused about her decision. "I really don't know which class to get into."

"Aren't you better at liberal arts?" I showed her a tentative attitude.

"But he must choose science, right?" I can tell who he is by thinking about him with my ass.

I know it's not good for me to be like this, but I really hope he can let go of Sheng Jia.In love, maybe one's possessiveness is the scariest thing, right? "Just choose what you like."

He looked at me and smiled sweetly: "Let's talk about it."

I also looked at him and smiled, knowing that he didn't want to continue the topic, the two of us were awkwardly silent, and neither of us spoke first.

It seemed that she couldn't bear the silence between us, "Where are Yuzhi and Shengjia? Why did they disappear when I went to the bathroom?"

"They said they wanted a drink, so they went to buy it together."

Qin Nuo rolled her eyes, "Please, didn't Yu Zhi say that she wanted to come to the library? Why can't I bear it?"

I continued to flip through the book, "Why do you only know Yuzhi now?"

Qin Nuo snatched my book, "Please, don't read any more, can't you just get into the science you want? And you, a guy who works in a bookstore, still reads every day, you are not bored, I'm all bored."

I snatched the book back, "Please, you can't just study hard. Even if you read every day, we still need to absorb other knowledge. If you confine yourself to a box, you will be like a frog in a well."

He shrugged, "Really? Then it's good if you like it."

Speaking of this, Qin Nuo also took out the science books to be reviewed. After all, he has better grades in liberal arts, and the teacher forced him to choose liberal arts, which made him feel pressured.

I continued to look down at the book, and suddenly there was a feeling of ice on my face.I looked up, it was Sheng Jia. "Stop looking at the drink."

"Thank you" I took the drink in his hand, and Qin Nuo in front kept looking at the two of us.

Sheng Jia handed him a glass of drink, "Here, your share."

Qin Nuo snorted and said, "This is more or less the same."

In fact, when Yu Zhi and Sheng Jia went to buy drinks, if I hadn't reminded them, they probably would have forgotten Qin Nuo long ago.It's not that I'm narcissistic or something, but that these two big men don't think too much at all.

Yuzhi suddenly patted my shoulder, "Ding Yuzhi, what do you choose?"

Of course I, who has been sensitive to these things recently, know what he is talking about. "Me? Reason."

After all, I can't joke about my future. Since I'm good at science, it's not a bad choice to choose science.

Yu Zhi turned her head and asked Sheng Jia, "What about you?"

Shengjia thought for a while. "Read whatever you like."

I knew that Sheng Jia didn't want Qin Nuo to know what he was going to read. After all, it's not Sheng Jia's style to let a person have illusions.Well, this is just my opinion, and it also comes from my understanding of him.

Shengjia glanced at Yuzhi, "What about you, Lin Yuzhi?"

Yuzhi took a sip of the juice vigorously, "I actually don't want to choose either."

The three of us looked at him at the same time, all with his puzzled eyes.

He looked back at us and smiled, "It's not that I don't want to study anymore. After all, I'm pretty bad at subjects. I want to go to an art class and focus on my specialty."

I thought about it, in fact, Yuzhi's subject grades are not too bad, but I don't know why I chose this way.

"But your grades in all subjects are pretty good!" Qin Nuo said, his tone not very good, as if he couldn't accept Yuzhi's choice.

Yuzhi said, "No, compared to you, the pressure is too great. Although my dad loves me, he always compares me with you. I'm a bit fed up."

I think, since he has decided, it seems that no matter how much we say, nothing will change.I see that Qin Nuo seems to want to say something else.I blocked him, "Since you have already made up your mind, so be it. It's not that you don't want to study anymore, you just specialize in other things, as long as you like it."

The three of them looked at me, and Qin Nuo spoke first, "Ding Yuzhen! It's not like you don't know that only arts and sciences are good for you!"

Shengjia frowned: "Qin Nuo, it's not up to you whether you are successful or not. Everyone has their own goals and ideas. Yuzhi just hopes that others can get the way out they want. Why do you want to stop it?" What other people want to pursue? Why do you choose what you feel sorry for yourself here? Do you think that you can be so self-willed if you are good at everything? Let me tell you, it is not like this!"

Qin Nuo's eyes widened, unable to digest these words.The quiet environment in the library makes the noise here become the focus of the audience.I pulled Sheng Jia, hoping he would stop talking, but he shook off my hand.

Continue to say: "Don't give up everything you want to pursue because you like me, and don't force others to pursue what you want? The world doesn't turn around for you."

I don't want to stop what he said this time, because I also hope that he can face up to what he wants.

Qin Nuo didn't say anything, but silently packed his things and left.If it wasn't for an illusion just now, Qin Nuo must have cried just now.

Yuzhi took the paper ball and threw it at Shengjia, "Huang Shengjia, you just went too far."

Shengjia threw the ball of paper back to him, "Lin Yuzhi, don't litter."

I packed up my books and planned to go back to Qin Nuo. "Ding Yuzhang, what are you doing?"

"I plan to go back and find Qin Nuo."

He also packed his things, and I pressed him and said, "No need, whether it's you or Yuzhi, you should study hard here."

He put down his things, as if he started to think about something.

Yuzhi asked me, "It's fine if Sheng Jia doesn't need it, why don't I need it?"

Sheng Jia and I looked at him at the same time and said, "Because you are a big fool."

"Hey!"

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I took out my seldom-used mobile phone and called Qin Nuo, but no one answered.I don't know where she will go, so I can only look for it slowly.In fact, I don't think Shengjia's words are wrong, but he speaks too strongly.

I thought about where she could go, but I found that I didn't know much about Qin Nuo. Although I have been friends for so long, I don't think I can understand Qin Nuo.I don't understand girls.I really can't figure out the thoughts of many girls.

I thought about it and went to a nearby park, hoping he would be there.We used to go to that park often when we were still in middle school. At that time, the four of us were not very good, and I hadn't met Shengjia yet.

I went there without hesitation, hoping he would be there.But in fact he wasn't there.I looked around, and there was no sign of Qin Nuo in the clear emptiness.

Where is she?

I sat on a chair next to the uncle who was still buying snacks and soft drinks. I smiled at the uncle and continued to think about where he would go.

"Are you the guy who used to come here often?"

I looked at the uncle, "Uncle, do you still remember me?"

"That's right, don't you often come with two other people? Coincidentally, I saw another one just now!"

another?It can't be Yuzhi, right?That must be Qin Nuo. "Uncle, did you see where he went?" I felt a little anxious, and I hoped to find Qin Nuo soon.

"Ah, I'm sorry, I was busy just now, and I didn't see where he was going..." The uncle said embarrassedly, and I was embarrassed to ask further.

"It's okay, that's okay, thank you, uncle." I smiled back.

In this way, I had to search aimlessly again. I thought hard about the places we might have frequented in the past, probably here and the small jungle behind the school. In the past, we would go there when we had something to talk about.

Although time flies, but we have many very happy memories.There should be no one there now

I got there not long after, and at that time we found a small cave formed by too many weeds, and the cave should still be there now.

I found the cave based on my memory, and sure enough, Qin Nuo was inside.

"Chino"

Qin Nuo buried his face in his arms, sobbed, shrugged his shoulders, and when he heard my voice, he also froze for a moment, and didn't look up at me.

I sat next to him and waited quietly for him to finish crying.

☆, talk nonsense again this year

Thank you so much for those of you who are reading this.

Stumbling and stumbling until now, I can actually write so many articles. Although it is very slow, I still thank those who want to write articles.

I am also very grateful to the friends who corrected the mistakes and shortcomings in my article.

I probably started writing the article because I remember that I started to write a bunch of manuscripts by hand because I was very curious and liked it very much.And the opportunity to write is probably because my sister in the family is also writing, and she also writes out of longing.

Although he is no longer writing, but I am really grateful that I can write, I can write about Tanmei, and I can get to know you.

It’s been a long time since I wrote essays, but writing about Tanmei is barely a slap in the face. I feel that even if there is a very important exam this year, writing essays is still the second priority.

Although I will be tired and lazy after going out, but every time I read the few comments, I feel very touched. It turns out that there are still people who are willing to wait for my article.

And this time the agreed update has been delayed for another month, I am really sorry.I went on a trip before, and I sprained my hand when I came back, and then the computer broke down. It was really a disaster.

But I promised someone that there will be ten more chapters, as compensation for you, on the last day of 2016, I pushed back the final invitation to date you.

Let me tell you about next year.

In fact, next year I will focus more on my studies and other things, so although I like writing, I will focus on my studies and other things.

Other things come first for the time being, of course the text is still more important.

But in the first half of next year, we will still give priority to further studies and essay writing, and will not give priority to other focuses until the second half of the year.The poisoning will definitely be eliminated, even if it is very slow.

To be honest, poisoning can be regarded as the article that I finished very quickly. The first article, I dragged on for more than two years to finish it, and a lot of things happened during the period, but I still finished it.

I don't like to bring hope and disappointment to others, so I just do what I like to do, and I'm sorry for delaying you sometimes.

The last thing I can guarantee is that this article will not be abandoned.

Next year, I actually want to try other styles of prose, and different types of prose, such as lily.

Although it may not be very well written, but I want to find out how far I can go and what else I can write. I don’t want to limit myself to bl. Although I like writing bl, I think if I write on this Here, I can only see things here.

Just like my teacher used to criticize my composition as bad, with a lot of bad things, but I continued to write. Although I hit him in the face with the final grade, he still didn't agree with what I wrote.I haven't seen that teacher for six years. I know I have made some progress, but I still hope that the teacher will agree with me.

I am really grateful to that teacher, because that teacher allowed me to keep writing.Thank you for your approval so I can continue writing.

In fact, I don't know what to write in the next article. Although I have a lot of ideas in my head, I dare not write until I am poisoned.

Poisoning may be my only be, and I feel like I can't stand the parting.The saddest thing, I really feel vulnerable on this level.

It's been a long time of nonsense, thank you very much for watching this.

There is a group, if you want to urge articles or something, you can come here, there are also a few better authors, and they will often chat in it, and there will often be occasional small benefits in it, and sometimes there will be a lot of discussions Things, 437719762, if you don't like to join the group, just ignore it

I wish you all a happy new year, happiness and health.