there are wolves

Xue Mingyao didn't return all night. Yu Wangran spent the first night after moving by himself, which caused him to fall asleep until the second half of the night. It wasn't because he was afraid of something that didn't exist, but because he was so excited that he couldn't fall asleep. Half of the reason for excitement comes from physical freedom, and half comes from psychological freedom.

Yu Wangran has been strictly controlled by his family since he was a child. So far, he can be described as "smooth sailing" and "no obstacles". He is a top student in the eyes of his teachers, a good boy in the eyes of his neighbors, and a good boy in the eyes of his parents. Son, so the time of his rebellious adolescence was extremely short, and the storms he caused were extremely small, so small that he could slap the hidden rebellion in his heart to death on the beach.

This person is extremely wise, and his mentality is so mature that he has been used to being a person who strictly manages himself according to the requirements of others since he was a child.

Moving out from home is a little change he made to the current dull and boring youth. memorial service.

I did not belong to this world before, but now I am, and I am slowly coming towards you.

In the general view, the reason why teenagers are teenagers is because their pure hearts have not been stained by the black river of desire, have not been smoked by sex, and have not been covered by floating clouds, but Yu Wangran believes that teenagers The reason why they are teenagers is because they are still sleeping ice, streams that have not flowed into rivers and seas. What the world worships is their empty shells, not their solid hearts. Don't really understand the flesh and blood under their skin.

Yu Wangran thought, isn't he just an example?Who would have expected that he would have a crush on a man of the same gender as himself, and even have a desire... Maybe it's the fate that is unknown.

Xue Mingyao, who didn't return all night, didn't come back until after six o'clock the next morning, and brought back a regular customer.

As soon as Yu Wangran came out of the bathroom with a towel around his neck, he happened to see Xue Mingyao pushing the door in with the key, followed by Luo Xunyi.

When Luo Xunyi saw him, he stretched out his hand to greet him: "Hey, good morning."

Yu Wangran grabbed both ends of the towel with both hands, and a tiny drop of water slid off the eyelashes that had just been soaked in water, filled with the morning light from the window and flew in the opposite direction, and then lightly shattered on the floor... ..

"I saw you outside the door, you talk"

Xue Mingyao's tone was like leading a lost animal home. After speaking, he slipped into the bathroom and closed the door by the way.

The lost man stepped in front of Yu Wangran in two or three steps, held up a bag of buns, fried dough sticks and soy milk in his hand, and said like a treasure: "Eat breakfast, I bought it."

Yu Wangran looked at him, blinked, pursed his lips and smiled, took off the towel around his neck and put it on his wrist, staggered his shoulders and went back to the room.

Luo Xunyi put a bag of breakfast on the kitchen counter, held the warm towel against the door of Wangran's bedroom, knocked on the door, and asked, "What do you want to eat?"

The sound insulation effect of the room is not very good, and the sound of Yu Wangran opening the closet to get clothes can still be heard clearly.

"Didn't you buy it? I'm not picky about food, I eat whatever I buy"

"Oh... do you eat fritters, fritters, leek boxes, these things?"

“I am not picky eater”

"What about soy milk? Do you drink sweet or salty?"

The door suddenly opened, and Yu Wangran was standing at the door wearing a white shirt, school uniform and trousers, his hands were tying a bow tie, and he said a little funny, "I'm really not picky eaters, I'm not that difficult to serve."

Luo Xunyi looked at his beautiful hands working on the neckline, and the dark blue tie he was nimbly playing with with his slender, white fingers, swimming like a water snake between his fingers...

Yu Wangran tied his tie two or three times, and walked into the kitchen over his shoulder.

"What are you doing here so early?"

Yu Wangran took a few bowls to pick up the buns, glanced at Luo Xunyi who was still standing there, and asked.

Luo Xunyi grabbed the hat off his head, fanned the wind and walked towards him: "Just arrived, just on the way... came in"

Yu Wangran raised his head and glanced at him again. He felt that his words were a bit strange. He didn't ask when he came.

Yu Wangran snorted, and raised his chin to signal him to pour a few cups of soy milk into the cup.

As soon as the breakfast was put on the table here, Xue Mingyao came out of the bathroom after washing up, so the three of them sat down and began to eat breakfast.

Xue Mingyao said that he went back to Xiangyang's house to pick up things yesterday, but he packed it until two or three o'clock. He was too tired, so he simply stayed there for the night.

"What about things?"

Yu Wangran asked.

Xue Mingyao took a mouthful of buns and said, "Huh?"

"Didn't you go to pack your things? Where are your things?"

"Oh...he brought me to school"

Yu Wangran stared at him speechlessly for a while, thinking that you guys are really good at making troubles.

Xue Mingyao went back to his room to change after eating.

Yu Wangran stood up to clean up the bowls and chopsticks, glanced at Luo Xunyi who had been pressing his phone since the phone rang a few minutes ago, and stretched out his hand to his soybean milk bowl: "Do you still want to eat?"

Luo Xunyi hurriedly picked up the bowl and drank it, then took the bowl and chopsticks from him, put them into the sink instead of customers, and then leaned against the refrigerator and continued to press the phone.

Yu Wangran suddenly didn't know whether to be annoyed or to laugh, he stared blankly at the unconscious person for a while, played back and went to get his schoolbag.

The new home was very close to the school, within a 10-[-]-minute walk, so Yu Wangran's half-worn bicycle was not brought along, and the three of them walked on the sunny sidewalk in the morning breeze.

Yu Wangran and Xue Mingyao chatted about the trivial matters of the new home, but Luo Xunyi couldn't get in the way, so he didn't bother to see the willows in the lake.

"I'm on duty this week!"

Xue Mingyao suddenly let out a small exclamation, and then sped up and ran away.

Xue Mingyao was unequivocal about major issues, except for these trivial matters, he always lost sight of them, Yu Wangran ignored him, and focused on the people walking on his left, outside the sidewalk.

"What are you looking at?"

Yu Wangran was bored and asked casually.

Luo Xunyi's eyes moved from the far lake to the near one, and he said after a while: "It's nothing."

Luo Xunyi was looking at the lake a few steps away, the sunlight was flickering in his dark green eyes, gathering and scattered, ups and downs, extremely messy.

At first, Yu Wangran wanted to chat with him and exchange feelings, but when he saw his eyes, he suddenly couldn't say anything. At this moment, Luo Xunyi made him feel very alienated. Even if Luo Xunyi was by his side, the indifference and alienation in his eyes made him feel that the person in front of him had become extremely transparent, as if there was a piece of time and space blocking them, it was unreal...

Yu Wangran somehow felt an unusually strong loneliness from the bottom of his heart, not his loneliness, but Luo Xunyi's loneliness.

what are you thinkingwhat the hell are you thinking...

Yu Wangran suddenly felt lost, extremely frustrated, and at the same time a little annoyed.

Luo Xunyi slowly withdrew his eyes from the lake, looked at the stone pavement under his feet and let out a long sigh of relief, his two straight eyebrows were inseparably entangled, hesitating and hesitating at the corners of his lips, and then said: " Will you be with me?"

Luo Xunyi's words caught Yu Wangran off guard just like the look in his eyes just now, but he still didn't show it, but his steps suddenly shrank, and the thumb of his right hand rubbed his index finger heavily.

Before Yu Wangran could figure out how to reply, Luo Xunyi said again, "Are you with me? I need you to be with me?"

need?

A want is a desire and a need is a desire.

Perhaps this word touched Yu Wangran, he suddenly became less entangled, and he didn't find it so difficult to answer this question.

Yu Wangran stopped, turned to face him, looked into his eyes and asked, "What is being together?"

Luo Xunyi hurriedly said: "Just admit me, admit me, do you admit me?"

Luo Xunyi's eyes that looked at each other were warm and flexible, which made Yu Wangran feel very comfortable, so he suddenly let go of his guard, and replied in a state of unnaturalness: "Of course, I admit you, then you What? Do you admit me?"

Luo Xunyi shook his head very lightly, and his tone was clear and sincere as if he was chanting; "In the world, of all people, I only believe in you and only recognize you...you believe me, I really like you, you believe me"

He repeatedly said "you believe me", as if he was extremely afraid of forgetting to take him seriously, not taking his words seriously, not taking him seriously... The central idea of ​​such a series of nine songs, so Wang Ran actually understood it, and at the same time he also noticed that the "Guan Liao Zi" in front of him was so unconfident, or could he just be unconfident in front of himself?

Yu Wangran raised his breath silently, then exhaled, quietly took a deep breath, looked into his eyes and thought about it quietly, and said, "Well, I believe you"

"......Really?"

Yu Wangran saw that his eyes were like two fireworks that exploded suddenly, the brilliance and beauty made people's hearts flutter, and his whole person showed a look of great surprise.

Yu Wangran was also deeply shocked by bringing happiness to someone so easily, the corners of his lips parted and he smiled out of nowhere.

"real"

Luo Xunyi raised his hands and waved them wildly, as if he wanted to catch him, but he didn't know what to do, and finally hung down obediently, staring into his eyes anxiously and panicked: "Then you are , did you promise me?"

Yu Wangran was still immersed in the emotion that he didn't know who brought him, two voices sounded over and over again in his mind, one was "he needs me" and the other was "he likes me", and then he was in Luo Xunyi's memory again. Under his gaze, he asked himself calmly, "What about you? Do you like him?"

...Unfortunately, he has never liked anyone, so it is difficult for him to tell what label his feelings for Luo Xunyi should label.

He thought for a long time, but he had no clue. In the end, he simply threw away all distracting thoughts, leaving only a clear voice in his mind: "I don't know, but I must not leave him."

Yu Wangran's eyes were gentle, and his smiling face looked like the first time I saw him in a coffee shop. The young man behind the cashier was printing tickets and asked him with a smile, "Hi, what would you like to drink?"

Seemingly the same, but also seeming to be extremely different, Luo Xunyi looked at his face and fell into the memory of deja vu...

"Yes, I promise you..."

Before he finished speaking, Yu Wangran's waist tightened, his shoulders ached, and a powerful force forced his body to fall into another chest like a city wall being pulled down by soldiers.

Taking advantage of his height, the man clasped his arms tightly around his waist, buried his chin in the hollow of his neck, and hugged him tightly.

When Yu Wangran was pressed into his arms, his eyes went dark for an instant, and after a moment of stupefaction, his tense and broken back gradually softened, and his stiff neck also hooked down, because of the traffic on the sidewalk. Pedestrians all looked at them, he was really blushing and embarrassed, he simply buried his head on Luo Xunyi's shoulder and hid his face.

"I promise you, let go quickly"

Yu Wangran's paws swayed up and down several times, but he didn't push him away.

"Yu Wangran, remember, you are with me now"

Luo Xunyi hugged him in a low voice by his ear without letting go, and murmured in his ear.

"Yeah, I remember"

"You write it down in your notebook in a while, so you can see it every day and you won't forget it"

"I won't forget, I will write when I arrive in the classroom, please let go first"

"When you finish writing, show it to me, don't forget"

"...it's not over"

Yu Wangran twisted his wrist outwards violently, and immediately got away.

Luo Xunyi flicked his hands twice before chasing after his back.

"Wait for me! We just agreed to be together!"

Yu Wangran ran away: "I'm going to be late!"

When they were really late, they rushed into the school gate in troubled waters among the last wave of fish that slipped through the school gate.

Yu Wangran handed the schoolbag to the girl in the same class she met at the door and asked her to help bring it to the classroom, then stood beside the sculpture facing the school gate and waited for the patrolling student union team.

Luo Xunyi wobbled beside him and refused to leave.

"Are you going home at noon?"

Luo Xunyi asked him.

"I don't know, it depends on the situation"

"Then I'll wait for you at the door of your class after school at noon, and we have lunch together?"

"Well, hurry up and get into class, morning reading right away"

"So shall we go out for lunch or in the school cafeteria? Where do you want to go? Baby"

Luo Xunyi's words have always been amazing, so Yu Wangran didn't feel so terrified by his precious words, but was a little sour... But after the sourness passed, he felt pretty good.

"I'm not picky eaters, I can eat anywhere"

"Then I still buy buns, fried dough sticks and sweet soy milk? I think this is our love token."

Yu Wangran pointed at the teaching building and said, "Go, hurry up!"

"Aren't you picky eaters, baby?"

Yu Wangran smirked: "Is the token of love for you to eat? The token of love is for you to wear buns and fried dough sticks on your left, and a bowl of sweet soy milk on your head. This is the token of love."

"Standing on two sugar pancakes? Cos Nezha makes trouble?"

"I'm bored"

"Haha, I'll call you after school"

Luo Xunyi raised two fingers and blew him a kiss on his lips, then ran into the teaching building.

Yu Wangran glanced at him lightly, then turned around and pursed her lips into a snicker.

Why didn't I find out before that this person is so secondary.