How to escape from monsters

Sunny September 3

I found the children's rescue center in the newspaper, and the child was treated here.I have a hunch that this child may bring some turning points to my research.I have been studying the psychology of child trauma for a long time, and I have heard of such individual cases, but the opportunity to really get in touch is only now.

This kind of children who are extremely lacking in early education is a very special group. They are raised by non-human animals. Because they lost the environment in which they grew up as normal humans, they will have various degrees of emotional and behavioral disorders. We usually call such children wolf children.

The child discovered this time may be a little more special. His caretaker has determined that he is not human, but the specific race is still a mystery. This child was discovered by an extreme sports enthusiast when he was exploring the deep mountains. No one thought of it. There is actually a compound that has been abandoned for a long time in that kind of inaccessible mountain col, and there is actually a child in it!

People should have lived around the yard, but it was abandoned many years ago. When the police searched the yard, they found a decomposed female body around the yard. She may have brought her child to such a remote place. from the place.But the exact cause remains unclear, and how the child survived remains unanswered.The speculation in the newspapers was that nearby wolves or other animals had mistook the child for a pup, however some details do not make sense, such as a mountain of apricot pits in one corner of the yard, and the carcass of the beast was found nearby.

The origin of the child is a mystery, but there is no doubt that he needs help.A place like a children's rescue center will not be suitable for this kind of special children. Studies have shown that it is impossible to reintegrate wolf children into society, and they will also die early because they reject humans. I don't think there is really a chance , I hope to bring him back into society.If even wolf children can communicate with people again, then who can deny that we cannot help those children who were traumatized in childhood and have a huge psychological shadow to re-establish correct three views and cognition?This will be a new beginning for my subject...

I'm going to visit this rescue center tomorrow. I've been looking forward to this meeting for a long time. I hope that child won't reject me too much...

cloudy on October 3

I saw the child, and I knew it was severely malnourished!He was so thin, he hardly let anyone get close, hiding under the dark bed all day long.They told me there was an iron plate on the boy's neck with his date of birth engraved on it, my God, who would have thought that the boy was almost seven years old and he didn't look like a four-year-old big!

The nurses were rude to him. I believe that if the child had not been reported in the newspapers, the rescue center would have ignored him and left him to fend for himself.Taking him to take a bath is really a physical job. The child is extremely sensitive, crawling around the room on all fours, and even dared to climb directly into the cabinet, which made it very difficult to take him to take a bath. Difficult, the child was almost dragged away in the end, and his screaming and roaring during this time made me very uncomfortable.

I could see the caregivers at the Children's Aid Society were running out of patience with the child, which was understandable, and they showed me the bite and scratch wounds on the arms and legs.But this increasingly rough and indifferent treatment only makes the child's situation worse.

I can't let this child really be afraid of humans from now on, we are his kind, and we can't bring him any more harm!

The process of my application to the superintendent to take care of this child went very smoothly. They gave me the key to the special monitoring room and told me that the child has hardly eaten anything since he came here because he refused any handed to him. Food, all rely on nutritional needles to maintain normal physiological functions.And his habit of defecating everywhere made them very distressed.

The room smelled really bad, mixed with the smell of unfinished excrement, it's hard to imagine how the child put up with it!

I tried to say hello to him, but the child was hiding under the bed, the thick curtains completely blocked out the sunlight, the room was too dark, even an adult couldn't bear to stay in this dim environment all the time.I had to clean it up, it took me a while to clean the room, and I could feel the kid peeking at me from under the bed.I want to try to impress him as much as possible, but forcing him out right now is not an option.Talking to yourself all the time is tiring, but this is also the best way to express your kindness. Even if your child can't understand the language, you can still feel your friendliness towards him.

Everything was going well, the child was hiding under the bed, but when I tried to open the curtain, the child suddenly screamed like crazy, there was a loud noise behind me, and the child suddenly ran out from under the bed !We bumped into each other, this kid is really fast!

He started scratching my body, he was attacking me!I'm sure!Children's early violent tendencies are affected by the surrounding environment. This child really wants to attack me!The psychology of wolf children is very similar to that of animals. Human beings are probably the same as wolves in our eyes in their eyes. His hostility towards me is also true!

I restrained him, he struggled desperately in my arms, this child was cold all over, especially his hands covered in dirt!I held his hand to warm him up, and he gradually calmed down.Only then did I see his appearance clearly. He was probably of mixed race. If he wasn't thin and unhealthy, he was really a very beautiful kid with big eyes, looking at me ignorantly.

I blew on his hands to warm him up, and he seemed to like me doing it, so he blew on mine too.

This is a good sign, he is still imitating human actions subconsciously.This is my chance, I must take this opportunity to get close to him thoroughly!

I sat with him in my arms for a long time. I think that the people in the children's rescue center probably didn't think about giving him speech rehabilitation training, which is also necessary for a child to contact the society.I tried to communicate with him, as I imagined, he didn't understand me, but when I nodded, he followed suit.

The child fell asleep in my arms, and we were both a little tired. I carried him to the bed and went home. There is finally progress between us today. I believe we will get along better tomorrow!

September 3th light rain

The child hid under the bed again. I watched the surveillance last night. When he woke up in the middle of the night, he got out of bed and got under the bed. He hasn't learned to walk with his legs yet, he has always used all fours .After staying under the bed for a while, he got out and started "exploring".After turning around the whole room, he began to slap the wall. He could be seen talking on the screen, but unfortunately, the surveillance did not record the sound.After he slapped the walls all around, he seemed a little tired, so he huddled in a corner of the room.He didn't fall asleep, because the reflection of his pupils could also be seen from the night vision monitor.

The child can no longer rely on nutritional needles to survive, which will seriously affect his development.When I went back last night, I asked for detailed information on the place where the child was found. There are many photos of the entire compound, and clues related to the child. So far, there are only children’s paintings on the walls and mountains of piles in the compound. apricot pit.

This child probably grew up eating apricots!I bought a lot of fresh apricots on purpose this time.

The kid was still very repulsive when I came in, but he relaxed a little when I slowly approached him.I tried to pass Xing to him, but he actually took it!

He took Xing to a close distance from his face and took a closer look. I guessed that he was probably short-sighted.

Then put his apricot in his mouth!

He actually ate it!He finally ate! !

April 4

I installed monitors in this kid's room, and finally, the research has a new development.

The kid would wake up every day in the middle of the night and start banging on the walls and the floor, he was whispering "daddy!"! !

Maybe we are all wrong, this child may have a little language foundation, he was not thrown into the mountains when he was born!It's just that his mother tongue is not Chinese but English!

Poor child, he is likely to take fantasy characters as reality in lonely days. This is very common among children, but normal children will have someone to help distinguish what is real and what is false, and this Not the poor kid.

Maybe it was loneliness and fear that made him fantasize about a protector, whom he called "daddy".

My child has been accepting me so well these past few days and I feel like I have found a way to help him recover!Thank you for studying in country M, maybe English is a new breakthrough.

April 4

I fitted him with a pair of glasses. He obviously didn't know what they were. Fortunately, I bought resin lenses, otherwise they would have been broken when the child took them.

When he is quiet, he is like a little rabbit, staring at you with round eyes.He obviously loved the gift, and he finally burst out laughing after I helped him put it on.

The English treatment was smoother than expected. Perhaps this child has really stayed with humans for a few years, and he has an impression of many words.I believe it will not take long to reply to him in English.This kid is really smart!The learning ability even exceeds that of normal children. It is hard to imagine that this is a wolf boy picked up from the deep mountains. After all, if there is no education for children since childhood, the child's brain may not be fully developed.But this kid really showed amazing IQ and memory.

If this child's childhood is not missing, he will definitely become a language genius!No!Maybe not only language geniuses!It's really good fortune...

April 5

He finally opened his mouth to speak, and I told him my name. Although the pronunciation of the three characters Han Yuqing is in Chinese, it may be difficult for him, but to my surprise, he accepted it very quickly, and the pronunciation is also very good. Much more standard than I imagined.

I want to give him a name. I can't keep calling him like a child, but the child seems to have his own ideas.He pointed at himself and called "Baby", which is a very standard Chinese pronunciation, and I was more surprised than anyone else when I heard it!After all, I know that he has never heard this word before, and there is another mystery, which may be the Chinese nickname given to him by his guardian before he was thrown into the mountains.I can't think of any other possibility.

The child agrees with this name very much, and I feel very honored to let him tell me what he calls himself.Now the baby can jump out some simple English words to express his meaning, for example, he will shout "hungry" when he is hungry, and he can also understand the words corresponding to some items.I guess he might not be able to speak when he was brought out, but he heard a lot when he was a baby, and he has some impressions of these words, but he can't fully correspond to them.

The teaching of English is very smooth, and it is a miracle that the child can still recall what he has learned before!Or the child itself is like a miracle!I believe that the subsequent Chinese learning will also go smoothly, and I see the hope that the child can fully recover!

The relationship between us has become more harmonious, he will not be scared when I come in now, although he still hides under the bed to sleep, but he will not refuse me when I cover him with a quilt.Everything is getting better, but the kid still gets up in the middle of the night, banging on the walls, yelling "daddy".But there are no guardians there.Maybe it's time for him to know that...the poor kid is no longer alone and I'll be with him in his recovery

I think if he still wakes up in the middle of the night to find "Dad" tomorrow, I'll try to stop him...