Night snow

A torrential downpour came.

The sky seemed to leak a hole, and the rain on the ground soon covered the feet.

In the rain, a person walked alone holding a black knife.

The cold rain poured on his body, and his robe was already soaked. Fu Hongxue stared blankly ahead, he really didn't know where he should go.

Li Xunhuan said that he was a terminally ill baby who was abandoned, why...why didn't he die right then?But he was allowed to survive, bear the blood feud that should not belong to him, and was harshly and cruelly made into a revenge tool by his mother, but when he was about to kill the enemy, she told him that all this was just a joke...

Ma Fangling's words sounded in Fu Hongxue's ear: "You are such a big joke! What face does a person like you have to live in this world? Why don't you die? Go die!"

The mother's face appeared before Fu Hongxue's eyes, and she said, "Mother is your only relative, only mother can really care about you..."

His mother's face suddenly turned into a snake, and the snake swam towards him in the rain, spitting out snake letters, and beside his ears was his mother's roar: "Fu Hongxue, remember! You were born for revenge!"

The robe was drenched by the rain, as if it weighed a thousand catties, and he couldn't stand upright under the pressure.

The hatred is not mine...the parents are not mine...then who am I?

What do I live for?

My end... and where is it...

Fu Hongxue closed his eyes, despair crawled out from the crack in his heart, and spread rapidly and almost swallowed him.

Fu Hongxue stumbled and stepped into a puddle. His body swayed and he knelt on the ground. His body fell forward—an arm blocked his body. He didn't fall into the dirty rainwater, but Fell into someone's arms.

Fu Hongxue raised his head with difficulty, and bumped into Ye Zun's concerned eyes, which were full of distress and seemed to be even sadder than his own.

Ye Zun embraced Fu Hongxue in his arms, and withdrew the hand that was attached to his chest to sense his emotions. He moved his fingers, as if an invisible umbrella was propped up above them. The heavy rain was still pouring around, but no rain fell again. on them.

"Aye..." Fu Hongxue's lips trembled. He knelt on the ground, his wet hair pressed against his cheek, and asked in a low voice, "I'm not my parents' child...I'm not Fu Hongxue...Who am I?"

Ye Zun gently pushed back the hair sticking to his cheeks, with gentle movements.

"I wasn't born for hatred either, so why was I born..." Fu Hongxue choked up, "20 years ago...why didn't they let me die peacefully...I just, wouldn't live in such pain Long……"

Ye Zun frowned, feeling that Fu Hongxue's words were like a knife stabbing into his chest, he felt distressed and angry at the same time, that kind of emotional torment made him even a little panicked.

Fu Hongxue's body trembled slightly, and he bit his lips tightly, suppressing the emotions in his heart.

Ye Zun lowered his head and kissed Fu Hongxue's forehead: "Little Hongxue, if you want to cry, just cry."

Fu Hongxue shook his head lightly.

Ye Zun closed his fingers, and the invisible barrier that blocked the rain disappeared, and heavy rain poured on the two of them.

Fu Hongxue heard Ye Zun say in his ear, "Little Hongxue, it's raining so hard, no one will see it."

The rain hit the ground, causing countless splashes.

Amidst the rustling sound of wind and rain, Fu Hongxue buried himself in Ye Zun's chest, weeping suppressedly at first, and after a while, he burst into tears...

Ye Zun frowned, holding Fu Hongxue motionless.

It wasn't until his crying gradually died down that Ye Zun comforted him in a low voice: "Little Hongxue, it's all right."

The rain lasted from noon until midnight.

After Fu Hongxue cried bitterly, it was as if his entire soul had dissipated, leaving only a shell.

From returning home in the afternoon to midnight, Fu Hongxue seemed to be a different person.Ye Zun brought him ginger soup and he took it up and drank it. If he asked him to eat, he would only eat rice if he didn’t put vegetables in his bowl. Like a puppet without a soul.

Ye Zun spent a whole day with the walking corpse-like Fu Hongxue, and he was going crazy.

On the second day, at lunch time, Ye Zun watched Fu Hongxue who was just silently shoveling rice into his mouth, but Ye Zun resisted putting food into his bowl, so Fu Hongxue stopped eating, and just stuffed the rice into his mouth and swallowed it down.

"Little Hongxue, don't eat like this." Ye Zun held down his hand patiently, "Eat well."

However, before Ye Zun let go, Fu Hongxue continued to stuff rice into his mouth and swallow it.

Ye Zun knows that he is escaping from reality in a situation that is almost self-abuse, but he is really not a person who has the patience to accompany others.

"Enough! Fu Hongxue!" Ye Zun snatched the bowl from Fu Hongxue's hand, "Spit out the rice!"

Fu Hongxue swallowed hard, and sat there motionless.

"You!" Ye Zun clenched his hands tightly into fists. He really wanted to tie Fu Hongxue up and beat him with a whip. If he could do this before, but now... he found that he couldn't do it, and he even wanted to beat him. I was slapped and couldn't lift my hands.

"Fu Hongxue, are you punishing yourself, or me?" Ye Zun asked coldly.

Fu Hongxue's eyes flickered, but he still didn't answer in the end.

Ye Zun suddenly remembered that when he saw Fu Hongxue in Manu's cell, he treated Gongsun Duan the same way.

Ye Zun grabbed Fu Hongxue's skirt, and said, "Fu Hongxue, believe it or not, if you continue to torment yourself, I'll go now—"

Ye Zun gritted his teeth, but he still didn't say the words "I'll kill Hua Baifeng right now".

All the anger finally turned into one sentence: "Eat it yourself!"

After all, he slammed the door and went out.

Fu Hongxue stood up silently, lay down on the bed, pulled the quilt over his chest, and closed his eyes.

Not an hour later, Ye Zun came back again, still carrying a food box in his hand.

Ye Zun closed the door, opened the food box, and took a bowl of porridge from it.

He found the chef of the best restaurant in the city to cook the porridge, which added boneless fish and chopped vegetables, and the rice was stewed until it melted in your mouth. He brought the bowl of porridge to the bedside and said: " Little Hongxue, get up and eat something."

Fu Hongxue sat up on the bed and stretched out his hand to take it. Ye Zun was afraid that he would drink the porridge as water, so he took a spoonful of porridge and said, "I'll feed you."

Ye Zun finished feeding Fu Hongxue a bowl of porridge, wiped the corners of his mouth with a handkerchief, and said, "Go on to sleep."

Fu Hongxue didn't lie down, he silently looked at Ye Zun who put the bowl on the table, and said in a hoarse voice, "Ye Zun, let's go."

Only then did Ye Zun put down the bowl, and paused after hearing the words: "What did you say?"

Fu Hongxue's eyes were dull, and he said calmly, "I've been thinking about it all day and night, and I don't want anything anymore...I just want to die alone and be forgotten by everyone."

Ye Zun turned around and looked at him. After a long time, he smiled: "Little Hongxue, if you want everyone to forget you, then you probably have to kill me first."

Fu Hongxue said, "In another month, you will be leaving too."

Ye Zun realized something, he walked quickly to the bed and said, "You promised me to leave with me."

Fu Hongxue said, "I regret it."

Ye Zun said coldly: "I said, if you dare to betray me—"

"You can kill me right now." Fu Hongxue looked at him and said in a deadpan tone, "I won't fight back."

Ye Zun's eyes turned cold, and he reached out and grabbed an icicle from the void.

Fu Hongxue slowly closed his eyes, as if he was waiting for Ye Zun to pierce that icicle into his heart.

However, after a long time, Ye Zun didn't do anything.

Fu Hongxue opened his eyes, and saw the icicle in Ye Zun's palm turned into black mist and dispersed.

"Forget it..." Ye Zun lowered his eyes and twitched the corners of his mouth. There was a hint of sarcasm in his eyes, and he laughed, "I said before, the easiest thing in this world is to betray..."

His smile hurt Fu Hongxue's heart.

Fu Hongxue moved his lips and asked, "Why didn't you kill me?"

Ye Zun laughed self-deprecatingly: "Maybe it's because raising a little wild cat has developed feelings, even if it's scratched by the cat's claws or bitten by the cat's teeth, I can't bear to beat and scold, let alone kill it..."

Ye Zun got up and walked out the door.

Fu Hongxue's heart trembled, and he asked, "Where are you going?"

Ye Zun said: "Since you don't want to see me, I naturally have to get away."

After all, he opened the door and walked out.

The lights are on.

A figure in white sat on the roof of the teahouse opposite the inn.

Ye Zun murmured: "The little wild cat has sharp claws, why didn't it chase it out?"

At the same time, Fu Hongxue in the room finally did not sit still.The look in Ye Zun's eyes before he left made him feel anxious all the time, he didn't know how he could say those words...

Is he going to hurt Ye Zun because he was hurt by others?How can he do this?That's the only person in this world and he puts him in his heart...

Fu Hongxue got out of bed, he put on his robe, leaned over and grabbed the knife by the bed and turned his head to leave, when suddenly his eyes went dark——.

The room where the lights were on just now was pitch black. Fu Hongxue frowned and looked around, but couldn't see any light.

His heart sank, he took the knife and came to the table from memory, and then stretched out his hand forward.

The palm was burned with pain, and the candle was still on.

Fu Hongxue suddenly remembered Ye Kai's words: "In the end, the poison will blind the mind and the five senses, and the poisoned person will become unable to see, hear, speak, and move..."

This poison actually spread so fast?

The author has something to say:

When Fu Hongxue cried in front of Ye Kai in the original drama, my heart ached to death...