as if poisoned

Sometimes you can understand a person with just one word

I don't know if you can understand me

But I will try my best to understand you

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"You don't need to say it, I know."

Qin Nuo looked at me, her face was a little red, like a girl's first love, "Will you tell him?"

"...I'm not that gossip."

"Then will you settle things properly?"

"It was nothing serious."

"But you're angry." After Qin Nuo finished speaking, she began to cry again. If she made it louder, Brother Gu might rush over to look at it.

"I'm angry that you kept it from me, not other things. Now that you've said it, I'm not angry. I... will talk to him today." I patted his head and hoped he would feel at ease.

"Yu Yan, do you know, we really like you, although you are always cold, but you are a hundred times better than anyone else, we really like to be friends with you, even Sheng Jia Well, he is also sincere to your friend."

It's a pity that I feel that he is not a friend, how should I express this?I can imagine Qin Nuo's shocked eyes, then slap me, and then yell at me as a pervert.

"Well, I know, I like you too."

"Yu Yan, I knew you were the best."

"Well, go back, it's getting late, your mother should worry about you."

"Then I'll go first."

"I want to ask you a question."

"Huh? What?"

"Why did you come to tell me about this?"

She smiled, "Because I like us all." Then he turned and walked away.

"Then I won't give it away." I patted his head and said.

When he walked out, I sat on the small bed and thought about Sheng Jia's words, "Maybe we are hiding something from you, but it's definitely not what you think." Is this what happened?

Why didn't he speak out when he was under so much pressure, and I was really like a vexatious child, asking for everyone's tolerance.I am not as popular as Qin Nuo said. In fact, I am selfish and self-interested. I am not as good or great as everyone thinks.

When I was thinking about what to say to Shengjia, Brother Gu shouted: "Yu Yan, I have your phone number!"

Who will it be at this time?But I sorted myself out and went out to answer, "Hello?"

With the unique opening line of "It's me", I immediately knew who it was.

"Shengjia?"

"Um"

I summoned up my courage and said, "Let's come out and meet."

"where?"

"you decide."

“Let’s go to the cafe”

"it is good"

I hung up the phone and said to Brother Gu, "Brother Gu, I'll be back tonight. I'm going out now. Please."

"Go ahead, it's important to do things."

"En." After finishing speaking, I picked up my wallet and walked out in a hurry.

Nalan Hao who had just come out of the toilet asked Que Gu, "Where's Xiao Ding?"

"Let him go and relax."

Nalan Hao rubbed his chin and said, "It's time to relax. He's been too tense recently, and accidents will happen."

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When I arrived at the agreed upon location, I chose a quieter corner and waited for him to arrive. I didn't know how to talk to him, and I was puzzled and tangled in my heart.On the other hand, I actually don't want him to come, after all, I feel that I can't control myself.Speaking of which, half of what happened this time was also caused by myself.

Ding ding, the wind chimes outside the door rang, and he looked out unconsciously, and it turned out that it was really him, with a sorry look in his eyes.He happened to look over, and he walked towards me, "You're here."

When I was nervous, I could only make a single sound: "Hmm"

"Why did you suddenly agree to come out today?" He asked the waiter, looking at me after asking for a cup of milk tea.

"Qin Nuo looked for me, I'm sorry."

I looked at him and took in the surprised look in his eyes. I didn't know if there was some agreement they had made to make him look like that, but I was shocked.

"It's none of your business, it's just some bad-mouthed people around me going to sue, and I originally wanted to tell you about it myself, but seeing that you're angry, I don't have the nerve to say it out, about the thing that beat you that day , I want to apologize to you, I'm sorry." His voice was extremely calm, and I listened to every word, but the last three words scared me.

"You don't need to say sorry, it's really just my willfulness that caused everyone's unhappiness." I lowered my head, just as the milk tea was served.

"Hey, don't talk about it, isn't everyone fine now? Let it go."

I know he is trying to save me, probably because he thinks this matter is no longer so easy to talk about? "Um"

"Then you can move back to your rented house, right?" He said nonchalantly while drinking milk tea.

I have a vague premonition that he actually came to me to talk about this matter.And I can't say that I didn't go because I wanted to avoid it, right?

"... It's more convenient for me to live there. It's quieter there. It's inconvenient for Brother Ye to be there sometimes. I'm afraid I'll disturb him." It actually made me spray.

"As for his kind of person, I don't think you should go back." I think Sheng Jia probably remembered that we were quarreling at that time and Ye Ge just came back, and then Ye Ge drove him away, right?

So I chose not to speak quietly, and let Brother Ye help me take the blame.Anyway, I can get away.