Stendhal Syndrome [Entertainment]

"I might be really sick." When Mo Ci came to Xu Linduan's consulting room for the third time, he used this sentence as the beginning, and didn't even say "Hello" and "How are you these two days" that should be in normal social interaction? and so on.

Xu Linduan really didn't expect Mo Ci to start like this, but he said happily, "So you agree with my second hypothesis now? You have delusional disorder, and it's not serious."

Mo Ci retorted, "No. What I said is not the same as yours."

Xu Linduan raised his eyebrows, full of interest, "Then what kind are you talking about?"

Mo Ci put his hands on his legs and folded his index fingers. "I was thinking about a boring thing, and I thought it was boring. But now, I have decided in my mind that it is as important as the difference between 'here' and 'there.'"

"What makes you feel that it is as important as the question of what is the nature of the world?"

"I can't tell the difference between 'here' and 'there' too much, so I found that the advice you gave me before, I can't do it to find my lover and love again." Mo Ci sighed tone.

"Wait a minute, didn't you still think that was a good suggestion? Take the path of pursuit again and love again."

"That's the problem, 're' and 'again', how can such words appear in only one life." He frowned, this matter really exhausted him.

Xu Linduan spread his hands, "So? What are you worried about? Didn't you tell me? 'Here' is just a reprint of 'There', except that the timeline has been pushed forward by nearly three years."

This time, Mo Ci was silent for a while before speaking, "It was originally, but I have changed it. I remember everything that happened 'over there', so I like him, and I pursue him when I see him. But that's not why I fell in love with him 'over there'. I only regret that I didn't realize it until now."

Mo Ci suddenly stopped at this point, giving Xu Linduan a chance to speak. "Well, um, for the convenience of my understanding, would you mind giving you a more specific name in 'there'? It's fine to refer to, after all, the comparison you want to make is a bit broad."

Mo Ci thought for a while and said, "Call him Mr. Y."

"Okay, let's call him Mr. Y." Xu Linduan actually wanted to ask him why he was called Mr. Y instead of Mr. X. After all, people always use "X" to refer to unknown people habitually, but this is now It's not the point, but I can guess that it is probably related to the surname. "Actually, I don't think there is any problem when I hear it now. What is the problem you are talking about?"

"I fell in love with Mr. Y from our shared experience, our misunderstanding and separation, our final concessions and choices, the time we exchanged with each other and the decisions we made together, these are the things that made me fall in love with him "He closed his eyes, "So, I who stay in 'here' can never fall in love with him 'here', because I have changed the first step, and I can't let myself go to spend in' There's those hours apart."

Mo Ci concluded, "So I can't fall in love with him, I won't fall in love with him. There won't be my lover 'here'."

Xu Linduan nodded, "I can understand you logically, but I can't understand this feeling emotionally."

He opened his eyes, looked at the psychological counselor on the opposite side and said, "When you really fall in love with someone, you will know. You will feel that he is the only one, even if he is younger and knows nothing cannot."

Xu Linduan narrowed his eyes, "Is this preaching?"

"No, this is not preaching, this is helplessness, just like the narrow gate." Mo Ci said.The narrowness of the narrow gate does not allow two people to pass side by side, but it leads to eternal life.

"I remember "The Narrow Gate" is not such a story." Xu Linduan thought for a while, "I remember it should be a tragic love story about cousins ​​and God and the Bible."

"It's not the same story, but the same helplessness." It's not separated by a God, but the chronology of time and dimension.

"If I stay 'here' all the time, as long as I meet him, I will definitely be attracted by him and stop for him, and there is a great possibility that I will fall in love with him, even if it is based on the current events and time development. But I have Mr. Y , " Mo Ci said here and showed his first smile from today to now, "I have him, so no matter which world or dimension, I will only love Mr. Y who is 'there', even if he is in 'there' ’ I’m dead, and that’s why I should die, nothing else.”

"This confession is very touching, but how are you going to tell him in 'here', after all, um," Xu Linduan found the most suitable adjective, "after all, he knows nothing about these things."

"I told him before I came." And, he had realized that I had a problem, before I did.

In fact, the specific situation at that time was like this-

Hearing Mo Luowen's words, "Do you dare to tell me, what is the truth?", Mo Ci's expression froze for a moment, and then he returned to normal. He changed the Chinese and asked the casting director to go out first, ending today's event early. audition.

Mo Ci only spoke when there were only the two of them left in the room. He took a more formal sitting posture than before, not as lazy and casual as usual.

"I wanted to tell you one more thing when I got back, but I didn't expect you to say this first."

Mo Ci sighed, "Why do you think so?"

"Because you know me too well, but it shouldn't be."

"Of course I understand you." Mo Ci closed his eyes, "You are Lance Merovingian, from the Merovingian family in Reims, France. You have a sister named Cecilia who is currently managing the business of M&C. She and her lover Darcy have a child named Olier, who is only a few years old, and looks very cute, like a little angel. You are actually very good at Chinese, and most of the credit for this is Darcy, he You're of Chinese descent. You don't eat carrots and you don't like mashed potatoes very much, because Cecilia's mashed potatoes made you a child, and it's been shadowed since then. Your favorite composer is Maurice Ravel, especially his "Pictures at an Exhibition", I found that you are really keen on Impressionism, whether it is music or painting. Your favorite French writer is Jean Paul Sartre. You don't agree with his existential philosophy much, but Interval alone is crazy. You were in Venice not long ago, and it was Redeemer's Day there, and you happened to see people setting off fireworks there. You have a paranoid side, but it's not annoying, although you Adhering to the mindset of a businessman, but still possessing romanticism. And, you did not come to China for tourism this time, you came to find me because you like me and want me to be your artwork. Also, There are other things related to you, but you don't know it yourself, only I know it."

After he finished speaking, he opened his eyes, and his eyes were a little sad, which was a kind of fateful sadness that could not be described in words. "I'm not looking at others, I'm looking at you, but that's Lance Meroving three years later, just like I'm Mo Ci three years later."

"Now, listen to what I'm going to say, it's going to sound weird, but I hope you'll finish it."

When Mo Ci said this, it was different from what he told Xu Linduan, which was more like an outline of the story. When he told Meroving these things, he was inevitably emotional, and he was not just here just eager to try.

He had mixed feelings that were hard to describe.

Meroving was a little unbelievable when he heard it, and he still felt a little unbelievable after listening to it, but at this time, the unbelievable thought is not the point, there are more important things. "So, there, you fell in love with him, right?"

"Yes, we are in love." Mo Ci said, "Is there no reason not to love him?"

"Then what's the difference between us? In your eyes, we should be the same, shouldn't we?"

"Lance, you don't actually think so, do you? If you really think so, you wouldn't use 'I' and 'he' and 'we'."

"I can't be indifferent to you, because you are Lance Meroving, but I also can't really love you, because I have three years of memories that I can't refuse and can't forget. But it's not fair to you. "

Mo Ci paused at this point, and continued, "Similarly, this is not fair to the 'me' who was originally 'here'. He should have met you unprepared, not like me."

"So, what are you going to do?"

"I plan to leave, and I will definitely go back. Yu Chu in 'over there' is waiting for me, just like Mo Ciben here is unconsciously waiting for you to drag him into the river of fate together."

"Okay." Meroving didn't know how he accepted this answer, maybe in another second he would not care about these things and forcibly leave Mo Ci behind, this is the code of conduct he learned from childhood.

But at this moment, he accepted the answer.He accepted, stood up, held Mo Ci's wrist, pulled him up and gave him a hug.

"I want to remind you one thing, don't pretend that you don't know Chinese anymore. I've always been proud, especially I can't stand people's deception. Also, Olier encountered a kidnapping in the spring of next year. I don't know the details. However, you said at the time that it was done by people within the family. Now that you know it in advance, let’s avoid it.”

"Okay, I see." "Then, goodbye."

"Goodbye." Meroving finished and kissed his forehead.

"I really admire your ability to act." Xu Linduan even wanted to applaud. After all, the joys and sorrows of human beings are not connected, so he just listened. But if he was Mo Ci, he probably couldn't be like him. "But I think you didn't come here today just to tell me about the previous incident. After all, you have already made a decision, and you don't need me, a psychological counselor, to do anything."

"Yes. I'm going to leave."

"Leave, where are you going? Don't tell me that I also believe that if you die here, you will go to another world."

Mo Ci smiled, "I'm not so stupid, but I have to leave. I want to go back to 'there'. If there is really a 'here', Mo Ci from 'here' should also come back. They will love each other and be with us. Just as in love back then."

"Okay." Xu Linduan got up and stretched out his hand to him, "If you successfully return to 'there', remember to help me satisfy my curiosity."

"Of course." Mo Ci got up and shook his hand, "I will go, this is my promise, if I go back to 'there'."