as if poisoned

The world is big but we are small

Forgetting is human inertia

if one day a very important person

I said hurtful words to you

Please remember how good he is to you

also remember your correct position

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Go to school as usual, eat as usual, finish class as usual, and do things as usual.

I seem to have returned to the loneliness before, but I am no longer used to it. It turns out that getting used to it is really a terrible thing, but human beings will not repent, get used to the habit, and breathe.

There are only a few days left for the exam. Although the midterm exam is important to me, it is not enough to make me nervous.Maybe it can keep me away from them.

Yep, that's one of the reasons I'm not nervous.

We were drifting away, although I was sitting next to Yuzhi, I still didn't talk much, the blandness made people want to suffocate.

I packed my schoolbag and prepared to leave. Yuzhi packed her schoolbag first and walked away. I was not surprised by this, since the showdown, Yuzhi has treated me like this.

The author has no intention, but the viewer has the heart.I saw his behavior in my eyes. Although I felt uncomfortable, I had nothing to say. After all, I was the one who started it.I'm the one who can't feel their hearts.

I tidied up and looked at the clock on the wall, um, I can go buy something and then go to the flower shop.Today's part-time job is in a flower shop, and I will go to the bookstore at night. It's strange, the bookstore feels like another home for me, maybe there is someone who cares about me, and there are books that can make me forget my troubles, right?

In the market, I saw a little girl squatting and selling potted plants. I looked forward and saw that many of them were still seedlings. The little girl looked at me eagerly, as if expecting me to buy them.

I smiled at him, there was a small potted cactus next to it, I pointed to it, "little sister, how do you sell this potted plant?"

He held out five fingers to me, I took out my wallet, took it out, and there was only one piece of ten yuan in it, "Little sister, this is for you, you don't need to change it." I handed the money to him and patted his head , took the potted plant and left.

It was just the right time to go to the flower shop. I went to the back of the flower shop, opened the small refrigerator, put the vegetables I just bought, and put the small potted plants aside.

At this time, the boss came in, "Uh, this potted plant is pretty good!"

"Well, when I went to the market just now, I saw a little girl selling it, and then I bought it." I replied, it seems that the boss is in a good mood today.

"Well, remember to take good care of it, you can live for a long time."

"I know."

I put on my apron, smiled at the boss and started to deal with the flowers.At this time, the boss came over suddenly and looked into my eyes.

I got hairy when he saw it, and thought, maybe he wants me to do something...

"Yu Yan, are you 16 too?"

"...nearly"

"When I invited you back then, I was really terrified~"

If there is such a person around you, then he must be begging you for something, or he broke your things, or he has something to hide from you.

"Boss, what's the matter with you?"

"As expected of Yu Yan!"

"...I will help if I can help."

"Thank you Yu Yan, you have worked hard to have a boss like me!"

It turns out that he also knows that I have worked hard. Why are the current bosses so uneasy? "You're welcome"

"I want to chase Ruqin."

"Ouch!" I, who was dealing with rose thorns, was startled by the sudden message from the boss.

"Fuck, don't hurt my flowers!"

"..."

After the bandage was done, I looked at the boss and waited for him to speak.He kept scratching his head, expressing his embarrassment, and there were traces of shyness on his face.

"Didn't you say that Sister Qin is a vicious bitch?"

"But I found that other people are actually very nice..." After finishing speaking, he fell into his own imagination.To be honest, I actually agree with what the boss said about the 'vicious dick', because Sister Qin is really fierce sometimes.

"……"What can i say

"So, I want to ask you to help me~"

"How can I help?" As far as I know, Sister Qin has everything, she doesn't lack anything, and the most important thing she lacks is a man. It doesn't mean that Sister Qin is promiscuous, but with her beauty, there will be a lot of people who are defeated by her. Under his pomegranate skirt.

"Help me ask her out for dinner." He was decisive, and he must have thought about it beforehand.

I picked up the landline phone in the store and made a call, but it was picked up after only two rings, "Hello, Miss Qin?"

"Huh? Yu Yang? Is there something wrong? Don't have enough money?"

"No, I want to invite you to dinner today, I don't know if I can."

There was a long silence on the phone, but I knew that Sister Qin was flipping through the calendar, so I just waited.

"Okay, I have time." Sister Qin said.

"Then we'll meet at the old place?"

"Okay, see you at the old place. See you at 06:30." I looked at the boss and gave him an ok gesture. He was so happy that he seemed to be able to fly. Is he really that happy?

"Oh, by the way, I'll bring one more person there, sister Qin, don't you mind?"

"Huh? Are you the boss? No. Come together, it's more lively."

"I see. Sister Qin, go get busy first. I'm hanging up."

"Bye." He hung up bluntly.

I hung up the phone, wondering if I was really that happy?I really don't understand, I look at the boss.He seemed to see my doubts, "Young man, you should understand when you fall in love in the future."

in love?I fell in love before I fell in love.I bowed my head and thought hard.

He probably saw my expression, so he came over and patted me on the shoulder and said, "Hey, Yu Yan, I didn't mean you, people, don't always be blindfolded, you can't be a lover, you can be friends! Just slowly let him have a good impression of you from your friends! If your sister Qin doesn't like me this time, I will take a gentle offensive!"

Start with friends?But what if you still want more from a friend?

I bowed my head and remained silent.