Deep jungle routines[E-sports]

Fool?

Liao Yi looked puzzled: "Auntie, why are you so polite?"

The woman selling wontons came back to her senses, shook her head, and said in a panic, "No...I, I'm not cursing, I..."

"Okay," Rong Ling showed impatience in his eyes, and gave Liao Yi a hand, "Speak less, hurry up and leave."

Liao Yi was dragged forward, but unexpectedly, the woman left the stall and chased after him.

"Hey, you...you wait." Stopping Rong Ling, the woman looked him up and down, and smiled after a while, but the smile made Liao Yi uncomfortable, "Are you Xiao Rong? Ouch, I haven't seen you for a few years and I've grown into an adult. Auntie almost didn't dare to recognize her. Why didn't she tell us in advance when she came back..."

The woman's accent in dialect vibrated in Rong Ling's ears as if separated by a thick layer of glass, shattering the calm he had accumulated in the past and the present.

"...Our new house was just built a few years ago. Here, it's in front of the ditch at the back. Do you see that? That's the one with the whitewashed walls!" The woman pointed proudly, squinting her eyes. After Rong Ling's ordinary casual clothes, he turned his eyes aside, stared at Liao Yi's brand-new outfit for a while, and then turned his eyes back to Rong Ling, who hadn't spoken all this time.

"You heard that the old house is about to be demolished. Hey, if you want me to talk about the benefits of the demolition, our family will get a share, right? At least because of the love we took care of you since childhood..."

Rong Ling finally took a straight look at the woman, and his indifferent eyes choked what the other party was about to say.

"Who are you? I don't know you." After finishing speaking, he turned his head and was about to leave.

The woman froze for a few seconds, then caught up in disbelief, pulled Rong Ling's sleeves and shouted to the surroundings: "Hey, everyone comment on me, how did I, Feng Qiuhui, treat him in the past? Pulled him up, and ended up raising a white-eyed wolf! When he grows up, his wings become hard, and he turns his face and denies anyone! Do you think this is a human, huh?"

While speaking, she pushed Rong Ling several times, causing Rong Ling to sway and stagger a few steps back.Thanks to Liao Yi's support behind him, Rong Ling didn't trip over something under his feet.

"Auntie, please be more respectful when speaking." Liao Yi lowered his face. He usually smiled and seemed to have no temper, but now there was an awe in the corners of his eyes and brows, and his aura came out naturally.

The woman put her hips on her hips and yelled confidently, "I have done my best to him. If we hadn't taken care of him, how could he have lived with a fool until now? The old house is going to be demolished, and the money needs to be divided. When he comes back, he will give all the benefits to him." I put it in my own pocket, and refused to give a dime, I bah! Just like his mother! Shameless, I kindly gave her a bite to eat, turned around and fell asleep on the old man's bed, and I didn't know that I had crawled over How many men's beds, where thousands of people sleep and thousands of people ride..."

Before he could utter the last word, Rong Ling pulled the woman up by the collar.

"Shut up! Try saying something again?"

Liao Yi had only seen Rong Ling's indifferent and focused expressions before playing games quietly. This was the first time he saw Rong Ling lose his composure and his eyes were red.

"You...you dare not..."

"Do you think I dare?" Rong Ling stared at her.

The woman's lips trembled, and emotions such as fear, panic, and disgust flashed in her eyes.

Rong Ling let go, and the woman sat down on the ground, wiped her tears and kicked her legs and began to cry.

There were whispers from the crowd.

"resembles……"

"...Looks exactly like a fool."

"...I don't know who my own father is... a wild species..."

The sound of discussion reached his ears, and Liao Yi's heart became angry when he heard it. He adjusted his facial expression and looked around viciously.

"What are you looking at? Ling, let's go!" Grabbing Rong Ling's arm, Liao Yi dragged him out of the crowd.

After walking half of the alley, he could still hear the woman crying and cursing hysterically. Liao Yi let go of his hand, stopped and glanced at Rong Ling's face, and asked him, "Are you okay?"

Rong Ling shook his head, moved his wrist, and clicked his tongue: "What can I do."

"I don't know what happened, why does someone surnamed Feng always have trouble with you?" Liao Yi looked back in displeasure.

Rong Ling was stunned for a moment, shook his head and sighed: "Who knows..." After finishing speaking, he walked forward to the entrance of a small shop, turned his head and shouted at Liao Yi: "Do you have any change?"

"Yes!" Liao Yi took out a handful of banknotes, "How much do you want?"

"Give me twenty." He took a piece of money and threw it into the window of the canteen. Rong Ling bent his knuckles and tapped lightly on the window sill, "Buy a pack of cigarettes."

A sentence came slowly from inside: "The price will increase, 30 yuan a pack."

Rong Ling frowned, and Liao Yi hurriedly handed over another piece of money.

Taking the cigarette, Rong Ling lowered his head and walked forward, Liao Yi followed beside him, seeing that he didn't intend to speak, he didn't speak.

The two walked in silence.

The road got farther and farther away, away from the family area, surrounded by quiet factory buildings, Liao Yi quietly breathed a sigh of relief.

When passing by the family area, some children presumably saw strangers curious, running up and down.The adults came out and stopped the children, who didn't know what they said to the children. Those children stopped coming forward and stopped at the side of the road to stare at them from afar.

Others stood with folded arms, pointing at them.

Those gazes made Liao Yi feel uncomfortable, he looked at Rong Ling and tried his best to suppress his anger.

After passing the factory building, there is a row of one-story houses at the end of the road. The front and back of the houses are separated by low walls to form independent small courtyards.

They knocked on the door of a house, and Liao Yi followed Rong Ling into the house, and sat by the side listening to the old man talking to Rong Ling: "...the town is doing planning, and this land is set aside. The factory building in front The houses in this row and ours have to be demolished."

"Your family is the only one left that hasn't signed the demolition agreement yet."

"Sign it, anyway, if you don't sign it, you have to tear it down... If you sign it, you can still receive subsidies."

Rong Ling nodded after listening, and said nothing else, he asked for a pen, signed a piece of paper that the old man took out, and put a red finger print on it.

The old man held up the page and examined it carefully.

"It's okay. If it's okay, I'll go." Rong Ling put his hands on his legs and stood up.

After putting away the paper, the old man stopped Rong Ling: "The people who will be demolished after the year will go to work...Since you are back, go and see what else needs to be cleaned up..."

"I know." Standing by the door, Rong Ling stopped and said softly, "Thank you."

The two walked out of the small courtyard, and walked along a sloping dirt road for about ten minutes. Rong Ling stopped in front of a dilapidated bungalow. didn't move.

There was no sound.

Since coming here, Rong Ling's whole body has been wrapped in an indescribable emotion.Liao Yi saw it in his eyes and was anxious in his heart, but he didn't know what to say, and it felt uncomfortable not to be able to help Rong Ling.

Rong Ling stood for a long time, raised his hand to pat the stake, and walked towards the yard.

"come in."

"This is where I used to live."

The yard was overgrown with weeds, already half the height of a person.Rong Ling pulled it out casually, looked at it and threw it away, leading Liao Yi through the open door.

All the places where there should be windows are boarded up, and the room is dark and no light can come in.

The spider web was blown left and right by the wind, and a thick layer of dust fell on it.

There was no furniture in the room, and a loose bench lay crooked in the middle of the road.

Rong Ling kicked it away, without stopping, pushed open another door, and walked directly to the backyard. He nodded to Liao Yi who followed him, pointed at a small lump of dirt behind the house, and bowed his head. Said: "My mother is buried here."

"The demolition won't give you much money, and there's no need to come back. But I don't want them to push my mother's grave together..."

Rong Ling went to the grave and squatted down. He lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and without looking at Liao Yi, he just started talking slowly.

"My mother...everyone calls her a fool."

"She is indeed a fool. In my impression, she has always spoken and acted differently from other people. The meaning of being different... Do you understand?" Rong Ling looked back at Liao Yi, "Where did she come from?" Yes, whether it was born like this or acquired, no one can tell. Even she doesn't know, if you ask her something, she will just grin foolishly at people."

"...I don't know who my dad is."

"There should be, but there may never be such a person. Tsk, I don't remember," Rong Ling held a cigarette in his hand, frowning tightly, the smoke had been burning for a long time, and it was about to burn him He lost his hand, but he didn't pay attention, and was completely immersed in his own thoughts, "You heard what the people here said. They said... I'm a bastard."

"A fool who doesn't know her origin, is still a woman, with a child, and wants to survive in this place... How do you think she did it?"

Liao Yi remained silent.

Rong Ling didn't intend to get any answer from him, so he extinguished the cigarette on the ground, and continued talking.

"That woman, the one surnamed Feng, she said she brought me up..." Rong Ling sneered, "Her family used to live at the bottom of the slope, and the nearest place where people live is their place. Although my mother is stupid, a fool is also a human being, and she will be hungry. When she is hungry, she walks slowly along the road to a place where there are people, trying to get something to eat. Here comes a fool... People shout like this when they see her .”

"Anyone can bully her. Anyway...you idiot, you can't express your pain, you can't cry, you can only laugh."

"Then you..." Liao Yi walked to Rong Ling's side and squatted down.

"At the beginning, they didn't know that there was a child beside the fool. When they saw the fool, those people treated her like a beggar. They threw stones at her and drove her away. When they found that she couldn't drive away, they scolded her and beat her... fool Afraid of being beaten, she was still reluctant to leave and looked at them from a distance. Some people probably felt pitiful? Throw some leftovers to her and send her away... Later, someone followed the fool to play tricks on her, by the way Found me... After that, if the fool goes to look for food, he can bring back some more things, food and clothing. Although it is not very good, it is better than nothing."

Rong Ling lowered his voice and took a deep breath on his cigarette.Liao Yi stared at his calm side face, and wanted to raise his hand to touch him lightly several times, but his fingertips moved and clenched into fists again.

"I don't remember some things...it's too young, and I can't remember what happened." Rong Ling lowered his head and smiled to himself, then looked up at Rong Ling, "You said, how can a fool Can you find something to eat? Not only can you feed yourself, but you can also feed me?"

Liao Yi calmly read a trace of repressed pain, his heart tightened suddenly, and he opened his mouth to stop him, to let him stop talking.

But Rong Ling didn't intend to stop.

"When I grew up and understood some things, I realized...there are many men here, but few women, and many men...they take the food to deceive the fool away, deceive them to their own house, close the door, and then You can bully her at will, do whatever you want... The world of a fool is very simple, she doesn't know that this is wrong, and no one can make her understand... All she knows is that I will cry when I am hungry and uncomfortable. She She didn't want to be hungry, and she didn't want me to cry, so she just smiled foolishly and endured it. You can't cry, only laugh, so you won't be beaten, and only then can someone give her food and bring things back to me."

The author has something to say: This episode has a mild depressive color, little angels can wait for this episode to finish before watching it in one go

When I started writing, I had already thought about what to write, and I had been thinking about how to describe this past event for a long time.

Rong Ling's sensitivity, low self-esteem and his awkward personality all come from this

I hope you can understand the fragile soul behind this big boy's bad temper

Take a deep breath, I can stand bricks, rotten tomatoes, come on