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Time flies, and New Year's Day is ushered in the frustrating situation where the weather is good and bad but the temperature keeps dropping.

During the three-day holiday of the Gregorian New Year, many students took this opportunity to go out and play. The local students were not afraid of the severe cold and went back home. None of the four girls in dormitory 17 in Building 416 traveled far. They were all waiting for the class activities on New Year's Day, and then rested for two days. After the inspection, they could pack their bags and go home for the New Year.

In the morning, after Jiang Bai washed up and ate cold and hard bread for breakfast, he happily took out the New Year's Day gift that had been stored for many days from the cabinet and looked at it again. She has seen this beautifully packaged gift box countless times. Once again, just wait for New Year's Day to come, and send out this carefully prepared heart.Perhaps, you can also take this opportunity to say something to the person who received the gift...

Today is the holiday, Jiajia went on a date with her boyfriend early in the morning, and two of the three remaining bachelor women in the dormitory grinned and scratched their ears, accusing Jiajia of being of the opposite sex and inhumane, while complaining that the boys in this university have no vision and taste, In the three and a half years of college, no one came to chase them.

Of course, such remarks could not reach Jiang Bai's ears, she was only intoxicated with the warm gift-giving scene she wove, and blocked all the indignation of Master Hong and Lili.

But there are arrangements tonight, and the appointment with the proprietress is tomorrow. In order to leave some surprises and suspense, Jiang Bai decided to endure another day and give gifts when he goes to the appointment tomorrow. Anyway, it is the New Year's Day holiday, and it should be fine if it is a day and a half late , meaning the same.

She felt that it didn't matter if she gave the gift later, but others didn't think so.

At 9 o'clock, Jiang Bai's cell phone rang, and a WeChat message came in.

——Xiao Bai, are you free at noon today? I would like to invite you to have lunch together.

Uh……

This sister Kang hasn't had much contact with her for a while, and she thought she had gone home on vacation, but she didn't expect to come to ask her out today.But, how could Haoduanduan ask her to have dinner? He had already declined several times, so why did he come to invite her on such an important day?

Without thinking about it, Jiang Bai politely refused like the previous few times: No, I have dinner with my roommate at noon, and there are activities in the class at night, so it is not good to be absent.Have a good New Year's Eve with your friends too!

——Is that so, well then, I still want to have a meal with you to say goodbye, so are you free tomorrow?

Jiang Bai's heart tightened, his eyeballs rolled, and he said haha: Let's take a look again, maybe we will stay up all night tonight, and tomorrow we will lose energy and need to catch up on sleep haha!Then... I wish you a happy New Year's Day!

The other party just stopped for a while, as if she didn't understand what she meant, she still insisted: that's fine, then I'll contact you tomorrow depending on the time, is your event a dinner party, drink less alcohol, happy New Year's Day! (smile)

Although there is already someone he likes, but there is a girl who pays so much attention to him, and she is still such a beautiful and temperamental girl, Jiang Bai can't help feeling very proud in the bottom of his heart.

As proud as she was, she couldn't help but chat with Liao Ying and flirt with her.

——Lady Boss, Happy New Year's Day!What are you doing?

The news came back quickly: what can you do in the early morning, just prepare the materials, and go to open the shop later, what are you doing?

——I, I am thinking of you... What kind of feast will you prepare for me tomorrow...

——What feast do you want?

- want you...

- me what?

……

Like a couple in love, the two talked to each other with strong attachment and ambiguity, so sweet that no one felt unnatural.

On the other end, the proprietress who was having a good time chatting with someone, smiled beautifully, and felt ashamed and annoyed when she saw the disgusting words of that person. Pull and pull, grab the unfinished sweater and add a few more stitches while waiting for the news.

I have been knitting this sweater for more than half a month. These days I have been trying my best to spare time and rush to work day and night. I finally finished most of it. Right now, half of the sleeves are still unfinished. I can close the stitches if I rush today. Tomorrow...

Thinking of this, the proprietress's face flushed, her eyes could not be said to be focused or erratic, but there was sweetness and anticipation in her heart, that was for sure.

Since there is still a rush to make it, the proprietress can no longer spend time on other things. When Jiang Bai sent another message, she went back: "Okay, I won't chat with you, I'm busy, see you tomorrow!"happy New Year!Have a good night and don't fight for drinks!

It seems that the proprietress is still busy, although it is a pity that the topic was broken in the middle of the chat, Jiang Bai obediently followed suit, and then typed "Okay, see you tomorrow" and sent it, put down the phone and hugged the gift box and started to be intoxicated , immersed in the anticipation of tomorrow's date...

When it was close to 10 o'clock, the sweater in Liao Ying's hand was only a few stitches away, and a little more detail processing was done.Just as she was raising her hand to pick up the scissors, her cell phone rang suddenly, and her heartbeat soared, which made her so focused, that it gave a big jump.

She picked it up and saw that the word "Dad" flashed cheerfully on it. She hesitated for a moment, but the phone kept ringing, as if she didn't want to answer it.

With a sigh, he answered, "Hello?"

There was a rough questioning voice on the other end of the phone: "What's the matter with you? You don't go home on New Year's Day! You don't even make a phone call! You don't send money to me! What do you want?!"

Liao Ying's good mood was shattered at once, and she said helplessly, "I have business in my shop and I can't leave, so I'll remit it to you later."

"It costs two thousand. On New Year's Day, I want to buy delicious food and clothing. Did you hear that when you remitted two thousand? Before 12 o'clock."

Unbearable, Liao Ying's heart was very tired, and her expressionless expression could not show her helplessness and anger.However, the person on the phone was her father after all. She endured it and shook her head feebly.

"There is no two thousand. I only have one thousand on hand. I have to pay the rent at the rent shop tomorrow. I can't afford that much. This thousand is your living expenses for half a month. What clothes do you want to buy? I'll buy them separately and send them to you." Go back, this is just living expenses, I will give you the rest on the 15th, if you lose it all, I will have nothing!"

The other end of the phone immediately turned into a rage: "Damn girl, you fucking want me to starve to death! You give me such a small amount of money every month, how can I get food if I don't gamble! If I win the money, do I need to take care of you? Your fucking wings are hard and reversed! His grandma's..."

Liao Ying's eyes turned red for a moment, she took a deep breath, and stubbornly opened her eyes wide, not blinking, not letting anything come out, and then said slowly, "I don't care what you like, anyway, today I will I'll do that after I've said it, and I'll give you two thousand a month from now on, I don't care about the rest, and I don't want to care about you, just do what you like!"

What does it feel like to be disappointed in someone?What does it feel like to be so disappointed in a loved one?

Anyway, she never felt much affection and warmth since she was a child, anyway, since she didn't know how old she was, she no longer had hope for her biological father.

In this case, why is that feeling of heartbreak and coldness so uncomfortable?

Liao Ying no longer listened to those unpleasant curses, hung up the phone and turned off the phone, sat on the stool and thought for a long, long time. I was frozen, and I didn't think of an answer. My eyes were dry, but at least not half a drop of water leaked out.Turning his head, he saw the white sweater in his hand that was just one step away from completion, and he felt a little better.

Anyway, I still have a little warmth...