[Bungo Stray Dogs] DARKNESS MY SORROW

It was a gloomy day back at Port Mafia.

Chuya hated this kind of weather.

Gloomy and oppressive.

Oda Sakunosuke died.

This is the news Chuya got after returning to the port mafia.

The first reaction is - how is it possible!

How could that guy who couldn't even beat him die so easily!

Besides...

Besides, there's that guy Dazai Osamu!

Zhong also ignored the subordinates who came to stop him and went directly to the cemetery.

It was no accident to see that guy Dazai Osamu.

That guy is kind of weird.

Intuition reminded him so.

But at this moment, anger has overwhelmed reason.

Pulling Dazai Osamu's collar without hesitation, the expected guy had no expression on his face.

His eyes were still pitch black.

"Why!" Chuya asked Dazai Osamu loudly.

"..." Osamu Dazai just stared at the clear blue eyes that were also stained with anger.

"If it was you, you could obviously save him!" Although he didn't want to admit it, that's how he knew him—knowing Dazai Osamu.

If he wants to, he can!

"Obviously his father and brother have already settled the way to get him out of the port mafia!" Obviously everything has been arranged!

"Why! Why do you want to watch him die!"

Why in the end!

"..." Osamu Dazai fell silent.

Both were silent.

Until the already dark sky fell raindrops.

The rain soaked the coat, and it was very heavy on the shoulders.

"You're right, if I think about it, he won't die." In the end, Osamu Dazai spoke first after an unknown amount of time.

Zhong also clenched his fist, but finally let go weakly.

"Did you know that Oda Saku-kun's eyes were already dead at that time..." Saying that, Osamu Dazai looked at the tombstone.

"..."

Because the eyes are dead.

That means the heart is dead.

That light that has been shining all the time, the guiding light in the darkness has gone out...

already……

Is there no point in keeping your eyes on...

I don't know how long I stayed in the rain, but in the end Chuya turned around and left the cemetery.

From the beginning to the end, he didn't look at the tombstone.

He still can't accept it.

Accept the death of Sakunosuke Oda.

For the first time, Chuya didn't go to the hospital after finishing the mission.

Chuya only informed Vongola of the death of Oda Sakunosuke.

As for the reaction over there, it's not something he wants to think about.

Back at the apartment, the whole room smelled like that guy Dazai Osamu.

Without tidying up, I threw away my coat and my beloved hat.

No matter the clothes were still wet, he went straight back to his room and fell on the bed.

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Osamu Dazai has been standing alone in the rain.

Looking at Zhong Ye's back, there was a voice in his heart clamoring.

No, or the voice was shouting when he saw those angry blue eyes.

Devour him, possess him.

Let only yourself be in those eyes.

It's okay to be full of anger.

As long as you can get it!

Why……

Obviously he hates it so much...

Then I hate that existence named Nakahara Chuya.

Why do you see the uncontrollable anger in his eyes because of others.

When did it start……

Get used to talking badly to him.

Yes, from the beginning.

Those blue eyes sparkling with hope attracted him from the very beginning.

Otherwise, how could Osamu Dazai, who is full of malice towards this world, pay so much attention to a person.

Why would you deliberately find trouble with him.

Why would you deliberately make him angry.

Why did he bury it without hesitation after feeling the warmth.

Because he is a coward!

timid, afraid.

Afraid to touch.

Afraid of being abandoned and hurt after touching.

So he longed for the eyes with hope, but he went to dream with the greatest malice.

Even if you follow that way and find a reason to "live" toward "hope".

Until the straw named "Live" sank to the bottom of the water, only the rope named "Live" was left for him.

It was only at this time that I saw that the light named "Hope" had already shone into my heart.

The roots are deep and cannot be pulled out.

Just because he's a coward!

Cowards who are afraid of even that thing called "happiness"!

"What should I do..." Osamu Dazai spit out these words after a long time.

That powerful Osamu Dazai who made people fear from the bottom of his heart actually said such words.

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The sky outside the window gets bigger and bigger.

Go down harder and harder.

It seems to want to clear and clean this dirty world.

The hospital is colder than ever.

The bone marrow of a person who is so cold is chilled.

"Miss Liba, Mr. Nakahara has returned."

Li Ye quietly listened to the reports of her subordinates.

"Really, I see." Li Ye just said these words lightly.

Seeing that his face was paler than before—no, it's better to say that he has no warmth—Li Ye's subordinates hurriedly retreated.

After all, except for Mr. Nakahara and Mr. Dazai who come here often, this lady is always cold to everyone.

No, or it can be said that all the results have been expected and they are just waiting, commanding, indifferent and unreasonable.

After all, growing up in a slum like this is already very good.

And this kind of freezing coldness has never appeared before.

It can't be described by the simple word "terrible".

"Mr. Oda... still haven't escaped..." After the cold and white room was completely quiet, Li Ye said these words lightly.

Compared to her "Bible", "Seamless" is more suitable for combat and more flexible.

Even though she had already told Oda Sakunosuke specifically.

Still can't avoid it...

Whenever this time, she felt extremely powerless.

Yes, the "Bible" can predict the future, but this does not mean that it can change the future.

Just like the "Bible".

Perfect without a trace of blemish.

Absolutely, from the will of God.

Nothing can be changed and cannot be changed.

Not even friends can save them.

Staring at the rain outside the window for a while, Li Ye took out her mobile phone and dialed a number.

"Mr. Dazai." Li Ye spoke after the connection on the other side.

[Why did pear leaf sauce suddenly call me? ”] The voice of Osamu Dazai on the opposite side is the same as before, but the noisy sound of rain represents the person opposite, who is in the rain.

"Mr. Dazai, if you want to leave, my brother will have a mission in a week, and you can go there then."

[Is it really okay for pear leaf sauce to help me like this? 】There was no surprise in Osamu Dazai's voice.

He sees clearly than anyone else, this girl who has been in the hospital has seen more than anyone else, more comprehensively than anyone else.

"Well, it's fine, but can I trouble Mr. Dazai to take care of my brother for a few days? He will be sick for a few days, but with his personality, he will never come to the hospital."

【…】 Osamu Dazai was silent for a while 【It's okay, we are also partners after all. 】

Because they are partners.

During this last week, let him take care of him as a partner for a while.

[Pear Leaf Sauce, you've always known that, right? 】 Osamu Dazai suddenly uttered this nonsense.

"..." Li Ye was silent for a while: "Yes, I know everything. From the beginning."

【Is that so? 】Although the tone is still the original, it sounds self-deprecating no matter what.

This is the horror of the Bible.

From the very beginning—the very beginning—even before they met, they had anticipated today's situation.

Including his own feelings.

Although he doesn't deny that there is Rika's handwriting between himself and Nakaya's partner, but he did this because he had already anticipated this relationship.

"Yeah, yeah, it's really scary."

In the rain, Osamu Dazai said these words.

Taking a last look at the tombstone, Osamu Dazai also turned and left.

Goodbye then.

His white moonlight.

Goodbye really.

The author has something to say: After the exam, wow!

The test is not bad, at least the New Year is no problem!I still need a few days of tutoring. These days, I will try to change more Braille characters every day.

Then the next chapter and then another chapter will be able to enter the plot!Dundun little angel will appear!

Recently, I went back to slap Wen Ye again, and found that Dazai is such a scumbag...

Nakaya and Akutagawa, who were merciful in the port mafia, were pitiful, and even flirted with Kunikida and Tonton at the detective agency...

And in the ed of the first season, no matter how you look at it, Dazai abandoned Poor Akutagawa and hooked up with Dun Dun. In the second season, Poor Akutagawa and Dun Dun abandoned Dazai to stir up trouble! (not)