Cupid winks

I could see that the person who pushed me, beat me, and scolded me was the boy who stood at the door of Lao Ma's house and asked him for money.

I spat: "Who are you scolding?"

"I'll scold whoever is gay." The boy held his arms high and proud.

"Smelly brat whose dick hair hasn't grown yet!" I got up and grabbed his arm, and wiped the blood on his clothes. The boy stared straight at him, and wanted to push me and grab my collar. Give me another two punches as a dead gay, and we two started to push and shove. After a while, people from the residential building came out to watch the fun, and people walking in the community gradually gathered, waving cattail fans, holding children, The dog is barking, more excited and anxious than people.Seeing that there were more and more people, the boy swept around a large circle, his ears turned red, and he stopped pestering me and ran away.Before leaving, he dropped a sentence: "Fuck you gay!! Fuck your mother!"

I sat down on the ground, touched my nose, rubbed my face, the crowd didn’t disperse immediately, the excitement of the fight was gone, but I’m gay—it’s enough that there’s a gay in the neighborhood The neighbors talked a lot, so they didn't have to worry about their own troubles. The whole family was lively and lively, and lived in harmony for a long time.

I wanted to smoke, and I took out the cigarette case, but it was empty, I licked my lips, and sat on the ground without moving.I saw the old horse in the crowd, he looked very anxious, I gave him a look, he understood, did not approach, did not come to help.Until the people dispersed and it was late at night, I got up, went to a nearby grocery store to buy a pack of cigarettes, smoked one, went back, and went upstairs. The old horse dragged me into the place where battery cars and bicycles were parked on the first floor. In the dark, my right hand hit a bicycle.I rubbed the back of my hand and heard the old horse say to me: "Xiaobao, I'm sorry."

I said: "It's okay, old horse, I can't tell, you are quite popular at your age."

The old horse snorted, I smiled, and put my arms around Grandpa Ma's thin shoulders: "I know, your son?"

The old horse sighed.When we went upstairs, he went into the house and left a door for me. I stayed in the corridor for a while before slipping in quietly.

I first went to the bathroom to wash my face, looked in the mirror, my nose was not crooked, the ventilation was smooth, my bones were fine, but there was a hole, which looked hideous.I asked Lao Ma for a band-aid.We sat on the couch and ate cherries in front of a pitch-black TV screen.

The old horse lit a cigarette, smoked for a while, and asked me: "Have you heard of the Beatles?"

I said, "I've heard so, I've heard that Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva's five aggregates are all empty..."

The old horse patted my thigh. He was smoking a cigarette and walked slowly to the TV cabinet. There was a vinyl record player there. I put all the vinyl discs into a cardboard box for him and put them on the record player. side.He searched in the cardboard box, found a disc, and played it to me.He showed me the vinyl disc packaging.On the cover, there are three rows of foreigners, all dressed fancy and crowded together.The old horse said, "The Beatles."

I nodded and repeated, "The Beatles." I asked, "Is there a Beatle Three and a Beatle Five?"

The old horse laughed heartily, and when the music started, he straightened his legs and relaxed.We kept eating cherries, staring at the black TV screen and listening to the Beatles.

I counted the beards of a foreigner with downcast eyes on the package.

When I heard a song, I liked the rhythm very much. It sounded very casual and happy.I asked the old horse: "What's the name of this song?"

Lao Ma said: "When I'm Sixty-four. That's when I was 64."

I said, "64! Then I have to live for 40 years, can't I live that long?"

The old horse looked at me and said, "What nonsense are you talking about? Now people have to live to be seventy or eighty, right?"

I also looked at the old horse, he looked away first, and I kept staring at him, until I lived to be seventy or eighty, I would not live like an old horse, with swollen eyes, thighs like water bags, and uneven calves Belly, jelly belly, puckered lips, wrinkled neck, sagging skin, a mouthful of false teeth, a mouthful of breath freshener.I do not want.

I went back to the bedroom and continued to organize sweaters and winter clothes for the old horse. I found a cashmere scarf of his, checked and old-fashioned.The next day, while Lao Ma was not at home, I took his scarf and sold it to a young man in Four Seasons Plaza for 350 yuan.I took 300 yuan to have my head permed, and the remaining [-] yuan went to KFC.

I was listening to David Bowie with the pony long after he hit me.

After I sold Lao Ma's scarf, he didn't find out immediately, so I still lived in Lao Ma's house.During the day, I stay at home and rarely go out. The old horse can’t stay at home. I get up at six o’clock, go out after breakfast, go to the park, go to the supermarket, report to the stock exchange at ten o’clock, and come back in the afternoon. When I come back, I bring some food. Yes, the two of us eat together.Lao Ma doesn’t know how to cook, and I’m not good at cooking. We eat fast food after stir-fry, sushi after fast food, and abalone wing belly. Anyway, we change our patterns every day.In terms of food, Lao Ma is very willing to spend money.He also took me to restaurants. At night, he knew that I was willing to go out. Whenever a new restaurant opened, everyone agreed, he followed the public comments, and those who wanted to make an appointment made an appointment first. Good group buying, called a Didi, when the car arrived, he went out first, and after about ten minutes, I went downstairs again, and we took the car to eat together.After dinner, if I am on the morning shift, I will go straight to work and come back. If I am on the night shift, I will accompany Lao Ma to the park at night and watch the square dance; I will watch the children roller-skate, with a string of small lights on the skates Flashing red, flashing green; looking at the buttocks of young men and women wrapped in jeans - flat, round, round, upturned; or we went to the cinema to watch a movie, in the dark, he touched my hand, I hands on his legs.

Lao Ma gave me pocket money, quite a lot, every day, much more than I can earn every day, but I can’t count on him, he lives with me, we are too different in age, we And don't go to bed, as Xiao Ma said, I'm like his great-grandson.When adults raise children, there is always one who has to go first.

In fact, Lao Ma couldn't fall asleep at three or four in the morning every day. He would sit up, move very lightly, and lean against the head of the bed until dawn.I am a light sleeper and wake up at the slightest sign of trouble.I watched the old horse secretly, paying attention to his every move.I am silent.

It's six o'clock, and the old horse gets up, puts on slippers, and changes clothes. I like to rub my eyes at this time, grab his arm and shake it from side to side, crying: "Old horse, look at your spirit, do you dislike Xiaobao?" Not enough to serve you, are you going to find other young asses in the park to have fun?"

The old horse was overjoyed and looked younger. He patted my butt, pinched it, rubbed it a few times, and walked out cheerfully.

Lao Ma said that my state of being at home during the day and going out at night is called "day and nocturnal", and his state of being much younger is called "radiant" or "prosperous in spring".I learned it, silently recited it a few times, and said to Lao Ma: "Old Ma, please say a few more idioms. When you say idioms, you are so sexy, intellectual, and mature."

The old horse is "radiant" and "prosperous" again.

In fact, as soon as the old horse left, I couldn't fall asleep, so I got up to "sleep in the daytime".Lao Ma has a lot of TV stations from Taiwan and Hong Kong in his home. He also has a lot of American dramas and discs of foreign movies. I like to lie on the sofa in his living room and watch TV dramas and movies.

The second time I saw Xiao Ma, it was at Lao Ma’s house, I was watching "Prison Break", the fourth episode of the first season, I was watching it nervously, someone knocked on the door, I saw Xiao Ma from behind the cat’s eye, and watched him After a while, the door was opened for him.I fisted the pony, and the pony fisted me.He has some scrapes on his knuckles.

I don't like to cause trouble, and I don't like to fight. I'm not like Hehe, I'm not s, but someone beat me and bullied me. I will never be polite to him again and smile with him.I am not Shuxue either.

The two of us bared our teeth for a while, but neither of us made a move. The pony's eyes flew high: "Where's the old whore?"

I said, "You spend your money fast enough."

Xiao Ma snorted, not polite at all: "Why don't you spend it all first?"

I rolled my eyes, walked away, and continued watching TV.The pony didn't enter the room, but he was chattering something, I couldn't hear clearly, and I wasn't interested, so I picked my ears and lay down on the sofa again.After a while, Xiao Ma came in and walked into the living room, with a look of disgust on his face, as if he was about to throw up at any time, and asked me, "What am I asking you? Where's the old whore?"

I squinted at him, looked around in a panic, patted the sofa cushions and shouted: "Come here! Come here! Pass the imperial doctor, the queen is here!"

Xiao Ma became impatient: "Are you the only one who has it? I think you are... sick!"

I laughed, lit a cigarette, and smoked.

Xiao Ma said, "Why don't you agree to talk to you?"

I built a tent in front of my forehead with my backhand, blinked my eyes and said, "You are the King of Golden Horn, and I am Monkey King. I dare not agree."

Xiao Ma fell silent, he looked at the living room very carefully, from the east wall to the west wall, from the CD rack to the vinyl record player, he pointed to the wall behind the sofa and asked me: "Did you post it?"

When I looked back, there were band posters on the wall. I knew a few. Lao Ma introduced them to me in both Chinese and English. , that's kiss, that's aerosmith, skysmith, that's thevelvetunderground, underground wire