doomed [last days]

"Sister Shurong, take a break, I'll go and have a look in the shed."

After the two returned from the infirmary, An Lu sat on the side of the bed according to Meng Shurong, smiled and said to her.

I just harvested spinach two days ago, and now the red-skinned radishes in the greenhouse are almost ready to be harvested.The radishes that had been planted had already exposed their shoulders. They just went to water the radishes in the morning, and they waited for a while to mature and harvest.

Now that An Lu said that she was going to go there again, Meng Shurong opened his mouth, and the words that stopped her came to his lips, but he couldn't say anything.She only gave a faint "hmm", looked at An Lu and smiled at her, opened the door and went out.

After the door closed, she was the only one left in this small space.All the things in the room were distributed to them in the camp, but unlike the mobile home next to Lin Shen, their two beds were not put together.One person on one side, it looks like a student dormitory.

Meng Shurong sat on his bed, his eyes fell on the quilts that were randomly piled up opposite him.In the past, Anlu was more self-disciplined than her. After waking up, the quilt was folded like tofu, but since Anlu jumped out of bed last night, it has never been the same.

These recent events, she and Anlu are like transparent people, as if they have not been affected, but they are affected after all.People always like to look forward and backward, even Anlu, who has always been carefree, is no exception.

After the test results came out, Anlu cheered her up without giving her too much comfort, and comforted her in turn.Afterwards, she watched with her own eyes that Anlu went to find Yang Yi'an to practice those self-defense moves from morning to night, while she herself stood there cowardly.She only knew that if she really met a zombie in the future, she could still protect Anlu.And then, even this, became a fantasy that could dissipate at any moment.

After Wang Zhiyi and the others returned to the camp, Anlu was only sad for what happened to the others, and she also went to comfort those powerful people, as an ordinary person.But now, An Lu, who ran to the greenhouse alone, seemed to wrap himself in a shell.

Thinking of this, Meng Shurong couldn't sit still any longer, with the corners of his lips pursed tightly, he opened the door and walked towards the shed.

Through the translucent plastic film, she saw An Lu curled up into a ball and squatted on the ground.The red down jacket is very obvious, and it also looks like the flamboyant An Lu.

"Sister Shurong? Why are you here?"

When Anlu heard the sound of Meng Shurong pushing the door open, he turned around, and before he could put away the lonely expression on his face, he fell into Meng Shurong's eyes.

She was silent for a while, walked to An Lu who had already stood up, and said, "Come and see you, what are you thinking here alone?"

Meng Shurong's personality is very introverted, especially after being rescued by Lin Shen, she will not open her heart easily.What's the matter, I think clearly in my heart, if I let her say it, it's like letting her shed her own shell.Not only that, but she will not knock on other people's hearts.

So, when she heard her ask this sentence, Anlu was obviously taken aback.

"No, I didn't think about anything." Anlu rubbed his head and changed the subject: "Ah, are we going to the cafeteria now? Or you can cook your own dinner and send it to Sister Lin Shen and the others after cooking."

"The canteen hasn't prepared the food yet." Meng Shurong has never looked at Anlu like this, and when she saw that Anlu's eyes were a little dodged, she asked, "Xiao Lu, what's the matter?" Is something on your mind?"

Looking at Meng Shurong, who looked like a confidant big sister, Anlu was at a loss.She can't hide things by herself, any emotion will be written on her face, even if the corners of her mouth can be bent, those eyes can't lie.

An Lu's straight back suddenly bent down: "I don't know what to say..."

She is usually the one who comforts others and acts as a small candle in the dark night.But after burning for a long time, I almost forgot that there are times when the candle goes out, and she also has times when she is unhappy.

Hearing what she said, Meng Shurong breathed a sigh of relief.She didn't say much, just pulled Anlu to sit on a small bench beside her, and listened to her quietly.

"That's right, I just feel that Jiayu is very lucky... If there were no sisters Yiran and the others in the camp, nor those equipments and instruments, Jiayu might just..." Anlu hesitated, pursing the corners of his mouth as he spoke, and then paused. Continued: "After a while, she will be sent back to the base city, because the conditions there are better."

What she said seemed to be repeating the conversation with Lin Shen, but Meng Shurong guessed the following after hearing it.Just like what she thought in her heart, Anlu began to worry.

Before many things happen, anyone can optimistically imagine the future life.But when I saw some things with my own eyes, my heart that I thought was unshakable was shaken.

Sure enough, Anlu seemed to have made a lot of mental preparations, and finally said with some difficulty: "Sister Shurong, did you, did you go to the base city, and it won't be so difficult to survive?"

You don't need to go up and down the mountain, you don't need to think about how to get enough to eat, how to dress warmly, you just need to be a little person and stay at home honestly.There, you don't have to be afraid if you get sick, because there are advanced medical equipment and professional doctors.However, if you are wandering outside, you will pass the severe cold and heat, but if you encounter Xu Jiayu's situation, who can persevere.

At that time, it is no longer a question of whether you want to persist, but whether you can persist.

At the beginning, Anlu felt that she could be like Lin Shen and the others, who could be at ease with the situation. She also thought that as long as she followed Meng Shurong, it didn't matter where she was.However, after meeting so many people and these things happening again, she was still afraid.

It turned out that she didn't want to be as brave and fearless as she imagined, she was afraid of getting hurt, she was also afraid of death, she was afraid of falling into that hopeless situation.

Nowadays, it is rare for Meng Shurong to take the initiative to ask her something, but she will definitely disappoint the other party by saying such a thing.

After thinking about it, Anlu didn't even dare to raise her head. She didn't want to see Meng Shurong's usually calm eyes filled with disappointment because of her.I promised to be her pistachio, but now, I'm afraid it's the opposite.

However, Meng Shurong, who was invisible to her with her head down, only reached out and touched her head lightly, as if she was touching the little sister next door, and said, "It should be, but I haven't been there either." ,Can not be sure."

Anlu was a little dazed when Meng Shurong spoke, his voice sounded no different from that of Shurong's sister.She suddenly raised her head, looked at Meng Shurong and said, "I, I'm not sure either. I'm just a little scared. If I don't go to the base city, what if something happens and we can't handle it... just like Jia Yu In that way..."

Xu Jiayu was in a special situation. After all, if there were only four of Anlu and the others left in the camp, such a thing would never have happened.But if one day, someone gets some terminal illness, no matter if that person is her or not, she feels that she will collapse because of unbearable.

She seemed to have directly given up on the option of going to the base city at that time, always thinking about once and for all, and could not go to remedy the incident after it happened.

"Well, does Xiao Lu want to go with Captain Yang in the future?" There was no displeasure in Meng Shurong's tone, as if she would follow Anlu wherever she went.

But Anlu shook his head, and said frankly: "I am very scared, and I also want to go to the base city. But, but after going, if sister Shurong is arrested and sent to the training camp because of the genes on her body, then I will not regret it died."

The more she spoke, the lower her voice was, and she still didn't forget to look up at Meng Shurong.

But Meng Shurong, who has always been sensitive, ignored Anlu's eyes and froze there.

Why would you regret it?She wanted to ask An Lu, but she didn't dare to ask, because she didn't know what kind of answer she wanted to hear.During the past few months, did she really only regard Anlu as her little sister?

Meng Shurong didn't dare to ask Anlu why, nor did he dare to think about his own thoughts.She thought that as long as she stayed by Anlu's side, she would be fine.

An Lu, who had been secretly watching her, naturally didn't miss Meng Shurong's dazed expression, and she didn't have a clue in her mind.Compared with Meng Shurong, her mind is much simpler and clearer.She didn't know when she became like this, but she couldn't see Meng Shurong getting hurt, nor could she see Meng Shurong protecting her.

It is obviously a very normal sentence, if it were said by the younger sister to the older sister, there would be nothing wrong with it.But after she said it with impure thoughts, she felt a little ambiguous.And Meng Shurong didn't seem very happy.So Anlu never had the heart to fall to the ground, and became even more worried.

But before she could smooth things over for herself, Meng Shurong curled his lips and said, "If Xiao Lu wants to go back to the base city, I can also go to the training camp. Maybe I can also strengthen my body."

As if joking, but also as if answering seriously, Meng Shurong's eyes hide the doting buried in his heart.As long as Anlu wanted to go, she would go with her.

But she didn't know when the hand hanging by her side was clenched into a fist, and the nails were imprinted on the palm.The nightmare that she restrained from thinking about it still remained in her mind after all.

An Lu on the side was surprised at first, but the smile on his face suddenly stiffened again, as if his heart had been punched.The circles of her eyes turned red suddenly, but she smiled brightly at Meng Shurong, sweeping away the loneliness at that moment.

"You don't have to go to the training camp to keep fit. I've learned a lot now. Sister Shurong just follow me!"

It was already dark, and the lights were not turned on in the shed. Meng Shurong could only see Anlu grinning, but he couldn't see the smiling eyes that were flooded with water.She just muttered "Little Lu", and Anlu pulled her to stand up.

The little girl walked in front of her and dragged her to the outside of the shed: "Let's not talk about this anymore, it's time to cook for Sister Lin Shen and the others!"