as if poisoned

there are so many people in the world

i like you is not a miracle

It's a miracle we fell in love

can i see this miracle

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I got dressed and went downstairs, and I saw Shengjia waiting for me again. Recently, he can be described as inseparable.I have nothing to say about it because I always feel like I owe him something.

"You're so slow!" he complained as soon as he saw me, like I'd kept him waiting.

I couldn't help but get angry, and patted him on the shoulder unceremoniously, "Did I tell you to wait? You gossip guy"

He was not angry, and sat back and pointed to me to sit on it.I didn't hesitate, just sat on it and grabbed his shoulders. "Where are we going this time?" I asked, after all, being driven to a place by one person, even a friend should always be on guard, otherwise I was really afraid that he would drive me to sell me at any time.

Every time he could answer my mouth as if he could see through my thoughts, "Don't worry, I won't sell you, and even if I sell, probably no one will buy it. Who told you that you don't have enough meat on your body, maybe If I buy you, I can only treat you as an accompanying guest, hahaha!"

I rolled my eyes at him. Ever since I said it, he has been able to tease me like this every time. What a crime he committed in his previous life. It's fine if he likes him, and he even has a poisonous tongue.

Seeing that I didn't respond, he spoke again, "Why? Are you angry?"

I made another big eye roll, "Please, am I that mean?" I was just fighting mentally.

"Hey, it's hard to say~"

I sat in the back seat and twisted his ears, "What did you say? I didn't hear clearly." Actually, I heard it clearly, but I just wanted to find a reason to tease him.Well, it seems that I am really stingy.

"I said, let's go to the small goods market this time." He grinned and talked, which made me feel refreshed instantly.

"It's almost there"

The small goods market, as the name suggests, is a place that sells some small toys, but you can buy some good things. How does he know that my mother likes some small toys?It's so delicate that it's at home, and the throbbing in my heart seems to be a little more. (Don't ask me where this place is, I won't go) When we got there, he and I tied up the car and locked it, and walked in to have a look together.

The inside is actually very chaotic, with stalls everywhere, loud shouts, and crowded crowds, but these are the proofs of everyone's hard work.

"Let's go." He said to me who was staring blankly.

I woke up like a dream, "Oh, good." I have to say, I was really dumbfounded. After all, there is no entertainment. I feel very novel when I see everything.

Every time I come to a stand, I refuse to go again, and I don't want to move an inch until I have seen enough.But when I came back to my senses, Sheng Jia had disappeared.At this time, I will stand quietly where I am, waiting for him to come back.Probably because he felt too tired looking for me, he took my hand.

I looked at him in shock, and he smiled at me, "You fool, if you don't pay close attention to you, you won't know where you went, really, you said how old you are, and it still makes people so worried But don't think too much, I held your hand because I was afraid that you would disappear."

My heart fell instantly, I am not a nympho, but I am still very happy when the person I like holds my hand, but when he told me not to misunderstand, the happiness in my heart was instantly suppressed, and I am also a person like this , how to be qualified to be liked.Still a boy.

He suddenly asked: "What's wrong?"

Do you see my thoughts or what?I shook my head and said, "Nothing."

"Hey, isn't it just two stinky boys holding hands? And there are many fathers leading their sons in this place, so it's nothing!"

I felt like a crow passed by my head suddenly, and three cold sweats broke out.Dad holding son?Is it okay to describe him?

I ignored him and just looked at my own things. He also held my hand and watched with me without leaving for a long time.I think this little happiness is something I can keep as a commemorative little thing in the future, right?

We did a lot of shopping, picked out a few little things that my mom seemed to like, and were going to have dinner together.

During this period, he and I kept arguing about whether the little doll looks better in purple or pink. In the end, he and I decided to buy both, and then let my mother make the decision to see which one my mother likes.

I went to a restaurant with him. This restaurant has a good business, but it is very hygienic.He ordered a few dishes skillfully, and I was a little surprised why he seemed to know a lot of restaurants like the back of his hand, like a regular customer.

After he finished ordering, I asked him, "Do you often eat out? Why do you seem to know a lot of restaurants?"

"Well, my mother works out of town, and my father is too busy to go home. From my country, I take care of myself."

Uh, isn't that just like me?But my mother still cares about me very much. I think I am luckier than him in this regard.

"That's why when we were doing projects in groups, you didn't know how to write like I did?"

He rolled his eyes at me, as if he was saying, how could he talk about such a long time. "Please, can you see that I'm a man taught by my father?"

"How can anyone say that about yourself, let alone your grades are not bad."

"This has nothing to do with grades, it's a matter of tutoring. Now that I'm in high school, why do you want to affect my right to make friends." He reluctantly took a sip of the herbal tea that was just served.

"Actually, from a certain point of view, I still envy you. At least you have a father and a mother, and your life is not so fortunate." I said lightly. At first, I probably just wanted to comfort him, but maybe I really mean it. I'm envious, that's why I admire him a little bit, and then like him.

"Actually, I'm quite envious of you, at least you own yourself, your mother loves you, and your friends also care about you."

I was puzzled when I heard this, "Qin Nuo and the others also regard you as a friend."

"They regard me as a friend and you as a good friend."

"...If they didn't regard you as a good friend, they would have told me about you long ago. Besides, why do you really listen to my words and threaten others! Are you stupid!" Depressed, why did he become so obedient?

"But Qin Nuo told you in the end, didn't he?"

"...He loves you so much, and then I tricked him into liking you." Since Shengjia knew that Qin Nuo liked him, I didn't hide it from him.

"Actually, I'm quite surprised that he likes me. After all, I always think he likes you."

"...You are more handsome than me, and you are also careful, why can't I like you?"

"So you like me too?"

Although it is not wrong to say so, is it really okay to ask me so directly?At this time, I want to be naughty, "Then do you think I like you?"

However, there was still no answer to this question, because the food came out quickly, and I didn't want to talk to him, so I ate my food silently.He ordered a lot of meat again, it seems that he saw that I like meat, right?

The noise around us was in great contrast to our table. Actually, I didn’t think too much when I opened my mouth and just asked, but after I finished asking, I started to regret it again.

Then he took me home and we each went to bed.After all, we still have to catch tomorrow's train.

But is it really possible to sleep this night?