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It was midsummer when I left, but now it is late winter when I return.

The memory left to him by this city at the beginning stays on the surface layer in his mind, there is no need to grind it deep, and he will naturally remember it when he steps on this land.

It’s just a little different from what he remembered. The idol pictorials in the airport and outside on the street are not what he has seen before. The aesthetics of the times are always changing unexpectedly. The trend of aesthetics is getting more and more grasped by young people, or even younger. Looking around on the street, I can feel that I have been deeply out of touch with this bustling city. It is they who abandoned him, and he also abandoned them.

The changes in City S are huge. During the few opportunities he came here for business, he always avoided the floating beach in his mind. He came in a hurry and left in a hurry. He never took a serious look. , Now that I’m back, I’m in a trance, like a time traveler, traveling from the past to the future, from here to the other side, I haven’t changed my mood for a while, I can’t help but feel that I am out of place with this land, his The memory stays in the midsummer, and it is already deep winter, like a step that has spanned seven years, looking back at the scenery he left behind, inadvertently, things have changed...

The young man on the same plane asked him to carpool to the city, but Luo Xunyi declined. He stood alone at the airport exit, leaning against the wall with a poster of three beautiful teenagers, with his luggage under his feet and his hands in the In the pocket of the jacket, wearing sunglasses quietly watching the passengers getting off the plane and the flow of people picking up the plane. They all have their own directions and are in a hurry. Luo Xunyi watched their relatives reunite, old friends hug each other, and then they hugged each other intimately. clustered and scattered...

The airport is actually the most lively place, it always accommodates a lot of joys and sorrows, but no one's footsteps are for him. In fact, he has been alone for the past seven years

A black GM parked unexpectedly on the side of the road. A young woman with ear-length short hair and a tall, thin guy got out of the car in a hurry. The short-haired woman ran towards the airport entrance with a name tag for airport pick-up. .

Luo Xunyi recognized at a glance that it was a police car with its lights removed, lifted the backpack at his feet and slung it over his shoulder, and walked towards them.

"Will you pick me up, two?"

Luo Xunyi stopped in front of the young man and asked with a smile.

The woman in white down jacket and jeans stared at him, then raised the name tag in her hand and shook it: "Is that you?"

Luo Xunyi nodded, took off his sunglasses and reached out to her: "Jiangcheng Criminal Investigation Brigade, Luo Xunyi"

"Oh, hello, Criminal Investigation Department, Lu Xin"

Lu Xin's eyes visibly flickered, he shook hands with him, and said with a smile, "I'm sorry for keeping you waiting, but the police were dispatched temporarily, and there are not enough people in the team."

Luo Xunyi said it was okay, greeted another young man surnamed Liu, let the lady ahead, got into their car, and drove straight to the Municipal Public Security Bureau.

The nature of the industry is special, and it is extremely urgent to take up the post.

Lu Xin said that he knew half a month ago that a squadron leader was going to be airborne, and he was directly appointed by his superiors. He was always curious about who he was, but he didn't expect the leader to be so young, so he asked him if he was 30 years old.

Luo Xunyi said with a smile that he is 27 years old. He graduated from the police academy and was assigned to Jiangcheng six years ago.

After exchanging pleasantries all the way to the Public Security Bureau, Luo Xun recalled that when he got down to the station, he looked up at the towering and majestic police badge and the national flags tied to the stone pillars on both sides. Unreal, as he said, he was a little nervous when he was parachuted from the grassroots to the central government.

Lu Xin took him all the way to the director's office. He was a familiar face he had seen in Gao Ruicheng's sacking case. His promotion this time was also the result of the director's recommendation.

After coming out of the director's office, he was lured to his own office by Lu Xin, so quickly and with quality, he took office seriously.

New working environment, new boss, new colleagues, new subordinates, it took Luo Xun Yiguang more than a week to adapt to this new set of character relationships and work system. After more than a week, he had mixed with colleagues and subordinates. We are familiar, and we went to have a few dinners together when we have nothing to do. The girl named Lu Xin with a long face and short hair followed him. At the dinner table last time, when he was toasting, he found that Lu Xin Comrade Xin is the most beautiful in the bureau, and he is considered a very competent policewoman, but compared to his former partner, Yang Liguo, he is still slightly inferior. I want to be searched by her and ask something, or something, this Comrade Lu Xin is much calmer and more capable, he doesn't like joking with others very much, and the expression on his face is a little lacking, giving people a feeling of aloofness.

Years of experience told him that he must establish a legitimate friendship with his female colleagues, and if he fails, he will not become stiff. He never loses his temper with women. Heart' is a headache for him. As for male colleagues, after two or three glasses of wine, they are basically called brothers and sisters. He is also very experienced in this regard.

In short, he got busy at work so quickly, and continued his hard-working Saburo style in his old nest as always. His dedication to work once aroused the admiration of his colleagues, and some people secretly acided him, saying that he planned to take advantage of the new official's appointment. , In the fire, fight for the fire to go to the government building in the capital, Zhongnanhai.

It's not that Luo Xunyi can't hear these words, and he has never taken it to heart. It is a fact that all kinds of work are rushing towards the end of the year, and he has no reason to be busier than the director of the small operation team. The most important thing is The reason is that he doesn't want to let himself be idle, and once he is idle, he is easy to think wildly.

He rented a single apartment within ten miles of his work place, and he always looked out of the window intentionally or unintentionally when driving to work every day, but S City is so big, with so many people, and there are tall buildings everywhere, There is a lot of traffic, and it is not so easy to see a person in the crowd.

Whether it was accidental or a miracle, it didn't happen to him, but once, when he saw the back of a man whose back almost coincided with his memory on the sidewalk, Luo Xunyi just looked at him all the way and almost caused a rear end.

After nearly a month since he came back, he has never encountered Tai Wangran, nor has he gone to him. He still has Yu Wangran's cell phone number, and he has been unable to get through for a long time. Only Yang Hao was contacted, and he only called once every three years or two years. He didn't go to Yang Hao, and he never asked about being too forgetful in the few contacts. It was probably last year. Yang Hao said in the email Li told him that Yu Wangran's career is very good now, he didn't go to college, his family had an accident not long after he left, Yu Wangran's father had a terminal brain tumor and needed surgery, so he took over the family business Now, it is developing very well, and his father is fine, but he has left sequelae and is not very convenient to move. Now Yu Wangran has sent him to Hainan to recuperate. Oh, there is another important thing, Yang Hao said that he and Yu Xiangrong is getting married soon, so I invite him to come back to attend the wedding.

Luo Xunyi read that email for a long time at that time, took apart each word and read it, but couldn't read any more messages. It seemed that those people were still reunited and living well, but he couldn't think of Yu Wangran's family. After such a big change happened, he still remembered that many years ago in that small room, Yu Wangran rested on his stomach and searched several famous schools at home and abroad on the Internet with his mobile phone, and seriously discussed with himself if he would go to college in the future. What if he is left as a widowed old man......

He is a person worthy of being raised by an ivory tower forever, but fate taught him to step into the world of mortals prematurely and become a warrior who overcomes all obstacles.

He has missed all of Yu Wangran's years, and no one else has participated in his years.

Perhaps even Yang Hao thought that he left with Shen Shaoyou, but the fact is that he did not leave with Shen Shaoyou, he sent Luo Sihua to the plane, then turned and left, he could no longer be with Luo Sihua, nor could he be with Shen Shaoyou anymore Together, maybe he left Luo Sihua, that is the real way to protect her. He and Luo Sihua are like a shrimp and a goby. Since childhood, he has tried his best to protect Luo Sihua, but he just ignored He guards Luo Sihua, just like guarding a courtyard with luxuriant weeds. He guards the gate of the courtyard like a soldier, preventing people from entering. The courtyard has always been dark and desolate. Luo Sihua does not need his protection. His self-righteous protection is just his wishful thinking. He guards the goby's hole like a gun shrimp, playing the role of accomplice, hiding the past and sins in the cave for her. He and Luo Sihua are not brother and sister when they are together. , but two tacit criminals, reminding each other all the time, maybe only when they are separated, they will be free.

Luo Xunyi left Luo Sihua, not much better than him leaving Yu Wangran, but he left Luo Sihua far less guilty than he left Yu Wangran, he could persuade himself to leave Luo Sihua to love her, but he left Yu Wangran Woolen cloth?It was also for Luo Sihua.

Now he has the courage to leave Luo Sihua, but he can't turn around and confess to Yu Wangran, he will not confess to anyone, this is something he must stick to for the rest of his life in order to protect Luo Sihua.

Later, he took the initiative to find Zhan Yi and told him that he wanted to become a police officer, so he took it as atonement.

But Zhan Yi said that he knew it all. Maybe the two of them were tacit and felt guilty towards each other. The past made them deeply trapped in it. Now that the truth is revealed, no one is willing to bring it up again. The truth that Zhan Yi was after slapped him twice, only to find that Luo Xunyi was a more innocent victim than him.

In the past, it was Luo Xunyi who delayed his life, but now he ruined Luo Xunyi's life, and they evened out.

Zhan Yi's hometown is in an old city in Anhui. According to him, the scene of The Legend of the White Snake was filmed there. A psychiatrist hired by Yi spent half a year together day and night. Half a year later, Zhan Yi sent him to the Public Security University, and he and the Zhan brothers and sisters also cut off contact.

Some people, it's better not to contact them anymore.

In the past few days after returning, Luo Xunyi felt very uneasy, like a thief who trespassed on someone else's territory, guilty of trespassing, afraid of being discovered by others, extremely not open and upright.

The city is like a prison city. He knows that the person he cares about is right next door, but he can't get through it.

He never thought that he could forget Yu Wangran. The trace of this person left in his heart was too deep. Even after so many years, he has blurred his feelings for him and forgot whether he still loves him. , he only knows that he has been thinking about him, maybe it is because of guilt and regret towards him, or maybe because Yu Wangran said that he will always resent him, so he dare not forget.

He didn't dare to forget Yu Wangran, not because he was so infatuated, but because Yu Wangran saved him when he was desperate and lonely, and stayed with his wandering soul for a while, although the time was not long. Long, but enough to leave his shadow in his soul, he is afraid that if one day he forgets Yu Wangran, he will be the lonely ghost again.

In life, there must always be something to worry about.

He wanted to meet Yu Wangran very much, but he didn't know if Yu Wangran still wanted to see him. After all, more than seven years had passed, and the relationship between the two teenagers had long since been submerged by the torrent. From a historical point of view Looking back on the past, their time was nothing but insignificance and insignificance. They were no longer Luo Xunyi and Yu Wangran at that time. Life and time formed a deep gap between them. Standing here alone, Standing there alone, with their own lives behind them, time is so cruel, now, to him, the three words Yu Wangran are all unfamiliar, every time he only thinks about it in his midnight dream, and holds it on his lips and teeth Grinding and chewing back and forth a few times, a sense of depression seems to come from a lifetime away.

Perhaps meeting each other becomes a stranger.

Luo Xunyi drove away the unrealistic fantasies in his mind, and calmed down to work, but he didn't expect that a coincidence would finally happen to him.

One afternoon, he went to the street police station to pick up a document. The policeman on duty led him to the file room and passed the inquiry room, where he saw an old friend.

Yang Hao and a few hooligans got into a fight in the bar. When the two gangs got into a fight with the bottle, some of the onlookers called the police, and the police took the fighting gang to the police station for mediation. Contradictions, criticism of education.

Yang Hao is not a troublemaker, if he is unreasonable and domineering, how can Yu Xiangrong be nice to him, purely these hooligans bullied the waitresses in his shop, so they refused to listen and swearing at their mothers, that's why he got along with her. The gang got into a fight, and he had a good attitude of admitting his mistakes, and he was obviously not on the same side as that gang of hooligans.

But the hooligans sent out all their acquaintances, so they didn't know what to do. They scolded Yang Hao's eighteenth generation ancestors again in front of the police. Several policemen forcibly stopped him, and when Luo Xunyi found him, he was picking out a group of people, cursing furiously.

These policemen are obviously not very experienced, they are not strong enough, and their voices are not loud, so naturally they can't suppress these gangsters. Luo Xunyi walked to the door without anyone noticing, and looked inside for a while Suddenly, he raised his foot and kicked the door, and the group of people inside fell silent in an instant, and they all looked at the door in unison.

Luo Xunyi rolled the file in his hand into a paper tube and patted his thigh slowly, not very loudly, but extremely coldly.

"What's the noise, do you want to live here for a few days?"

A thorn head whose father is the director is not convinced: "Who are you? Is it your business or not? If you have nothing to do, get out of here."

Luo Xunyi smiled, raised his arms and pulled back his coat, put his hands on his waist, exposing the pistol grip on his back waist, and said calmly: "Of course there is something wrong, I now suspect that you are fighting with weapons, The plot is bad, disrupting public order and causing public panic, come with me from the criminal department?"

The young men fell silent immediately, and Yang Hao called out, "Brother Luo!"

Luo Xunyi took over the stack of files that the policeman on duty held for him, pointed to Yang Hao, and said, "Come with me first."