Can't speak

What is grievance, what is anger, what is grievance and no place to complain, what is there is no place to shed tears?Everything was deeply understood by Liao Ying.

She just clicked on the information record to check, and found out that something big happened.There were nearly ten unread messages there, and there were a few recently read ones, which were not read by her.And the content of the message simply broke her down.

Watching one by one in chronological order, the more you read, the more uncomfortable you will be.The general content is divided into two parts, one is: Reminder: Hello Ms. Liao Ying, your store lease is about to expire, please reply as soon as possible...

There is one week left before the last renewal period, if you don't reply again, it will be regarded as an automatic termination of the contract...

The store has been sublet, please Ms. Liao Ying to take away the utensils in the store and clean the kitchen within a week...

The second is: Xiaoying, how is your family doing?

Xiaoying, when will you come? The boss is about to sign a lease for the next semester. Do you want to renew the lease?

Xiaoying, are you okay?Why has there been no reply, and the phone is not answered.The boss has already found another store, your store has been sublet, I have put away all your pots and pans for you, and put them here for you to keep...

Xiaoying, is something wrong with you?

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Ah!How could she forget such an important thing? !How could Dad not tell her that there are so many missed calls and unread messages? !How can he do this? ! !

However, no matter how angry she is, she will not do anything.She also knew what response she would get when she rushed in to question her. Liao Ying really didn't want to see the face of a rogue who should have been, so she silently called Sister Luo.

"Hi, Sister Luo, I'm Xiaoying, thank you for helping me take care of my belongings, I'll treat you to dinner when I go back."

"Xiaoying, are you okay? I thought what happened to you, hey, I was scared to death! Why haven't you heard from me for so long?"

"I'm sorry, Sister Luo, I haven't had my mobile phone with me all the time. By the way, how are you doing now? Have you all renewed your contract?"

"Yeah, we've signed. You haven't heard from me, and you can't be contacted. They hired a new tenant. Your shop started renovation two days ago. I heard it's also a barbecue shop. I'm so pissed off! When are you coming again?"

Liao Ying was also tired, endured the discomfort and continued to answer questions to understand the situation.

"I may...may not go there until May, please help me keep those things first, and I will thank you very much, Sister Luo."

"Hey, let's not talk about that, the main reason is that it will take you so long to come. Are things at home troublesome? Where will you find a store? I really don't want you to move away!"

"Well, my dad broke his leg. I can only leave when he recovers. At that time...it depends on the situation. I don't want to move away either. I don't know if the old customers found my fans. Will it be sad that the store is gone..."

"Tsk! You still have the heart to think about this! It's okay, there are no guests, I will tell you next time, take good care of your dad!" Sister Luo hung up the phone in a hurry to start a new semester and a new quarter business.

Here, Liao Ying stared at the phone and let out a long sigh, and couldn't help thinking: Fortunately, the rent is paid every six months, otherwise her luggage would be taken away and thrown away...

While thinking about it, I watched the screen go dark, then press the button to light up, and click on WeChat to log in.She can't wait to know how that person is doing, whether he is no longer awkward, whether he has sent her a message, whether he has gained weight during the Chinese New Year, where he went for the internship...

These days, I really miss her!These days, the more days passed, the more I missed that person, and the more days I passed, the more I understood how good that person was... These days, she finally figured out something.

However, the reality is always cruel, very cruel.

In the past two months, Jiang Bai not only did not send any news to her, but also did not update Moments for a long time.Liao Ying wondered if that person was still hiding in the turtle shell. Her slap might have hurt her...

After thinking about it, Liao Ying gritted her teeth, decided to take the initiative, clicked on the chat interface, and sent a smiley emoji.

A red exclamation point popped up in the next second, followed by a paragraph of text: Jiang Bai turned on friend verification, and you are not his (her) friend yet.Please send a friend verification request first, and the other party can only chat after the verification is passed.At the end there are a few blue fonts: Send a friend to verify? ? ? ! ! !

Liao Ying was stunned for a few seconds, and after a few seconds, her whole body froze, her heart jumped like an ice cave, and then stopped for a few beats...

Jiang Bai... deleted her?

Jiang Bai... deleted her!

Jiang Bai... deleted her...

Jiang Bai... deleted her.

Ah!Hehehe... what does this mean?

Liao Ying didn't feel too sad for all the suffering and grievances before, maybe because she was used to it, maybe because she was numb.Even though she was so angry that she cried with hatred, she quickly built her heart again and gritted her teeth firmly to hold on.But this time, Jiang Bai's move made her feel unprecedented collapse!

Compared with that, what is being framed and bullied?What is it to be looked down upon?What is it to be used as a servant girl?What was the storefront repossessed?What is it to be framed again and again by your biological father?What's the point of carrying the feces basin and pouring the urinal?What are these? !

Everything is added together, it is not as good as it is, it is not as good as Jiang Bai not wanting her.Jiang Bai was finally hurt by her, and finally no longer liked her.I will never go back to pretend to be an ostrich for a period of time like before, and then come to her brazenly, and will never come to see her again... I have even cut off their contact cruelly, to do so Absolutely!

But why did you delete me before I finally figured it out? !

The grievances came overwhelmingly, and the tears came overwhelmingly.A thin and thin girl in her early twenties, with red eyes, fluttering lips, sucking her nose deeply, opening her eyes to the maximum, staring, staring, still unable to stop the surging tears...

Jiang Bai, you are so cruel!

Not only Jiang Bai, Liao Ying this time, really resented her uneasy father.He also developed resentment towards himself.

If it wasn't for him, she wouldn't delay contacting Jiang Bai!But if she didn't do it herself, why waste the time to talk about it?

After all, she still blames herself.

Liao Ying, just do it!

Some things, it's useless to regret.Even if you are sad and sad, remorse and remorse, there is nothing you can do.Jiang Bai has already planned to completely cut off their contact, then she will have no face to entangle.

Therefore, after crying for a while, no matter how sad, regretful, and painful, Liao Ying never clicked on "Send to a friend for verification". Now, even if she cried to death, she would not do that .

God knows, for what reason, she abandoned a beautiful love, lost that, her.

Liao Ying's sobs were loud, and woke up Liao Guanghai in the room, only to hear him shout: "Why are you crying? Why don't you cook! Where's my cell phone?!"

Feeling extremely depressed, Liao Ying didn't have the strength to care about why Liao Guanghai started making trouble for no reason, so she sat in the living room for a while, got up and walked into his room.Liao Guanghai had lost his patience a long time ago, seeing her come in with red eyes and a haggard expression made him even angrier.

"What the hell are you crying for? I'm not dead yet! Why, you're not happy after serving me for a few days? Let me tell you, I've been unhappy with you for a long time! I gave birth to you, raised you, provided you with food, lodging, and school, but in the end your wings were hard In order to make money, I respect my father so much every month, if it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t be like this! Give me the phone! I’ll tell you—”

"enough!!!"

Xu has accumulated grudges for a long time, and today's appearance drove the strong and forbearing Liao Ying almost crazy. No matter how impatient she was with this so-called father, she finally vented her anger and started to fight.

"Do you have a conscience? Do you have a conscience? I asked you, do you have a conscience? You gave birth to me, that's right. Did you raise me? Before my mother died, you started gambling, cheating and cheating, and you couldn't see anyone every day .After my mother died, it was my grandma who dragged me with feces and piss. Everything I needed for food and clothing was bought for me by saving money. How about you? How many days have you been at home? You Have you been in charge of me for a few days? You also secretly gambled with my grandma for my high school tuition, and lost all of it! How did grandma die? You were mad at me!"

Liao Ying stopped crying, stared at the person on the bed with blood-red eyes, and continued to complain,

"You still want to pay for my schooling? What qualifications do you have to say this? Just because you won the unprecedented 80 yuan you gave me in a bet? Throughout high school, my tuition fees were borrowed from relatives. The living expenses are earned by my own work-study program and working outside! My grades in the college entrance examination have passed a score line, and the admission letter has come down. I have no money to pay tuition fees. I have no relatives and friends at home who are willing to borrow. I want to apply for a student loan , but I couldn’t find a co-borrower! You refused to sign and press your fingerprints for me, and you refused to borrow for me! You are my father! Did I ask you to pay back in the future? Did you pay back the money from relatives and friends? Have you passed one point? You still don’t know how to repent! Do you have the face to say it?! You deprived me of the right to go to higher education, and now, you are depriving me of my freedom, and even..." Destroyed my love!

I hate you! ! !

This angry and bitter accusation struck deeply in Liao Guanghai's heart, making him startled and at a loss, he leaned back against the head of the bed, dumbfounded, unable to reply for a long time.

The child in front of him who has never been loved or loved since he was a child, and whose eyes are full of stubbornness and hatred, today and now, with sharp and straightforward words and objective facts, exposed him, made him feel ashamed, let him face lost...

But now, he finally realized that the child not only had hardened wings, but also would resist him.Now, I need to rely on her...