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"Are you OK?"

Shu Lin's crisp voice came from my ear, and I realized that it was at the door of the dormitory.

I stared blankly at everything around me.Isn't this the first day of school?what happened?I shook my head and looked at Shu Lin again.

Shu Lin looked puzzled, "Are you okay?"

"What happened to me just now?"

Shu Lin supported me and asked, "Do you have anemia? I just let you in, and suddenly fainted. Fortunately, I helped you in time. You were unconscious for a while. Seeing that you woke up, I would like to ask Are you okay?"

I'm even more surprised. Could it be that when I was in a coma just now, I imagined so many things?But the feeling now is so clear, and it’s been a while since school started, why is it still the first day of school today? Could it be that my memory is messed up?Or am I daydreaming?

I rubbed my head and said with a bitter face, "My head hurts."

I was thinking that I must be sick, could it be some kind of schizophrenia!

I was taken aback by my conjecture, no, how could I get that kind of disease.

"Your complexion is not very good, do you want to go to the infirmary?" Shu Lin helped me to sit on the edge of the bed.

I shook my head, feeling very weak.

"I'll get you a glass of water." Shu Lin said and went out to fetch water.

I hurriedly grabbed her hand and said softly, "I... miss you."

I could feel her trembling slightly, turned around, and said with a smile, "Do you have a fever? We don't know each other."

I took advantage of the situation and pulled her into my arms, and said tremblingly: "Don't ignore me, I will be very sad, very sad."

"Okay, it's okay, you can rest for a while." Shu Lin said softly, patted my back, and hummed softly, trying to lull me to sleep.

A person got off the bed and asked Shu Lin, "Lin, who is this person? Is there something wrong here?"

The man pointed to his own head, looked at me again, and said with a sigh, "I'm not bad looking, but why is it... oh!"

"I don't know why, but when I saw her sad, I felt uncomfortable." Shu Lin didn't say anything wrong with me, and looked at me with complicated eyes.

"Lin, it's okay, you want to help me make an appointment with Xiao Ai." Su Xiaomi had a flattering look on her face.

"Then you help me look at her, I'll go to Xiaoai first." Shu Lin glanced at me, feeling an inexplicable sense of strangeness in his heart.

A month later, I got to know Shu Lin, Su Xiaomi and Xiao Ai very well.

All three of them are in the same high school as me, and the three of them are in the same class.And Su Xiaomi has been secretly in love with Xiao Ai, but has never dared to say it out, and Xiao Ai also has a good impression of Su Xiaomi, but she is not sure that she has the same feelings for Su Xiaomi, so the two maintain a good friend relationship to college.Su Xiaomi has never dared to confess to Xiao Ai, and Xiao Ai has guessed Su Xiaomi's feelings for her, but has not revealed it.Until a month ago, Su Xiaomi asked Shu Lin for help, and if Xiaoai was willing to develop with her, he would go on a date with her.

As for me and Shu Lin, I felt that Shu Lin didn't hate me, but he didn't show that he liked me either.

I have always had a question in my mind. When I was in a coma, were the things in my mind made up by my own brain, or did they happen before?

If I really have such supernatural powers, I should have magical powers, but what I am showing now is clearly a most normal mortal, without any special abilities.

I began to doubt my life a little bit.

I never thought that I would be associated with the words "excellent in character and learning".However, during my one year in college, my grades skyrocketed at the speed of flying, and I even became the vice president of the student union, which made my parents happy.

During Chinese New Year, they put down their work and stayed with me for an extra week.

The new semester will start soon, and the school has recruited a new batch of students.

Shu Lin is the chairman of the student union, and I, the vice-chairman, went to receive our juniors when the new semester was approaching.

A cute-looking elementary school girl, she seemed very excited on the first day of her arrival.

"Senior sister, what's your name?"

"My name is Shen Qing." I replied with a smile.

"Senior is a member of the student union, she's amazing, and she's also the chairman!" The elementary school girl looked at her with admiration.

I smiled awkwardly, looked at Shu Lin who was not far away, and said, "It's just a vice."

"The deputy is also very powerful." The elementary school girl looked at me with starry eyes, which made me feel uncomfortable.

I can only "hehe" smile.

"In the future, if I encounter something I don't understand, can I ask Senior Sister Qing?" The elementary school girl looked at me expectantly.

"Okay." I replied with a smile.

"That's great, sister Qing, please leave a phone number and add a WeChat account." The elementary school girl said as she took out her mobile phone and asked for my number and WeChat account.

I had no choice but to give it to her.

After seeing off the elementary school girl, another elementary school boy came, who is fair and clean, and still has a baby face, very cute.

"Sister, you are so beautiful."

My younger brother praised me for being pretty as soon as I came up, and I could only reply: "My younger brother is also very sunny."

"Sister, you are so beautiful, do you have a boyfriend?"

I sneaked a look in Shu Lin's direction, and saw that she was receiving her juniors, and she didn't look at me at all.

"No." I replied.

"Then... do I have a chance, senior sister?" The elementary school boy smiled brightly.

"It's hard to say what will happen in the future." I could only prevaricate in this way, neither wanting to hurt them nor giving them hope.

"Sister, can you add WeChat?"

It's been such a day, but I'm exhausted.

When I entered the dormitory, I lay on the bed and didn't want to move.

After lying down for a while, I heard a knock on the door, and when I opened the door, it turned out to be the elementary school girl from today.

"Senior Qing, haven't you eaten yet? I want to treat you to dinner."

What's the matter with the shy expression of the primary school girl?

I looked at the junior girl in a daze, and smiled awkwardly, "I've been messing around for a long time, but I still don't know what the junior girl is called?"

The elementary school girl stuck out her tongue and said with a blushing face, "Sister Qing, my name is Li Ranran, you can just call me Ranran."

"Okay, then... But, where are we going to eat?"

In fact, I didn't think too much about it, so I agreed.Seeing such an innocent school girl reminds me of myself a year ago.

Li Ranran often asks me to eat, and she always rushes to pay.She often asks me some questions about study, and I usually help her answer them.I thought that Li Ranran and I would only have a relationship between seniors and juniors, but that evening, Li Ranran confessed his love to me and even kissed me.I was shocked, with an unbelievable look on my face.

When I returned to the dormitory, I still had a tangled look on my face.

Shu Lin's temper has always been very good, giving me a very gentle feeling.Today I found that something was wrong with her, so I asked her: "You don't look very good, what happened?"

Shu Lin stared at me for a while, then said sourly: "It's indeed much worse than someone with a flushed face."

After hearing what she said, I didn't know how to answer it.

"Your lipstick color is very good. Where did you buy it? I'll buy one and try it."

When I heard these words in my ears, I wiped my lips and found that it was left behind after my elementary school sister kissed me just now. I blushed immediately, and I even forgot to wipe it off.

"I didn't..." I just wanted to explain something, but I didn't know how to explain it. Shu Lin and I are nothing now. Does it make sense for me to explain to her?

I rubbed my face in annoyance, so irritable.

In fact, Li Ranran was not the only one looking for me, but also other juniors and girls.

Shu Lin looked at me and said, "You are really good at it. You can hook up with so many juniors and girls. There are even seniors and sisters. There are also some of the same class."

I let out a "hehe" and said with a wry smile: "Those who hook me up are the ones I don't want to hook up with, and those who want to hook up don't come to hook up with me."

This time Shu Lin laughed, "Are you twisting your tongue?"

I was wondering if I was too talkative, so many people came to hook me up.Looking at Shu Lin again, no one dares to hook her up, because everyone who knows her knows that no matter who goes, they will be rejected directly, the reason is very simple, you will not call.

Whenever I was ready to move and wanted to get closer to Shu Lin, there would always be one or two ignorant people who would confess their love to Shu Lin or hand over love letters, and Shu Lin would be ruthless. refused.I didn't dare to have any thoughts after watching it, but now, Shu Lin seems to be jealous after seeing me having intimate behavior with others.Does that mean that she has me in her heart?

No matter what, whether it is success or failure this time, I decided to give it a try.

Very good, Su Xiaomi and Xiao Ai are out on a date.Now in the dormitory, there are only me and Shu Lin.

"Shu Lin." I called softly.

Shu Lin was originally writing, so he stopped the pen in his hand and looked back at me.

"Ok?"

"Look at my newly bought lipstick, how about it?" I pouted and tapped my lips.

Shu Lin stared at it for a moment before replying, "Not bad."

I smiled "hehe" and asked, "Do you want to try?"

Another look of anticipation, hoping not to be rejected.

"Okay." Shu Lin smiled happily.

When Shu Lin walked by, my heart was beating wildly.Why did I blush uncontrollably and my heart beat before she walked into me?Could it be that his heart beat faster for the next thing to do.

With trembling hands, I pulled Su Lin over and pushed her down on my bed, and my lips were precisely on hers.The heartbeat thumped, I guess Shu Lin could hear it.

My heart has always been uneasy, I was afraid that I would be pushed away by Shu Lin, and I was afraid that I would be rejected by Shu Lin.

The moment I kissed her lips, her body trembled slightly, instead of pushing me away, she reached out and hugged me slowly.He began to respond to my kiss, at first it was just a light temptation, but later he became so hot that the air in his lungs was gone before he let go.

Both of us were out of breath, and each other's cheeks were flushed, looking very attractive.

I pecked her lips again, "I love you, Shulin."

Shu Lin blushed and wanted to bury her in my arms.But I didn't give her a chance, and asked: "Do you feel the same way about me? If... If possible, I will be with you for the rest of my life."

But Shu Lin suddenly pushed me away and ran away.

Just leave me sitting on the bed foolishly, is she shy?Still don't want to?

I rubbed my hair impatiently, so irritable.

An hour later, Shu Lin came back and returned to his original calm appearance.

But I still kept my head stuffed in the quilt. When I heard the noise, I moved a corner, took a look, covered the quilt again, and continued to suffocate.

"Angry?"

I could feel Shulin standing next to me.I am in an extremely depressed mood now, and I want to talk to her, but I am afraid of being hurt, and my heart is very contradictory.

Shu Lin tore off the quilt, and only then did he see the tears in the corners of my eyes.

With pity in his eyes, "Why are you crying? It's all my fault. I shouldn't have run away."

The more I thought about it, the more wronged I became, and I couldn't help crying loudly in front of her.Why do you feel all kinds of grievances in your heart? Shu Lin obviously didn't do anything excessive to him, he just ran away suddenly, but he just couldn't control his tears.

"Okay, don't cry." Shu Lin's voice softened.

Next to me, he hugged me gently again, with his head against his head, and kissed my tear-stained face again.

"Stop crying, okay?"

Seeing Shu Lin who is so gentle, under her kisses again and again, I also stopped crying and looked at her.

"Am I ugly now?"

"No, in my eyes, you are the most special one." Then he kissed me lightly on my lips.

"Then why did you run away just now?" I sniffed, with an aggrieved look on my face.

"That's because someone made me angry. I just wanted to be angry with her. Who knew that someone would be so indifferent that she would cry."

"I...how did I make you angry? I haven't been hooked up recently..."

I muttered under my breath.

"Did you forget that you hid something very important from me?" Shu Lin frowned, looking angry.

"Something very important?" I scratched my head, but I really couldn't think of any important things I didn't tell her.

As I have said about my family affairs, my parents are in business and rarely come to accompany me.Others seem to be the days of being a bastard, and she knows it, there is nothing else.If there is, it is also the matter of having a crush on her all the time.Could it be this?Maybe Shulin thinks this matter is very important, well, I can only show my cards.

"I admit, I have been secretly in love with you for more than four years." After I finished speaking, I blushed.

Shu Lin's complexion became more and more ugly, I feel bad, isn't it this.I was as anxious as an ant on a hot pan, I really didn't know what was going on.

Shu Lin suddenly said, "Is it fun?"

I was confused when I heard it, blinked, and looked at her with an aggrieved look on my face, I didn't believe that she wouldn't love me.

Seeing me like this, Shu Lin got up and wanted to leave, so I hugged her.With a random wave of her hand, she threw me onto the bed, and I rolled on the bed in pain, still screaming.

Shu Lin rushed in front of me, grabbed my wrist, and as soon as he put his hands together, his expression changed instantly.

"Did Gushen give you medicine?" Shu Lin's expression was not very good.

"Gushen?" My head short-circuited from the pain, and it took me a while to remember that long-ago dream.

"Isn't that what I imagined?" I wondered.

"It seems that you still have some memories, and you haven't been completely affected by his medicine." Shu Lin's originally frowning brows relaxed.

"He... what medicine did he give me?" I felt a splitting headache.

"Maybe, your memory is a little messed up, you can't tell the front and back, but the only thing that hasn't changed is what happened before. But there's no guarantee that he didn't do anything, maybe he tampered with some of your memories."

"Isn't he your brother? How could he harm me?" I wondered.

"Strictly speaking, it's a half-brother. He must be worried and kind when he gives you medicine."

"We have to go back to the heaven to have a look, maybe the sky has changed again."

"But... how do I go back? I don't seem to have any strength at all."

"I... I overheard my brother say that the special thing about the royal bloodline is that after being happy with the person you like, you can exert a stronger power. He has been researching this."

"Happy?" My face turned red immediately.

At this time, Shu Lin probably wouldn't joke with himself.

"Yes, because you need to be emotional. If you do it with someone you don't like, it won't make your blood swell, and it won't have any effect." Shu Lin blushed as he spoke, "Since you love me so much, Then let's do this...it should be useful..."

I opened my mouth and said, "It should be..."

Shulin asked me to lie down on my back, and then she was on top of me.

I opened my mouth with difficulty and asked, "It's not good here, what if someone comes over?"

Shu Lin stuck out his tongue, licked my earlobe, and said, "They won't come back tonight, they should be doing the same thing as us."

My face blushed, and I was so nervous when I thought about what was going to happen later.

"Relax, I will be very gentle." Shu Lin exhaled softly in my ear, which made my whole body tremble slightly, and a tingling feeling went all the way to my whole body.

I still closed my eyes nervously, just waiting for Shu Lin's luck.

"Do you want to look like you are on the battlefield?" Shu Lin's laughter came from my head.

"It's my first time, it's normal to be nervous, okay?" I quibbled.

"Did someone forget that I was responsible for the sealing of the bloodline before?"

What Shu Lin said was very natural, but it changed the taste in my ears.

Didn't she mean that I used to do that with that...

"Don't be embarrassed, take it easy, it will be very comfortable. I remember before, you were so happy, you can enjoy it. When I think about it, I feel endless aftertaste."

It's the first time I've seen Shu Lin's lewd expression. It feels very familiar, but it's strange.

The next day, I only felt sore all over my body. It was really comfortable to lie down, but I felt uncomfortable when I got up the next day.Just like that, I will be ravaged by Shu Lin every two or three days, in the name of helping me restore my mana.

I just feel that I was fooled by Shu Lin, my magic power has not recovered, but Shu Lin's bed skills have improved a lot, every time it makes me want to die.

A month later, when Shu Lin wanted to get along with me, I didn't let her succeed.

"You don't seem very happy?"

"You said, are you lying to me, and everything that restores my mana is fake, right?" My tone was a bit uncomfortable.

Seeing that I was angry, Shu Lin actually admitted it.

"Yes, I lied to you. I just want to get you, and I want to punish you. Who told you to hide from me that you are the heir to the royal family."

"Then your brother's medicine is fine for my body, but it just messes up my memory. Could it be that you asked Gushen to give it to me?"

"Yes, all of this was planned by me." Shu Lin admitted right away, not dragging his feet at all.

I lowered my head, thinking about everything that had happened.

The moment I looked up, I felt a trace of uneasiness on Shu Lin's face. It seemed that she was afraid that I would be angry.

"As long as you don't get angry, I don't have any complaints about how you want to treat me." I smiled and hugged her into my arms.

"I've done so much to you, aren't you really angry?"

She looked up at me with a pitiful look.

"No, because... I love you to the bone."

She laughed and cried in my arms.

I know that we will be very happy together.

I hugged her and smiled evilly.Shu Lin, you will never escape from my grasp after all.

Your love for me, I will return it to you double.

I know I'm evil, and I tricked Shu Lin into my hands.

Because I am the Great Emperor from beginning to end, and have not changed.Qingshen was originally one of my bosses, and my true deity is the Great Emperor.It's a pity that Shu Lin doesn't have a good impression of me, the great emperor, but he does have a bit of love for my wife, which makes me a little bit unbearable. I have no choice but to direct and act in such a play by myself.

I will not tell anyone this secret.As long as Shu Lin doesn't know about this matter, with our feelings, we can go very far.

I love her, and it's true.For her guilt, I can only make up for her with love.