there are wolves

Although Zhan Yi's number was deleted a long time ago, Luo Xunyi knew very well that doing so was just blinding his eyes. He remembered Zhan Yi's number very clearly. Give him infinite fear.

This time, Zhan Yi did not look for him, but found Yu Wangran, which was even more terrifying than exposing his tricks.

He sent Zhan Yi a text message as early as after taking a shower, asking him where he was, and he didn't reply until midnight, with a few words, 306, inpatient department of the city hospital.

Luo Xunyi walked out of the hut, wandering around like a lonely ghost under the boundless night, the road at night was like a sleeping black python, and the taxi with red lights shuttled back and forth silently like a wandering beast, Like him, they are walking aimlessly.

An aimless person got into an aimless car and headed for his transfer station, the hospital.

The lights were on all night in the hospital corridor. He climbed the stairs to the third floor, stood at the stairs and turned to the right, and saw Zhan Yi in the bright and quiet corridor.

Zhan Yi sat slumped on the chair set up by the corridor, with his hands crossed over his chest, his head tilted to one side, almost resting on his shoulders.

Putting her hands in the pockets of her coat, Luo Xunyi lowered her head and walked towards him with light steps. When she walked in front of him, she found that his eyes were tightly closed, and he seemed to be asleep.

Sitting down on the chair directly opposite him, Luo Xunyi put his hands behind his back and quietly approached the back of the chair. He didn't make a sound to wake him up, but lowered his head and closed his eyes.

From the perspective of other people, these two people are like two acquaintances traveling together, feeling tired on the way, just stopping to rest.

On the way he came just now, he saw Zhan Yi looking like a dog in the water. He smelled heavily of cigarettes, his trousers were wrinkled, his leather shoes seemed to be wading in mud, his lower eyelashes were black and black due to insomnia, and his face Blue stubble appeared on his face, and the hair that hadn't been taken care of for several days hung in locks on his forehead, like a homeless man who came to rest his feet.

"What do you want me to do"

Luo Xunyi knew that he was awake, but he didn't sleep. He rested for a while, closed his eyes, and asked without raising his eyelids.

Zhan Yi seemed to be very tired, he hesitated to speak, hesitating, licked his tongue cracked bloody lower lip, his voice was gray and hoarse as if smoked out, and he closed his eyes and said: "Yesterday, little Mirror took a bottle of sleeping pills and wanted to commit suicide"

Luo Xunyi opened his eyes a little, looked at his stretched, dusty leather shoes, and said nothing.

Zhan Yi put his arms down and put them on the armrests on both sides of the chair. He opened his eyes and looked at him. His eyes seemed to be rolling in the mud, with a few scattered bloodshot streaks across them, and said, "She wants to see you, I I can't help it, so I brought you here."

"...you sent the flowers?"

Zhan Yi smiled, and the bloody mouth of his lower lip stretched to both sides, revealing a strip of blood-red tender flesh, and said, "Well, do you still like your little boyfriend?"

Luo Xunyi shook his head a few times, not knowing who he was refuting, or persuading, and said, "Don't look for him again."

Zhan Yi closed his eyes again, and the smile on the corner of his lips seemed to be carved by a knife. It was deep, but unfriendly, but a bit too cruel and false, just like him, but this is not his real face It's just that he's been a policeman for a long time, and he's used to interrogating prisoners. Hei Baogong has been singing for a long time, and he can't even show a softer facial expression. His whole body is branded with professional branding.

Zhan Yi took a deep breath from his abdomen, sighed a long time, closed his eyes and said in a sleepy voice: "You two, I don't want to find anyone."

At the end, he paused, not caring whether Luo Xunyi was listening or who he was talking to, and then said: "Do you know why I keep chasing you? Why? Because you almost stabbed me to death back then." Me? If I hated you so much, I would have found you wherever you went, but I didn’t find you, so I let you go. Have you thought about why? Because when you left, I would be free. ...Man, you have to give up something in order to live a relaxed life. Otherwise, you will be exhausted if you carry a lot of burdens in your heart. So after you left, I felt much more relaxed, but now ......You and Xiaojing are together again. Xiaojing is a simple and silly girl. She can't afford it and can't let it go. I really hope she can be like me back then, just like cutting off a piece of rotten meat in my heart Just forget about you, maybe she can live a good life, what do you young people call this thing? Fate? Fate...... Oh, this fate is really sinful, let me fall into your hands Not enough, let Xiaojing fall into your hands too, how are you doing? Looking at you now, you seem to be doing well, as long as I don't remind you, you can live well, so you must hate it now Me, then you hate me, you deserve it, and I deserve it too"

Zhan Yi pinched the center of his brows hard, as if trying to wake himself up, he opened his eyes and looked at Luo Xunyi who was sitting opposite him. Luo Xunyi lowered his head, and the pale light of the energy-saving lamp on top hit the On his face, there was no trace of blood on his face, it was as white as a face squeezed out of white plasticine, the corners of his lips were tightly pressed, and the lips that were not dark in color were hit by the white light, showing a very Faint tender pink, the silhouette of the eyelashes lies quietly in the faint shadow of his nose, quietly concentrating like an ancient oil painting on the screen wall.

Recalling that beautiful little boy like an elf back then, compared to now, he has not changed much...

"......I tell you"

Zhan Yi's tone suddenly became cold and serious, as if there was some hatred that could not be vented, and helplessness, he stared at his face and solemnly said: "If you are not a person on the same road, it is impossible to reach the same goal by different routes. There is a gap between Yu Wangran and Yu Wangran, the gap between you will only get bigger and bigger, one day this gap will ruin your relationship, if there is any between you, his social background Unlike you, you are not as good as him, he is with you now, but because your current social status is the same, he will gradually surpass you, and one day he will stand until you can’t even look at him He will become mature and powerful, and he will no longer need you. At that time, it will be difficult for you to even look at him. You don't have to be afraid of me, because I have let you go now, and I will not destroy you. You, life will destroy you"

Luo Xunyi slowly opened his eyes, looked at him and asked, "Did you let me go?"

Zhan Yi looked into his eyes firmly, and said: "You must think that I am biting you like a mad dog, but that is because it is you, you appeared in front of me again, I never looked for you, wait for Zhan Jing After being discharged from the hospital, I will take her back to her hometown to recuperate, I won’t be able to see you anymore, so I won’t pester you anymore.”

Zhan Yi's eyes were like black holes that were tightly attached to his gaze, giving Luo Xunyi the illusion that one head was sunk in, and he couldn't crawl out.

Luo Xunyi lowered his eyes again, smiled very lightly, and said, "Really?"

Later, in a daze, he actually fell asleep.

When I woke up, it was the next morning, and the smoke and fire in the corridor had returned early. The people who accompanied the bed walked back and forth in the corridor to wash, fetch water, and eat breakfast.

Luo Xunyi woke up after being kicked by a woman who hurried past with a thermos bottle. She subconsciously retracted her legs, frowned and opened her eyes. She saw that there was an extra coat on her body. It was Zhan Yi. A smoky jacket.

He picked up the coat that had slipped onto his lap and folded it a few times. Looking around, he happened to see Zhan Yi coming up from the stairs, carrying a bag of buns, soy milk and porridge.

"What to eat?"

Zhan Yi opened the bag containing breakfast and handed it to him.

Luo Xunyi took out a steamed bun, held it steaming in his hand, and said thank you without eating it.

Zhan Yi glanced at his slightly bewildered face, waved to him, walked to Ward 306, first looked in through the small window on the door, then turned around and gave Luo Xunyi a 'shh', Gently pushed the door open and walked in.

Luo Xunyi followed him into the ward lightly, and saw Zhan Jing curled up on the ward sleeping. Her short hair was scattered on the pillow in a mess, half of her face was buried in the pillow and she couldn't see the whole picture. Her cheeks were sunken, and she was a little thinner than the last time I saw her. A collarbone exposed at the neckline seemed to be cut deeply and sharply by a knife, and her hair, which had grown a few inches from the root, showed a natural look. The black color is incompatible with her gorgeously dyed purple hair, and the most unbearable thing is the broken color of her hair, so she always dyes her hair every now and then, doing her best.

It now appears that she is indeed ill.

Luo Xunyi frowned tiredly, standing at the end of the bed and watching her quietly.

"You better go"

Zhan Yi said: "She is quite stable now, I am afraid that she will see you soon, and there will be some fluctuations again."

Luo Xunyi nodded, put his coat on the end of Zhan Jing's bed, and walked towards the door.

When he opened the door and was about to leave, Zhan Yi said: "I won't pursue you, but it doesn't mean I believe you are innocent. I advise you to make decisions for yourself and make the right decision when you are still sober. You understand what do i mean"

Luo Xunyi knew what he meant very well, did not respond to his words, closed the door and left, took a taxi along a fixed track and went back to the hut, bought some breakfast at the gate of the community, and stepped on the undried mist from last night. Walking home, I saw a person standing at the gate from a distance, walked in and found something, so I forgot.

Yu Wangran was standing at the gate in neat school uniform, with his hands in his school uniform pants, his body, which was always upright like a horizontal and vertical pole, slightly lowered his back, and looked down at the ground through the leaves. The falling light spots, I don't know what I was thinking.

"...why get up so early"

Luo Xunyi laughed, and stopped two meters away in front of him, still with such a bright and carefree smile.

Yu Wangran turned to look at him, his face seemed to be covered with a layer of clear frost, his obsidian eyes were still shining in the morning light, he smiled slightly, and asked, "Have you bought breakfast yet?"

"yes"

Luo Xunyi took a step towards him, raised the bag in his hand, and said, "Don't you like to eat the fried spring rolls at the door? You got up early in the morning and lined up to buy them."

The corners of Yu Wangran's lips were like a puppet whose strings had been cut off, his face slowly returned to calm, he turned to face him, and said in an indifferent and cold tone: "Last night, the fog The load was heavy, I was afraid that the clothes on the balcony would get wet, I got up to put away the clothes, I didn’t see you, where did you go? To be honest, don’t lie to me”

Luo Xunyi felt his throat clenched by the coolness of the morning, and it was extremely difficult to catch his breath. The pressure Yu Wangran put on him almost made him suffocate, his tongue was stuck in his throat and he couldn't make a sound for a long time. The scent made his mouth dry and flustered.

"I asked where you went!"

Yu Wangran suddenly became angry, his eyes were bloodshot, if he could see his own face, it must be a hideous face.

"Did you go to find Shen Shaoyou? Didn't you! I stood here and waited for you all night, I thought you left and never came back!"

Yu Wangran's whole body was trembling with anger, and his voice was trembling: "Luo Xunyi, I think you're playing tricks on me, you leave me again and again, every time I bring you back, if I Did you really leave without looking for you? Just like the first time and the second time, you left me without saying anything? Every time you said you were thinking of me, how bad am I? Only horror can make you feel less safe! You have never trusted me. In your heart, I am a tenant who can move out at any time. Who else do you trust? Does Shen Shaoyou? Do you trust him? Compared with me, you Or do you trust him more? Then what are you still doing with me? Is it fun? Is it fun! I can’t live anymore because of you, I don’t want friends, and I’ve lost my principles. What about you? You fucking hide a bunch of them Heartbroken things are going back and forth among the few of us, do you think I don’t want to ask about your past and your thoughts? You treat me like a thief, you don’t get into your steel, you never put me in your heart However, you have been perfunctory me, you are perfunctory! I told you everything I should say and should not say, and I did everything for you, but what about you? Don't be honest, you have no sincerity to me. You treat me like a child and play house with me, do you think I really can't see it? You don't plan to stay with me for a long time. What should I do to you? Will you believe me? What else can I do to make you believe me? I have tried my best! I have tried my best! I have tried my best to show you my heart, but you still don’t take it seriously. Every time you leave me They say it is to protect me, is it to protect me or to protect yourself! All I need is for you to confess to me openly and honestly, no matter what you are, I will accept it, but why don't you believe it? Why don't you believe it? Luo Xunyi !"

Luo Xunyi barely supported his body, and Yu Wangran's words pierced his heart like needles, leaving bloody wounds. Luo Xunyi found that what he said was right, he just Such a hypocritical, selfish and cowardly villain, facing Wang Ran at this moment, he is like a bereaved dog, with no face to face.

Under his indiscriminate bombardment, Luo Xunyi seemed to have seized an opportunity to survive, and finally said the lines that had been rehearsed long ago: "I didn't go to find Shen Shaoyou"

"Then where have you been?"

Luo Xunyi was speechless again, and he found that Yu Wangran was so precise that every word hit the nail on the head. He really kept his secrets hidden from him.

Yu Wangran looked at him weakly and tiredly, he had exhausted all his energy just now, and now he was exhausted and mentally exhausted, and his whole body seemed a little dull, he looked at him quietly for a while, seeing that he didn't speak, just stood, feeling even more tired for no reason , pulled the corners of his lips and showed a sneer, and said, "Zhan Jing? Did you go to see Zhan Jing?"

As he spoke, he looked up at the rising sun and sighed, and said, "There is also Zhan Jing, yes, there is also Zhan Jing...I have worked so hard to let you get rid of the past , so you don't need it, since you are so worried about your past...then break up with me."

Yu Wangran lowered his head slowly, looked at him calmly and said, "Me, and them, you have to give up one."

When Yu Wangran said the word "breakup" and walked past him carrying his schoolbag, the iron wall that Luo Xunyi had built collapsed like a broken one.

When Yu Wangran's footsteps gradually walked away, Luo Xunyi frantically wanted to confess to him, admit his mistakes, and even wanted to kneel down for a moment to beg his forgiveness, but when he turned around, Yu Wangran had already left Far away, walking very resolutely, without stopping to look back at him, gradually leaving him behind, as if leaving behind a piece of time that belongs to the past.

No matter how he forgot, Yu Wangran was proud from the beginning to the end.

It was also his pride that made him unable to bear it.