[Bungo Stray Dogs] DARKNESS MY SORROW

When did he get into the port mafia?

He has no memory of it at all.

He just remembers being here from the beginning.

Facing those bloody and violent things, he was not as afraid as a normal child at all.

After all, he is Osamu Dazai.

He never felt like a normal person.

He didn't feel much when watching his children of the same age die one by one.

Losers get eliminated, he always knew that.

His outstanding mind was quickly noticed by the organization, and then he successfully stepped onto the stage.

He's better than anyone, better than anyone.

He knew from the very beginning that he was different from normal people, fundamentally different.

At least, he has enough "maliciousness" towards this world.

At least he no longer felt that being alive would be any fun.

So……

What does it feel like to die?

Then kill yourself.

He felt pain when he committed suicide for the first time.

Unforgettable pain.

His physical skills are not outstanding, and he is also inferior in the port mafia.

Then try suicide without pain.

Or...

Die at the hands of others.

Any task is done brilliantly, and then he is wooed by the chief's personal doctor.

Interesting isn't it.

Because he failed to commit suicide by drowning, he was taken to the hospital for an examination and unexpectedly met a person.

The girl looked very vulnerable.

Fragile and beautiful.

So what will such a life look like when it passes away?

He is very interested.

After communicating with the girl, he found that the girl was not so fragile.

It can even be said to be tough and never soft-hearted.

The girl was picked up by the doctor, he knew it.

The rare superpower "Bible" has the ability to predict the future.

Unparalleled abilities.

This is what even he went back to sigh with emotion.

That day he witnessed that doctor killed that crazy old man with his own hands.

Interesting.

And that kind of death is wonderful...

Within a few days he was assigned a partner by that doctor - the new head of their port mafia - Mori Ogai.

It was a boy with long orange hair.

He was wearing a suit and was very short, with his coat almost dragging to the ground.

With a leather collar around his neck, which blocked his underdeveloped Adam's apple, he thought for a moment that the person in front of him was a girl.

If you haven't read the data by sight.

Whether it's the outstanding physique or the supernatural ability suitable for fighting.

including flaws.

Also includes……

family.

The girl he met that day named Nakahara Liba.

It's fun isn't it?

He could feel the boy named Nakahara Chuya looking at him with the same vigilance as he looked at a fierce beast.

It's like a kitten who is always on guard.

You are warned, and very aggressive.

After exchanging the numbers, he looked at the hurried boy who was leaving and smiled.

And full of malice.

When he arrived at the hospital and saw that the other party was protecting the pear leaf sauce as if protecting the cub, he felt that the other party was surprisingly easy to understand.

It's like a kitten with fur all over to guard against you.

Especially the pure blue.

I really want people to see those pure and stubborn blue eyes stained with despair.

It will be beautiful.

Even if he didn't see it, he felt it.

Zhong Yuanzhong did not disappoint him either. His excellent physical skills and abilities, as well as his strong intuition and comprehension ability can fully keep up with his tactical arrangements and arrangements.

Although it's annoying to call him green mackerel or something.

Unexpectedly, he didn't care after being rejected to partner with Nakahara Nakun.

He hasn't had enough of this interesting man.

Because he found that his partner was walking very close to the lowest-level personnel, he paid attention, but the result was beyond his expectations.

The bottom staff is Oda Sakunosuke.

Outstanding abilities, outstanding skills, and outstanding minds, such a person has the strength and qualifications to become a cadre.

But he never kills.

The reason sounds ridiculous.

I wanted to be a novelist.

Writing novels is composing life, and if he kills someone, he is no longer qualified to write about other people's lives.

It's obviously a ridiculous reason...

But can he delude himself into thinking that he exists for a reason?

Maybe he didn't realize it himself, but at this moment, there was a glimmer of hope called "survive" in his malicious eyes.

Although the partner was thrown into his apartment by the boss to live with him or something, it was really unexpected.

But it's not a harmless thing, let him go.

after all……

If there is no accident, they will continue to work together.

until one of them dies.

But I have to say that Zhongyuan Zhong also wears women's clothing without any sense of disobedience.

we can even say……

Even his peaceful heart was amazed.

Not surprisingly, they survived that hopeless mission.

All within expectations.

But he was a little surprised.

Zhongyuan Zhong also believed him so much.

No, to be precise, the trust between them is mutual, and he also trusts Chuya Zhongyuan in the same way.

I believe that even if he loses his mind, he will not kill himself by mistake.

Very strange thinking.

Obviously they hate each other more than anyone else.

When the leader officially announced the start of the internal cleaning, he went so far as to stop the quiet day and let the brother and sister spend that day.

Looking bored, he also followed.

An unexpectedly relaxing day.

There is a feeling of being completely able to let go of worries.

Perhaps it was because he knew that he was not a normal person that he was so curious about such emotions.

But the war has officially begun, and there is no time to think about such things.

Even he didn't expect to struggle to that extent during the half-year internal cleaning.

But it's okay to be hospitalized due to the attack and injury, and it's even more peace of mind to stay in the hospital completely.

After all, the apartment outside was completely unlivable.

Even he would be dazzled by being bombed every now and then.

After the cleaning work was over, he never expected that he would fall asleep with Nakahara Nakaya without warning.

Although really tired.

Nakahara Chuya's sleeping face was surprisingly quiet and docile.

It's right to think about it, in fact, this guy is not suitable for the mafia, and arming himself is just for self-protection.

Force yourself to become stronger.

You say distressed?

No, no, the noble emotion of being distressed is not suitable for a person like him, and he just watched how far this young man named Chuya Nakahara could go in this dark world with the mentality of watching a play. .

Just like the beginning——

With eyes full of malice, he painted a big face on the sleeping boy.

Don't think that the other party will definitely explode after waking up, it is the best policy to walk.

Hiding in the hospital where pear leaf jam is located is the best option.

Where to eat and drink for a day, by the way, wait and see the emotional changes of the two people.

Everything is the original idea.

Just watch the show quietly.

What he didn't expect was that it was Nakahara Chuya who pulled him out of the water.

With an awkward look on his face, he handed him the coat.

He can feel it.

Care from your partner.

And the temperature from the coat.

What a lovely kitten.

Unexpectedly, after speaking molestingly, he was thrown into the water again.

The icy river water soaked the dry coat, and the warmth was buried by the cold.

The author has something to say: I'm really sorry that I didn't do much here because I was trying to code words at the end of another article.

Both this chapter and the previous chapter can be read as a side story, and it also describes the changes in the hearts and circumstances of the two people.

Dazai, who is full of malice, has been watching dramas all the time. The only person in Dazai's heart who can enter this period is really Oda Saku!

The next chapter will return to the main text, and the time will be adjusted to a few years later, and there will be a role of a tutor~