After I fell in love with the double slag Gong, Bai Yueguang came back

In summer, cicadas are singing, the air conditioner in the ward is on strike, power supply resources are handed over to all necessary facilities, and doctors and nurses are busy back and forth. When Jiang Yan wakes up, he hears shallow and low voices, rustling in his ears.

Cheng Jianyu turned his back to him, with his elbows resting on the window sill, his head slightly lowered, holding his mobile phone in one hand, the sun shone on his thin side face, a gorgeous golden line was drawn from the tip of his nose to his chin, the light lip line was slightly upturned, his eyes There is a quiet smile flowing in it, and the voice is softer than I have ever heard——

"It's okay, I suffered a little skin trauma, don't worry."

"Jiang Yan hasn't woken up yet. The doctor said that he needs to recuperate. When he wakes up, I will notify him to report his safety to the family."

"Dodan's condition is not very good, Mr. Wen, thank you for your concern."

Jiang Yan supported the bed with one hand and sat up, leaning his head against the wall, looking sideways at Cheng Jianyu's back, then adjusted his breathing and coughed violently.

Cheng Jianyu turned his head and saw that he was awake, with a deeper smile in his eyes, and said to the other end of the phone, "Let's talk again when we return to China. Jiang Yan woke up. I'll call the doctor. You can talk later."

"How do you feel?" He put on his mobile phone and asked softly as he approached the hospital bed.

Jiang Yan turned his head away, made a soft "hmm", glanced at Cheng Jianyu's residual smile inadvertently, turned his head away to look out of the sunny window, and said lightly, "I'm fine."

"Is it all right?"

"You don't need to call a doctor." Jiang Yan frowned slightly, looking noncommittal, "Don't worry, I won't die."

Cheng Jianyu didn't know why he was so angry, he pulled a stool, sat in front of the hospital bed, and handed over a water glass, "Drink some water first, most of the program crew were recording the program outside, so they escaped. Two people in the camera crew were seriously injured. The others have skin injuries, and we will return home this afternoon."

Jiang Yan reached out to take the water glass, only to see Cheng Jianyu's palms and backs wrapped in thin gauze, Cheng Jianyu was about to pull back, he grabbed his wrist, looked down, there was a Band-Aid on the white and clean finger paper, and he could see it occasionally Small bloodstains on the skin are deep, and the blisters are red and swollen.

The bottom of his heart twitched fiercely, Jiang Yan felt distressed, and most of his anger dissipated. Cheng Jianyu tapped the keyboard with these hands, and he knew how much he cared about them. He said in a calm tone, "Got it, how are your hands?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore."

Cheng Jianyu withdrew his arms forcefully, retracted his shoulders, relaxed his body and leaned back on the chair, stared at Jiang Yan, and asked briefly and clearly: "When you rescued your uncle in Ethiopia, what were you thinking?"

Unexpectedly, he asked this suddenly, Jiang Yan's eyes were astonished, he lowered his head and touched his Adam's apple, and said casually, "I miss you."

Cheng Jianyu didn't speak, just looked at him so meticulously, Jiang Yan raised his head to catch a glimpse of his serious expression, and sighed helplessly, "What do you want me to say, he is my uncle, and it is only natural for me to save him, and it has nothing to do with you."

After a pause, he smiled softly, "If it matters, for a moment I thought, if he died, your mental condition would be worse, and I might never be as good as him in my life, so he can't die."

Cheng Jianyu stared at the sunlight on the floor, feeling an indescribable feeling in his heart, he pursed his thin lips, his movements involved the scratches and pain on his cheeks, "What are you thinking this time?"

Jiang Yan tilted his head, stared at him for a few seconds without blinking, and said relaxedly: "I didn't have time to think about anything, and it's useless to tell you below, so as not to worry you."

During this period of time, he understood the biggest truth, that a man must take responsibility, and this responsibility is not only to do his best to treat Cheng Jianyu well, but the most important thing is to protect him, to solve the problems between the two rationally, to do what he says, and to understand what is Understand, what is caring, this is a real man, before he was a boy at best.

Cheng Jianyu rubbed the scar on his cheek, and there were two voices in his heart, fighting for an inch of space in his heart, and said together: Cheng Jianyu, you may like him a little bit, why don't you try new possibilities, isn't it already planned to give you a chance ?

Another voice lay beside his ear like a ghost, and said sullenly: This is that cruel and ruthless Jiang Yan, are you sure you want to repeat the same mistakes?Last time you were able to escape unscathed, this time may not be so.

He took a deep breath, tried it, didn't believe that he fell twice in the same pit, sat upright, straightened his collar with both hands, and made up his mind, "Jiang Yan, I'm thinking about us..."

"You don't need to talk." Jiang Yan interrupted him, the blood all over his body was congealed inch by inch, his heart was terribly sad, his mouth was hard, and he said casually: "I know what you want to say."

Cheng Jianyu was slightly startled, and tilted his head to look at him.

Jiang Yan gave up on himself, let out a long breath, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "'We are not suitable, I just want to be friends with you, you know my situation, I don't plan to fall in love 039; these words come and go, I understand that my entanglement has caused you trouble, and I will try my best not to pester you and not disturb your work and life."

Self-inflicted, can't live, maybe in this life, he can't pry open the door of Cheng Jianyu's heart, holding a key, standing in front of a wall will not help.

What else could it be?

He understands the unequal relationship in this relationship. Cheng Jianyu's joy, anger, sorrow, and joy are all in Cheng Jianyu's hands. No matter how much he manipulates his emotions, he is like a worm on a spider's web. The more he breaks free, the more he is shackled. , waiting for Cheng Jian to turn around like a puppy, this feeling drove him almost crazy.

The chair was dragging on the ground. He heard Cheng Jianyu stand up and walk steadily towards the door. Then there was a "click" sound of the door lock, and he just walked away. Jiang Yanqi's eyes were red, and he bit his cheeks, shoulders and back. The pain was so bad, Cheng Jianyu really didn't want to talk to him!

"Jiang Yan." Cheng Jianyu's steady voice sounded from above his head.

Jiang Yan raised his head suddenly, and then Cheng Jianyu's face magnified in front of his eyes, the tip of his cool nose touched his cheek, his soft lips pressed against his lips, the faint smell of anti-inflammatory medicine flowed, his clear and dark eyes were calm and calm, and his hot breath rubbed against him cochlea.

The wind outside the window blows the white curtains, the colorful city is ruined, and the messy ruins dig out a living life, crying and laughing, life is still going on.

As soon as they were touched, Cheng Jianyu opened the distance slightly, looked at Jiang Yan's dilated pupils, "I want to say..." Before he finished speaking, he held the back of his head and pulled him closer, which was unreasonable A kiss is not a simple matter of touching, it is as vicious as a life-threatening one, I wish I could eat him whole, taste it clean inside and out.

Cheng Jianyu's lips hurt, not sure if it was bleeding, every breath was full of Jiang Yan's wild and hot breath, those sharp and handsome eyes stared at him closely, he had a wrong premonition, it seemed that his lips were going to be crushed Bite off a piece of meat, and pushed Jiang Yan's shoulder, Jiang Yan backed away, frowning and grunting.

"Are you okay?" Jiang Yan's warm and strong hand was still pressed on the back of his head. After Cheng Jianyu asked this sentence, he couldn't help touching his lips. The skin was not broken, but it was a little swollen.

Jiang Yan ignored the pain, pulled forward, and leaned forward again, this time pecking him lightly and slowly, with a hint of concentration and piety, his whole body was hot, his heart was beating wildly, almost jumping out of his throat As if, the corners of his mouth turned up involuntarily, "Cheng Jianyu."

Cheng Jianyu could almost hear his heartbeat, lowered his eyes and laughed softly, "Huh?"

Jiang Yan seemed to think of something, and his expression became tense, "Is this to thank me for saving you?"

Cheng Jianyu was amused, and looked at him sincerely, "No, Jiang Yan, I just wanted to say... I promise your pursuit, I want to try with you."

Every time he said a word, Jiang Yan's heart swelled like a balloon, and then burst instantly. The happiness came so suddenly, he couldn't believe it, and asked in a low voice, "Are you serious?"

Cheng Jianyu nodded, patted Jiang Yan's arm on the back of his head, and signaled to let go, "It's not because you thanked you for saving me, you said you understand me, I want to give you and me a chance, let me see how much you understand I."

This kind of strong spiritual pleasure is so strong that it cannot be added, Jiang Yan couldn't help laughing, instead of letting go of Cheng Jianyu, he leaned closer, rubbed his head against Cheng Jianyu's neck, and said in a low voice: "Cheng Jianyu, I always feel like this is fake."

Cheng Jianyu twitched his mouth and pushed his head away, "If you're okay, report to your family that you're safe, pack your things, and we'll talk when we return home."

The domestic media has already blown the pot. Weibo is full of scenes after the Dodan earthquake. Kind and enthusiastic netizens prayed for them in the comment area of ​​the guests. The "Let's Travel Together" program team suffered heavy losses. , no one was killed, and the precious material recorded by the camera was intact. This season will be an unforgettable program for all audiences.

Until the plane, Jiang Yan was sitting next to Cheng Jianyu, holding his hand tightly, still feeling like a fake, everyone was closing their eyes and resting their minds, but he didn't dare to sleep, afraid that when he opened his eyes, Cheng Jianyu would suddenly regret it, all this will disappear.

Cheng Jianyu had never seen him worrying about gains and losses before, without any sense of guilt, he admired it with great interest.

I don't know if he likes Jiang Yan, but he can feel that being with Jiang Yan is happy and comfortable, and he has a heavy sense of belonging. His empty heart seems to be filled with cotton, warm and safe, which is completely different from the ease of getting along with Wen Yueming. He clearly distinguishes between two feelings, Wen Yueming is his good teacher and helpful friend, but he is no longer the person he likes.

Back home, Cheng Jianyu replied text messages and emails one by one. Jiang Yan sat on the armrest of the sofa next to him, with his hands in his pockets, staring at him, and asked in a low voice, "You don't want me suddenly, do you?"

"Look at your performance." Cheng Jianyu typed a line, raised his eyes to look at him, "Don't look at me, I'm going to take a shower, you have a good rest."

Jiang Yan straddled his long legs and sat where Cheng Jianyu had been sitting just now, staring at his back, the frosted glass door of the bathroom was closed, he raised his head, his jaw stretched into a nice line, and his eyes smiled deeply, It was as if something was alive in his heart, and he couldn't calm down.

very nice.

The sound of rustling water in the bathroom sounded, and he took out his phone from his pocket, intending to post on Moments, telling the good news about his uncle's relationship, when an unfamiliar message popped up.

800 years ago and Zhou Jueqing took a screenshot of the waste film, the two of them are in an intimate pose, surrounded by people, Jiang Yan frowned, is his mind sick?

"Ding"

[I saw that you have returned to China. See you at the Moco Group office at nine o'clock tomorrow morning. I want to talk to you about the termination of the contract. It doesn't matter if you don't come. I will post this group of photos on the Internet and tell everyone that you take advantage of my drinking I fell asleep drunk, and wrote a song for me in order to gag my mouth. ]

Jiang Yan stayed on the phone for a few seconds, slowly raised his eyebrows, why did he write a song for Zhou Jueqing?It not only made Cheng Jianyu sad, but also made Zhou Jueqing useless excuses. He really wanted to go back and slap himself twice.

The author has something to say: Ah, I really miss ghs.

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感谢在2020-05-2023:00:41~2020-05-2222:32:10期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the shallow water bomb: 1 gimmick;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmines: learn to love me again, 2 pieces from Jinxishen; 1 piece from Candy Baby and Ma Xinyue;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：凌、杨柳青青的草原20瓶；繁华落尽18瓶；鹤归孤山寺15瓶；江衍煎鱼大粉头、耶啵人间妄想、云家five小柚子、sean10瓶；薇一啵啵8瓶；小佐、大白7瓶；枫林晚、十四页啊、十九、北北睡着了5瓶；王撕葱4瓶；怡宝若菜、一刀一个小盆友、爱吃橙子的受3瓶；wind、小龙女、。、爱吃巧克力的兔子、落风、千言、renaissance、咩咩虹1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!