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Bian Ling prefers Ye Ye's eyes.

The boy's eyes are always full of light, and when he smiles with crooked eyebrows, the shining light dangles like honey, as if it is about to drip from the end of his eyes at any time, sweet and greasy.

For a long time, Bian Ling thought that this love for boys was only temporary, as if eating too many sweets in one sitting would always make her stomach sick, this menacing and overwhelming love that is unique to young boys is also Sooner or later you will bore yourself.

But maybe it was because the scene of sacrificing one's life to save one's life was so touching, the blood leaking from the boy's chest seemed to fall on his own heart, igniting another fire that could not be extinguished.

For a long time after returning from the ski resort, Bian Ling had trouble resting almost every night, tossing and turning, thinking about countless "if then", making countless calculations and guesses, but finally realized when the sun was shining in the morning It was all in vain—his boy was dead, like ice that melts in spring.

So when seeing Ye Ye reappear in front of him, there is no doubt that Bian Ling is happy, he is not even willing to investigate the real reason why Ye Ye came back from the dead, but stretches out his hand to take his little boy home .He watched the other party act coquettishly in front of him as if he had never left, rolling and kissing, and without hesitation, subconsciously believed that the other party would never leave again.

After all, he used to love himself so much, like a hot star in his palm.

As it should be, as it should be.

Until the boy quietly contacted others without telling him, and escaped from his control, he was furious, annoyed and jealous, but in the end, when he saw the other party throwing himself into his arms covered in embarrassment and tears, he chose to reach out and hug him .

Bian Ling hated it before, he was deceived, let down, and teased, but he should never have done it, but he still lost in those tearful eyes.

He took the boy home again, and watched the expression on the other person's face gradually let go from the slight embarrassment and awkwardness, and returned to the previous smiling appearance, pretending to be foolish, sticky , and returned to the past in a blink of an eye.Let Bian Ling once again, unrealistically, have a small expectation.

Bian Ling kissed him, loved him, took care of him, and then thought in his heart that maybe this time would be the last time, but at a certain moment, when those excessive enthusiasm and admiration calmed down, Ye Ye looked down at him and played with his mobile phone When I was there, I saw some kind of uneasy signal from the boy's falling eyelashes.

Maybe it's overthinking——

The roses in the garden were about to bloom, he took Ye Ye over to water them, the boy obediently stood by his side and remained silent for a moment, then abruptly and carefully proposed to see the young teacher.

—or maybe not.

His Qing'an is clearly the best at looking at people's faces, and the best at choosing the right time. No matter how you look at it, this will not be a time for him to propose to see Gu Yisheng.

Bian Ling looked at him sideways, and Ye Ye looked into his own eyes with a flattering and cautious look, but he didn't say anything, he just drove the man over and left the ward by himself.

He didn't choose to wait in the corridor, but went directly downstairs, stood under the eaves and looked at the osmanthus tree in front of the building that hadn't grown yet but had bloomed just right.He habitually wanted to reach out to his pocket, and after finding some space, he remembered that he had promised Ye Ye not to smoke before, so he no longer carried a cigarette case with him.

Bian Ling sighed inaudibly.

I don't know how long it has passed, Bian Ling didn't check the time, but saw those thin white petals piled up in a small pile in front of the building, then heard a familiar voice calling his name, Ye Yefu jumped up and down again He ran back to his side without hesitation, with a brisk tone, wrapped his arms around his eyebrows and said, "Let's go back."

As if he didn't notice it, he just stretched out his hand to twirl the white petals that fell from the top of the boy's hair, and brought him home again.

Bian Ling opened the door, and heard the other party dragging his slippers and following him into the study room, and dragging the lazy sofa to lean against his feet, his warm body pressed against his. The thighs were still playing with the mobile phone at first, but then they seemed to be sleepy, so they fell asleep vaguely by themselves.

When the sun was about to set, Ye Ye woke up. He sat up straight in a daze, stretched his shoulders and neck, babbled and babbled for a long time before he finally became fully awake, and then slapped Bian Ling back. Next to his legs, he muttered and complained: "Why did I fall asleep?"

"I'm fine in the afternoon, so I'll go to bed when I'm sleepy." Bian Ling habitually reached out and patted the top of the boy's hair. on the thigh.

"It's just a pity." The boy whispered.

Those words seemed to hide the regret of missing something important, which caused Bian Ling to look down, and saw the boy looking at him for a moment, the pupils of his eyes filled with the light of the chandelier, as if filled with the dark night sky Stars burst into the sky.

Maybe it was some kind of intuition, or maybe it was a conclusion drawn from many details and hints. At the moment when the four eyes met, Bian Ling didn't even need Ye Ye to say a word, Bian Ling already understood the regret he was hiding. after that intent.

He wants to go.

A strange sourness appeared in Bian Ling's throat, as if he had suddenly realized it, and also seemed to have realized it long ago. He felt both absurd and embarrassing, but also bitter and unwilling.Then he lowered his head, stretched out his hand to gently pinch Ye Ye's chin, bent down and placed a small kiss on the boy's lips - strictly speaking, it might not be called a kiss.

Uncle Bian is always gentle and considerate. Even when I kissed Uncle Bian as Ye Qingan's bed partner, the other party was still very tender and tender. Every time I kissed him, Ye Ye's hands and feet became weak, and I wished I could do things on the spot. .

But this time is different.

Bian Ling touched his lips briefly and lightly, even a little coldly.

Ye Ye blinked in confusion.

"Have you made up your mind?" Ye Ye heard Bian Ling's question in his ear, his voice was low and deep, and he couldn't tell the emotion.

Ye Ye looked up, saw Bian Ling looked at him and smiled lightly again, reflected in the light, like a layer of frost-white mist through the glass, beautiful and indifferent.

Ye Ye suddenly understood something, and no longer clinging to Bian Ling's body, but sat up straighter, put both hands on his knees neatly, and said with a sigh: "... So you know."

Bian Ling tilted his head slightly, his eyes fell on the burning clouds outside the window, he couldn't tell whether there was more helplessness or more sarcasm in his tone, he said: "But I don't know enough."

Ye Ye smiled embarrassingly.

To some extent, Ye Ye is actually very good at saying goodbye.

In most of Ye Ye's relationship experiences that ended hastily, Ye Ye was always the one who took the initiative to ask out her boyfriend, openly explained the changes in her relationship, and calmly and accepted all the other's reactions after listening.Although Ye Ye himself doesn't think it's a breakup, but for most people, the words "I'm in love with someone else" frankly and frankly by their sweetheart are saying goodbye to themselves.

The passing of a relationship is always sad, but Ye Ye never seems to be affected by it, he can always quickly devote himself to the next relationship, his whole body is clear and enthusiastic, as if he has never fallen in love with the previous one wholeheartedly. people.

So to be honest, choosing to die and leave in the small world may be regarded as one of the few consciences of Ye scum. At least at that time, Ye Ye wanted to leave the impression on his ex-boyfriends that he still loved him until he died. Look at them instead of "sorry, I'm not only on five boats, but now I have a new love."

It's a pity that at the moment when it is inevitable, when he has decided to go to the happy Qin Yu, Ye Ye still has to choose to go back to his old business, personally break the character set he created, and explain the status quo to his ex-boyfriends.

It's just that when facing Uncle Bian's face, it seems that even saying goodbye is more difficult.

He couldn't help procrastinating further, craving more, taking a look at Bian Ling's dancing face that seemed to be on his own aesthetics, and enjoying the unreserved protection given by the other party and pamper.

But that's about it.

It's just that he didn't expect Bian Ling to notice it before he opened his mouth.

In the original plan, Ye Ye originally wanted to ask Uncle Bian if there was anything else he wanted to know, but it was the last anyway, so there was nothing he couldn't say.But before he could say anything, when he saw Ling Jing's overly calm eyes, he felt that it was useless to say these things now.

He was about to leave, and it seemed useless to talk about those past events except to add to Bian Ling's frustration.

So in the end, Ye Ye just took a deep breath, smiled, and called out like every time before: "Uncle Bian..." He said, "I've made up my mind."

"I'm leaving."

Bian Ling felt a sharp stabbing pain coming from somewhere, and even the fingers on his legs twitched uncontrollably, he realized in a trance that he was actually looking forward to another answer until the last moment.

It's so ugly.

Bian Ling thought vaguely.

All he could do was to maintain a little decency on the surface.

Bian Ling looked at the boy's face silently, and after a long while, he nodded slightly and said, "Okay." He paused for a moment, and then said, "Let Hu Peng take you to pack your things."

Ye Ye was stunned for a moment, and quickly realized that it was Uncle Hu's name. He couldn't help but wonder what Uncle Hu's full name was for two lifetimes, but he finally found out when he was about to leave Uncle Bian.

"No need." Ye Ye shook his head, "I don't have anything to bring."

At this point, there seemed to be nothing more to say between the two of them. Looking at Uncle Bian's expression, Ye Ye felt that the other party might not want to see him as a heartless man any more, so he simply stood up and prepared to leave.Just when he approached the door of the study, he suddenly heard Bian Ling's voice coming from behind him.

Uncle Bian said in a low voice, "Qing'an."

Ye Ye looked back at him.

The man sat behind the desk and looked at him, his eyes were hidden behind the lenses of the desk lamp, and he couldn't see any specific emotions, only his voice was soft and low, which gave Ye Ye the illusion that the other party was crying.

Bian Ling looked at him and said, "This is the last time."

Ye Ye inevitably felt a bit sour and wronged, his eyebrows drooped slightly, and then raised again in an instant: "I know, Uncle Bian."

Ye Ye smiled and said, "We probably won't meet again."

The author has something to say: I, Yao Hansan, finally came back from my dissertation defense! ! !

In fact, this article has been revised many, many, many times. The draft has been typed seven or eight times. I have been uncertain about the final attitude of Uncle Bian and Ye Ye. I am still not satisfied with the writing until the end, but I really dare not procrastinate any longer. I'm afraid I'm afraid you guys think I'm dead—so I put it up (.)

Damn, there are probably one or two more chapters before it's really over!

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