Cupid winks

Upstairs, looking around, a few windows are lit up.

Xiuxiu raised the second vase, still above her head, screamed, and threw it forward.

I said, "You vent it out, don't disturb the people."

Xiuxiu didn't look at me, and held up the third vase, her chest heaved violently, sweat dripped from her forehead, and said, "I was going to kill someone today."

I looked at her, she closed her eyes and screamed, threw the vase, jumped up on the spot, yelled, screamed strangely.Someone in the residential building yelled: "What a nerve!!"

Xiuxiu yelled back: "Art! You fucking know nothing!!"

I laughed, Xiuxiu picked up the fourth vase and wanted to lift it up, her slender arms were shaking, she couldn't lift it anymore, so she had to just smash it to the ground, the vase didn't break, she picked it up and smashed it for the second time.The vase is still unbroken.I got up, walked over, grabbed the vase and threw it out. The vase broke, and the pieces were big pieces.

Xiuxiu panted with her hips on her hips, and said, "But I didn't make a move."

I said, "It's not that easy to kill someone."

Xiuxiu looked around, found a stone, raised the stone and threw it at those vases.A vase was broken, and I also picked up a stone and threw it at the vases in a row.A piece of porcelain flew up and flew to Xiuxiu's feet, she picked it up and threw it on the ground.A little blood splattered on my face.I wiped it.Xiuxiu continued to pick up the pieces and smashed them, saying, "It's not because it's not easy. He took off his clothes and had no defense at all. I'm going to stab him to death with scissors, cut off his underside, and I'm going to fry him to feed him." Dog, I can do it. I would turn myself in, I would tell the police this is what I should have done ten years ago. But I didn't."

Her breath was short of breath, her hands were covered with blood, and she jumped on the debris and stomped on them, crushing them with the soles of her feet.

"Because I don't want to be a victim anymore."

"I'm not a victim."

She looked up at me, her face was covered with sweat, and her eyes were full of water.She stood on the shards and the sun came out.She was shriveled, thin, with disheveled hair and a ripped neckline of her dress.

She is still that Apollo.

She continued to slam her vase, causing others to come and watch, and He Hema went downstairs, squeezed into the crowd, and drove the crowd away.Someone scolded: "If you are crazy, take it home and lock it up!"

Someone scolded: "Take medicine when you are sick! Don't sleep, we don't sleep, don't go to work??"

Someone asked: "Hey, do you still want this vase? If you don't want it, give it to me. It's a pity if it falls."

Hehe Mama waved her arms to drive away those onlookers: "What are you looking at! What's so interesting!! Did you smash your things?! It's none of your business!"

She yelled, "It's none of your business!!"

Xiuxiu smashed ten vases to pieces.Her hands were covered with bruises and bleeding profusely, and she took a broom and dustpan from upstairs to sweep up the debris.

Later, I medicated and bandaged her, and she swept the debris into a trash bag and carried it upstairs.She took up art again.Sort the pieces by color and shape.She bought a lot of all-purpose glue, like an archaeologist, as if she was putting together a puzzle, as if she was preparing to make a sculpture.Those vases were broken too much, Xiuxiu was so focused on her work that she stayed at home and forgot to sleep and eat.

I, too, am busy, actively working, actively waiting at the Four Seasons Plaza, at the bar, actively being captured, filled, and emptied.

Hehe's mother is also very busy. She is busy going to the hospital for chemotherapy, throwing up in the toilet, knitting woolen hats of different colors and styles, shopping for vegetables, doing laundry, and helping Xiuxiu. We will soon find her in the living room of our dormitory. There is no place to step down.When Xiao Bao came back to eat, his scalp felt numb when he saw the broken porcelain pieces in the room, and he always kept saying in his mouth: out of sight is pure, out of sight is pure.

November 11.Hehema began to wear a red woolen hat that completely covered her head.She pinned a woolen crochet flower on the woolen hat. She crocheted it herself, and when she wore it, everyone praised it.

On December 12th, at night, the Four Seasons Plaza was sealed off. I went to see it during the day, and an excavator parked at the door.Four Seasons Plaza will be demolished.

Manager Fan informed us in the WeChat group that on December 12th, we can come to the basement to close the business completely.

He said, let's have a grand funeral!

In the early morning of the 12th, he reserved the Star Lobby to have dinner with us "shameless" and "incompetent" little bastards.I went, and halfway through the meal, Ye Haowen called me.I lit a cigarette, went out for a smoke, and answered the phone.

It was snowing in Rongshi at that time, a huge amount of snow, glittering and translucent, one piece after another, each piece was different, fell into the night, fell to the ground, and could not be found in a blink of an eye.

Ye Haowen asked me what I was doing.

I looked into the restaurant, the lights were warm, there were two tables dressed in strange clothes, men and women with heavy make-up were pushing glasses and changing glasses, some were crying, some were laughing, but everyone looked happy.There is no banquet that lasts forever, and everyone understands this truth.We know better.

Xiaobao waved to me in the crowd, and I smiled and waved to him.

Ye Haowen and I said, "Don't bother me."

Ye Haowen said, "I'm in Germany and it's snowing a lot. Is it snowing in Rongshi?"

I was about to hang up and he said, "I'm counting snow."

I asked him: "Is Sun Yu engaged or married again?"

He doesn't speak.Engagement again, I guess.Sun Yu should have met another person who temporarily ranked first on his true love list.He waited for someone to attack this position later.I admire his determination, patience and innocence.He also believed in such a thing as true love.Where did he get so much energy and energy to love again and again?

Ye Haowen also has determination and patience, but he is not naive, he is just stupid, mean, and self-abuse.

I said, "Don't call me again."

I hung up his phone and stood at the door smoking a cigarette. The snow floated on my face, on the back of my hand, and got into my neck. I curled up and smoked.

Xiaobao came out and pulled me into the room. There was a karaoke machine that someone got in the room. Manager Fan was singing on the stage. He sang "Farewell" and he directed our chorus.

Someone wiped the corners of their eyes, someone stood on a chair and held up a wine glass, raised his head high, his hands were very close to the chandelier, his face was full of light, someone lost his tune and sang louder.Xiaobao was beating beside me, and we swayed rhythmically together.

Suddenly, the door of Tianxing was pushed open, a very ordinary, very inconspicuous man and a very ordinary man.A very unremarkable woman walked in.We saw them, they saw us, we were silent, and the person standing on the chair jumped down dejectedly, turned his back, and lowered his head.

The man asked: "Should we do takeaway for supper? I see that your store is still open nearby."

Ah Ming went to greet business, we sat in our chairs, ate food in silence, the restaurant was very quiet.

The song "Farewell" was over, and Manager Fan continued to order and sing, and the prelude started. I saw that the song was called "Dancing Girl", a song in Hokkien.

Manager Fan closed his eyes, held the microphone cable in one hand, and sang intoxicatedly:

Dressed up as a coquettish girl, she swayed to and fro with guests.

he sings:

Come and dance, if your footsteps vibrate, no matter who you are, Jiayi will be like a dream.

Jiayi is like a sleeping dream.

As a dream.

I drank a glass of wine, lying on the table, I felt someone gently stroking my back.It is my dream.I don't believe in true love, but people will dream when they fall asleep, what can I do, I can't control it.

It's winter, and Abin is coming again.I look forward to his coming, I hope he will come soon.

10.

On December 12th, Ah Bin finally came to the team building. At noon, I went to the hospital to get the medical report, no AIDS, no cancer.The doctor said: "Some anemia."

I asked, "Is it really all right?"

I said, "Sometimes my head hurts, my eyes are dry, my ears are ringing, and I can't lift my spirits."

The doctor looked at me, returned the physical examination report, and said, "Supplement more nutrition, exercise more, and don't look at your phone all day."

When I came out of the hospital, I took out the physical examination report while waiting for the bus. It was true that there was no disease or disaster. However, there was an extra leaflet in the report envelope, with characters and words.The characters are two young people flying white doves, a man and a woman, their faces are full of vigor, looking up at something, with the blue sky behind them, next to them is printed in bold letters: Caring for mental health, the Depression Mutual Aid Group is waiting for you visit.

I laughed out loud, I'm not depressed, people who are depressed will die as soon as they say it, I can't do it, I'm depressed at best.

I stuffed the leaflet back and looked around. There were many public service advertisements posted on the bus stop, all of which were made by the hospital, suggesting that everyone should smoke less, drink less alcohol, eat less greasy food, exercise more, keep fit, and stay away from lung diseases. Stay away from fatty liver, maintain physical and mental health, and prolong life.

The car I was waiting for arrived, and I took the car to KFC to buy a family barrel, then went to the tobacconist next door to buy three packs of cigarettes and two bottles of beer, and found a park to smoke and drink while eating fried chicken.

In the evening, I went to the Friendship Hotel to find Abin. Their company still arranged to live in this old hotel in the old city. Abin had a lot of opinions on this. Inconvenient, can't find a place to eat.More places in the old city have been demolished, many small restaurants have been closed, and the road has become narrower. On both sides of the road are low walls made of plywood, with posters painted with green trees and grass on them, and hanging with the words " Civilized construction" banner.What is being built behind the three-plywood, what kind of work is being done, I can't tell, the news said it was civilized construction, and the newspaper said it was an urban face project.During the day, the roads in the old city are full of construction noise, and at night