Stendhal Syndrome [Entertainment]

When Mo Ci was about to leave that day, Rong Qing followed him to the door, but Rong Qing didn't go out with him, but just stood by the door and talked to him.

"Mo Ci, you can talk to Yu Chu about you."

Mo Ci felt that they had already talked about everything, so he only asked when Rong Qing said this. "What are you talking about?"

There was light in Rong Qing's eyes, brighter than thousands of households, "Talk about the past, talk about us."

"We all love you, so it's impossible not to care. It's impossible for me not to care about him, and so is he. It's the burden and benefit of being special."

"I know." Mo Ci hugged her gently, he understood what she was talking about in the past. "It's something I should be dealing with."

Rong Qing hugged him back, "I wish you will always be together when you are in love, and if you are in love forever, you will be together forever."

Mo Ci listened to this sentence with a smile, obviously happy. "I don't care much about blessings, but if you say it, I want it to come true, just like I did to you."

When Mo Ci came back, Yu Chu was in the kitchen making pasta, tomato meat sauce, indeed did not put balsamic vinegar and added a little sugar.

He hugged him from behind, "Does this count as 'stand with you in the evening when you are free, and ask how the porridge is warm with a smile in front of the stove'?"

"Your Chinese has always had special meanings." Yu Chu smiled, "But I don't know how to cook porridge, but I can learn to read it in my free time."

"You're such a disappointment, Lance."

Yu Chu took out the pasta and prepared it on a plate. Although he only knows how to make pasta, he has always been meticulous in arranging the plate. "I thought you weren't coming back just now."

"Oh my God," Mo Ci took the initiative to serve it, and said as he walked, "Look at what you said just now, it's like I raised a little lover outside, and you still want to be the red flag that won't fall in my house. Don't do that, Mrs.

After he finished complaining, he set the tableware, "I would have come back earlier, but I showed Qingqing the script of "Light Source", so I came back late. She has seen the previous versions of "Light Source", she asked Is this the ending? I said this is the destined ending, but she told me that this is just the ending I want. But this time she said after watching it, this is the ending of Gu Yige and He Xian."

Yu Chu rolled up the pasta with a fork, "Are you sure you want to keep talking about Miss Rong while we're eating?"

"What you want to know." Mo Ci looked at him with a smile, putting his arms on the table, "What I'm telling you is not about Rong Qing, but about my past."

"She's my mirror, she's my soulmate, she's a reflection of my past."

These special words again, this is the particularity that Yu Chu has pursued for a long time, but Rong Qing has already obtained it, this is Ming Ming Yu Chu knew that Mo Ci's feelings towards him and Rong Qing were absolutely different, and he knew that he would confess to him The reason why he is still vigilant in this matter even after handing over his love to him.

But these are not important now, he wants to know more about Mo Ci's past, the past that he has never had the opportunity to participate in and is destined not to experience.

"I guess you should have checked mine, as long as you can find something, you should know it, right?"

Yu Chu did check him, he nodded frankly, and changed his words, "I just want to get to know you."

Mo Ci chewed on the pasta, and said in a lazy tone, "I don't mean to mind, and someone checked you out for me. After all, your identity is special enough, so my family should take it seriously."

This was the first time Yu Chu heard Mo Ci talk about his family, even though they had known each other for a long time.

"I have a brother and a sister, both of whom are much older than me, but their children are about my age, and they still call me little uncle and little uncle."

Mo Ci didn't go into details, but these Yu Chu had already checked out before using his relationship.There is a member of the Standing Committee of the Nine National Congress whose surname is Mo, who is Mo Ci’s eldest brother, and the head of the court in the core city is Mo Ci’s sister. If you talk about a wealthy family, the Mo family is definitely indispensable, and they still have power and money.In other words, Director Mo Da should have taken such a path, but he never wanted to be a prince. He jumped out of everything and walked the path he wanted to take.

"However, some of you probably don't know, because that incident was erased from my file, probably when I was in junior high school, Rong Qing and I were once kidnapped together, our relationship is based on the experience of life and death. "

Yu Chu saw that his demeanor did not seem to be fake, so he understood that this incident did not have any shadow on his life, but he still couldn't help thinking of Cecilia's child Olier being kidnapped. He connected that little Douding's crying and despair with Mo Ci. "Do you know who did it?"

"What else can it be? It's just the enemy. In the end, it will naturally be liquidated, except that the kidnapper was not caught. I don't know if he is still alive. He probably died long ago. But this is all in the past. There is nothing to care about." Mo Ci While eating noodles, he spoke in a tone as if he was telling someone else's story, "What I want to say is not this, what I want to say is that Rong Qing is special to me, but this is bound to our experience, we used to only have each other We can depend on each other for life, so we must have a heart-to-heart connection."

"But you are different, Lance, you are different. You are special to me. It has nothing to do with our near-life experience, just because you are you and I like you."

Mo Ci felt that this part of his desire to promote and suppress was very good, and it could definitely resolve Yu Chu's vigilance towards Rong Qing, but the effect seemed to be unsatisfactory. Yu Chu didn't show any emotion, he just put down the fork and came over to hug him live.

"You must have been terrified."

Mo Ci was taken aback for a moment, he thought he didn't regard this matter as a shadow, and he didn't think about recalling it again.He just didn't expect that now, someone would say this, with a tone of more love for himself than himself.

He felt his silent memory wake up, and a pair of indifferent eyes stared at him. He thought he didn't care anymore, but now he stretched out his arms and hugged Yu Chu, his knuckles turned slightly white.

He was sitting and the other was standing. The height difference made him rest his head on the other's waist and abdomen, and the temperature of his skin was transmitted through the fabric.

"My sister's child was also kidnapped at the time, that's why I left the crew. We rescued him later, and he cried for a long time, and now he can't stay alone in a dark space, and he has to turn it on at night. lamp."

"Besides, it was done by someone with the same bloodline as him, so I stayed in Lance, ended this internal strife, and did a big cleansing. It was not until a while ago that I finally had time to come to you."

"I'm probably really scared." Mo Ci said, his throat a little dry, "I was young at the time, and I would definitely be scared when encountering such things. This is normal. I was not invincible at the time, of course, I It’s not invincible now.”

Mo Ci felt that Yu Chu's hand holding him was a little tighter. Because of his posture, he couldn't see his expression, but he knew that he felt sorry for him. It wasn't sympathy or pity for these condescending pitiful people. He felt the same way. He put all his empathy on himself.

"But I pretended I didn't know this. I'm glad I was firm enough and calmed down quickly. We didn't suffer too much damage. I didn't get claustrophobic because of this, and I didn't cry all day."

Mo Ci felt that he was more relaxed. The old disease in his body that he thought did not exist seemed to have a chance to heal. No one had mentioned the old things to him these years, and he had never mentioned it to others. He thought that This one didn't exist, so it wasn't given a chance to heal.

Now at last there is, now to tell, to tell, to reveal the essence and core of oneself.

"You don't need to be invincible. No one can do this. We are not saints. They have no desires and desires to be invincible. They stand on Dabor Mountain, Kunlun or Penglai, but other than that, they are other Now, they have the world in their eyes, but they don’t have themselves in their hearts, and there is no single person.” Yu Chu said, his speaking speed was very slow, his voice was low and gentle, “According to this standard, the moment you like me, you will fall in love with me.” Lost the opportunity to become a saint, you have me in your heart, then you can be invincible without desire or desire."

"I see." Mo Ci didn't expect that this link would go back to the one he set up initially to talk about love, but he also thinks that this kind of thing is not worth wasting emotions. After all, it's not them who are wrong, and it's not them who deserve to be damned. "I thought you had let go of me in those two years, but I suddenly remembered this 'ask for nothing', that's why I came here, I must take it, after all, your previous life should be asking for everything .”

"I never thought of letting you go. I want my life to be about you all the time, but it has nothing to do with being competitive."

"It's really relevant now, and it means a lot. I just said, you deserve everything you want." There are differences between people, and some things are destined even before birth. It has nothing to do with fairness. After all, it is too ironic to talk about fairness at this time.

Yu Chu squatted down and looked directly at Mo Ci's face. He looked at him with a smile in his eyes, which was different from the usual light and lazy gaze flow. He seemed to have a deep complexion, but he still had a romantic attitude.

"Now I suddenly like this word again. I like it when you say that I mean a lot to you."

"Of course." Mo Ci smiled and kissed his eyes, "I like it too."

This is a blue sea, where he healed his wounds, where he met his life.

He is suddenly willing to believe that there are gods in the world at this moment, if the gods can make the world better.

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(1) "Standing with you at dusk when I'm free, laughing in front of the stove and asking if the porridge is warm" comes from Shen Fu's "Six Chapters of a Floating Life".