as if poisoned

Pedestrians stomp quietly

In fact, why should we care about anything

We are born free and occasionally uninhibited

We live freely and unrestrainedly

Although not rich, but contented and happy

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We fought all the way, and finally came to our so-called old place, whenever something good happened, we would come to this small restaurant to celebrate.

The taste here is good, the price is also very ordinary, it is a very good choice.There was no one around at this time. It is estimated that everyone has not finished reading the list, and those who have finished reading should have gone home.

The waiter here saw that we looked familiar, and immediately led us to the private room.I was wondering if Qin Nuo had arrived, but Qin Nuo came out as soon as the door was opened.No, to be more precise, he ran out. Yuzhi and I looked at each other with puzzled faces.

We walked in and saw Sheng Jia sitting there with a dejected face, I was the first to ask him, "What's wrong?"

He sat there without saying a word, I instructed Yu Zhi to go and see Qin Nuo, he was also worried.Hurry up.He also closed the door when he left.

"Shengjia, what's wrong with you?" I sat next to him and asked him.

"Yu Yan, sophomore in high school."

"That's right, that's why you asked us to come out to celebrate." I looked at him suspiciously, it was correct, there was nothing wrong, I thought.

"To be precise, Qin Nuo confessed his love to me, and hoped that I would be with him, and that I would go to the same university as her." He told me without hesitation, but I was a little scared, why did he tell me? ?

Heart, beating fast; breathing, began to rush.

"Oh? Then how do you answer." My usual way of answering.

"What about you? How do you want me to answer."

I was suffocated, I didn't expect him to throw this question to me, "You can answer it any way you want." I picked up the unused cup on the table and started drinking water, which was very natural.

"Yu Yang."

"Huh?" He rarely called my name directly like this, but this time I had a premonition, but I couldn't say anything.

"If I tell you, I hope you will be with me, and I hope you will go to the same university as me, would you be willing?" He suddenly said that, which made me feel like a bolt from the blue sky. Should I be happy or what should I do?I can't react at all.The brain simply cannot keep up with the speed.

"How do you want me to answer?" I tried my best to suppress my emotions, I was breathing hard, and all this came to naught.It is undeniable that, in fact, I am very happy. Why? Is it because the one I like also likes me?I don't know, it all happened so suddenly, I never dreamed of it.

"It's mine, I hope you have only one answer, yes." He was very calm, he looked at me like prey, we can't drink yet, but he seems to make me drunk, I feel something The same thing is stirring inside of me.

"Honestly, I don't know."

I really don't know how to take this thorny road. From a worldly perspective, it is really a lie to say that I don't care.The world is so big, do you really have a person who cares nothing and doesn't care?I dare not have a certain possibility, but most of them are still impossible.

Even Qin Nuo, how should he look at us? After a boy he likes rejected him, he asked another boy to be together.What about this struggling happiness? What should I do? In such a state where there is nowhere to escape, should I think more or follow myself?

"I know you are willing." He was calm.

"I am willing, yes, but is this what you want? Or are you just using me as a shield?"

He turned me to look at him, I could only stare into his eyes, in his eyes, I saw myself, clearly.

"No, since the first time I saw you, I have been very interested in you, and I even thought you liked Qin Nuo. But at first I didn't have anything, until you told me that Qin Nuo liked me, and then you probed me I was a little scared, I was afraid that the person I liked in my heart was really him. I was afraid that you would not see me if you liked him. "

He paused, "It was only later that I found out that I fell in love with you. I don't know why, maybe it's your occasional eyes, every stubbornness, every time I am amazed. Ding Yuzhen, I like you. "

I regained my sanity, "Have you ever thought about the future?"

With a smile in his eyes, "No."

"You are not afraid?"

"I just hope now that you can be with me, we fight for our ideals together, we do what we like. Time flies, we have one more year to graduate, I don't want to have regrets. Even if it's just for a moment Time is good, I like you is a fact."

The last trace of sanity was lost, "I promise you." Zunzong answered me in his heart.

Let the storm be more violent. Looking back, I have already walked on the road of thorns.Since the moment I fell in love, I have already been scarred, and even once I was about to give up myself.The pain of the sting makes me awake occasionally; the poison of the sting makes me fall.What do you want me to do with you?

He slowly moved his head closer to me, and we had our first short kiss here.I will never forget this beautiful memory.After all, my liking for him is like being poisoned. I can't extricate myself. The more I fall in love with him, the more I want to let go, but I can't hold back the desire in my heart.Since you can't bear it, let's sink in.