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Pei Ji felt that he seemed to have made a serious mistake.

He shouldn't be free to study Zhou Qie's past by himself.

Well now, how can he look at this person directly when he returns to China! ?Keep it a secret?Or tell him straight up, ah listen, I heard a little bit about you in England, they say you didn't have a father when you were a kid, just graduated from high school, and as an adult, you worked odd jobs in theaters big and small in London to make money to subsidize your family and heard about your mother Looks like he's still an alcoholic, oh yes, it's a pity to break up with my boyfriend of four years, but don't be too sad. I heard that he found a new partner recently. You have a wonderful life, and you should also think about it Think about finding another one.

Boss Pei looked far away, he was full.

He sighed deeply, said goodbye to the two conductors who were gossipy at first glance, and then went back to the hotel by car in silence.

In fact, what really surprised him was not Zhou Qier's tragic family affairs, but his period of sex that ended in tragedy.

Pei Ji never thought that Zhou Qiuting would be a homosexual. In his eyes, compared with the kid who had a better future as a cook than an assistant, Zhou Qiuting was actually a very manly person, and...he Didn't he also accept a gift from a little girl? No matter how you look at it, he looks like a straight guy with indifferent feelings, not a crooked one.

But judging from the two employees' narration, Zhou Qierting's ex-boyfriend is a typical handsome Caucasian guy who is nearly 1.9 meters tall, with light wheat-colored skin and smooth muscle lines. Laughing, and it can be seen that he loves Carlos very much, he is a perfect example of a boyfriend, I heard that these two are an enviable couple in their circle."From their descriptions, how did Pei Ji figure out why there was a feeling that Zhou Qier was the one to bear it.

After automatically brainstorming Zhou and listening to Xiaoniao's appearance, Boss Pei shuddered, expressing that he really couldn't accept it.

He himself has always held a very open-minded view on sexuality, and believes that no matter if it is heterosexual, homosexual or even bisexual, as long as it does not interfere with other people's lives and does not touch the bottom line of morality, it is allowed. To paraphrase Hegel's sentence As the saying goes, existence is reasonable.He himself has been immersed in what may be considered the most open circle for many years. Of course, this is not the first time he has come into contact with gays. There have been boys who tried to pursue him, but Pei Ji looked at those little boys and girls. It seems that he always feels that he is not interested.

In his cognition, if he wants to find a boy like that as a boyfriend, what is the difference from finding a woman?But it's just that there is no breasts, four taels, and more meat.

But wait a minute?He is almost shoulder-to-shoulder with Pei Ji in height, maybe a little thinner, but a skinny camel is bigger than a horse, no matter how thin Zhou Qiting is, he looks like a man on the outside, he has long been out of the youthful youth, responsible and responsible The kind of big man who takes charge.

Pei Ji could imagine him pampering a boy like a baby, but he really couldn't watch the scene harmoniously if he was held in another big man's arms.

Zhou Qierting's indifferent face appeared in front of Pei Ji's eyes. If someone had told him before today that Zhou Qierting would drink so much that he would be hospitalized with stomach bleeding because of a broken relationship, he would have laughed it off.However, those two people just now are acquaintances of Zhou Qie who have listened to him for many years, and they can be regarded as having a say in his private life. What they said made Pei Ji believe it.

Depression, frustration, loss and even decadence, it turned out that Zhou Qiuting would be like an ordinary person when he was broken in love, he would go wrong and belittle himself.It turns out that Zhou Qiting can love someone to that extent.

Pei Ji thought so far in his heart, and he didn't know what kind of taste came out. To put it bluntly, it was the taste.

The small days of gossip and reasoning with Zhou Qierting were too comfortable and harmonious. When he suddenly received such a huge amount of information, he suddenly felt that the distance from Zhou Qiering was as if being forcibly pulled away by a pair of hands. Shackled in the same place, Zhou Qierting was pushed farther and farther, until he pushed back to the position where they had a silent face-to-face meeting in the dressing room for the first time.

It was the first time he discovered this feeling, and the more he understood, the more he felt that he didn't understand.When I don't know anything, I feel that I can get close to this person.

Pei Ji was almost at a loss for a moment. Is a person's past more important, or his present more real?

Pei Ji is at a loss in the UK, but Zhou Qiting in China has a clear direction and is extremely firm.

He wanted to find the sender, no matter what his intentions were.

Fortunately, the inscribing place clearly stated his best friend Bai Han, which saved him a lot of trouble.And that letter is also strange, very neatly and solemnly wrote a full sheet of content, although it is just some trifles similar to how are you doing recently, how is my life recently, how is the current situation in China, it is enough to see between the lines The intention of the sender.However, such a thoughtful letter was not sent at all in the end.

The envelope in which it was contained was blank, sandwiched so tightly between the pages of the book that it did not fall out at all.

Zhou Qierting noticed something sensitively. He noticed that the few things written in the letter only happened in the year he was born. For this reason, he searched the Internet specially.Such a detailed letter has not been sent, there are no more than two reasons, one: the recipient has changed the address, and the sender only knows that the original address is invalid, but does not know what the new address is.Two: What content in this letter was originally suitable, but it has become taboo on the day when you decide to send the letter, so the sender discards this letter or drafts a new letter.

Although there is no basis at all, Zhou Qierting feels that the reason is absolutely impossible to be as simple as the former.

Going back and studying the letter carefully again, Zhou Qierting frowned and read word by word, finally found a clue.

"...I heard that the royal family intends to make <Susie Wong> a new play for this season, and they will also spend manpower and financial resources to tour the UK. I seem to see the huge repercussions you will cause in the European drama circle by then. Ru Chen , this is your dream for many years, I firmly believe that you will realize it..."

Zhou Qierting's eyes dimmed a bit.

He remembered the play, and he was sure he would never forget it in his life.

Zhou Ruchen is not a competent mother, but a rare teacher.

She didn't let Zhou Qierting feel the same maternal love as a normal person, but she taught him how to be an actor.When Zhou Qiting was very young, she remembered that her mother performed "Susie Huang's World" alone in a crowded and messy small apartment. The woman's graceful and slender figure shuttled through the dust. Zhang Zhang's distance, but the light in his eyes seemed to contain the brilliance of the entire theater in an instant.

Zhou Ruchen doesn't look foreign, she studied in Europe for several years, but she still likes the curved and soft willow leaf eyebrows, the eyes are not big but revealing aura, the cheekbones are round, and the cheeks are a little sensual.Such a woman, when she doesn't set her eyes on you, you will find all her charms.Because when she looks at you, anyone can't help but stare at her dark eyes, and have no time to appreciate the rest of her beauty.

Zhou Ruchen looked like a typical oriental woman, mysterious but clear, her eyes were as clear as black grapes soaked by spring rain.She always likes to wear bright red lipstick, which is elegant and gorgeous, just like a red rose worthy of blooming.

However, although the rose is beautiful, it is covered with thorns.Such a seemingly delicate and weak woman, but what she did was decisive and full of strong emotions.She divides all feelings very cleanly and clearly, love is love, regardless of worth, hate is hate, and does not love the past.So she can leave the lover who betrayed her so simply that it is astonishing, and live alone for a week and listen, even if she is reduced to the point of shuttling in various bars and laughing, she will never look back.

Zhou Qiering doesn't think she is a good mother, but it is undeniable that she is very talented in acting.In his childhood life, he has no memory of walking in the park with his mother, no memory of going to the amusement park to buy marshmallows and ride the Ferris wheel, and no memory of sharing any of his childhood discoveries with his mother.

Instead, there are scenes of drama, lengthy dialogues, and absurd one-man shows.Quite a few of the classic dramas he came into contact with were not learned for the first time in the theater, but in a small dilapidated apartment, next to the sofa exuding a faint musty smell, with the light of the morning light Light, watching the mother's ecstasy to the point of madness, she performed it with all her heart.

Mother really loves the stage and acting, so when he saw that passage, he knew what happened in an instant.

At that time, the mother had just conceived herself, had just been deprived of all rights to perform on stage, and had just fallen into poverty.

Zhou Qierting's hand pinching the letter paper instantly exerted strength.The Bai Han who wrote the letter, even though he is not in the UK, is so well-informed. As soon as something happened on his mother's side, she already knew about it.That was more than 20 years ago, when you still needed to communicate with letter paper.

Zhou Qiting dares to conclude that this person must know the hidden story of that incident back then, and even, she may have inextricable relationship with Yan Ru, and Yan Ru told her when something happened to her mother, otherwise how would you explain this letter? Bad letter?

Thinking of Yan Ru, Zhou Qiting only felt slightly evil.He carefully folded the letter and put it in his pocket, got up and walked to the computer desk, and quickly entered the word "Bai Han" in the web search box.

In fact, he probably guessed what happened to his mother back then, otherwise he would not have expressed such deep hostility towards Yan Ru.He just wanted to further confirm how many people were involved in this matter.

The old events that have been covered in dust for many years are finally inevitably being remembered again.