Cupid winks

Does the back of the butt not peel? "

Feng Fangfang blinked her eyes quickly.

Aunt Wang said: "No, it's all good! It's not summer and the sun is good. In the afternoon, I'll let her lie sideways and bask in her buttocks."

I said, "It's time to sunbathe."

I wiped my hands on the towel and stroked Feng Fangfang's hair.Feng Fangfang's half-opened eyes blinked even harder, her pursed lips trembled, and the veins on her neck twitched.She was angry and trying to avoid my touch.I can see it.I can understand her state of mind. She must feel like a pig waiting to be slaughtered. Aunt Wang and I are two vicious butchers who wantonly discuss her body and privacy in front of her and trample her dignity. The ground rings.She couldn't take it anymore, and there was a humming sound in her mouth. I approached her with a dragon fruit mixed with honey. She wanted to push me away, and she made a lot of small movements. Aunt Wang saw her hand, so she came to touch her hand and hold it. She rubbed the back of her hand and fingers with her right hand, and said to me with a smile: "When you come to see her, she is very flexible! Take a look!"

I watched, scooped up a small piece of dragon fruit with a spoon and put it into my mouth. After chewing it very finely, I spit it back into the spoon and stuffed it into Feng Fangfang's mouth.She refused to eat, her whole face turned red, and then her head swung slightly from side to side, and I said, "It's good for you."

Aunt Wang pinched her chin, coaxed her, and said, "Elder sister, eat a little, eat a little, it's good for you, eldest sister."

Feng Fangfang's mouth opened a little, and I took the opportunity to stuff the spoon in. Aunt Wang half supported her shoulder, patted her chest, patted her back, Feng Fangfang made a swallowing motion.But Feng Fangfang did not give up the struggle. She hit me with her right hand curled up like a chicken claw, and hit me with little strength. She came from time to time. When the bowl of dragon fruit was almost finished, I was scratched on the back of my hand by her nails. Fortunately, Aunt Wang took good care of her. Her nails didn't grow long, and there was just a red spot on the back of my hand.

After a while, Director Zhou came to make rounds. Seeing me, we nodded to each other. Feng Fangfang didn't get better, nor did she get worse.Director Zhou looked through her records, and said to me: "I'll go to Fengshun the day after tomorrow, and I probably won't be able to make it back during the day. Xiao Cai will help watch over it, so don't worry."

I asked, "Are you on a business trip?"

Director Zhou sighed, and said: "My teacher passed away. He is over 80 years old and his lungs have been bad. His family members said that he passed away very peacefully. The old man wanted to wear clothes, and he had arranged for his posthumous affairs a few years ago. I have seen too many life and death in my life, an expert in brain surgery." He glanced at me, "Coincidentally, his surname is also Shu, which is quite rare."

Director Zhou said, "I'm going to Fengshun for the funeral."

My grandfather is an expert in brain surgery.

On the afternoon of August 8th, I arrived in Fengshun by train. I took a taxi to the funeral home in the suburbs. I found a small hotel near the funeral home and stayed.At night, I couldn't sleep, so I smoked half a pack of cigarettes, turned on my phone, connected to the live streaming software, and opened a room.Well, when I went out of business again, I relied on this live broadcast software to make money. However, since my foot healed and I was no longer in a wheelchair, the number of rewards plummeted. People often leave messages asking me why I am not disabled anymore.I'm going to buy myself a wheelchair after I save some money.

It was raining at two o'clock in the morning, the raindrops were heavy, and it hit the awning outside. I touched myself and cummed twice. There were still people watching, so I continued to touch. Someone left a message saying, break your legs Open, I split my legs; someone left a message, raised my butt, I raised my butt, and knelt on the bed; someone left a message, I want to put a few in your mouth, I opened my mouth to the camera and licked my lips , licking teeth; Someone left a message, immediately find a man to fuck you, I will give you 300 yuan.I laughed, and I said, I am in Room 67, Yingbin Hotel, No. 302, Fengshun Jianghe Avenue, and anyone of you who wants to come can come.I don't charge you money.

I quit the live broadcast, turned off my phone, opened the locked door, and turned off the lights.I waited for a long time and no one came.Except for the sound of rain and some scattered footsteps, there was no other movement.

I went to the funeral home early the next morning. It was still raining. I bought an umbrella at the grocery store on the roadside. I waited at the entrance of the funeral home’s parking lot. At [-]:[-], a bus came in. Find a parking space and park.My dad was the first to get out of the car holding the portrait of my grandfather. My mother held an umbrella for him. My younger brother walked behind holding the ashes. His wife held their son and held an umbrella for him.The child was eating a lollipop, with innocent eyes, looking around, he saw me, his big eyes blinked, I don’t know if he recognized me, my mother recognized me, she put the umbrella into my father’s hand , walked towards me, my dad was taken aback, looked towards me, my younger brother called the relatives behind to go out from the other side, and said: "Everyone take your time, take your time, go this way."

I saw several relatives looking at me from the gap between the umbrellas, and their expressions were exactly the same: excitement in doubt.

Some of them hold black umbrellas, some hold flower umbrellas, and there are two transparent umbrellas.

My mother pushed me hard.I said, "I'm going to see Grandpa."

My mother beat me with a purse, smashed my hands, my face, my head, and cursed: "Who are you throwing at when you come back, what are you looking for!"

She also said: "You have no share in the inheritance! Get out of here! Get out!"

She knocked my umbrella to the ground, a bus came, we blocked its way, the driver honked the horn, my mother was still beating me, again and again, I pulled her aside, the bus drove After passing the umbrella, I wiped my face and said, "I'm leaving."

She said, "Go away!"

I walked out of the parking lot, the rain was getting heavier, the sky was gloomy, and the day was like evening. I walked out of the funeral home and walked in the direction of the hotel for a while before I lost my strength.There was a bridge beside the road, I managed to move onto the bridge, lay down on the bridge, and could no longer walk.

What kind of river is under the bridge, I don't know, the river will flow into the river and flow to the sea, I know.When you are in the sea, you can flow to all parts of the world, you can go wherever you want, or become a part of the deepest part of the ocean, or become the water vapor in the highest part of the cloud, I know.

I miss my mother very much.But not my mother.My mother just hated me, cursed me, beat me.Shouldn't mothers love their children unconditionally?Do you love the child no matter who he becomes?If the child is a criminal, only the mother wishes to believe in his innocence, and believes that he is still her innocent baby; if the child is a devil, only the mother is foolish, blindly believing in his purity, and believing that he will always be her own angel.Is mother's love conditional?That's okay, I'll trade things, I'll trade my transcripts, my certificates, my obedience.

For some reason, I thought of the scene of Ye Haowen crying in Xiuxiu's arms.

I also want to cry in Xiuxiu's arms.

My cell phone rang suddenly, I saw that I was holding the cell phone, Xiuxiu called in, I picked it up.She asked me: "You called me just now? I was just about to answer, but you hung up, what's wrong?"

I said, "I never called you."

She said, "Just now."

I said, "Accidentally pressed it."

She has her own business, I don't want to disturb her, so I said: "I have something to do, hang up first."

Xiuxiu called again, but I didn't answer.I checked the call log, I did call her just now.

I want to go back to the hotel, but I can’t move. The river under the bridge attracts me. It absorbs the falling rain without complaint. I stare at it. If I fall, it will accept me. Take me in, without complaint, I know.I slowly sat down on the ground.The sound of the rain was loud and indistinct, and in the sound of the rain, I heard someone ask me: "You come to Fengshun and you don't want to tell me?"

I nodded and shook my head again.I felt a warmth on my neck, and suddenly, the rain stopped me, and I looked up and saw a flower umbrella.I looked to the side, and Xiuxiu was talking to me beside me: "What are you looking at? Is there any fish?"

When I pinched myself, it hurt, not a hallucination.I said: "There are snails, which are suitable for stir-frying."

Xiuxiu smiled: "Crazy."

She pushed me and helped me up, and I took the umbrella in her hand and followed her.We got into a black car and sat in the back together.Xiuxiu held a box of tissues and wiped my face, and I also took tissues to wipe my face, hands, and neck.Xiuxiu patted the driver's chair and said, "Go home."

I looked at Xiuxiu, and Xiuxiu smiled and said, "That positioning software is pretty easy to use."

I leaned against her, and that's when I saw the silhouette of the driver.The driver was Ye Haowen.

On the way, I fell asleep, and when I woke up, I was lying on a big bed, wearing men's pajamas, sweating all over my forehead.I got up, Xiuxiu held me down and said, "Lie down a little longer."

She was lying next to me with a book in her hand.

I said, "I'm sweating, I'm going to take a shower."

Xiuxiu touched my forehead: "It doesn't seem to be burning anymore."

"I had a fever just now." She said, picking up the electronic thermometer on the bedside table, "measure it."

I took my temperature and looked around. The lighting in the room is warm and the layout is simple. There are only a row of wardrobes and a watch cabinet close to the corner, and many watches are rotating inside.

The thermometer rang, 37.2, which is in the normal range.I handed the thermometer to Xiuxiu.Xiuxiu said: "Lie down for a while."

Saying that, she leaned against me and lay down.I also lay back, and I asked her: "Your home?"

She responded, and after a while, said, "Ye Haowen went shopping."

I laughed and she too