How to escape from monsters

Suddenly, he changed from a big man with a height of 1.8 meters to a child with short hands and feet less than [-] meter. It is certain that he is not used to it.And it's not just these things that changed, his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of fog, becoming blurred.

This feeling is also very familiar to Han Shu. It is the feeling of deep myopia, which is even less clear than the world in his memory.As a deeply myopic child without glasses, his life will not be smooth sailing.

Just like Han Shu, after trying to walk for a while with this young and thin body, he fell down three times just because he couldn’t see clearly, and once he saw the black hole on the ground as the road and then Stepped on it directly.After walking for a while, Han Shu realized that it was really inconvenient for him to move, especially when he wanted to stand upright and walk, the obstacle of sight brought infinite trouble.

In the end, Han Shu had no choice but to squat down on the ground and grope forward, and finally found a way not to fall.And walking on the ground with four limbs, more agile than he imagined, this feeling is very familiar, and the memory he recalled not long ago also told him that a long time ago, he crawled on all fours like a wild beast.

There is also a reason for returning to this most primitive crawling. On the one hand, it is because no one has taught him to walk on two legs, and the other factor is his eyes. He relies on his hands on the ground to assist his vision. , so that he would not throw himself to death because of myopia.

Entering the memory area, many things became uncontrollable. At the beginning, Han Shu could still control this young body, but after a while, he was like a man restrained in his body. Like the soul, it can only repeat what it has done in accordance with the practice in memory.

He couldn't control his body, couldn't see everything around him clearly, and the necklace hanging around his neck was useless, and he didn't even have the ability to raise his hand to make sure the necklace was still there.

Han Shu was a little anxious being trapped in his young body. If the avatar left by Yan now came to sneak attack, he really couldn't handle it and could only be attacked passively. Although it doesn't matter as long as he is not afraid, who Can you guarantee that there will be no accidents?

Now he just wants to expel the outsiders in the dream, but here, the initiative is no longer in his hands.Han Shu wanted to break free from the shackles of his body, but no matter how hard he tried, it was useless.He could only follow the self in his memory to crawl around on the ground.

Some shaky black shadows appeared in Han Shu's blurred vision, and little Han Shu's attention was immediately attracted. He let out a crisp laugh, and then reached out to grab something floating in front of his eyes in the air.

The thing flickered left and right, as if playing hide and seek with him, it was always not far in front of him, but it never let him touch it.

Little Han Shu, who pounced on the thing like a puppy for a long time but failed to catch anything, was a little annoyed. He curled his lips, his eyes became hazy, and cried "Wow", dropping a lot of gold. Doudou is on the ground.

"Baby..." The extremely hoarse voice in his memory came from behind him. The voice was ugly, like the breath sound after being injured in the throat, and the word kept repeating.Suddenly, Han Shu was picked up from behind, skillfully placed in his arms, shaking gently, repeating the word "baby" over and over again.

Little Han Shu's sobbing voice gradually became quieter. He stretched out his small hand to grab his arm. The warm touch was not as soft as human skin, but slightly raised like tree bark. And a little smooth like metal.

Han Shu's consciousness in little Han Shu's body wanted to get a little more clear, but unfortunately, in his memory, he had already let go of the hand holding his arm, and instead wiped his tears like a baby.

"Baby...baby..." The "person" who was holding him would not comfort him, he would just repeat that word over and over, and then gently pat his back with his hands with sharp nails.However, his guardian paid great attention to his nails, and would not let those sharp nails hurt Xiao Hanshu in the slightest.

"Daddy... woo..."

Little Han Shu gradually stopped crying, his attention was drawn away, because the guardian who was holding him turned out the black shadow that he hadn't caught just now, dangling back and forth in front of his eyes.And this time, Xiao Hanshu successfully caught the black shadow dangling in front of his eyes!

This feel!

Han Shu's real consciousness was taken aback. Compared with the previous skin, he felt a little familiar. This time, the real touch on his hand was something he was most familiar with, the feel of Kurosawa's tentacles!

Even if the eyes couldn't see clearly, Han Shu could recognize the owner of the tentacle with the black shadow and the sense of touch.Kurosawa and daddy are related, before this he could only be 50.00% sure, but after thinking about this, he is almost [-]% sure that Kurosawa and daddy must be related!

Could it be... Could it be him!The daddy he had been thinking about for a long time finally found him?

"Daddy!! hungry!" Little Han Shu played with his nimble little tentacles. After playing for a while, he finally got tired and clamored for food in English, while his daddy touched his little head with his hands, and put his Hold it in your arms and float away smoothly.

That's right, it's just floating. Although Han Shu couldn't see clearly, he definitely didn't feel wrong. When daddy moved, his body didn't fluctuate at all. Instead, it felt like he was just flying in the air, and he was moving forward very smoothly.

His daddy could never be an ordinary person, nor could it be an animal as adults once guessed. He was a creature that Han Shu couldn't even tell what it was.But if he is a wraith-like creature like Kurosawa, then all the irrationality seems to have a reasonable explanation.

The memory ended here, and Han Shu was "bounced" out of the familiar embrace in the memory, and he didn't realize until he was floating in the white space. It turned out that he had broken away from that memory fragment and returned to the interlayer of the dream same place.Human dreams are originally a place interspersed with fantasies and some real memories.

Han Shu took a deep breath, grasped the emerald on the collar around his neck with a complex expression, and his vision became clear again, when those things touched him a lot.

It’s not that he never doubted Kurosawa’s identity, but Han Shu was like an ostrich. When the memory began to come back, he knew that Kurosawa and his childhood must be inextricably linked, but he still didn’t want to change the relationship between them. The way.He was afraid that if he remembered something, everything about him would be different, everything he thought about his life and everything he believed in would undergo earth-shaking changes.

He misses his daddy very much, but he is also afraid of reunion. The more he thinks about it, the more he understands what kind of "person" the daddy in his memory is.Han Shu loved daddy, no doubt, he was close to his guardian, depended on him, loved him, but at the same time buried his fear in his heart.

This is slightly different from children who are afraid of their parents. Although daddy loves him, he never treats children softly when punishing him.One time, little Han Shu wanted to play outside, and ran out of the yard without daddy's consent.Children are born with curiosity, which is normal, but the result is that the moment he stepped out of the door, daddy suddenly became furious, and his sharp roar made little Han Shu startled and burst into tears, but his guardian did not Came over to comfort him, but instead grabbed his arm roughly, like carrying a dead object, and carried him struggling into a wooden box.The box was so small that little Han Shu could barely fit it in by hugging his knees. Then, daddy closed the lid of the box cruelly, and released little Han Shu who was already hoarse from crying a day later.

Narrowness, darkness, hunger, thirst, and discomfort, all these filled Han Shu with fear. He kept apologizing in the box, but it didn't bring daddy the slightest bit of soft-heartedness.Although daddy seemed to have returned to his usual gentle and good-tempered appearance afterward, the way he lost his temper and was unkind at that time was always imprinted in Han Shu's mind.

From then on, Han Shu understood that daddy didn't want him to go out, as long as he touches this thunder pool, daddy will always be the good-tempered, hard-working, good daddy who will accompany him.And Xiao Hanshu also learned to behave after that, and never tried to annoy his guardian again.

These things will still be preserved in memory as time goes by, not to mention that Han Shu remembered almost everything that happened since he was a child, so the terrifying memories of being trapped in a small space that day were also preserved intact. Memory became particularly clear because of fear.

Daddy's possessiveness is very strong, and his desire to control him is even more terrifying.After all, they have been together for many years, and during the past few years, only daddy was the "person" with him. Even if Han Shu doesn't remember what happened, his subconscious mind still retains the instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.

And Kurosawa's possessiveness is also shockingly strong, Han Shu subconsciously gave up resisting, and his subconscious will tell him that if he doesn't follow Kuisawa's ideas, things will become terrible and out of control.So this is also the reason why Han Shu's resistance time is always very short, and he adapts well when he is controlled by Kuizei with what can be called a perverted method.In fact, many things were doomed as early as twenty years ago.

Han Shu misses daddy very much, but if you ask him if he wants to go back to the days when it was only daddy and him, the answer must be no. After seeing the richness and variety of the world, who would be willing to be tightly controlled by others? , every move is monitored, there is no one to communicate with, as if there are only two people left in the world.

Han Shu is reluctant to part with his current life. He has friends and relatives around him, they care about him and love him, and he also cares about his friends and relatives who love him.His world has become complicated since the moment he was adopted by Han Yuqing, how could his relationship be broken at will.But Daddy wants him to go back to his childhood when it was just the two of them...

This is also when Han Shu recalled some fragments, and even basically guessed that when Heisawa contacted daddy, he still chose to ignore it. Like an ostrich, he buried his head in the sand and pretended not to know anything.Inevitably, after having these speculations, his attitude towards Kurosawa became less and less tough. He fully showed his weak side in front of Kurosawa, and he would subconsciously rely on him and get close to him. He couldn't refuse his request.

Reason told Han Shu that he couldn't do this, and he chose to ignore it, but obviously, someone didn't want to let him continue to be an ostrich, and always wanted to pull his head out of the sand so that he could open his eyes and see the facts clearly.

"Looks like you remembered something, right baby?"

The author has something to say: it’s so short~ a little bit

Thank you black-bellied brother Star Control Queen for throwing 5 mines again!I'm overwhelmed with happiness~