candy for you

On the weekend, I walked to the door of the room, put my ear on the door and listened for a while, and after making sure that there was no one outside the door, I went back to the room.

At the bottom of the cabinet, he had prepared a box of instant noodles early on, lifted his clothes, and took out a bag with great difficulty.Then I took out a small pot from the small cabinet on the bookshelf, took some hot water from the water dispenser, and started making instant noodles.

He doesn't eat these things often, and it's clumsy to soak them. When soaking for the first time, a lot of water is put in. The finished product is almost clear soup, and the noodles are almost batter.It is now the fourth day of the hunger strike, and the quality of instant noodles is not very good, so I can only make do with it.

There is also a bucket of new mineral water in the room, which can be replaced at any time, and it is estimated that it can last for a few days.He also provided detergent so he could scrub the pots on the patio and reuse them later.

He only ate a little when he was too hungry, in order to make him look thinner and thinner because he hadn't eaten for several days.However, he felt that he couldn't hold on any longer. It was estimated that tonight, either his secret was revealed, or Father Zhou came back and knocked on the door.

I searched around on the desk, finally brought a notebook, and read the notes while waiting for instant noodles.

When he had a showdown with his family a few days ago, he burst into tears and said that he had no desire to survive.

In fact, he also made a temporary decision. Seeing that Du Jingzhi was angry, he suddenly asked for leave and came back. He wanted to end the battle early so that he could celebrate his birthday with Du Jingzhi.Unexpectedly, after persisting for so many days, the family has not budged.

His method is particularly simple and crude.

Knowing that his parents were not on a business trip, he returned home. As soon as he entered the door, his parents were very surprised to see him coming back suddenly, and asked him why he came back suddenly.At the beginning of the weekend, I didn’t say anything, but just said with a downcast: “I don’t want to take the college entrance examination anymore, and I don’t want to go to school either.”

Zhou's parents were startled immediately.

In the beginning, it was the weekend because the pressure of the college entrance examination was too great, and I kept trying to enlighten me, but as I was talking, I started to cry on the weekend, tears fell down, looking very pitiful, and then I raised my hand and wiped the tears hard , Then he said: "It's not because of this, I don't want to go, I can't stay for a day, I always feel that I am a monster, I just die, it's not normal at all."

Zhou's mother was terrified, and asked him quickly: "What's the matter? I have a conflict with my classmates, or what? How can you be a monster? You are a particularly outstanding child."

Zhou's father was also very nervous, so he looked at the weekend and comforted him, but he didn't speak for a long time on the weekend, and he was incoherent when his parents were anxious.

Only then did he say on the weekend: "I'm very strange. After Xiao Jing went to the studio, I missed him very much."

Mother Zhou was taken aback when she heard what Weekend said. Then she asked in surprise, "Because he was separated from the little mirror? He is an art student and needs to go to the studio to prepare for the exam. After that, you are still friends."

"No... I found out that I like him, I seem to be a gay."

After saying this, the house was silent, and a needle could be heard.

Zhou's parents never thought about it, they just thought that the relationship between the two children was very good, and two little boys were playing together, how many parents would think about it?Now on weekends, you actually talk about your homosexuality?

gay?

They have never been in contact with this kind of person in these years, and they don't know this field at all, so they were suddenly stunned.

Then he continued to cry on the weekend, and said in a tone almost broken: "It's strange, isn't it, am I a monster? Such a person shouldn't exist, right? When I come back, I want to jump into the river and die. It's just a monster..."

"Don't think about it, maybe you just miss the little mirror. Mom calls the little mirror now and asks him to come and see you. Maybe you'll be fine..."

"He ignored me. He probably hates me...I kissed him a few days ago. Dad, beat me up, I'm such an asshole."

Zhou's mother didn't say a word for a long time, choked out a hiccup, and just looked at the weekend in shock.

Zhou's father clenched his fists, then loosened them, and then clenched them again. The flesh on his face was trembling. It seemed that he was suppressing his emotions and didn't explode. He was just afraid that he would be even more afraid at the weekend, so he really chose to commit suicide.

"Maybe it's just...you misunderstood?" Mother Zhou continued to try to save her.

"No, I'm sure, otherwise I wouldn't be so desperate. And the little mirror said, he didn't hate me, he said that you all treated him very well, he can't be with me, or he will feel guilty. He has ignored me for a long time , I can't bear it alone... I don't want to go to school anymore, I can't read books, I just want to cry, I just want to die."

"Don't die, I'll take you to see a psychiatrist tomorrow, I guess you just misunderstood." Father Zhou finally spoke.

"Homosexuality is not a disease, it's innate. I've checked. Everything around me is normal, and it can't be changed by subtle influences. Otherwise, I wouldn't be like this." Weekend replied immediately.

"You...you...how could you be born like this, probably not...without that kid from the Du family, you wouldn't be like this...do you just think he is good-looking and treat him like a girl, so... "

"The little mirror is not a girl, not from the beginning to the end!" Weekend retorted Zhou's father loudly for the first time.

Father Zhou turned his head and left, went directly to the bathroom, ready to wash his face and calm down.

Zhou's mother sat next to Weekend and began to cry, obviously terrified and a little hesitant.She can't accept this. In her heart, she will do well in the college entrance examination on weekends. After that, she will go to university, preferably a Ph. D., and then work, get married, have children, and live a life of peace and health, and it is very smooth.

But gay...

With the neighbor's children.

Zhou's mother likes Du Jingzhi, and thinks this child is very lovable.However, she never thought of letting Du Jingzhi be her son's lover.

Weekend frightened Zhou's parents into a fool, and they couldn't scold him if they wanted to, because Weekend looked even more broken than them, so beat him... He asked for a beating, but he couldn't do it.When the scene was in an awkward situation, he put his schoolbag on the coffee table on the weekend and said, "I brought all the books back, but I can't read them anymore. I want to go back to my room to calm down."

When I went upstairs on the weekend, Zhou's mother couldn't help but ask, "Why didn't you take the small mirror? How did he react?"

"He probably likes me, but he doesn't dare to be with me, and he's probably quite afraid. I was the one who pestered him back then, and I turned him into this. Am I...very bad?" Zhou Zhou asked.

"Don't take it to heart, and you're not looking for short-sightedness. Mom, calm down, and then we can think of a way together, okay?"

Zhou weekend lowered his eyelids, thought for a while, then wiped his tears and went upstairs.

After entering the door, his tears stopped immediately, and he locked the door behind him. He suddenly felt that things were not going as smoothly as he had imagined.Sitting on the bed, he self-reflected, and always felt that some words were not appropriate, that he was not desperate enough, and that he should praise Du Jing a few more, so as to increase his daughter-in-law's impression points.

With a long sigh, he lay on his back on the bed and decided to fight for a long time.I wanted to send a text message to report the situation to Du Jingzhi, but found that my phone was not brought up, and I was immediately desperate. I opened the computer and logged in to QQ, and left a message for Du Jingzhi. After a long time, I didn’t reply. I couldn’t help it, so I posted another Weibo. I hope Du Jingzhi can see it.

On the fourth day when I lost contact with Du Jingzhi, I hid in my room on the weekend and secretly made instant noodles. I felt that the taste of instant noodles was average, and I found a bag of mustard greens in the gap of the bookshelf to eat with it.These are the food reserves that I bought for myself before. Although the conditions are difficult, what will greet him later will be happiness. Thinking about it, I feel that the instant noodles are very delicious, and the pickled mustard is sweet and delicious.

While eating, Zhou's mother suddenly went upstairs and knocked on the door of the weekend room.

According to the current setting for the weekend, he should have collapsed from hunger, so naturally he would not respond.

Then I heard Zhou's mother say: "Mo, I have an appointment with Little Mirror's mother, we will meet and chat later."

Weekend immediately pricked up his ears, put down his chopsticks and mustard, and asked at the door, "What... are you going to do?"

The sound is very weak, but it sounds perfect.

"Hey, what else can I do? I have to apologize to the parents for the sins my son committed, and then we will see how to solve it together. Then find a chance to let the little mirror come, and you two will talk again. Anyway, we will try our best not to delay you , you can figure it out yourself."

I was amused when I heard it on the weekend, knowing that my mother had compromised, and immediately responded: "Okay, I will talk to Xiaojing by myself."

"Then do you continue to eat, or come out to eat something else?"

"Uh..." Weekend's heart skipped a beat, thinking that my mother was amazing, how did she know that he was stealing food.

"Mom never told you that the house opposite was bought by us. In the opposite house, we can see what you are doing these days."

After listening to it on the weekend, I couldn't hold it back. I laughed with a "puchi", and then held the door with my hands. This is helpless.He is clever, and his parents are not stupid, otherwise he cannot be left to fend for himself for 4 days.So he opened the door anyway, and it doesn't make any sense to be reserved now.

"Actually, I..." He hesitated to speak.

"Mom knows what you are like." Zhou's mother looked at Zhou Zhou and rolled her eyes angrily, "But at first, I was really shocked."

"Although I'm not that desperate, I'm really worried that you guys won't agree."

Zhou's mother pursed her lips and was silent for a while before she spoke: "Your father still can't accept it. I persuaded him, but he also said that I'm spoiled by you. There's really no way to do this. I can only take my time. I too... I I especially like kids…”

After Zhou's mother finished speaking, she choked up again.

"Sorry, I'm afraid I can't grant your wish."

"When you were young, you were not restricted. You could learn if you wanted to, or if you didn't want to. We didn't care which university or major you wanted to take. We wanted to take care of this matter, but we couldn't. I went out to inquire about it these days. I also searched online, calm down and think about it, what can I do, after all, you are my son, I can't limit your happiness just because I am your parents, don't you think?"

"Thank you..." Weekend also bowed his head.

"Then tell mom the truth, what's going on between you and Little Mirror now?"

"We've been together for a while."

Mother Zhou seemed to have thought of it a long time ago, but she still couldn't help feeling sad for a moment.